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Monday, December 31, 2018

Not everything is beautiful

Assalamualaikum,

When I heard this stories for the first time from my sister, I just like... Seriously? Like my mind can really brain it. Can't believed it's been this crazy. But, it's real story that happened in our community.  I''m not gonna mention her name or even her family status but it's something everyone should learn from it...To took a respect for our beloved parents, or an old age person. Just please be kind people, it's not gonna harm you once. 

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It started when I unpacked some things while I bring my parents to do an Umrah last April this year. My sister helped me and she told me this story...

So, there is a family in five people who wants to do an Umrah, and they bring the old couple (husband and wife) together...The rest are three normal adults. I mention again an adult. They gathering together under one agency with same level that I called as "alim-alim'', and fled to Saudi Arabia. So far so good...May Allah bless their good intentions. 

In the same time, few weeks before it, I also shared some of my experienced about my Umrah with that old couple. Sort of what important things to bring, because it's their first time there. Like mine bring my parents to Mecca. However, I just don't tell it all because I confirmed all their children can handle it as I knew they already few times go there. I don't want they said that I overlook for them in a wrong way. Right?

And by the time they arrived there, the wife lost his luggage! God's test her. So when my sister tell me this story I can imagined that three adults will help her. Maybe promptly called the airline, and informed the agency. Like nest, and next steps...Ten to twelve days in Saudi Arabia with own essential things, I can said pretty hard. It's important to you or even your partner-everything in there.

But, what made me cried so much when listened to this is the adult not helping much, but they instead ashamed with that old couple. And even blamed them for it. Are you really an ''Ustazah''? ''Alim-alim'' gang? Or even a family member with them...How dare you to said like that. Astagfirullah-al-azim.  Allah S.W.T really showed His power, in the land of Haram. Plus, the agency is not pretty much help in handling this case. 

My tips to everyone out there, if you want to go travel oversea or do an Umrah, please do it with big company or most trusted agent. Which can help you in case of emergency like this and have a humanity sense. Please, for your own sake. Please. 

So, as no one really can help them, this old couple together went to buy new necessities. Her husband help his wife, even both not good in English. They bought their own dates, robes and other things even their own relatives are same room with them. I still remembered, all the seller are good in Bahasa. May Allah bless the old couple and people who help them.  

After deported from airport, the old couple got in another car from the three adults because they can't take it no more. And they cried inside. How broken their heart is, when their own flesh blood do that to them? It's so ridiculous for me. Even they're not my parents, I still cried because I respect  all old people in this world. They need care and happiness, not this kind of manners.

I still felt bad for everything. I can't, its'too much for me. Too much! I maybe disappointing with my family member in certain things but I'm not embarrassed with them. Back to this old couple, they not kids that rolling around in the flight-scream there and here. It's just a luggage things-Can you politely help them? Why it is look so hard to do?

Imagine if you, three adults in their shoes. You luggage missing-How can you handle it? It's a same things... Why can't you brain it. What make me so sad, that my sister told that old women  wore nothing inside her clothes. She can't find a mall that sell undergarments. For the old women like her, who stay at the countryside with all kampong style....it's a stranger place for them. Why can't you also share with your own undergarments-it's your mother! For real. Even I'm a stranger, I willingly to give her some of mine. I'm very pity for her even for you. 

Again, I'm begging anyone who takes their parents or disability person to go travel or oversea-please be care for them. They have a heart and emotion. Please asked their need, don't simply assumed everything. Not your own mind and money can buy their happiness. At least ask-Are you ok? Are you happy? Anything I can help you with? Small talk don't do a harm.

Happy new year 2019 guys!

May Allah bless those three adults (especially their manners) and the old couple. Also all Muslim around the world.

Saturday, December 29, 2018

2019, let's go!

Assalamualaikum.

2019...tinggal beberapa hari je dah lagi.
My January plans semua in place.
Tengoknya, so far sabtu ahad dah penuh sampai CNY.
Ada program kena let go tu, paham-paham jela memang tak dapat nak elak atas beberapa faktor.
Hopefully semua berjalan lancar.
Aamin.

Bulan-bulan lain still under construction.
So, nak booking ke apa silakan. Akan cuba considering sehabis baik.
So far, bulan enam and tujuh paling penuh before start kerja lah.
Sibuk nak Ramadhan, charity, Raya and the open house, UM final exam and dinner time, pindah rumah and travel sana sini.
Insyaallah.

My 2019 bucket list?
Panjang gila nak cerita, so far ikut bulan. Sebab setiap bulan ada target sendiri.
Nak achieve itu, ini.
And setiap satu tu related to each other dan mudahannya membawa kepada kebaikan in future.
Ini membawa what i called as phase one: 2019 to 2022, about 3/4 years planning.
Hah malas nak cerita, korang yang pening nanti.

Jodoh? Insyaallah.
Ada rezeki Allah temukan.
Doanya me and him, support each other and bring the best to our journey.
Bab nih, tiba masa sure boleh selit. Korang lah kena get ready. Hihihiii...
Again, Insyaallah.
Sebabkan tu jugak, i will let go my younger sister nak pergi kahwin awal ke apa. Ala langkah bendul kata orang.
What am i again? Bendul? Serious ah.

So, happy 2019 guys.
May Allah bless our life, orang-orang yang teraniaya, muslim and muslimat di dunia.
Keep smiling and spread the humanity.
= )

Tuesday, December 25, 2018

It's real.

Assalamualaikum.

Today, December 25.
Ramai orang keluar happy kan diri.
Dan,
Banyak pokok tiga segi tuh di sana sini seluruh KL.
Tambah lagi dengan bling.bling.bling bagai.
Cantik.

Dan, hari ini juga... Ada event di Chequers cafe kat TTDI for birthday celebration.
Naik public transport cam biasa.
Tapi, before we go how fantastic the waffles semua tuh.
Citer dulu the situation yang da lama tak kena.
Pasal hypotension or hypoglycaemia things.

Last kena adalah masa last year.
And pastu ubah lifestyles and pemakanan.
So far, so good.
Alhamdulillah.

Pastu kali nih. Baru satu station, terus out. Sebab rasa effect dia camtu je. No sign and symptom not comfortable ke apa.
Makanya, tersadai sorang-sorang kat Lrt Kerinchi.
Nak regain blurred vision tuh lama sikit.
Memang rasa the worst.
Air mineral only thing yang ada dalam bag, teguk half still sama. Too bad, no sweets.

Dua tiga kali try bangun and jalan. Sebab nak betul-betul stable. Nak turun Lrt beli gula-gula.
So, ada 7eleven.
Beli gula-gula and biskut tiger.
Pastu telan  empat biji terus.
Minum air. Dalam 40 minutes, rasa quite ok. Boleh naik train.

And sampai pasar seni, dia nak kena second attack. Seriously.
Safe sikit dia bagi signal. Yang ni ada rasa kebas-kebas and baru nak blurred vision.
Still ok. I just keep tarik nafas dalam-dalam.
Think something positive.
And after masuk dalam Mrt, and duduk comfortably. Telan lagi dua biji candy.

And there you go.
Boleh stand still. And be ok.
I pray the best for my health.
Nak kata tak breakfast, pagi tadi da minum milo and jacobs biscuit.
Apakan daya, ingat ok. Even tau memang jenis hypotension punya spesis.
Haiya, kali nih nak kena makan garam banyak ker?

Sunday, December 16, 2018

Allah masih sayang

Assalamualaikum.

This is real situation yang happened to me and Alhamdulillah Allah tu sayangnya masih betul-betul sama.
Again, Alhamdulillah.
Allah Maha Besar.
Sujud syukur sangat.

So as semua orang tahu, time belajar nih... Dapat basic jela kan.
Actually okay manageable dengan commitment yang hanya beberapa sahaja. Can survive.
Still boleh saving about Rm 500 and above every month. Not bad la kan.
Yeah.

Even though gitu, tak sangka this december 2018 pretty hard sebenarnya. Ujian betul.
Biasa lah, dapat paychecks akan terus selari ikut budget.
And everything going fine, as well as semuanya ikut planning.
But, after naik my semester break... Everything changed. That was shocked me to the core.

Until then, i got nothing in my purse and my emergency fund only tinggal Rm50.
Memang drop gila.
At that time baru around December, 07.
Tell me, how can i pick up untuk next payment yang lagi dalam dua minggu?

Why jadi macam nih?
I'm not blaming anyone, its not even a mistake. It just because of myself, and I'm happy with it.
My kindhearted untuk helps three person in my life in one week. Sakit, masalah yang tak dapat dielakkan and lain-lain.
Well, i give my best advices, also my money to them. Which is yang the real... I know i will never get it back again.

Think positively. Dalam rezeki kita ada rezeki orang lain. Ikhlas.

And then, i took public transport to go to university. Sebab my touch and go card student price still manageable sampai next two months.
Oat and nasi goreng sayur my good portion meals everyday. Jimat but still sihat. Hahhahha...
No dinner sebab so far tak lapar.
Serious, tak lapar.
Sebab will make myself busy with assignments or 2019 plans.

Ada jugak kengkawan kelas bawak kek, kuih muih. So adalah makanan free.
Belanja makan. Terima kasih.
So far, tak adalah sampai one day tu tak de makanan. Still ok.
Sebab i also got milo stock and tin biscuits Jacobs yang tinggal separuh.

And hey, still sempat buat charity project on December, 08.
Merempit sampai ke Kepong, one day spent time here. Pukul 0600 petang baru balik rumah.
Alhamdulillah dapat makan free for breakfast and lunch. Vvip side lagi.
Sempat solat berjemaah gak kat masjid.
The best feeling ever.

Bila kita diuji, kita kena ingat ada orang lagi hebat ujiannya daripada kita. And this roar my spirit.

And because of this charity, i got invited to attend their closing ceremony dinner. December, 15.
Again free foods. Love it.
And the most touching part, i got one letter at that night.
Go back home and when i see what's inside... I received about Rm300 cash. Memang Alhamdulillah sangat.
Allahu akhbar.

And again, Rm250 will used sebab i need to help one more person.
Can't say no.
And Rm50 for this week. Campur Rm50 from emergency fund. So far so good.
By the way, i still not boring with my oat and nasi goreng sayur.

Fighting!

Friday, December 07, 2018

FOODS: Killer Gourmet Burger (KGB)

Hi,

Today, my class finished early. So we head to Mid Valley by LRT and Komuter from Kl Central. Not sure to eat 'nasi' or some soup. Like usually. But, we decided to go for Western jelah. So we see this place. And quite interesting by the way. And hipsters. Orang muda cakap.

