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Thursday, December 01, 2016
ISLAMIC: My wife, I'm sorry
Sunday, November 27, 2016
Makanan sehinggit
Just baru-baru ni aku berkesempatan beli makanan kat stall mak cik bawah rumah aku nih.
Selalu time aku nak beli, time tu la baru dia bukak.
Time aku tak nak beli, sebab aku dah ada breakfast.
Time tu gak la dia bukak awai sikit.
So, la ni baru aku singgah sebab lapar.
Aku pon cam biasa, beli kuih.
Campur-campur.
And aku choose mee, sebab nasi lemak dia ramai sangat beratur.
Malas la.
And time nak bayar.
Sehinggit jer mee aku tu rupanya.
Tak ada telur sebab aku suka homemade punya.
Gediks tak.
Hehheh...
Tapi,
Gila murah lak ai dia jual.
Nasi lemak, and bihun yang lain-lain pon just sehenggit jer.
Patutlah berdoyan-doyan orang datang.
Moga murah rezeki ko mak cik anak beranak.
Cayokk!
Ada time aku beli lagi.
Saturday, November 26, 2016
Peah: Art class
Since my sister stop kerja.
And preggy.
Dia jadik suri rumah sepenuh masa.
So Peah tak pergi any nursery.
Dia ajar Peah kat rumah.
So far i think that's a good idea.
Can i put my kids at your home sis in future?
Because nursery sekarang tak boleh di percayai.
Scary much.
But your house at Tapah!
I will miss them.
Ok, aku la plak yang jadik suri rumah kalau gitu.
My partner must agree with this.
Bruhhh...
Gila punya statement.
And memandangkan Peah pon dalam proses learning.
Dia akan everyday tengok cerita budak-budak
Akak aku more bagi dia pada art class.
Bagi dia enjoy.
O, how i miss when my homework just coloring!
Huhuhuuu...
And how i seen, that kakak aku boleh kawal pola makanan dia.
No fast food.
No jajan.
Not even a chocolate!
Then, my sister ajar jugak dia supaya independent.
Sidai baju sendiri in her own mini hanger.
And ate by herself.
Be clean and tidy.
And that's brilliant idea.
I support you sis.
Thursday, November 24, 2016
Resepi puding jagung kastard.
And tiap kali tu la licin.
Kan aku dah cakap dulu, mereka ni memang spesis piranhas kat Amazon sana.
Korang campak la apa kat atas meja tu, gerenti habes.
Hahhahaaa...
Tak dinafikan, bila penat buat case. Memang akan lapar gila.
Sebab tu aku suka standby bar chocolate just in case.
Tak dinafikan... aku pon happy sama.
Even aku sempat kuis kuis sikit jer. Sebab aku, memang tak suka makan makanan yang aku masak.
Tak ada feeling gitu.
Paling penting... jangan terlebih air.
Guna sukatan air paling minimum. If terlebih, korang buat jelah bubur jagung. Ops.
Kena kacau selalu. Api kena maintains.
Bila lalai jap, ketoi ketoi la nanti. Dah tak smooth.
And lastly, after siap.
Better la kan... Letak kat dalam bekas yang kecik kecik. Yang cute-cute tuh.
Sebab senang nanti hidangannya. And mostly, lagi menarik time serving nanti. Barulah mak mertua puji korang melambung lambung.
1 cawan tepung castard
1 tin susu sejat yang cair tuh
Gula ikut suka nak manis tahap mana. 1/2 cawan pon boleh.
Butter satu sudu besar. Ni bagi korang punya jagung berlemak gitu.
Air...1 1/2 cawan.
1 tin jagung
If ada jagung tongkol lebih-lebih boleh join sekali.
Garam ikut suka. Aku dah letak butter, so aku tak letak garam.
Nak letak pewarna pon boleh setitik dua.
Pastu, sediakan periuk belanga untuk aktiviti memasak. Api kecik hokey.
Masukkan gula. Susu sejat and tepung custard yang dah dilute tu.
Gaul-gaulkan ia.
Pastu after 5, 10 minute. Letak isi tin jagung. And isi jagung yang lebih-lebih.
Then, gaul lagi sampai betul-betul melekitnya. And cantik warnanya. Bila puas hati. Bolehlah letak pewarna and butter.
Gaul lagi.
And siap.
Masukkan dalam bekas.
Biar sejuk jap, and letak la dalam peti ais if korang suka sejuk-sejuk.
Aku masuk dalam loyang sebab aku tak ada bekas kecik-kecik tuh. So, redha jela ohkey. |
Kasik jiran sebelah, depan, belakang, ke kan.
Hehhehe...
= )
Wednesday, November 23, 2016
Adik beradik problem
Kami adik beradik sangat rapat, mostly among yang perempuan.
Plus our mak ayah ajar kami jadi strong.
And independent enough.
Mungkin sebab tu kami perempuan boleh beat adik beradik lelaki dalam family.
Just because they are useless.
Sorry bro!
Some more, because we are the majority.
So give us your respect.
And we have our own group Whats app.
That's make our bond makin awesome.
Then, baru-baru ni... aku telah menjadi main topic in our group.
They talk about my dhunya thing.
Which i don't really care actually.
But they think i have to masuk campur because i'm the owner... so terpaksalah.
And they are waiting my next step.
What i'm gonna do about that.
I actually da tried to deal with the one who used it.
Because dulu dia pernah da pinjam.
And same problem.
Buat macam harta sendirik.
Untuk that item i dapat semula not in good condition. My ayah pon tak puas hati.
Dia care bagi terbaik balik.
So kali ini dia pinjam balik. I said ok. Because like i said. I tak kisah pon.
Dhunya semua ini.
So after my sibling discuss that i have to take an action... So, i did.
Mula-mula i give him a message.
I said carefully, can you pulang balik.
And no reply.
Like i'm the one yang mengemis sendiri pulak.
And i tried to be cool.
I let him use, and until a month passes dah... and i think he dah buat harta sendirik again.
Hailo.
Ni kalau next time nak pinjam, aku nak bagi ke tak agak-agak?
So, last Tuesday i given message to his wife.
Why dia tak nak pulang. Can you check and update with me later.
Then message i give to his wife i paste in the group Whats app.
And her replied also.
See? I tried my best.
I don't like marah-marah orang.
Can you not push my button.
After few minute, the one yang pinjam message me.