And yeah. First time ever. Lets go. Tak salah mencuba. Kans?

KGB - Killer Gourmet Burgers, Kuala Lumpur - Restaurant Reviews, Phone  Number & Photos - Tripadvisor

Fast service with moderate friendly staff. Not judging, ok.  I tried the shack beef set.  Quite delicious with moist meat. Even i can't bite like a normal hero because of my braces.  So, bit messy with my way of 'makan' ... Mineral water covered it all.

The fries i picks with herbs. Stunning. Like it much. And the sauce is good combined. You all should try it duh. Will try for vegetarian burger next. See how it goes. Ala carte please. Not dining in please, need to cover my fat at home. Huhuhuuu... 

But life is too short for a bad burgers.

Happy weekend guys!

Wednesday, November 21, 2018

My routine part one

Assalamualaikum.

Ceh, tajuk memang tak boleh blah kan.
Ingat retis nak post something like this.
Like hello, ada ker yang nak tahu how my routine everyday camna.
As a student obviously.
Geleng kepala.
Anyhow, kita continues jer la.

So, pagi... My clock akan ringing at 0400 to 0500 am.
Im a morning person.
Tak tipu.
I like wake up in the morning and smile to the world. Like yeah.
Kecuali bila too tired, malas tahap cipan and im so sick.
Then, no more morning whatsoever sunshine.

Bangun. Tidy up my bed. And, buatlah solat sunat apa yang patut.
Doa lama-lama sikit.
Time nih memang akan ada rasa rindu gila masa kat Madinah Mekah bila teringat pagi-pagi nilah dapat tengok orang ramai-ramai pergi masjid. Berduyun-duyun. Dengan muka ceria jer.
Best.
Kita pon sama semangat nak buat ibadah.
Moga-moga tersedia rezekinya lagi untuk ke sana.

Pastu, buatlah assignment and any homework yang ada. Time nih banyak idea mencurah-curah.
Tak pon. Tengok-tengok revision mana subjek boleh cover.
Bukak buku sikit.
Sambil telan berbotol-botol air mineral.
Kasi toksik keluar pagi-pagi.
Hidup kena jaga kesihatan juga, ya.

Dengar azan.
Siap-siap lah mandi, nak subuh.
Dulu rajin gak menapak gih surau sensorang dengan beg telekung sepit bawah ketiak.
Sekarang nih tempat baru.
Lelaki jer ramai. Alhamdulillah.
So, takpela. Solat kat rumah.
Ada rezeki, insyaallah usahakan agar boleh join next time.

Bersambung...

Monday, November 12, 2018

Resepi nasi ayam hainan halia

Assalamualaikum.

Cakap awal-awal la eh,
Resepi nasi ayam nih untuk korang yang jenis malas nak masak tapi nak makan sedap.
Ada rice cooker kat rumah.
Ada ayam sikit dah siap potong.
Ada hainan paste, sebab tu malas tambah-tambah.
Ada beras and halia as main ingredients.
Ada seulas dua bawang, kiub pati ayam sikit, daun sup if ada.
So baru boleh move on.

First, masukkan minyak sikit. Dua sudu pon ok.
Pastu masukkan bawang half sampai naik bau, paste hainan dua sudu, halia sikit and ayam.
Gaul jap and masukkan pati ayam and air sikit.
Air tuh ikut sukatan beras lah.
Mendidih jer gitu-gitu. Tutup api.
Masukkan dalam periuk rice cooker sama-sama dengan beras yang siap dibasuh.
Naj cantik molek, masukkan daun sup.
Dan dah boleh on plug.
Biar dia masak sendiri.

Bonus. Rasa ada rajin. Ayam ada lebih.
Buat ayam halia.
Senang jer. Minyak panas, ada kentang. Gireng ar sikit. Dah half masak. Angkat.
Pastu campak bawang.
Bau dah naik, masukkan halia lebih sikit, lada ikut nak pedas mana and ayam.
Black pepper tuh ikut suka ar. Nak tak nak. Kentang da goreng tadi, gaul sama.
Dalam lima sepuluh minit dah siap.
Jap jer, maybe guna dada ayam and slice panjang-panjang. Tak ambil masa lama nak masak.

Korang ada nasi ayam yang boleh makan gitu jer.
Ada gak side dish lagih.
Amacam.
Mak mertua lalu pon tak malu. Hahahaaa...
Inilah resepi kalau duduk rumah saja tak der benda and malas nak keluar.
Tapi nak makan sedap.
Hendaknya, ni so far sedap lah.
Korang punya tekak tak tahulah pulak.

Hokey.
Bai. Tata titi tutu.
= )

Sunday, November 11, 2018

Expo wedding.

Assalamualaikum.

Today first time naik rapid bus daripada LRT from Kl gateway or University to Midvalley.
Bus no 788 not mistaken, about 15 minutes sampai.
Even esok ada presentation case surgery.
Helok sangat la kan.
Nanti kat depan class cerita pasal experience shopping kat sini.
Hahhaha.
Habislah grade final hengko nak.

So, time ni jugaklah my diet untuk say no to any fast foods.... hancur lebur cair meleleh.
Sebab first pergi makan kat Texas.
And second makan kat McDonald.
Pastu rosakkan braces makan ice cream, makan popcorn.
Memang teruk gila.
Rasa nak hantuk kepala kat dinding.

Whatever it is, ada good side which is nak cerita pasal pergi wedding expo kat sana. Nak kahwin ker? Eh. Aamin.
First round jalan biasa, and dapat ice cream free. Pastu kawan cakap dia terlepas nak ambil free popcorn.
Ok kami buat seconds round.

In the second round, kami decided untuk dengar explanation yang terfikir dalam kepala memasing. Oh why wedding nih semua kos mahal nak cekik darah.
Korang mesti setuju statement nih kan.
Hulala,  open the table please.

So, about two hours kami duduk situ and cerita part perihal orang kahwin.
How, why and mostly pada budget and catering.
Nak cut cost mana boleh.
Bride to be miscommunication yang selalu jadi.
Banyak actually ideas share in this discussion.
I just drop all the situation and any troubleshoot yang mana mungkin happen kat majlis nanti.
Cuaca, makanan tak cukup, cover luar coverage, blah.blah.blah...
And how they'll encounter this, termasuk apa our job as relative semua jugak.

Im not sure his name, but the agency called glam & stylish event planner.
Instagram, glamnstylish.
So far, he is a good guy. Explained gila baik and logic even mula-mula ayat kerek tapi pastu we're good.
Boleh bukak kedai kopi sebelah. Hhahaha...
Wish you the best bro! Moga murah rezeki and naik pangkat.

So, saper-saper yang nak kahwin. Akan kahwin or tak ada plan nak kahwin... Pergilah expo camni. At least korang boleh ada ideas, knowledge and basic apa patut tahu. Boleh apply untuk akak or adik korang ker nanti.
In fact, absolutely untuk kahwin kena ada dalam tangan paling basic untuk catering jer dah Rm 8,000 and above.
Buat tengah bandar lagi mahal, up and up.
Lainlah kalau dok kampung yang ada style old schools masak sendiri then boleh jimat sikit. Tapi penat ar.

Pastu nak jimat, baju tak yah nak beli. Selalunya ada dalam package.
Agency nih siap semua baju, veil, makeup, tudung, and kasut. Butang pin tudung pon ada. Yeah. Complete.
Korang bawak duit kepuk-kepuk jer.
Tempat dewan biasa mahal sikit, buat kat hotel lagi mahal debabom.
If kat rumah problems space ar, korang pakat la dengan jiran belah rumah. Gituuu.
Hahhah...

Benda ni semua kena plan dalam setahun.
Sebab tu orang letak one year untuk tunang. Paham dak?
Banyak nak kena settle. Doorgift, hantaran, nak bagi card jemputan, nak plan itu ini.
Lagi tak de plan, lagi banyak modal korang keluar untuk beli benda yang tak patut.
So, nak kasi beres tak nak banyak pening kepala. Pergi expo camni, expose yourself.

So daripada sini, dapat jawapan why kena ada wedding planner, and kenapa diorang nih package semua mahal-mahal.
Personally i can said sebab we paid these people do everything for us.
We paid for their services.
So make sure your money tuh worthy lah kan...dengan pilih good agency.

Ok, nak balik. Nak exercise!
Esok diet oi.

Saturday, November 10, 2018

Nasi goreng

Assalamualaikum.

Nasi goreng adalah makanan favourite.
Dia macam kalau korang suka makan sushi, tabokki, ker pizza... Camtulah.
Sebabkan tengah proses jiwa raga untuk say no to any fast foods.
Home made cook adalah jalan terbaik. Yang terpikirlah.
Boleh kawal intake garam gula hendaknya.

Nasi goreng always be pilihan no satu.
Maybe sebab time tengah jadi student ni, dia semangat kobar-kobar pada benda alah ni makin menjadi-jadi.
So layankan jelah.
Buat tambah busy schedule hidup. Hahahaaa...
Nak vision untuk gain weight gak kan.

Resepi simple nasi goreng kampung, adalah yang biasa buat.
Meh share sikit.
Tumbuk bawang kecik dua ulas, lada hijau tujuh biji dengan lima belas ekor ikan bilis.
Jangan lupa, gaul dengan garam sikit ala kurang sesudu teh.
Time minyak tiga sudu isian dah panas. Masukkan bahan tumbuk tuh.
Pastu dah naik bau.
Pecahkan telur.
Gaul sama.
Letaklah carrots, or sayur yang boleh telan.
Last sekali letak nasi.
Portion nasi 1.3 cup. Order siap!

So far, boleh tahan dua kali makan.
Sebab malas mak masak lagi dah.
For my lunch and dinner.
Jimat.
Senang.
Dan sungguh kenyang.
Serious tak tipu.

Rajin sikit, buat resepi nasi ayam halia.
Ni kita share next post.
Esok insyaallah.

Thursday, November 08, 2018

Get up and get off.

Assalamualaikum.

Hari yang cerah. Ada matahari. Tak ada class. Dapat makan roti jala. Lunch free. Rasa hari nih mood makin baik. And rasa nak bagi motivasi percuma. Sebab like me yang jenis spesis cepat boring, i always need motivation in my life. Sebab tu tak layan cerita datuk seri, puan seri, kau kaya aku miskin, kau miskin aku kaya. Hahhaa, drama sangat hokey. Baik layan cerita makan-makan. Habis satu resepi, masuk resepi lain, tengok pon dah kenyang. Psssttt... nak tak nak baca, suka hati.

Semua orang ada masalah, jem sikit merungut, lapar complain, tak ada duit, family problem, sakit perutlah, orang tak sayang ke. Blah. blah. blah... And cakap, mungkin nih takdir. Like hello, Allah takkan ubah nasib sesuatu kaum kalau kaum itu tak ubah diri sendiri 13:11. Go and create your own happy ending life, if you don't fight for what you want, don't cry guling-guling for what you lost. Be courageous, buat hidup warna warni macam Dora the explorer, walaupun dia tanya soalan bodoh hari-hari, ada nampak dia nangis tepi penjuru? Think. Jatuh terduduk, tertiarap macam mana pon. Plan your life. Wake up determined, go to bed satisfied.

Untuk people around us... ada orang kita sayang banyak, sayang sikit, tak sayang langsung or even a strangers yang jumpa sekali seumur hidup sebab tetiba bawak diri pindah Afrika. Mana tau kan. Whatever level there're in our life, mereka nampak jatuh bangun kita. Dan merekalah yang one day kat Padang Mahsyar sama-sama bersesak timbang dosa pahala, syurga neraka. So buat apa nak throw shit sesama sendiri and you, yes you... buat kerja gila nak kutip banda negative itu semua and put in your wall. Get up and get off. Please. It's ok if they don't like you, i can said not everyone has a good taste. Huh.

Personally, i can said banyak benda untuk motivate diri. I only can berleter in my whole life, the last decision... balik pada diri sendiri. Allah bagi cabaran, to test you and me. If it doesn't challenge you, it doesn't change you. Betul tak? Steve jobs once said, it was awful tasting medicine but I guess the patient needed it. Daripada situ sometimes you have to pick up yourself and carry on. If you're not the first, you'll be the last. Tempuh, paskal! Sorry, no ads review. Tetiba semangat terlebih.

Dah.
Dah, penat taip. Nak gih study. Presentation coming in few days, as always orang first. Lain kali letak nama anak huruf A. Hahahha... Exam week after that. Fighting!
#doauntuksemua
#positivevibesuntuksemua

Wednesday, November 07, 2018

Raikan kegembiraan


Assalamualaikum.

Hujung bulan nih ada kawan lain department, dia nak kahwin.
Siap dah reserved save the date untuk attend wedding dia.
Dah apply cuti lagi.
Semua ijn order before sambung study kejadiannya
Baju pon siap bagi dan dah siap jahit dah pon.
Tapi. camni ek?

Sebab dia punya akad hari Jumaat.
And that time, pagi ialah last paper for semester one. After that baru start semester break.
Untuk ini, nak join tuh maybe tak tahu sempat ke tak.
Nak berlari-larian ke sana-sini.
Nak pack barang balik Johor lagi.
Kita tengok jela nanti.
Insyaaallah for everything.

Last month message bride to be,  just tanya khabar gitu jer.
Dia pon terkejut sebab sudi attend wedding dia. Hello, benda baik kena raikan!
And baju tuh dia cakap pakai masa resepsi esoknya. Malam dia buat.
So, rasa better sikit.
And location randomly book dekat Muzium Negara.
Fuyooo… boleh bergambar sebelah dinasor replica.
Ada ker?
Tak berkesempatan lagi pergi Muzium… Nice move.

best friends, love, and quotes image

Ahad pulak, pagi-pagi dah boleh out of the town.
Yeah.
The faster the better.
Can’t wait.

Kat Johor, banyak benda nak kena settle duh.
Port wajib, pantai. Pastu makan seafood sampai allergic.
Nak gih overhaul kemas rumah. Ingat enjin motor nak overhaul.
Hhahahha… Lempang sengsorang kang.

Idea lain. Try tanam pokok.
Nak bertani, berbakti pada tanah. Organik sikit and ekonomi pon tak cantik sangat.
Tengoklah kalau rajin. Gitu.
Pastu part wajib sekali, yang tak dilupakan. Nak tidur sampai lebam.
Ya iyelah semua benda nak buat.

Happy weekend guys!

Tuesday, October 30, 2018

Gained weight

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. I get back my five kilograms yang hilang beberapa bulan lepas.
Sebab makan tak ingat dunia.
Kalau korang tengok mesti tak percaya.
... Bela saka ke apa.
Tapi itulah realitinya.
Target. Target.

Pelahap paling drastik.
Makan nasi ayam hainan hasil dua cawan beras yang di masak sendrik.
Boleh cover tiga kali makan sehari.
Tapi mulut nak kunyah.
Snack time, roti kaya butter boleh dalam lapan keping satu hari.
Ada kuih kalau rajin beli.
Camtu ar.

So ni dah balik ideal weight.
Maintain...
Insyaallah lah ya.

Exam oi exam

Assalamualaikum.

Revision two weeks, and exam two weeks.
Hokey.
Final exam untuk semester pertama.
Tak study apa-apa lagi.
Nak kena bukak buku.
Tapi bila bukak buku... Tutup balik few seconds after that.
Cannot tahan.
I can't brained anything.

Sebab bukan dalam jenis menghafal.
Then,
Belajar sampai paham, itu my style.
Nak ambil masa memaham tuh yang lama.
Restart pc otak.
Finalize documents mana tak guna, put aside.
New folder nak masuk.
Selit mana boleh masuk.

Next week fully self study.
So i got my time style... Boleh truly focus untuk cover all five subject.
Pastu paham lebih untuk sub sebject yang target masuk exam.
Maka jadilah buku itu jambatan ilmu.
Cheewah.

So far, i just buat mana terbaik untuk exam and those assignments.
Alhamdulillah for Consas paper semua lulus.
Then, dah dapat half untuk pass mark final.
Ni untuk final... Insyaallah harap lulus hendaknya. Half mark lagi untuk go through.
Fighting.

Thursday, October 18, 2018

Younger

Assalamualaikum.

bye, forgetting, and quotes image

Between these few months banyak benda from my surrounding yang silently attack my soul.
Emotionally than physically.
I felt so tired.
Plus practical in cardiac team, needed long hours standing until finish.
And no break until 0300 pm.
I think, i lost more weight
Something that not make me happy at all.

Then, to slot their problem in my schedule.
I just help mana yang perlu, hulur mana yang boleh.
Give them my advices.
Fews, need me to plan their future, which are nak ikut ke tak sukahati.
Their hope in me sometimes too much to take.
... This dilemma drain all my energy.

Not that i complaint about.
There are person yang i cares much.
There are my family. My friends. Or even someone which i used to know.
And i don't like they being useless or stupid for no valid reason.
Like hey, korang muda lagi ok.
Boost your energy.
Aim something.
And do your best.

Personally, cannot blame takdir.
You're not born to be like this.
Allah didn't said it, this is your like would be.
Please. You're born to shine for yourself and even for others.
Jangan malukan diri sendiri and regret later. Too late, ok.
Now is your time.
You got your own superpowers.
Find that and grab it.

A mistake still a mistake.
But why do the same mistake everyday if you have tomorrow as a promise to make it better.
Think positive.
Changes the aura.
Do something, please.
I can help you all. But you also have to help yourself.

I also a human.
I also have a bad day.
We're the same. But i don't want to be like you.
I got my aim, goals.
Either it is a simple or complicated task, to take a short or long period. I still do it.
This is how i survive my world.
Be productive.

(to be continue, how i boost my day)
Fighting guys!

Wednesday, October 10, 2018

Get up and fight back

Assalamualaikum.

Everyone make a mistake.
Big or small in their life.
I know how they felt. 
To us yang the other side, hard actually nak memaafkan. Susah gila.
Sebab sometimes giving someone a second chance is like giving them an extra bullet for their gun to hurt you because they missed you the first time.

Yeah.
Insyaallah, i still at bright side and will always doa terbaik untuk dia and his problems. 

And personally, any stupid dcision yang he already done... Benda dah lepas.
Bab meroyan, menyesal guling-guling ke whatever still tak boleh rewind everything back.
This moment hanya tinggal is only you, and yourself.
Nak jadi better or jadi lagi teruk.
Decisions at his hand. Doalah banyak-banyak.

I can said everyday is a second chance. May not be a happy ending but yeah why not try to end things right. Kan. 

Get up and fight for your journey, please.
Try slowly but don't take to much time.
But, please kept fighting.
Messege me if you need someone to talk to, jangan memalu, i can selit between assingment and all those books.
I want to know how was your day. How bad you messed up with your life duh.
This is how friends supposed to be.

Jaga diri and ksihatan.
And we'll try to confront with your family later.
Fix yourself first.
Btw hati seseorang bernama ibu and ayah itu tetap bersama susah senang anknya.
Trust me. 

And we always have Allah to put a hope on. Pray for yourself too.
Insyaallah everything will get better.

Tuesday, October 09, 2018

Lost weight

Assalamualaikum

Guess what.
Berat badan dah drop to 48 kg.
Tinggal tulang rasa dah.
Not good duh.
Because i try to maintain actually my weight.
Just nice around 52 or 53 kg.
Something area nih.
Nak mix and match dengan height. Normal BMI sort of.

But yeah as a student. Dengan assignment plus stress tak ada life.
Yang pakai braces some more. And not so enjoying your foods.
There, sebab tulah.
My friends ada gain weight.
Jell-O gila.

Now, bila pasal makanan. I more prefer porridges.
Nasi gak kan. And dalam tu put mushrooms, carrot, potatoes, garlic, halia, celery.
If sausage ada, masukkkk. Sumbat-sumbat. Meriahkan suasana.
And usually makan dalam three times a day.
Tu tak masuk lagi sweet potatoes rebus.
Pisang.
Roti cicah milo for breakfast.
Rasa ok.
Tak cukup eh.

Malas nak makan nasi ketul-ketul sebab lambat nak kunyah.
Kalau geram sangat, masuk mulut terus telan.
Rasa tercekik jela.
Hahhha...
Tapi ok jer, not bad.
Kesian my perut kena work harder.
Bertabahlah.

As usual untuk malam, memang not fan of any foods.
More minum air bebanyak.
Makan before pukul tujuh. The best time...
Dulu jer time oncall. Rasa keluar makan malam tuh activity wajib.
Lepak mamak.
Miss tho moments.

Anyway, banyak nak kena aim.
Nampaknya kena masukkan gain weight part in the list.
Haiyo.
Chayokkk!