He said sorry. But every replied not said he will pulang balik.
I think my message semua direct version.
And i screen shoot our conversation.
And cc again to that group.
What you all want me to do?
I have no idea.
That thing, i put at my parents house because i care for them.
I want they to use what i give them.
Time ni la masa i scarified what i have.
Not i paid for you to used.
Not in my niat. Ever.
Dah la aku ni dok jauh. Nak tolong hulur masa... i have limited edition.
So i give them what i think they should have.
In case any emergency. They can be independent. Like they thought me dulu.
So, to that person.
I not even marah sekelumit pon if you want to use mine.
But when my ayah call. He said you after get it. Not even once balik tengok apa patut di tolong.
Aku sangat rasa kecewa.
Why la you behavior like this.
That's why i want to take it back.
Because of your perangai.
Cubalah balik pada Allah.
Fikir tanggungjawab diri sendiri.
And you will know what you should do.
Why people treat you like that.
Semua orang pernah buat kesilapan. Aku pon.
Tapi tak salah if kita pandai fikir yang kita patut ubah diri sendiri sebelum terlambat.
Understood.
Bye!
Tuesday, November 22, 2016
Masak lagi ke?
Aku boleh amik part time job as tukang masak kat pantry department aku tu la.
Versi ala ala mak cik kantin masa zaman kita kat sekolah dulu.
Menarik gila tak.
Hohohooo...
Tapi menu sajian aku semua tahap campak-campak la.
Muka nilah yang akan kena masak.
Aku tak kisah pon sebab aku pantang if tengok makanan dibazirkan begitu jer. Bagi aku if korang tak nak makan maybe akan ada orang lain sudi makan.
And,
Mak aku tak ajar semua tu.
Membazirkan amalan syaitan... maka ada baiknya aku buat nasi goreng.
Kannn...
Tang sayur da kuning-kuning. Aku potong ikut suka. Aku masukkan gak.
Sambal belacan stock setahun pon aku guna.
And part paling syiok, aku rembat sosej dalam fridge.
Ni aku kenal owner dia la. And aku bayar balik ohkey.
Tak nak la ada part drama tak puas hati and segala menggungkit-ungkit plak in future.
Satu tray besar aku goreng.
Tak mahu kalah dengan orang ala ala kenduri or catering.
Tapi habis!
Memang sah spesis piranhas diorang semua.
Aku buat bake bread pudding.
Raisin , susu, butter semua bahan asas aku usha-usha fridge tu la.
And esok pagi aku hidang as menu breakfast bagi diorang makan.
Heheheee...
Cer la korang bagi orang lain plak masak.
Nak gak aku try diorang punya masakan.
Kannnn...
Sebab aku if aku yang masak, cam biasa, aku tak tak suka makan apa aku masak.
Dah la aku masak, aku kena rasa makanan sendiri.
No feeling bro.
Aku ingat aku nak buat lontong.
Tapi bila fikir santan, bla. Bla. Blaaa...
Aku buat sup ayam jela.
Insyaallah if siap before lunch, boleh makan sesama.
Tapi if tak sempat.
Makan dengan sesama budak oncall jela.
= )
Monday, November 21, 2016
Islamic practice: Sunnah of pregnancy
If you are expecting a baby, keep thanking God for this gift and keep it private among close relatives. There is a general principle which should be paid attention to when telling others of blessings. The news should be given only to those who wish good for you and will rejoice over it, so as to ward off the evil eye and destructive envy (hasad). The evidence for that is the words of the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him): “Be discreet in order to achieve what you want, for everyone who is blessed is envied.” Narrated by al-Tabaraani and Abu Nu’aym; classed as sahaah by al-Albaani in Saheeh al-Jaami’, no. 943.
Be thankful to Allah for having chosen you for such a gift. The first trimester is hard for some women who suffer from nausea (morning sickness) and weakness; and the last weeks of pregnancy are exhausting:
What a blessed mother was she who gave birth to Maryam! So why not follow her footsteps and make the same dua (supplication) she did when she was expecting as narrated in the Quran: “[Mention, O Muhammad], when the wife of ‘Imran said: My Lord, indeed I have pledged to You what is in my womb, consecrated [for Your service], so accept this from me. Indeed, You are the Hearing, the Knowing.” (Surah Aal Imran: 35)
With this dua, renew your intention every day that this baby would be a pious servant of Allah. Insha’Allah your intentions and prayers will have a positive effect in creating an innate bond between your child and the deen (religion) of Allah!
Perhaps one of the things that the woman should focus on during this period is learning about sound methods of raising children, reading books on this topic or listening to useful lectures by scholars on it, whether that has to do with moral upbringing, health, psychology, pedagogy, and so on, in preparation for the great mission with which Allah has entrusted the parents, which is the trust of raising and caring for the child, so that the parents may embark upon it with knowledge and insight and achieve the best results, and attain the pleasure of Allah in this world and in the Hereafter.
As for the acts of worship that the pregnant woman can do, they are all the acts of worship that the Muslim does by day and by night, such as praying, fasting (so long as there is no fear of harm), giving charity, reading Qur’aan, regularly reciting the adhkaar that are prescribed in sharee‘ah, treating people kindly, visiting relatives, taking stock of oneself, and striving to attain the best attitudes, actions and words
Friday, November 18, 2016
Bye bye Koko
But you are the original.
Big hugs!
Thursday, November 17, 2016
Careful with your words
In hundred or tak sampai billions of friends aku ada.
Fact or not facts...
At least satu mesti sangkut.
Yang aku terpaksa deal dengan dia punya manners.
So annoying.
Like dia jer semua yang betul.
Huh.
Mula-mula i tried to think positive.
Sebab so far dia punya manners still in my range.
Belum tunjuk taring lagi kot.
But lately... we are memang tak boleh kamceng lagi dah.
Cannot.
I said, i cannot tahan.
How can boleh aku tahan lagi?
Bila aku tengok dia, rasa nak tumbuk or kick orang dah ni
When dia senang-senang nak tried bullies me.
Aku bagi muka emotionless.
Annoy aku dengan sengaja.
Ini kadang-kadang aku marah la jugak.
Tapi pastu aku senyum balik.
Sebab bagi aku hidup kena maintain cool.
And then when dia start hurting you physically.
That the full stop. To me!
Hello.
Like freaking damn aku nak biarkan jer.