Sunday, September 30, 2018

Marah

Assalamualaikum.

Apa yang diceritakan di sini adalah atas kisah benar yang berlaku beberapa hari lepas.
Di negara yang bernama, Malaysia.
Masa tuh baru lepas siap kelas and buat semua hal bank.
Sempat gak baca buku kat MPH.
Ala, apa lagi... area kat KL Central. Dalam tu kan ada NU Sentral.

And, time tu nak balik lah.
So naik rapid LRT, area ke Putra Heights.
Time tengah nak tunggu, ada sorang chinese guy stand kat sebelah dengan tongkat dia.
Ok, buta rupanya.
So dalam tengah tengok video rakaman yang ada. Sempat gak jeling-jeling, takut lah dia terlebih line kuning.
Sebab opposite train baru sampai.
Risau duh.

Tak lama pastu, train pon sampai kat kitaorang.
Dan masa tengah nak turn untuk masuk.
I can said, umat yang lain-lain tak ada sorang pon yang help that guy.
Saja la walk slowly nak masuk train sebab nak tengok siapa yang akan tolong.
Nil.
Ok.

And dengan rasa marah, disappointed terus grab that guy bawak masuk train.
And ada pernah cakap, nak tolong depa more likely pegang kiri. But i not applied that at all.
Tak sempat.
Tak beralas pon jalan gak.
Nak buat camna, dia pakai short sleeve.

Pastu baru ada orang jerit-jerit cakap bagi laluan.
Like hello.
Patut tadi korang yang kena act first.
Whatever.

And dengan dalam train yang penuh,
I said sorry, train penuh dan pegang tangan dia untuk grab pemegang tiang seri tengah LRT tuh.
And biasalah, no one even cares untuk bagi seat.
Rasa macam nak jerit jer dalam train tuh.
No human sense ek orang zaman sekarang.
Duh.

But, i can't stay longer.
I said sorry again and i left.
I hope dia selamat sampai ke destinasi yang dibtuju. Hendaknya.
Tengah taip pon still rasa geram.
Marah. Even tahu sifat marah adalah musuh utama akal. (Saidina Ali).
Tapi kecewa sangat.
Macam mana kalau one day, thats happen kat diri sendiri.

Siapa yang akan tolong?
Ada ke yang sudi tolong?

Wednesday, August 22, 2018

Pagi raya

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat hari raya haji everyone.
Doanya buat yang tengah tunai haji, moga diterima amalan dan dapat haji yang diredhai serta pahala yang berpanjangan.
Insyaallah.
Dan insyaallah moga-moga ada rezeki my turn untuk tunai Haji pada tahun berikutnya.
Aamin.
Doakan duh.

So as my semester break pon together with this raya celebrations. Nampaknya, lamalah cuti ya.
Wuhuuu.
A week and half.
3rd of September baru start.
Naik tu pon terus exam week.
So, faham-faham jelah.
Nak jalan over gila cuti ni pon, average 50:50.
Student life. Student life.

And, now im still at Kuala Lumpur. Kejap lagi baru nak gerak balik Johor.
Syahdu tak syahdu sangatlah balik pagi raya.
Raya haji, ok lagi.
Tak sure how traffic today.
Hopefully jem tu janganlah teruk sangat.
Pity mu bum.
Huhuhuu.

Baru siap packing apa yang patut.
Baju, tudung perfectly siqp iron dah.
So, sementara tu. Right now. I'm with my laptop.
And menaip for my assignment.
Percaya jelah.
Yeah, pagi raya with assignments.
Great isn't it?

Nih, if my lecturer tengok.
Sure.
Terus bagi A plus and plus.
Without argument.
Betapa kesungguhannya tahap dewa.
Hihihii.
No lah, just settle bit for my last touch.
So kat Johor nanti, my sister yang cikgu tu boleh finalise. And then print. And i will free from this Malaysian studies 2 part.
Merdeka!

Tak sabar.
Ok, sambung assignment.

Saturday, August 18, 2018

Masa itu emas weih

Assalamualaikum.

Ok lah, weekend time as a student bit limited.
Sebab daripada keluar jalan-jalan.
I see you, you see me.
Tengok orang kat mall.
For something yang not worth it, memang tak akanlah. Sorry guys.
That time boleh guna untuk study. Boleh buat revision.
Boleh buat assignments.
So, tetiba jadik macam. Masa itu emas weih.

Then, if benda tu macam kelas agama ke.
Ada wedding reception.
Ada date yang dah lama reserved.
Something yang urgent kena buat.
Bolehlah keluar.
And just get in with it.
But, ada schedule time after that untuk replace hours yang telah digunakan. If needed.

Tapi bukanlah jadi nerd gila. I also got time to buat fun and fair untuk release tension.
Boleh gila kalau study non stop.
So, my exceptional time adalah pada... Friday night and Saturday night.
Macam biasa, jumaat pergi pasar malam untuk beli pisang. Beli sayur.
Macam semalam ada join tengok movie, Hantu Kak Limah. Best! Even 60% i just close my eyes.
Apa gila kena tengok cerita genre seram-seram kuku nih. Memang debar jugaklah.

Saturday night? Usually more pada untuk layan YouTube site. Update benda yang personal kejap.
Or movies sikit.
Time nih, boleh tidur lambat sebab esoknya tak ada kelas.
So consider in good hand lah.
Hihihihiii...

So, yeah.
And,
Lost three kilograms after a month study?
A year later... Jangan jadi zombie dah.
Confirm kena bahan.
If tak tahan, just karatedo jer diorang semua.
Like i cares?

Monday, August 13, 2018

Bola sepak

Assalamualaikum.

Bila cakap pasal bola sepak. Truly, not so fan about it. Biasa-biasa jer.
Manchester united ker, Manchester city ker... Whatever.
But i learnt so much from this bola sepak things.
From the player.
To the team manager.
And tentang bola itu sendiri.

Buat apa nak obses sangat kan.
Yang penting, apa pengajaran yang kita peroleh.
Apa benefit untuk kita survive more untuk kehidupan kat dunia nih.
Macam bangun tidur awal pagi.
Bangun untuk kejar solat Subuh ke sebab nak kejar waktu pergi kerja?
Tepuk dada, tanya iman.

So, the things yang i like mostly.
Pengajarannya ialah, lets say, bila kita dah buat salah. Kita buat kesalahan besar dalam hidup.
Then, kita rasa down gila.
Kita nak berubah.
Tapi susah.
Pastu 50:50.

Here, dengar nih.
Ia macam masa separuh masa pertama, korang tak buat gol. So, mesti team rasa macam... Oh, bodoh la.
Frust menonggeng.
Salahkan semua orang.
Salahkan diri sendiri.
Malu.

Pastu takkan masa masuk separuh masa kedua. Still tak de gol kan.
Takkan nak sambung malu.
So, korang mesti fight habis-habiskan.
Past is past.
Sekarang ialah yang akan menentukan segalanya.
Kesalahan lepas, let it go.
Tak payah nak tengok dah.
It's about yourself. Demi kebahagiaan hidup korang.
Get it?

Then , untuk masa tambahan.
Bonus. Sebab patut time nih, gambaran untuk masa tua. Allah bagi lagi lanjut usia.
Perbaiki lagi diri sendiri.
Mana nak cantikkan buku.
Hah, buat amal kebaikan lebih sikit.
....
Amacam, betul tak?

Fighting!

Thursday, August 09, 2018

Meh, lari

Assalamualaikum.

Yo. I just agree untuk join satu event. Iaitu larian kerjasama untuk world heart day celebrations.
Oh guys.
Silalah percaya.
It's real ok.
And,
It's happen next month.

I don't need paid anything. Because i go under my university.
Which is Alhamdulillah.
Hihihii...
Me and my friend, just two of us will represent my batch. Bangga tak banggalah.
I just give my support.
It's a very good celebration by the way.

I surely don't run. Yeah. Please don't blame me.
I maybe just briefly walk.
And menikmati penandangan kiri kanan.
Say hi, hello and teruskan berjalan.
Jalan dulu. Jalan dulu.
And senyum. Dan teruskan berjalan.
... Like i cares.

I actually memang tak adalah minat sangat nak berlari-larian nih.
Traumatised after my Plkn session. Cukuplah kena bully untuk part lari nih.
I can't take it no more.
Sebab tu, tak join pon any marathon.
I just interested dengan those shirt jer.
Bagi free baju boleh tak? Hahahaa...

Nak suruh lari tu. Still ok.
But not in full stamina dah.
Sebab lama tak jejak trek. Hihihii.
Pancit. Pengsan semua ada...
If kena kejar anjing, i can flip, and boleh lari laju. Lain benar situasinya tuh duh.

Lari nih best.
Which is you akan rasa great with your own body.
Badan rasa ringan.
Problems pon sama ringan.
And healthy!
I try, i said i will try get back on trek.
And yeah.
Serap balik aura berlari dan bukan aura lari daripada rumah. Wish me the best.

Bai.

Tuesday, August 07, 2018

Buku anatomy

Assalamualaikum.

Benda menarik nak citer kat sini sepanjang study yang dah beberapa minggu berlalu.
Bukan nak membangga ke apa.
But i just buat satu benda yang berguna. Not for me but for everyone.
Ianya bab buku.
Buku anatomy and physiology.

Masa first time masuk sini. Buku anatomy masa diploma dulu memang tak bawak.
Sebab tak tahu kat mana dah.
So, sebab boleh claim.
I just... Why not beli baru kan.
Hihihiii.

So, overall they bought book ross and wilson anatomy. Buku standard yang mesti ada.
Diorang cakap camtu lah.
But as what apa yang dipelajari... I think, that book only just cover the surface.
Maybe if you're in diploma course.
Can consider it.
But as all lecturers ajar too details dengan deep explanations. Jadi macam, tak sesuai la buku nih.
So as masa tu pergi kamal bookstore.
You can check at my previous post.
I said, i donno what anatomy book i want to buy.
So i need to compare all those book yang ada.

So as compare all.
I just go with anatomy physiology pearson. Tenth edition, elaine n. Marieb and katja hoehn.
Total price, Rm 130.
I like all the contents.
Graphic. As i understand more pada drawing part. Sesuai la kan.
And details, tak lari jauh from my lecturers punya slide presentations. So I'm safe.