Sakit gila.
Stupid.
My left arm red for two days and bruise for another seven days.
But i'm not telling dia.
Likes dia akan care aku balik?
A big no.
Now, aku malas nak layan dia.
I will remember how hurt my left arm are.
Bukan nak memutuskan silaturrahim la kan.
But if you continue dengan this kind of perangai...
Not gonna say banyak.
Get out from my eyes.
You are not invited.
Pergi main jauh-jauh.
You want to know why aku selalu hang out with my kawan lelaki.
Aku gurau kasar dengan diorang.
But diorang tak pernah balas balik?
Sebab diorang tahu,
Aku cepat bruise.
And that bruise bukan bruise biasa.
Ia sakit.
Mereka faham aku.
But not you.
Satu lagi, the most yang aku selalu caught you.
Your ego problem.
Your riak perfectly statement.
I think, you and i dah argue tentang benda ni dulu.
And i said, jangan riak... nampak useless.
Then, you beri your alasan.
Reason yang tak masuk akal actually.
You said you want to be a good person, but donno your words hurting all.
Tak akan everyday nak collect dosa atas mulut sendiri.
Tak penat ke?
Malaikat yang bahu sebelah kiri sentiasa mencatit laju with your every second statement.
I think i have beri dia pengajaran sikit.
Even i know dia kan balas balik.
But what would i care?
Dia can hurt me more, but he cannot mess with my emotion.
Because dia memang spesis bipolar.
Dia patut duduk kat kutub Utara sana.
Pray for me
#prayforme
Tuesday, November 15, 2016
Stupid shirt we talking about
I want the Shirt that he will get from his Sunday morning event. Occasion run with Bio essence I think.
I donno why i cared so much, before this any run marathon he joined. I tak ambil kisah pon. Lantaklah.
But this one... menarik like crazy my sense, that i want that shirt really bad.
Not sure by the way, if that shirt are good looking or not.
Like i said, my senses.
To grab his shirt, and bawak lari.
Job calling.
Lots of case are waiting on that day!
Hailo.
I tried to this one guy. Dia pon join gak. Even we selalu fight like there is no tomorrow but for that shirt i sanggup.
So, i WhatsApp him.
I said i want that shirt... he replied every message in blur figured.
Bruhhh...
When i seen my friends posted about the marathon. And i seen how cool the color of that shirt.
I terus, ohkey.
I will get that shirt no matter how.
If i cannot get it in sesi pujuk memujuk... how about, can i paid you and you give me that shirt.
Win win situation, bro.
Don't you like my money?
Of course i am.
But gi la basuh dulu baru bagi, kan.
I stated my reason that i want that shirt tok bawak gi menoreh.
And well, we fight in next replied.
Lol.
Why la i had to dealing with this guy.
And when the friends yang sama-sama gi marathon found out, i want that shirt.
They kutuk i like freaking awesome punya ayat.
Gurghhhh.... I give them pandangan membunuh.
And when I tried to catch them. They ran bertaburan like anak ayam.
Penakut!
.. that stupid shirt.
But, just want it to cover my next coming event. Because my closet yang penuh dengan blouse and jubah tak sesuai for it.
Shirt yang ada some i dah used for other things. Huhuhuuu...
If korang sayang sangat, nanti i will pulangkanlah balik hokey.
Biarlah. No offended pon kat diorang.
That's their right.
Me? Nak wat camner. Kena la haunting every sport outlets this weekend.
After my volunteered class.
Sebab event nya next week. Hope sempat.
And maybe I should grab two or three shirt later.
Senang sikit.
Monday, November 14, 2016
New royal blue scarf
So, one friend show me that kind of tudung. And i'm really fall in love with the color.
But the one she tunjuk, she already bought it.
Poor me.
He style that tudung.
The one yang tinggal bit bright colour. Not so fine. I just, maybe next time...
And suddenly he ask me if i want it or not.
I like, maybe next session duh.
And he said, if you want just take it. Dia akan bayar.
I like... are you serious... sayang?
Like damn serious?!!!
I thought he just joking around. Even sebenarnya, i wish it's true.
So, i tried it on me and put it back in place and leave it there.
And when i came back the seller told me.
Ini untuk awak, that guy akan bayar.
And when I asked that guy is he serious about this.
And dia cakap, ya.
I said... thank you sayang.
And we giving each other evil smile.
But one guy makes my smile turn to fade when he said my tudung like alas meja.
I hate him.
Really, really hate him so much.
Bursting dengan sengaja my angry mood.
Tanpa tunggu lama, i tried balas balik. My action louder than words dude..
And i will not gonna said i dapat that for free to him.
Lagilah dia akan kutuk non stop.
So when I caught him. And nak balas dendam. Others akan suka back up him... not me.
Huhuhuuu... i felt di lupakan.
His fault guys. Why can't you all see that!
Huh.
Better I appreciate what other guy giving me. Right.
I pray Allah will bless him everyday.
And thank you for the tudung.
You're so baik.
I will take care of it.
= )
Sunday, November 13, 2016
Islamic practice: Children to islam
#muslimparenting
Saturday, November 12, 2016
Kedudukan dan panggilan
When mine is at tangga ke-6. I don't think so you all should called me Itam. Because i more whiter than Snow White duh. So, saper yang pepandai buat nih? Nak kena nih. As we argue about this. I have my own kedudukan and panggilan. 1. Balong 2. Kangah 3. Ya Uda 4. Landak 5. Lalang 6. Sweat and cute 7. Panjang 8. Busuk How? Ready to applied this to my family... Syuhhh... I think this is why we called each other by name not panggilan stupid like this. Bye! |
Thursday, November 10, 2016
In dilemma
Bit feeling like brain tak center when i'm typing this post.
Someone may shoot me somewhere somehow.
Wrong target la woi.
Or it's just me the one who actually yang in a wrong target.
Astagfirullah al-azim.
Serabut duh!
I need to luahkan all of this. What my otak think before it's exploded.
Even in every doa selepas solat i cried when i talked to Allah about this clingy things.
I felt useless.
I felt ashamed.
I shouldn't have through this.
It's so haramm and lari from my Islamic life goals even it's felt so right.
Oh no.
As i knew this is my personal blog.
So i think i can trust this page and you, who hardly stalk my blog.
Kept this secret between us.
Let's get terus terang, it's about a men.