And now, after few slides.
Some of my colleagues dah start pinjam my book. Which i never mind.
Tak kisahlah, ilmu kongsi-kongsi.
After they find out this good is much better. Mereka dah sama falling.
And now, for your information... about half of the class dah start beli buku yang sama.
Which is something good influencer.
Kans?

And yeah.
Tak salah hendak jadi lain daripada yang lain.
As long as, benda tu ke arah something yang good.
Thumbs up.
Keep shining!

Monday, August 06, 2018

Change glasses?

Assalamualaikum.

I hate something that use a projector things.
Because that the first reason why i used glasses. Start masa form three.
And now, untuk lecturers part, memang guna benda ini again.
So, memang kena hadap.
And my eyes so tired hari-hari. Bertabahlah.
Huhuhuuu

Lagilah if lecturer tu talked so perlahan.
And i need to catch up apa dia cakap. My headache macam, oh come on mari stress kan dia lagi.
Dah la point banyak nak salin.
Possibility soalan yang akan keluar.
Rasa nak cabut kepala. Put aside. Nanti sebelum balik, pasang semula.
Tak boleh ae?

As usual, bukan suka sangat nak telan panadol semua. Not fans of drug.
So, pusing belakang. Tengok pokok jap.
Tarik nafas hembus nafas.
Relax kan diri.
And try released the pressure.
Pressure kat eyes.
Pressure kat kepala.
So far, sikit berjaya.

Another steps, i think I'm gonna change my spectacles. Maybe yeah.
Kita try tengok adaption. Baru sebulan belajar, kan. Shock phase baru nak reda.
See how, and i will decide.
My glasses, masa tu buat end of march 2017.
So, almost nak two years.
Harap oklah.
Insyaallah.

Hokey.
See you in next post!

Saturday, August 04, 2018

Good time

Assalamualaikum.

Macam mana my style of study?
Mostly, akan quietly focus bila lecturer bercakap kat depan. Toilet time pon kena tunggu habis kelas.
Mengantuk macam mana pon. Bukak lah mata.
Telanlah candy, air ker. Banyak-banyak.
Sebab duduk belakang sekali. So, compromise untuk tukar-tukar style duduk dan tak akan mengganggu mana-mana pihak.
Itu yang best.
Sebab rasa sayang nak left out even sikit pon. Mana tau, tips yang ada. Ada note kena ambil.
So stay still.

And, if macam gila sangat tak faham satu apa.
Must ask a question.
Kalau faham sikit, ok. Sebab balik boleh review books. Kasi faham penuh.
Tapi if langsung tak catch anything. Balik nanti nak reviews pon tak bling any idea.
So, esoknya confirm dah masuk tajuk lain.
Why nak malu untuk raise your hand and ask what sub you have a problem.
Chayokkk.

And not only a question related dengan those theories. Tanya juga a question related also dengan practical field.
Compare apa yang kita pernah experience, tak sure mana betul kan, then sort of it dengan lecturer punya opinion.
So, dapatlah rational mana yang better.
Tanya jer. Sampai lecturer tuh bosan. Hahhahha...
Apa guna hospital bayar duit kat depa, if we don't get any benefits of it. Kans?
And its my life. My bonded three years we are dealing here. Ok.

Also. If surgeon punya part lecturer. Ini lagi i like. Any surgery tak pernah buat. I prefer more explanations. Mana tahu, in future kena buat. Then, i got some ideas.
Selamat.
And if that surgery pernah buat, i like to ask untuk encounter the complications masa tengah surgery.
If this wrong, this bleeds, this arteries, blah. Blah. Blah... Menarik ok.
My friends dah tahu dah. I always akan ada soalan. Opportunity. Jangan di siakan.
Kena siap sedia setahun nih. Biar kutip banyak sikit ilmu Allah.

Tu baru bab kat kelas. Bab belajar sendiri? Bab bergelumang dengan buku bertimbun? Internet surfing and download pdf books? Minta tolong kengkawan hospital? Banyaklah.
Belajar nih kena ikut diri sendiri.
How passionate you about nak kutip ilmu.
How hungry you are nak berjaya dunia akhirat.
It's about yourself.
Doa mak ayah. Doa kengkawan. Doa semua orang always akan ada.
So, you already get into the line. Start run and run. And run. Until the end.


Tak kisahlah a year or three years belajar.
Ada part akan ada rasa malas. Penat nak study.
Admit it.
But, jangan layan. Sangat.
Sikit-sikit dah lah. Jangan sampai berminggu-minggu, berbulan-bulan. Lempang nak?
Penat belajar, penat kerja, itu lain. Mentally vs physically. So, ada peluang belajar full time. Belajar sehabis baik.
Chayokkk!
Fighting!

Wednesday, August 01, 2018

More books

Assalamualaikum

Sebab belajar macam-macam.
And jimat duit nak beli semua itu. Kita pinjam jela buku-buku yang berkaitan dengannya.
Ada just untuk semester pertama.
Pastu tak belajar dah.
Then why nak berbelanja, jika ada yang sudi nak meminjamkan. Alhamdulillah.
Baik kawan-kawan kita.
Hihihi... Terima kasih semua.

Buku pinjam?
Buku pengajian Malaysia.
Buku Keusahawanan.
Buku surgical 2, back up.
Buku lain dah siap sedia ada.
Buku anatomy and physiology. Beli baru. More specific and best. Mahal tapi berbaloi.
Buku surgical 1, photocopy satu buku.
Daripada Rm 380 ke Rm 50 sahaja.
Smart enough.


Buku lain, ialah buku tulis-tulis dalam kelas. Tangkap muat mana sempat salin.
Notes every subjects and all assignments needed.
Notes files untuk all references yang dapat.
Beg galas hari-hari pergi kelas memang berat.
Terus-terang.
Nasib naik motor.
Lagipun, berat ilmu tak per.
Ikhlas. 

Yelah kehulur kehilir dengan buku anatomy 1200 pages tuh. Dengan some notes sekali.
Siti khadijah telekung.
Pastu botol air, candy ready.
And bekal lunch. Tak pon sumbat pisang or epal.
Nasib duduk belakang sekali.
Alang-alang lapar ke hypo dengar lectures. Boleh lah ngap senyap-senyap.
Hihihiii...
Kena pandai cover.
And muka kena innocent.

Ok lah, welcome August months.
Sekejap jer kan.

Monday, July 30, 2018

Kunci

Assalamualaikum.

Habis kelas Penggajian Malaysia, ingat nak singgah KFC. Lapar gila.
Tapi sebab tengah on diet from any fast foods. Terus park motor dan naik rumah.
Tengah masuk kunci kat pintu.
Kunci patah.
Dia macam, krik. Krik. Krik...
Dosa apakah ini.

Nasib baik boleh keluarkan balik part yang patah tu. Seriau gak la.
Dah la rumah baru pindah tak sampai dua minggu. Dah buat hal.
Hadoi.
My kawan and kakak pon cakap, kalau jenis dah ganas. Membawak jela kat mana-mana.
Takkan hilang.
Eh. Diorang nih.

So, turun balik ke park motor. On google. Carik pasal orang buat kunci yang terdekat.
Dan jumpalah seorang brother nih citer yang kat area pantai dalam ada one kedai yang murah.
Dekat pon dekat.
Murah tu nanti kita komen.
So, on google maps. On helmet.
Gerak!

So, nama kedai tuh.
Kedai alat elektrik dan logam Regno Diy tempah kunci.
Signboard dia warna merah.
Sebab ada satu jugak warna putih area situ, Regno diy jugak.
Jalan belah kiri. Belakang dia. Tu baru kedai yang betul.
Depan 7eleven.
Ni area flat sri angkasa.

Risau gak nak buat, sebab dah patah kan.
So, brother tu tengok. Dia cakap. Ok jer.
Dia buat.
And sekejap jer. Tak sampai lima minit.
Dah siap.
Total dia, Rm 2.00.
Murah.
Alhamdulillah.

Balik, park area lain. Baru perasan. Ada pasar malam rupanya belakang rumah nih.
Tak ada KFC... Tapi ada beli pisang.
Beli nasi lemak.
Sikit keropok ikan.
Hihihii...
Rezeki.

Sunday, July 29, 2018

Teluk sengat, Johor

Assalamualaikum.

Semalam balik kampung. Sampai pagi, lepas tu terus masak nasi ayam kuning.
Ikut resepi kat google.
Sedap!
Makan sikit jer, sebab tak larat. Mata dah pandang tilam, bantal semua.
Depa duk panggil-panggil.
Sebab tak boleh tidur dalam bus.
Aircond sejuk gila. Dah off pon rasa macam on. Rasa nak terjun tingkap bus jer.
Dan lepas makan. Itu pon makan awal. Pukul 10 pagi dah siap.
Terus tidur. 

My adik nak attend wedding. So let her la kan.
Set jam and tidur.
Around 2.00 petang. Bangun. Mandi, solat Zohor and makan lauk kenduri.
Pulut kuning pon ada.
And sort of door gift.
Sambil tuh borak-borak dengan emak pasal cucu dia semua. Biasalah emak, sebut cucu. Semangat teruih.
After Asar, terus plan makan luar. 

Ajak emak and ajak ayah.
New place for me, not for them untuk siapa penggemar seafood.
Teluk sengat.
Boleh datang sini.
Dengan shell out, Rm 25 sahaja.
Boleh kongsi dua dan makan sampai kenyang.
And lauk seafood varieties lain.


Kami order shell out, ikan merah steam and sotong.
Air semua sorang dua. Satu manis, satu air putih.
Services cepat and friendly.
And total all, Rm 100...
Untuk empat orang makan.
With sunsets punya background. Best!

Hari nih balik dah.
Itulah untung jadi student cuti sabtu ahad.
Hahahaaa...

Friday, July 27, 2018

Kedai buku

Assalamualaikum.

Tadi, pergi Kamal bookstore dekat area HKL tuh.
Part nak dapatkan parking kalau bawak kereta jangan cakaplah.
So, pandai-pandailah hidup.
And kat sana nak carik buku anatomy jer.
Buku perioperative dah siap copy dah, dapat pon baru pagi tadi.
Since malas dah nak masuk bab print sendirik.
Alang-alang boleh claim kan.
Kita beli jer la.

And kat sana, kecik jer kedai dia. Tapi bersih.
Baguih.
And lots of books.
Pengsan jap.
Tapi ada ramai assistant kedai.
Cakaplah buku apa, writer dia apa. And mereka akan show the way.