Who make my world up and down, thick and thin and spinning sampai pening.
Not so handsome duh.
Either not even my taste actually.
Jauh sekali nak kata ada 'hot killer body'.
Or even a billionaire line.
Pelik kan.
He just only a plain guy with annoying attitude, package perfectly.
Annoy me sampai boleh bawak gaduh la.
So, the problems are... i don't like this feeling.
The unpronounce feeling that i start to feel for him.
Oh please, I'm not admire him either.
As for your information.
Just I hate it when i caught he stares at me.
The way he looks at me.
And i'm the one who the first look away. Always.
Because i can't do it.
To reveal the truth behind those eyes.
... I don't like everything about him. Full-stop.
I tried to play cool.
Kept telling myself that he just my friends.
Kawan susah senang.
My male friends. And maybe trying to be close one. In still remain, friends zone.
Yeah, better like this.
Bulan ke bulan... makin lama we're makin lain.
And it's more than normal.
It's scare me to the bottom. Ini bukan sepatutnya yang di rancang!
One day, after year passes.
I thought why not just give him a chance.
Anyone deserve it. Sampai bila tak nak mingle around, kan.
Treat me like may be we were meant for each other... or we weren't.
And this is just how it had to be.
Pening ar!
Or it's all just my imagination.
And he even don't have a feeling to me?
But all my friends said he likes me.
So, why not I let the time tell.
Sometimes it's feel awkward, and go on awkward.
In every case, I successfully pandai avoid to go out alone with him... because i'm not fully trust him.
Even we're friends.
Good decision.
But, lately... he became my good driver.
My tempat untuk luahkan everything. He always be there for me.
And he love it when i shared those with him.
Or even sometimes we also argue when have to deal with his annoying manners like everyday.
And most drama yang i'm not really like is pretending-to-be-games.
That i think we're memang tak betul in this part.
Seriously, if you questioning me what the real happening is...
Aku sendirik memang tak faham.
Really tak faham.
I donno if he is bipolar type or dulu masa lahir adalah premature baby or what because,
One time he act like he is the guddey gentleman i knew.
He cares about me. Treat me better.
That make me so special. Like Queen gituh.
He gave me something even i'm not asked for it.
Because i'm not give him anything. Bersalah sebenarnya bila fikir balik.
Anyhow i tetapkan pendirian yang dia bukan my real husband that in my responsibilities to care.
Right.
Even he always tried to act like one.
How he one day want me to choose in between clothes he want to buy.
Done pairing same clothes also. Huh.
Share something personal or when needing support about our family things too.
Most i liked, cover my hungriness habit with his food suppliers.
And tolong habiskan my balance makanan.
Paling top, Soh tolong kejut sahur.
Am i sub as his maid or what?
Uit, gih kahwin la bro!
And one time, he turned 360 degree. Act like i'm not existed.
In this universe.
Memang pelik gila.
Or he copied my act?
I'm not giving him a cold shoulder actually.
Sorry duh if he felt so.
I just tried to act normal. Act friendly. Act how the real me to you.
Like we supposed to be.
Same way i treat my male friends and sikit special for you, maybe.
But when i tried, i just can't.
As banyak mata memandang. I felt they are insecure me.
I hate attention, and ini semua so not me.
It's so new for me.
Me and nonsense lovely dovey story line fantasy. So mushy.
So yurks!
Hahhahhaa...
Period.
By the way...i still remembered the first time we met.
In a noisy crowded elevator.
And me in so traditional yellow big size baju kurung.
Perasan cantik la tuh.
So selekeh for real actually.
Then you caught my attention in your also selekeh shirt after work.
For a second i said Astagfirullah.
Ada jugak orang lagi selekeh daripada me. Joking.
And the door open, i go out. One floor separated us.
What if i told you that i missed our night conversation, would it's mean anything for you?
Bruhhhh...
Again,
Why should i have this feeling anyway.
This is not so me, ya Allah.
Like seriously... me?
My friends said, if I fall for him?
I said i don't know.
Because i don't know what fall really feel like.
I'm emotionless girl. My emotion only goes to family things.
You want me to feel what?
I'm new to something romantika de amour fantasy, so please.
Tell me what fall feel like oh my friends.
Really I can't analyse my own feeling.
I hate like crazy when something related about him pop up in my mind.
Make me feel stupid. Started make me to think that he is my future.
He i will called the right one?
The real question is... is he is the right one?
Or my Creator have a another plans.
Istiharakh... like Allah said. But i'm afraid to do it.
How if he is.
What should i do...
And how if he is not.
Honestly, marriage is a huge deal trader.
And i'm the one risking myself...
Because i'm the one who will surviving to bring the good in me, in him, in between family.
Communities. And our future.
What should i do now?
Warghhh, i don't want to talk about this anymore.
I need my emak.
I need her big hug.
Allah, help me too,
Oh please...
Wednesday, November 09, 2016
Peah: Father and daughter time
My sister sent me a new updated about Peah in our family Whats app.
And i like it very much.
Alhamdulillah.
Just make my day.
She looks so awesome!
And act like a guddey daughter ever.
She start to talk some words and actively want to explore new things.
And most i geram adalah bila tahu that she have her own make up bag.
The most make me more surprised is when i heard that dia bersiap lagi lama daripada mine.
Bruhh...
Really kak, did you teach that also?
Oh mai.
Anyway, this what i called family goals.
#familygoals
Teach and attract your kids towards Islam since they are growing up.
Easier for her and for you.
Bak kata orang,
Biarlah melentur buluh daripada rebungnya,,,kan.
I really want give you big hug Peah.
Good job!
= )
Tuesday, November 08, 2016
Lipas
Aku repeat, an alive lipas.
And it's moving.
And flying!!!!
Like 'f' i want to speed miles away from it.
Hate it very much!
One day, i met my friends at corridor.
And he with some cleaner guy tengah cam carik something di balik pintu.
So aku sajer kacau.
Mungkin diorang jumpa pintu keluar yang best untuk escape daripada department ke kan...
And he tetiba senyum kat aku and pegang lipas alive by his hand.
And fast and furious i ran away masa dia tried throw that thing to me.
Urgh.
As my senses are strong enough, aku sempat hide in one room area situ.
I quickly tangkap balik that lipas.
Caya tak cayalah... but i did.
And kejar dia balik.
We ran along that corridor until he hidden in a room area situ.