Since jenis yang nak make sure buku tu complete. And full of details.
Bukak lah buku itu, buku ini.
Eh, eh tengah-tengah bukak. And letak balik. Dia gi susun. Rapat-rapatkan buku tu.
Hangin betul kalau orang camni.
Ada pernah dengar tentang ayat, privacy tak?
Space?

Apa ada nampak ke buku itu tercampak atas lantai. Terbiar gitu.
Tapi dah memang perangai dia camtu, i pon play sama. I open lots of books.
Sambil-sambil review contents. And i juat put kat side jer. Tak letak at the place balik.
Nak sangat kemas kan.
Why not... Bagi kerja sikit.
Hhehehhe.

And i got my own book.
Alhamdulillah. Daripada Rm 150.00. Dapat Rm 130.00...
Discount!
Thank you.
Very much.

Lots of book kat sini.
Yang medical line.
Sangat interesting.
Tak caya, cer try pergi plak.

Thursday, July 26, 2018

Terus maju

Assalamualaikum.

Hari ini, puasa sunat!
And, alhamdulillah jugak, balik class awal.
.. Even ada stay group untuk discussion of next presentation. Tapi because dah diorang pakat-pakat I'm the one yang jadi presenter. Soh la depa buat sampai habis kan.
Jahat tak?
Hahaaahaa.

Then, tadi pergi uruskan Asb yang dah lama tak in money. Baru nak celah-celah ni sebab gaji seorang student kan.
Dapat la hah berapa ratus jer. Cukuplah tu.
And pergi jengok-jengok also stationary untuk printer semua. And yang related.
Dulu tak silap A4 paper yang berlonggok tu baru Rm 7.00 jer. Sekarang, dah Rm 15, 16... Fuh.
Goyang gak la.

Anyway.
Tadi ingat nak gak la carik makan untuk lauk buka puasa something yang ikut perut.
Ikut selera.
Tapi tak ada pulak. So, tak ada lah.
Kita tengok apa yang ada. Kita makan jer, roti dengan air milo? Marvellous gak tuh. Rezeki. Alhamdulillah.
All fast foods, memang try stop since belajar nih. Kecuali teringin jer. So far, ok lah. Tak bertumbuk tampar dengan nafsu sendrik.
Hihihiiii...

Berat gila bawak 1000 sheet paper A4. Rasa nak patah bahu.
So, i want to take a nap. Tak kira.
Sebab malam nih, nak sambung study bab cardiovascular. Jantung dup-dup and sort of surgery.
Nak kena catch cepat sebab time blajar nih banyak buat soalan bodoh untuk jadi pandai. Lagipon ilmu Allah tu luas. Gain selagi boleh. Gituuu...
Tidur pukul berapa la kan. Huhuhuuu.
Student life. Student life.

Ok. Bai!

Tuesday, July 24, 2018

Print this and that

Assalamualaikum

If dulu, tak adalah nak think about print all those thing. Tapi since jadi student nih.
Lain macam dia menjadi-jadi.
Dengan nak print assignment. Presentation part lagi.
And also untuk jimat dalam pembelian buku tertentu.

Alhamdulillah. Dapat borrowed my sister punya printer. Sebab dia baru habis degree bulan empat masa tuh.
And save gila money la kan nak beli yang baru.
But, untuk buku pulak...
Here dia punya so and so story.

Sebabkan buku A & P for nursing masa time diploma course pon dah mana dah.
I decided, beli baru.
And untuk beli baru... I don't like yang ada kat pasaran sekarang.
Sebab already downloaded free one book yang sangat complete. Rasa macam doctor punya syllabus.
And its only, only ada 1400 pages.
Soooo... Acaner tu.
Memang terbaik la kan.

Untuk buku wajib, tak beli lagi.
Cost around Rm 380.00. And, yang boleh claim only Rm 300.00.
Yang this one, my colleagues try untuk buat photocopy. Rm 80 around that.
If can, then i proceed copy A & P yang atas tuh untuk print di kedai jer.
Sebab ada banyak balance boleh consider.
And if cannot, i should print by my own.
Masa untuk buat decision? Next week.
We see how it goes.

Benda lain, try untuk minimum kan everything. Which termasuk bab foods terutamanya. Banyakkan puasa jelah.
Hahahaaa. Sihat pon sihat.
Confirm. Tinggal tulang habis study!
It's ok, after study. Makanlah puas-puas.
Yer ke. Hahahaaa...

Still remember masa diploma dulu. About dalam 10kg jugak lah drop nya.
Sebabkan malas nak minta my ayah punya money. Can check my experience masa time study dulu kat previous post.
Now, my berat 50kg.
How about 45 kg?
40kg?
Oh man.

Saturday, July 21, 2018

Any statement.

Assalamualaikum.

My friends asked me about a statement yang keluar from one post in Facebook.
They needed my explanation about it.
Only can said, no comments. I don't know anything about that. So sorry.
They should ask the one yang empunya badan. To be clear duh.

Even its related to me or what.
I don't have a time to think about it.
My life never putar belit.
Sebab im not a patient person.
I like be direct. Whatever it is, open table, face to face and try the best.
Don't keep it, so that later not became as a problem. Camtuuu...

Serious. Dengan study lagi. Lots of thing lain nak kena arrange. Nak kena involved.
For this matter, again i said. They should ask from other side. Better this way.
Because i don't wanna out with different statements yang I'm not really know apa disebaliknya.
So, sorry again.
Hope this help a bit.
Yeah.

Peace no war!

Friday, July 20, 2018

Starting good

Assalamualaikum.

So, yeah. Already start class.
No assignments yet.
No presentation boom.
Hihihiii.
Cause more pada orientation week.
Mentor mantee things... Untuk lecturers tengok which level we are.

And again yeah.
Dah move out from previous place.
Easy and convenient.
Sebab not gonna waste my time about 30 to 40 minutes sehala, then ulang alik everyday.
Tambahan lagi, untuk in between ulang alik juga between UM class and PPUM hospital.
My motorbike memang paling berjasa for this setahun belajar.

Done agreements with hospital.
All sorts of cop yang dikehendaki.
And those form untuk dihantar.
Harapnya nothing dah.
Sebab don't wanna bawak motor jauh-jauh.
I need a driver, please.

Please, pray for me.
My studies.
Harap everything going well.
Thanks.
Senyum sikit.

Sunday, July 15, 2018

It's about you

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah.
Yesterday, 14 July, berpeluang untuk menghadiri kursus Perfecting my solah.
Dianjurkan oleh Alkhadeem group.
Yang di sampaikan oleh Syeikh Hussein Yee.
Bayaran sebanyak Rm 90 per head.
Dan makanan disediakan. Two times ok.
Tinggal bawak semangat dan fight for your ilmu.

Even terlepas untuk had a great time with my colleagues sempena makan durian season petang tuh.
But, this one lagi best.
No regret at all.
Confirmed.
Dengan senyuman ok.

Daripada pukul 0830 pagi hingga pukul 0500 petang. Full day course.
... And actually pukul 0600 petang sebab panjangnya session questions and answers dan untuk solat asar.
Mata pon celik sepanjang dengar ustaz cakap. Percayalah, inilah ceramah agama yang penyampaian dia sangat cool.
Dalam masa yang sama, penuh ilmu.
Memang i respect him so much daripada dulu.
Daripada dengar talk dia kat You tube, sampailah dengar depan mata sendirik.
May Allah always bless you, ustaz!

Actually tak tahu pon kewujudan this group.
Time tu tengak tengok Instagram and i saw this poster at Mizz nina and Noh hujan page.
Both of them pon belajar sini.
Memang inspire dengan mizz nina. Because i love how she change 360 degree from her previous life.
Memang pelik bila, yelah kita memang solat.
Buat benda baik.
But deeply... My heart said, yeah. Go for it.

Daftar. And transaction.
And dapat email.
And semua going smooth until the day tuh.
Belajar theory dan practice tentang solat.
Dan tanyalah cara kita tunggabg terbalik buat solat tu betul ke tak...
Akui, memang banyak yang kita tak tahu.
Tak ambil peduli.
Tak sangka. Selama ni, selama 28 years... Adakah solat kita diterima...
Its all about you. And a changes.
Mudah-mudahan. Doakan ya.

Not sure, ramai cakap this events macam twice a year.
Digalakkan bawaklah orang yang kita sayang. Mak, ayah, adik beradik ker. Kawan-kawan untuk sama-sama baiki diri.
So boleh usha kat IG mereka, alkhaadem. For more info.
Insyaallah.
Ada rezekinya.

Monday, July 09, 2018

Travel.loka

Assalamualaikum.

So, dah start cuti for a week before start kelas.
And my plan adalah untuk travel ke Kedah hingga ke Johor.
Yeap. In a week.
I have a mission.
A deal untuk di usahakan.
And it's a must.

Then, this is how pack my time are.
Malam isnin, naik bas ke Kedah.
Pagi sampai. Then, pass documents... And wait until settled. Hopefully ok.
Sementara tu, ambil good nap and go through Saturday punya programme. Catch up mana yang sempat.
Masa itu emas.

After that, balik Kl, and shoot terus ke Johor.
Here, i will tengok mana sempat.
And pass over the documents semua.
Nak snap gambar juga. Kena dahulukan mana yang penting.
Then, barulah makan durian timeee...
Oh, my. Bestnya!
Jangan jeles. Please.

Pastu awal pagi esoknya. Dental check up. Barulah shoot pulak balik Kl.
Review showroom house, jika kerajinan tu tahap melimpah ruah. Insyaallah.
Because next day. Nak kejar all sort of signatures yang mana tak complete untuk my documents.
And then, submit.

Harap semuaya ok sebab Saturday memang from morning to evening. Full kelas.
Kelas kesempurnaan dalam solat at Petaling Jaya.
Insyaallah. Titik sambungan untuk menjadi better and awesome.
Aamin.

Will bla.bla.bla in next post.
=)

Thursday, July 05, 2018

It's time untuk mencari rumah

Assalamualaikum.

Now, i'm gonna plan untuk mencari sebuah rumah.
Yang i donno i'm gonna choose a simple apartment or a house yang ada tanah.
Something yang kena jugak consider untuk budget, and so on.
Yelah.
Gaji kita nih manalah beriban jutaan semua.
Nih pon sebab follow financial yang cikai-cikai.

So, my komitmen pon only a car.
No PTPTN, sebab since daripada belajar sampai la ni. Alhamdulillah. Semua sponsorship.
Even in future, Insyaallah jodoh tu dekat.
At least i dah ada my own house.
And my own asset.
My own protector.
Betul tak...