Cheit.
Penakut jugak budak tuh.
Stupid lipas.
Aku terus lepaskan benda tu and ran away...
Lantak la dia nak gih maner pon.
Tetiba my friends yang sama bukak pintu and act like he hold something.
I thought it's that a lipas again.
So i ran like Mr. Bolt in runaway Olympic games.
And maked three full round in that room.
I sempat jerit, if dia throw that thing to me. I will kill him.
I will kill him like seriously.
And aku campak mayat dia bagi jerung makan.
Dia tetiba tengok my pocket.
The hell dia nak lentak benda tu in my pocket.
Gilo.
Tapi rupanya dia checking ingat i kept that thing in my pocket.
Lagilah gilo.
Terus aku bagi kick, kena tipu rupanya... penat tau aku lari...
I hate lipas as much i hate marshmallow.
Huahauahuaaa...
But you're my nightmare.
Sunday, November 06, 2016
Makes everyone worried
Assalamualaikum.
Yesterday, i makes everyone worried about me.
Aku rasa bersalah bila fikir balik.
Something that yang aku anggap ianya normal but it's became a big issue to others.
It's my fault. Sorry guys.
As i cancelled my oncall to next week.
So I planned to go to my volunteered class as usual.
Then, my friend said diorang ada program lain.
And dia wanna makes appointment with me untuk hang out kat luar.
And discuss sekali penambah baikan programme kelas yang tengah kami usahakan.
Tanpa fikir panjang aku accept je la.
I think i can trust dia.
Pastu, dia cakap hang out kat tempat dia.
Uit... outside maybe better kot.
So we capai kata sepakat.
Best public place...
KL Central. Depan McDonalds at 10 am.
Deal.
Then, as our first met kat luar... tetiba that morning dia cakap nak bawak kawan dia sekali.
Dia ni Germans people, tapi cakap slang indonesia.
Then... aku rasa insecure.
70 % kawan dia maybe same country.
You know what I mean.
And here, I'm alone... And alone.
So aku decided just inform my families.
Then aku whatsapp some details to my sister.
And she memang gila worried.
And aku whatsapp same details to my friends here around KL.
And she also shared same feeling.
And my friends dekat Ipoh pon dah membebel taip panjang-panjang kat whatsapp...
Oh no.
Aku sampai terpaksa screenshot a chat as a proven to my sister that someone here standby for me if anything happens.
Barulah dia ok.
As result, they make me to hold my phone every second.
Update with them every hour.
And stay in one place.
No drink or food, unless before their approval.
And stay alert.
Hailo.
So, i make sure i patuh all the list.
And until i finished everything and on the way home pon my friends still taip ayat panjang-panjang kat whatsapp...
She really worried about me.
Really rasa bersalah.
I swear to her that next time aku akan heret someone with me.
Even though i think I'm big enough.
And I think orang yang aku jumpa not teruk maner.
Not all Germans people are bad duh.
They all not Hitler either.
So, don't judge a book by its cover.
We have good time by the way.
And, to my sister... sorry.
I make you scare.
Sorry again.
And to my friends... sorry for all of you.
Thanks to be by my side.
I still love you all.
Sorry all, thank you all.
= )
Sunday, October 30, 2016
No update
No time for updating my blog like everyday... sorry guys.
Can't help it.
And i have no time for dating also.
Sorry mate.
LOL.
Weekdays cam biasa full of duty job,
And akhirat collector programs.
Ini termasuklah jugak with my everyday Sunday morning charity class.
With new dua orang Belanda akan mai lagi... practice there for next three month. Hope everything with going well.
Can't join you all.
Really cannot duh.
Sorry.
Maybe next time.
Really feel bad for him.
Because same date i boarding to my other friends house duh.
Kami plan nih dari awal lagi.
Can't decide now.
So, i no need to worries about the kiddos.
Alhamdulillah.
Let her pulak yang demam jaga budak-budak nih.
Cayokk!
Bye.
Thursday, October 27, 2016
Islamic practice: Summaiyya and Khalil
Tuesday, October 25, 2016
Sentap
Sentap?
If korang nak tahu,
Ayat sentap nih aku belajar daripada tempat kerja aku sekarang ni lah.
Sentap merujuk more kepada orang yang senang merajuk and suka simpan dalam.
Cliche sangat.
Pelik tak pelik la kan.
Lelaki sekarang hilang dah macho diorang.
And, so far aku actually good pada tempias tu semua.
Maybe sebab aku lebih suka buat hal sendirik.
But i did.
And a small war happens.
Dude, kau period ke apa oi.
You're super wrong.
I already said, what's gonna happen to that box.
And everyone will aspect the same thing.
And just because of it nak sentap.
No,no,no...
You're dealing with wrong person.
You not listening pada apa aku cakap.
And you blaming me.
I still can tahan. I will not sentap back...
And, don't worry...
I will give you my silent treatment.
Rasakan.
And, whatever you want said to me.
I can said back...
'Aku tak nak cakap dengan kau, kita gaduh'
Then jangan nak gedik-gedik baru datang kat aku.
Sayonara lahhh....
Aku tak akan pujuk.
Remember this.
If i know that my mistake, i will say sorry.
But if the small things celah gigi nak sentap.
Easy dude, where are your kemachoan?
Sorok bawah ketiak ker.
Control your sentap menyentap.
Not everyone is perfect. You also included.
Decreased your ego.
Smile more and less the drama.
Barulah tak ada orang kutuk belakang.
Ops.
You can do it!
= )
Monday, October 24, 2016
Jubah
Alhamdulillah.
And online marketing about jubah pon not bad.
Banyak pilihan dah.
And i like this kind of style.
Simple, longgar,
So islamic and reasonable to any event.
Nak gi kenduri ker formal ker tak formal, nak gi jenjalan pon okeh...
Mane tau time tu la crush or admire lalu.
Or mak mertua tetiba soh bertandang ke rumah,
Kan...
Wink,wink.
I wore this jubah thing like everyday.
But now, i have to ride my motorbike... and seems impossible to continue this good habit.
Sedih gak la.
Tak pernah try lagi so far...jubah and motorbike?
Kang ado kain lekat kat rantai kang.
Dah melukut aku tepi jalan nanti.
Huhuhuuuu...
One fine day maybe.
Lara dress, ash color and from benang hijau brand.
I admire how the simple and cute it is.
Rare nude color of course.
Dan because it's jubah la kan... nak komen apa lagi.
Raya la, kena pakai baju baru.
Okeih.
Even kena kerja sebenarnya, tak la dapat teman adik aku balik india...
Mesti dia jiwa kacau if baca statement aku nih.
Hohohooo...
Nothing bad with it.
If you can tegakkan apa agama kamu ajar, fight for it.
Macam aku, dah biasa pakai jubah.
Bila pakai jeans sometimes nih rasa tak selesa sebab dah biasa pakai baju longgar-longgar.
Good ar kan.
So... selamat berjubah la yer.
Bye.
Sunday, October 23, 2016
Recipe : Jeruk Epal Hijau
Friday, October 21, 2016
Cerita rantai aku
Assalamualaikum.
Hah, nampak tak tuh?
That's my rantai.
The only rantai i have.
Benda ni memang sentimental value to me.
Aku tak boleh nak share, nak cerita nih bit personal sebenarnya.
Hanya few yang tahu the true story behind it.
Even some of my sibling pon tak tahu.
Aku baru siap repair rantai nih minggu lepas,
Yang patah kat connection dia.
Repair kat Wah Chan Ampang Point.
After deducted new one dengan old one punya connector.
Kena charge semua dalam Rm 67.00...
Campur upah semua la.
Quiet ok, sebab the one yang dia ganti bit tebal.
And good service.
Ok lah.
Lagi pon emas memang mahal kan...
Benda tu patah sebab tertarik kat baju sekali.
Nasib tak hilang.
Kalau hilang boleh gila kot.
Dah la aku dah masuk nih... dua kali hilangkan loket dia.
Sampai sekarang aku tak letak loket.
Sebab nak carik loket yang sama... tak jumpa.
Dia old school punya loket.
Pray, one day aku akan jumpa.
And, mekasihlah bebanyak kat driver yang tolong teman tuh.
Patut Sabtu after wedding kami dah betulkan.
Tapi aku pon percayalah dia cakap tak bukak. Gi esok.
Rupa-rupanya diorang kedai emas bukak sampai kol 10 malam, kawan aku cakap.
Memang rasa time tuh nak ketuk-ketuk jer empunya badan.
Rejam sekali. Baru puas.
Sebabnya hari Ahad aku malas nak keluar.
Pikirkan rasa responsibilities yang tinggi kat rantai tuh.
Aku gagahkan lah diri ni gak.
And settle.
Lega hati.
Alhamdulillah.
I will take care of this things the best i can do.
I will kept it close to my beating heart.
That's like magical thing that make me strong inside out.
Because it from the favorite person in my life!
= )
And i love it so much.
Thursday, October 20, 2016
Kenduri kahwin
My cousin.
Kami sebaya.
So, biasa bab-bab attend any event... my brother yang akan selesaikan on behalf our family.
Disebabkan dia sudah out of KL.
So, it's me.
The only one yang kena take over.
Huhuhu...
Reasonable kan?
Mak ayah pon paham.
Pastu on sabtu tu plak... kes cancel lah, postponed lah.
And aku memang boleh balik on time.
Rasa bersalah plak tak pergi.
Cam menipu, kan.
Pikir punya pikir, aku pon decided lah pergi.
Ada yang tak boleh ikut lah.
Ada hal lah.
Ada tuh, ada yang confirmed. Aku siap gosok baju untuk dia.
Carikkan teman gih.
Pastu cancel last minute.
Tak marah pon, geram jer.
Aku bukan tak nak ajak dia.
Daripada first tadi aku ok jer ajak dia.
Tapi tahulah, ni bit family things.
I'm single. Dia pon single, available aku tak tahulah.
Nanti dia cakap apa plak kan.
Mesti dia rasa tak selesa.
And bila dia cakap. Dia ok. Aku ok jer balik.
Pas solat Zohor kami gerak.
Dia punya nervous aku rasa boleh buat bahan nak gelak guling-guling atas lantai.
Hahhaha...
Nak gak tukar yang formal.
Pastu. Tanya aku nak tunggu dalam kereta ke apa time sampai tuh.
Gila apa,
If nak soh aku makan sorang-sorang. Bek aku tak yah ajak dia.
Dari tadi aku dah gih sendirik.
Pastu siap pakai minyak rambut la.
Pakai kasut lah.
Haish, pakai selipar jepun pon aku tak kisah lah.
Pastu nak gi toilet before masuk dewan lah.
Hailo.
Ni aku bawak orang ker alien?
Tengah berbual-bual dengan mak cik aku kat entrance, baru dia munculkan diri.
Then, aku tak perkenalkan kan pon.
Even mak cik aku dah kenyit-kenyit mata dia. Bagi signal.
Whatever, aku lapar!
Time amek makanan...
Rajin plak dia amik pinggan and air tambah untuk aku.
Ni kalau dapat award actor of the year. Aku bagi lapan, sembilan sepulah kat dia.
Kemain.
Time aku dengan dia, buli aku ada lah.
Borak-borak.
Aku tengah-tengah best borak panjang. Terhenti jap.
Sebab paparazzi sibok, time tu la nak tangkap pic bagai.
Rimas kot.
Then, mak cik aku tanya soalan yang cepumas yang korang pon tahu.
Bila turn aku plak?
Aku cakap besok.
Hahhahha...
Dia cakap, dengan kawan aku tu la.
Aku cepat-cepat bagi hadiah and amek doorgift and say sayonara.
Huish.
Sepupu aku yang lain.
Nih, mak ayah aku akan pergi.
Time nih, nanti mesti mak cik aku akan report kat diorang.
Aku nak jawap apa.
Lalallala...
Makan lagi kan.
Aku tak kisah.
So, time nih aku biar kan jer dia.
Sebab nak bagi space.
So time tengah makan. Kawan dia, si groom datang.
And ada ker patut dia perkenalkan, cakap aku nih maid dia!
Ehh mamat nih, aku bunuh and campak kat laut kang.
Aku cakap, aku rembat bangla tepi jalan. Soh teman.
Fare and square.
Hahhaha...
Anyway. Aku tak de gambar nak share.
Sebab you know me, aku tak minat bergambar.
Tapi orang yang aku bawak tu ada lah.
Aku malas nak mintak.
Nanti if aku rajin mintak, aku update. And letak pic nyer. Hokeh.