And gonna update about this later.
Hope in a very good news ya!

believe, confident, and girl image

Tuesday, July 03, 2018

Always myself

Assalamualikum.

A year away from work.
Something yang memang sangat berbaloi untuk di fikirkan.
A year as a student.
Memang benda yang sangat dirindui.
Banyak benda boleh catch up.
Boleh baiki diri.
That's what i think duh.

Image by Roméo Del Mãdrid

And for the starter, my first plan sudah pon bermula.
Iaitu before my class start pon.
July, 14.
Which i just join Kursus Kesempurnaan Di dalam Solat.
And their volunteer team soon.
Sebab akan pindah rumah.
So, new house.
New spirit!

And others project coming soon.
Sebab nak try University Malaya punya part pulak.
Excited.
Entah sempat ke tidak Assignment semua. Hahahhah...

Yang penting kena rajin pergi masjid or surau.
Banyakkan solat jemaah.
Nak kejar ini.
Rindu masa kat Madinah, Mekah sebab kat sana. Will treasure this one.
Best tau solat jemaah. Banyak manfaat dan pahala.

Yeah.
Please pray for me.
= )

Sunday, July 01, 2018

My Blessing

Assalamualaikum.

Bila sebut pasal bersyukur and always bersyukur.
I want to share about apa terjadi in my life sepanjang belajar daripada kecil hingga sekarang.
How i grateful untuk semua benda yang terjadi.
How i don't burden my parents for what i get today.
Alhamdulillah again.

Untuk daripada sekolah rendah, umur tujuh hingga dua belas tahun.
I'm under program bantuan sekolah.
Sebab my teacher consider untuk adik beradik yang ada lapan orang tuh.
How grateful untuk semua ini.
Which i get a free breakfast, lunch kat sekolah.
So, my parents at that time hanya bagi 30 sen every day untuk pergi sekolah.

Itu pon spent hanya untuk sekolah agama.
Dan kalau tak belanja pon, simpan duit nih.

And at that time, ada tabung buruk.
Tapi tabung buruk mana pon. Ada isi pon bangga ok.
Amalan menabung dipupuk masa belajar kat tadika.
Macam mana my teacher at that time. Ajar untuk setiap pagi, masukkan duit apa yang ada.
Even seposen jer.
So, dah jadi kebiasaan.
Thank you, teacher!ebab rasa buat apa nak membazir.

Dan kadang-kadang i will bring my plate yang ada makanan percuma, ke meja lain.
Untuk share with my friends.
Sebab untuk breakfast. My emak kan dah ajar untuk makan dekat rumah.
And buat apa nak double breakfast?
Jadik sparta ke apa.
And untuk lunch, consider gak sometimes bila my emak ada bekalkan tak makanan.
If no, i will ate that makanan yang ada.
If ya, i will share lagi dengan mereka. Sebab memang daripada dulu tak kuat mana, bila part makan-makan nih. Cukup apa yang ada.

Time sekolah menengah. Alhamdulillah, i got sumbangan untuk bantuan sekolah luar bandar.
Sebab? Adik beradik ramai.
Agaknyalah.
Per month, dapat about Rm 150, around that. Tak ingatlah.
So, dapatlah cover untuk beli buku latihan lain-lain.
Dan cover untuk my glassess, yang start pakai time masa Tingkatan Tiga.
Huhuhuuuu...

And my emak time tu, bagi 50 sen per day.
Time tuh, besar dah amount tersebut. Siap boleh simpan sama.
And suruh my kakak simpankan.
Sebab makin besar pulak dut-duit beranak pinak.
And simpan gak dalam bank sendiri.

I still remember, duit sumbangan tu jugak, i give to my sister.
Sebab i donno what i'm gonna do with duit banyak tu.
I don't need that.
Too much.

Habis belajar. Pergi belajar dekat college.
And here, I go under Felda sponsorship for three years.
Diploma in hand.
With no contract and any deal to it.
And i'm free.
Alhamdulillah so much.

Every two or three months, baru minta my ayah bank in. Itu pon terpaksa buat.
Untuk elakkan sampai my ayah telefon, cakap why i don't minta his money.
Sebab yeah.
Sebab i don't really need a money.
I stay at two storey house yang cantik selama sepanjang belajar tuh.
Sangat very comfortable for a student.
And foods aupply for breakfast, lunch dan dinner.
Nak apa lagi?

Only untuk belanja bila pergi pasar malam or untuk barang-barang mandi.
Ticket balik kampung.
And top up kredit phone.
Tu jer lah.
Sebab daripada dulu memang jenis not demand to much.
I appreciate what i have now.
Yup.

blessing, quotes, and burden image

Untuk my ayah. I know how you struggle for us. Thank you so much.
Why i still berkeras untuk tidak minta duit?
Sebab at that time, my ayah cover me with two of my sister yang ambil same diploma course.
So, three daughter with three diploma on the go. Sangat dahsyat.
Kami semua study without any PTPTN.
And we all make it!
Alhamdulillah.
So again, why i want minta more money. If don't really need it. Just give to my other sister.
Mereka lagi memerlukannya.

Now, i got a sponsorship untuk sambung study kat University Malaya.
Under my own hospital. Diikuti, bonded untuk threee years.
July, 16 akan start sana.
Memang university impian tuh since daripada dulu.
Allah bagi oppurtunity nak study sana jugak. Jejakkan kaki kat sana.
Bestnya!

See you all in next post!
=)

Saturday, June 30, 2018

Alhamdulillah for everything

Assalamualaikum.

And i told you, untuk say Alhamdulilah for everything
Sebab untuk semua yang berlaku.
Atas apa yang dirancang dan tidak dirancang.
We're still have a happy ending.
Or vise versa.
As long as we're still in Islam.

Sebab susah nak letakkan iman dalam dada.
Nak maintain.
Nak bagi tahu hati supaya tak mudah terpengaruh.
Tak goyah.
Tak terikut idea gila.
Betul tak?

And so far.
Physically, i'm a cukup sifat.
Even senget sana sini.
But, bayangkan macam mana dengan orang yang buta.
No hand or no leg.
Or yang ada cancer and in treatment?

So, jangan lupa untuk sentiasa bersyukur.
Untuk apa yang kita ada.
Untuk apa yang kita usahakan.
Untuk setitik peluh yang terhasil.
Nak berubah menjadi lebih baik.. jika itu rezeki kita. Pasti Allah bantu.
Yang penting jangan putus asa untuk doa hari-hari.

Cahiyokkk!

Thursday, June 28, 2018

McFlurry Durian And Durian

Assalamualaikum.

Since dah start boleh makan durian balik after a year not in list. Atas sebab tertentu. 
Now, I'm back babeh. 
Open table please. 
Durian mana korang nak try dulu. 
Pokok mana nak kena terjah. 
Seriously. So happy. 
So excited. 

Dia punya kegilaan memang rasa macam nak makan hari-hari.
Nasi durian, ikan cicah durian.
Lemak masak durian.
Boleh tak?
Hahaaahaa...
And my younger sister pon ada hantar a picture yang my home town, durian semua dah start jatuh-jatuh. 
And she don't want to reserve for me, any of it. 
So jahat. 

Tapi Alhamdulillah. 
Sebab McDonalds pon ada menu special Mc Flurry Durian. 
Did i said a word, durian. And yeah. Yahoo. 
Fuh, sangat awesome! 
I can bet back with her. 
Say ya. 
Ingat dia jer boleh makan durian?
Lempang kang. 

I aready tried nih about five times. Yeah. Sangat best. 
And still want to repeat if possible.
Boleh kan? 
Jom. 
Jom. 
Boleh simpan dalam fridge buat stock. 
Hahahaaa...  

Monday, June 25, 2018

Open House 2018

Assalamualaikum.

Two days ago, penuhkan schedule dengan all open house yang menjemput.
Rasa adult gila-gila sebab dah kena give all duit raya, dan sampai habis.
Dan ada hutang kejap dengan some of budak-budak nih.
Duit ada, sampul tak ada.
Tak manis pulak nak bagi camtu jer, kan.
Even ok jer sebenarnya.
But yeah, i still prefer bagi with sampul.

Thank you very much semua.
Ada one day, cover all area KL.
Ada yang full day, cover sampai tiga buah negeri.
Kuala Lumpur, Negeri Sembilan dan Melaka!
Dahsyat tak driver nih.
Dia sanggup. Kami on jer.

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Habis case, terus tukar baju kurung and on road pergi rumah orang.
Lunch there.
Dan sampai-sampai terus makan.
Boleh eh, sebab dah lapar gila ok.
Rasanya memang perut tuh dan meronta-ronta nak minta makanan.
Nope my fault.

And usually bila open house. Memang jimat lah nak cover bab makan. Sebab ianya free!
And boleh ambil banyak mana yang ikut sedap.
Tapi portion biasa gitu jer.
Sebab kena waspada.
My stomach nih bukan boleh pandai cover kalau food poisoning semua.
Merenggek dia kemain sakit nak layan.
So, take precaution jela.

Part paling best bila citer bab open house adalah.
Breakfast rumah orang.
Lunch rumah orang.
Dan early dinner rumah orang.
Hahhahah...
Why not kan.
Bila lagi.

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And. We just find out... as dessert, you can just put a banana in a basket as a menu.
Sebab that's what two house yang kami pergi.
Buat camtu.
Healthy and awesome idea duh.
I like!

Anyway, terima kasih sekali lagi.
Guys!
Next year sudi-sudilah jemput lagi.
= )

Sunday, June 24, 2018

Recipe : Rendang Tok

Resepi Tendang Tok


Bahan:
- 1 1/2 kg daging (dipotong dadu mengikut saiz dikehendaki)
- 3 liter santan
- 1 biji kelapa parut (sangai, jadikan kerisik) sedikit isi kelapa (dihiris kecil, jadikan kepingan dan disangai)
- 2 helai daun kunyit beberapa helai daun salam
- 3 batang serai (dititik)
- 1 batang kulit kayu manis
- 4 biji bunga lawang
- 10 biji bunga cengkih
- 1 1/2 keping gula nipah/kabung/melaka
- Garam secukup rasa
- Minyak untuk menumis

Bahan disangai (goreng tanpa minyak):
- 11/2 sudu makan jintan manis
- 1/2 sudu makan jintan putih
- 2 sudu makan biji ketumbar

Bahan kisar:
- 20 biji cili kering (rendam dulu)
- 1 sudu teh lada hitam
- 10-15 biji bawang merah
- 1 labu bawang besar
- 5 ulas bawang putih
- 3 sm lengkuas
- 5 batang serai
- 5 sm halia
- 3 sm kunyit hidup
- Bahan yang disangai tadi

Caranya:
- Mula-mula perapkan daging dengan sedikit bahan kisar.
- Panaskan minyak dan tumiskan serai, kulit kayu manis, bunga lawang, bunga cengkih dan bahan kisar. Masakkan rempah itu dahulu.
- Masukkan daging yang diperap beberapa jam tadi. Kacau.
- Masukkan santan, gula Melaka/kabung, garam, separuh dar kerisek, daun salam dan daun kunyit yang telah dicarik. Kacau sedikit, biarkan ia masak. `tambah air jika perlu'
- Bila daging nampak empuk, masukkan semua baki kerisik dan kelapa kepingan kecil yang disangai tadi, kacaukan. Masakkan rendang tok ini biar betul-betul kering.