Ni story lagi satu.
Nih, aku sambung post ke next entry.
Korang click sendirik la.
Bye!
Sunday, October 16, 2016
Bekal oi masak oi
Wednesday, October 12, 2016
Viral mem-viral.
Nowadays,
It's hard untuk kita boleh lari daripada di-haunt oleh technology.
Mereka ada dimana-mana.
Double confirm.
Dimana-mana...
Related sekarang tentang pengguna teknologi dan internet adalah aktiviti viral.
Viral mem-viral.
Like a virus.
Included bad and good things.
Sometimes lawak gak sebab kadang-kadang ada benda yang tak logik pon boleh jadi viral.
Stupid people.
Cari likes la tuh.
My advice,
Purify your intentions before start post something.
There can be a viral in a seconds.
And if it's only kait rapat tentang you alone.
Quite safe.
But if benda itu melibatkan someone, even seorang sahaja.
You're in dangerous side.
Why?
We're not an angle.
Always in perfect ways.
Mungkin benda di post akan mengguris, mengganggu ketidak senangan pada mana-mana pihak.
Dah become a problem.
jadi use wisely about this thing.
Jangan sampai benda nih jadi a collector of sin for us.
Ups!
Pada yang tukang share.
You all pon sama gak.
Not good oh key.
Sin tu sangat senang dapat.
Even sekecil kuman.
Sin always a sin.
Careful dengan jalan yang kita pilih, dear.
BTW, viral pon ada about good things gak.
Sajer nak bagitau.
If benda tu membawa kebaikan.
Pahala dapat.
Manfaat kepada semua.
Vise versa.
Choose sebaiknya.
Semua dah beso kan.
Takkan nak ajar lagi.
= )
Bye!
Some goes to me, what i'm wrote here in my blog can be a viral also. Is it bad or good in other eyes. Like every post is my battle with Creator to test my deen. But, I know... i did this only for Allah and my Islamic communities. Because i love each of them. |
Tuesday, October 11, 2016
He's going to know, my version
One day, he’s going to know. He’ll know your real name and your parents’ names, your birthday; your star sign and where you were born and some of your funny childhood stories that are not so fun to share actually. He’ll know your bored brown eyes color, your scars, and your freckles, and that how you naturally every time comfortable without make up on, the way you look after spending hours getting ready, how not in good figure you had that make you far less than perfect and how you honestly don’t really care. He’ll know your bad habit when you’re tired, your mannerisms to certain people, your stroppy pout if you’re hungry, and your laugh lines when you’re happy. He will watch all your facial expressions endlessly. The way you chew big amount of cookies, sip not in lady like, walk playfully, and sleep easily like there is no tomorrow. And why you don’t like take a picture and giving that silly face at the end. He’s going to know your secret bucket list dreams, the hyper you can be, your worries texting if they related to family things, your simple analogically wedding dream, and your fears at alive cockroaches. And mostly why goose became your favorite pets. He’ll know your strengths, weakness, laziness, energy, and your moody mixed emotions. He’ll know your favorite romance books, cartoon movie, unpredictable song list, sweet chocolate candy, and nude weird combination color. He’ll know your meals order; that Lychee is the top. He’s going to know your love for mayonnaise not yogurt, how much you hated onion, tomatoes, pickles olive and those colorful bell peppers and that you need your sandwiches prep into triangles. He’s going to know how you feel without you telling him, that you need a space from a look in your face, and that you’re crying without shedding tears. He’s going to know all of it. Everything. You, from top to bottom and inside out. From learning, from sharing, from listening, from watching. He’s going to know every single thing there is to know, and you know what? He’s still fall in love with you for your imperfections. Even somehow you afraid the way he makes you feel because you don't want to feel anything. Trust the Creator, maybe it don't take you a big life event to realize you were with 'the one' because, we created you in pairs (Surah An Naba, verse:8). And everything will make sense.
= )
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Monday, October 10, 2016
Selfie things
Assalamualaikum.
I have lots of friends who likes took their selfie.
Yeah,
Anywhere.
I can said...
Boring things ever.
And it's not fun.
Duh.
That's why when they want me together take a picture... my silly face i given.
Until they give up.
Hahahha...
This people really messing around with my life.
And they knew i hate it.
Wohooo.
Don't called me super nerdy person...
We can took many pictures, with many poses as you wish.
I can bare with these things.
I swear!
But please,
Not all things are picture time.
Just please enjoy the moments.
I need those space.
Oh key.
Actually,
Really don't understand, what so interesting about posting yourself.
To show new wrinkles...
Maybe.
Or show off something, that you're the only happy go lucky person in this life.
Or what.
= )
Just my twenty cent comment.
Even i'm not purposely post any selfie in my Facebook or Instagram...
But here,
All pictures,
I posted in my personal blog.
My perfect social media ever!
Anything you want to know about me, here are the answer.
I know it's called personal... sorry because i don't like be a public figure.
Not my intentions.
Not also giving anyone to know what i'm doing in any seconds.
Not my types.
And others reason because why i'm not like selfie things...
I don't like to see my own face.
And that silly face i make.
I know i'm gorges enough.
So, why needs same picture?
Quite enough i can see that every morning in my rectangle mirror.
Hohohooo..
See you all in next post.
Saturday, October 08, 2016
Maafkan aku
Minta maaf bukannya time Raya.
Or only time after kita buat salah.
But sifat maaf memaafkan sepatutnya ada anytime.
Anywhere.
Spread the love of forgiveness.
Itu yang Allah ajar pada kita sebenarnya.
Macam manalah aku boleh missed this part...
Hurm.
How aku minta maaf pada Allah everytime after solat.
Pray Allah maafkan aku balik.
Macam itulah banyaknya aku, perlu terapkan untuk memaafkan sesama insan.
Even maaf sekecil kuman.
Besar pahalanya disisi Allah.
InsyaAllah.
Aku percaya bahawa sedikit kemaafan mengikis sedikit demi sedikit rasa keegoan.
Ego itu masalah paling besar.
Bab nih, nanti aku citer kat lain post.
Anyhow, please...
Jangan simpan rasa dendam, rasa amarah dan kecewa sendirian.
Lepaskan dan maafkanlah.
Simpan nak buat apa, lagi bertambah parah adalah.
Kepuasan untuk para syaitan semata-mata.
MasyaAllah.
Dijauhkanlah...
Memang susah nak maafkan.
Tapi ingatlah, sekali kemaafan diucap.
Selamaya Allah redhai.
Atau if aku atau korang tak boleh buat anytime... anywhere...bab memaafkan nih
Sebelum tidur, try maafkan semua orang.
Atas apa yang terjadi pada hari itu.
Mungkin bit tak perasan pada ayat ditutur, dan perbuatan yang dilakukan.
Some ada yang terhiris perasaan.
Or ambil hati...
Ker, kan.
So, on our side, maafkan.
Untuk mereka.
Itu antara mereka dengan Allah.
Lagi molek if minta maaf depan-depan andai tahu that one salah sendiri, ke.
Yang ini untuk mereka yang berani kerana benar.
Maafkan lah.
Forgiveness is beautiful.
Dan dikesempatan ini...
Aku juga nak minta maaf, tulus daripada bottom of my heart.
Pada anyone yang aku kenal.
Family member... even my relatives.
Neighbourhood.
Sekejap atau lama.
Kawan lama atau baru tiga saat kenal.
Colleague sekarang and any ex colleague.
Andai ada any silap salah.
Terkurang.
Terlebih.
Terkasar.
Terlembut.
Terlajak.
In anything i do sepanjang perkenalan di dunia ini.
I pray you all always forgive me.
In anytime.
To you all,
I do the same also.
No heart touching.
My forgiveness is always be there.
In every seconds.
= )
Friday, October 07, 2016
Bising dalam surau
Yesterday, i went to TBS (Terminal Bersepadu Selatan)
Nak balik kampung Johor pulak.
So, ada fifteen minute left before bus sampai.
Sempatlah gih surau dia.
Yang memang comfortable gak la...
Start ambil wuduk...
And because lupa bring along telekung sendirik.
So used diorang punyalah kan.
Telekung public apa boleh aspect?
And diorang punya sejadah.
Tengah siap sedia nak angkat takbir...
Tetiba ada one group kat my back yang talk macam kat pasar.
Kuat.
And kecoh.
Huish!
Hate it.
Memang direct cakap tak khusyuk gila solat time tuh.
Pastu nak tegur...
Sebab ada bagi signal, berdehem sikit.
Tapi diorang makin kuat.
Memang out.
If diorang talk about all islamic things...
Or tengah mengaji ker,
I'm not really care,
But it's dhunya things. Every words memang jelas,
Please lah.
Looks semua tudung labuh... young.
Student la tuh.
Ini mencerminkan who you are.
If you are the one who not talk or start the conversation,
Please cakap kat your friends...
Together kept our mouth shut.
Senang.
For them, i forgive you all.
But starting today,
I pray you all and anyone will....
Respect those yang ada intention untuk dekatkan diri pada Allah.
And,
Respect where you are.
Kept the beauty of Islam.
Practice wisely...
Thursday, October 06, 2016
Kanak-kanak dan Islam
When i was a kid,
Aku still ingat... yang ustaz aku pernah tanya.
Siapa rasa solat itu susah?
Angkat tangan...
Tak ada siapa yang angkat tangan.
Sebab aku rasa solat tu simple gila kot.
Apa yang susahnya?
Dan ustaz tu sendiri yang angkat tangan.
Jawapan dia opposite from us.
Kami macam, WTF man...
Dia yang more ilmiah than us, cakap susah.
Kami yang lower than him lagilah no answer.
Kami semua pelik.
He not explain more, dia cakap time will tell.
Misteri gila.
Dan sekarang... after beberapa tahun barlalu, barulah aku tahu.
I understand the reason of susah behind it.
Why solat looks so easy,
But indeed in reach the perfect khusyuk solat itu memang susah.
What you're told us is true ustaz...
Tambahan dengan all kesibukan kerja.
Kadang nak on time pon tak sempat.
Tambahan pula, nak capai khusyuk in every meaning kita sebut and those movement we do.
Hayatinya memang sangat susah.
Hanya Allah sahaja yang faham.
Everyday we solat, every time tu jugaklah kita cuba perbaiki diri.
May Allah bless me and you.
Untuk didikan Islam, bagi yang ada sekolah agama.
I'm not gonna worried to much about them.
Macam sekolah-sekolah yang ada di Johor.
Morning usually we attend school biasa-biasa.
And petang we all must attend this school...
Sekolah agama.
Because only from here, we learnt Islam purely.
Gladly my emak paksa kami even memang malas macam mana pon.
And i grad sampai Darjah Khas.
Yeah to me!
Terima kasih dekat ustaz and ustazah semua.
You all berjuang pada jalan Allah.
Banyak ilmu yang aku dapat.
Memang membentuk akidah adan akhlak siapa yang attend.
Terima kasih sekali lagi pada semua.
Dan my emak dan ayah juga sent we all untuk malamnya , kelas mengaji.
Kelas mengaji is everyday.
Oh keh.
Weekdays for malam.
And petangnya for weekend.
Mak ayah pon paksa, more sekali if time weekend.
No megaji. No play!
Memang kejam.
Tapi that's what make us human today.
Sometime a force bit is needed for someone like me. |
Baru-baru nih, my sister ada citer yang bebudak nih ada pergi kubur ayah mereka.
Si Ziqa, Apiz and Anas semua lah.
Then, sampai jer... semua take their own 'lil space.
Si Ziqa baca Al-Fatihah.
Si Apiz baca doa makan.
Si Anas dengan muka tak ada perasaannya.
Bila kakak aku cakap Si Apiz baca doa makan.
Aku cam,
Hurmmmm....
No comment.
He still learning.
Most i proud is Si Ziqa sebab dia dah start hafal some surah.
Surah Al-Mulk also kakak aku cakap.
Fuyooo...
You're the best lah Ziqa.
She also start to pray.
And do good stuff.
She is wonderful girl ever.
Ajar bebudak tentang Islam memang nampak difficult.
Aku belum ada anak.
But, instead. Aku rasa plan mereka dekatkan diri dengan Islam...
Start from when you're pregnant.
Baca dan dengarkan your 'lil peanut some Quran.
And when their born. Azan or Iqamahkan...
And as time fly do something related them to Islam.
With correct way,
You can do it.
Take time i know.
But, if it's worth it...why not.
Selamat beramal dan don't stop for what you're doing.
Always doa pada Allah.
= )
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