TIP
- Rendang Tok ini mesti kering dan ia akan bertukar warna kehitaman.
- Daun salam adalah bahan kesenian rendang Tok.

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Aidilfitri, adikku!

Assalamualaikum.


Time nih bila yang single bersingle jer ada rumah.
Adik koranglah kena angkut heret masuk dalam cerita ini.
Driver sana. Sini. Situ. Eh, patah balik jap.
Dan, pergi beli serai dekat mall.
Confident tudung senget-senget, seluar koyak, selipar semua. Kata orang time selekeh gila tu lah jumpa kawan lama. Jumpa jiran yang segan nak ngaku kau tu jiran dia.
Hahahaaa...

Lepas sahur siap-siap anyam ketupat. Berpeluh.
Yelah setahun sekali benda nih kena buat.
Nasib theory sains fizik add math sah setelah dipersetujui oleh sefahaman mak dan kaum komuniti sekelililing.
Fuh, rasa boleh keluarkan dah certificate untuk anyaman ketupat berjemaah.
Kuih raya? Uih, memang not in list. Tapi brownies menyempat pulak masuk oven. Eh
Pastu, rendang. Rendang daging ewah-ewah nama dia. Sebab ewah-ewah kemain sampai lapan, sepuluh jam masak. Tapi licin terus raya first. Ewah betul siapa makan tuh.
Kuah kacang. Ikut resepi, tapi pedas macam letak wasabi. Siapa punya kerja tanam cili pedas sangat nih. Mana rumah dia, mana rumah dia.
Ayam masak sambal. Guna cili yang sama. Eh pedas, eh geram pulak... Mana rumah dia tadi?
Kuah lodeh. Sebabkan memang failed masak lauk lemak santan semua. Mak korang boleh memaksa jugak masak sendirik. Time nih air mata bertakung. Manalah akak den. Raya kat afrika ke apa. Adik korang rasa nak lari rumah dah ni.
Apa pun. Pagi raya, lepas solat Aidilfitri. Minta maaf.
Buat apa nak malu, emak ayah sendiri.
Bukan mak ayah jiran sebelah.
Adik sendiri. Bukan adik raja berpelembagaan.
Banyak dosa.
Banyak menyusahkan.
Banyak complaint.
Penatnya merungut, penat lagi mak ayah risaukan. Besarkan kita.
Halalkan.
Ikhlaskan.
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Terima kasih juga buat persahabatan, 13/11 tahun and still fighting. Shu HamidNorly Nolin...first raya terus open table.
Dengan mak korang join sama.
Pastu selamba tambah lauk.
Siap tempah tender makan untuk kenduri sendiri lagi. Menyempat.
Imbas zaman sekolah.
Kenyang-kenyang, sumbat kuih raya.
Penat mak nya puntal-puntal, cucuk-cucuk, homemade tu semua.
Bila ayah telefon suruh balik, gelabah sampai lupa pesan mak suruh bagi lauk raya.
Dan baju raya terkorban dek sup tulang. Nexttt, baju raya please.
Balik rumah, pergi raya rumah sedara mara. Adiklah yang drive atas hujung tengah peta Johor.
Jadik co-pilot buat lawak bodoh.
Sumbat makan supaya tak ngantuk.
Nyanyi lagu Raya hiburkan hati.
Adiknya gitu jugak. Lainlah kau tabur duit raya atas jalan, baru dia terhibur. Menggilai lagi.
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 1439H.
Maaf Zahir & Batin.
Ikhlas.

Tuesday, June 19, 2018

Celcom huawei p20

Assalamualaikum.

Hai.
So, this is my new phone from now.
After previous phone dah not functional well dah sebab fracture sini sana.
With lots of trouble.
Terpaksa just let it go.
And masuk museum.
Rest in peace, asus Zenfone.
Terima kasih atas segalanya.

And hokey. Welcome to huawei area.
Kenapa pilih brand nih?
Sebab i don't like Apple iphone.
Not samsung fans either.
And because Malaysia still not available for Google pixel 2 XL in the market yet.
So sad.
Because that's gonna be my first choice.
Tapi nak buat camna.
Jodoh tak ada.
Huawei lah kita yer.

Huawei mate 10 and P20 and pro untuk keduanya.
Actually memang sangat pening nak pilih. Between awesome of gigabytes, earphone jack, waterproof, megapixel camera, and banyak lagi...
Search lagi kat Youtube.
Search Google, bandingkan kat web lain.
And my last decision, just go on with the huawei p20.

Sebab?
More pada price in the market.
And gigabytes 128.
With dekstop connections.
Good.
Double tap boleh open. Really best!
Ada jugak cons, tapi i prefer this one.
Nanti after three, four years.
Tukar lah tuh.
Ada lagi new technology in better gadget.
Tak payah nak fikir banyak.
We just go with the flow.

And actually nak go with celcom devices promotion to get this huawei p20 at the good price. Boleh la tengok web mereka.
Campur lagi line pon bagus kat johor sana. Kl pon ok.
And internet coverage 40g for pelan gold plus... unlimited call and message. Hey, cukuplah tuh.
So, lets upgrade!
But they're tak ready with p20 on the spot. Ada sampai sebulan menunggu.
Fuh. Tam tahu Asus tu boleh tahan lama gitu.
And sekali tengok gak telco lain.
Sama jer.
Seminggu.
And so on.
Lastly, pergi Times Square.
Ada huawei shop.
Beli jer kat sana. 

Dah on hand.
And ready to use.
Next time, kalau rajin. Try tengok review dia eh. Kita komen apa patut.
Alright.
Bye!

Friday, June 15, 2018

Hari Raya 2018

Assalamualikum.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
Maaf zahir dan Batin.
Daripada hujungnya sehelai rambut.
Ke hujungnya ibu jari kaki.
Ikhlas.
Atas semuanya.

Raya ke tiga dah start kerja.
Sebab nak bagi bebudak lain pulak cuti Raya.
Sebab dah ambil pre-Raya.
Cukuplah tuh.
Habis dah duit raya bagi.
Sampul pon tak de in stock.
Korang jangan mintak lelebih pulak.

art, celebration, and photo image

Kali nih.
Kita rewang untuk open house.
Sana-sini boleh join.
Antara sanggup nak rempuh crowded nya ke tak.
Hahahhah...
Tapi demi makanan semua, apa salahnya kan.

And lepas raya jangan buat-buat lupa pulak.
Kena get ready nak sambung study.
Hhahahha...

Chow!

Wednesday, June 13, 2018

Cancelled all

Assalamualaikum.

Kan dah cerita in previous post yang akan sambung belajar.
So, actually.
In my calendar dah ada lot of plans.
Yang nampaknya kena cancelled everything.
Lelagi part yang travel sana sini.
Oh, man.
So sorry guys.

Sebab.
Nak pergi Vietnam with Sime Darby geng.
Jelajah Terengganu for four days.
A weeks untuk trasure Indonesia with rent a motorbike.
Thailand in list.
Main ski kat Japan with my siblings.
So acener tuh?
Sorry again.
Korang gerak dulu.

adventure, natural, and pink image

Tak pon, if nak pergi sama.
Kita plan next year boleh. Hehhehe...
Maybe after August.
Kita organize big project lain.
Lain date.
Lain negeri.
Lain negara.

Cahayokkk!

Monday, June 11, 2018

Four kids!

Assalamualaikum.

Masa tuh my friend minta tolong untuk jaga anak dia sebab dia weekend call.
So, i said yes.
Tak pelah. Sebab dah settle dah untuk iftar project semua.
Just tinggal untk sort of distribute kuih raya jer.
Why not tolong kan.
Tapi untuk jaga budak... redha jer la.
Juat get ready kena selalu sumbat susu jerla.
Haahha...
Susu tuh baik untuk tulang ok.

Semalam.
Ialah kejadiannya.
Not only babysitting that a year and half kid only.
But,
Jadik babysitter pada four kids!
Akak yang oncall sama pun bawak anak dia jugak.
Hahahhaha...
Gelak nak nangis pon ada nih.

Dua budak yang jenis boleh buat hal sendiri.
Dua lagi jenis, boleh ikat kat dinding tak depa nih?
So, after they all lari sana-sini.
Main, tarik and sepah pulak... dah start nak headache.
Nak megamuk.
Nak depressed sengorang kat one corner.
Tapi, bila diorang lagi happy.
Tak boleh jadik nih. Kena buat something.
Thap membuli dah nih.
Fight back!

I arranged those sofa in transversed line.
Buat pertahanan.
And i make my own rules.
No ctross those line.
Fuh,
And berjaya.
About four hours.
Ok lah kan.
Sebab diorang pandai panjat memanjat dah.

And bawak diorang jalan-jalan satu hospital.
Depa boring lah tuh.
And bila dah penat,
Bawak balik tempat tadi.
Makan.
Pastu bukak movie.
Layan.

Dan ada yang dah tidur, dua budak yang pandai jaga diri tuh
I also join sekaki.
Yang dua lagi si kecik tuh, biar mereka buat hal sendiri.
Sejam jer.
Paling tidak pon, jatuh panjat memanjat.
Kans?
Ok lah tuh.
Hahahhaha...

Petang sikit.
Huband akak tuh datang ambil anak-anak dia.
And budak tuh pulak, sumbat susu.
Zikir sma-sama. And dia pon tertidur.
Fuh.
Lega.

Malamnya, mama dia jaga.
But in between i just seen from the far.
Then, pagi nih.
Sebab oncall.
Now, back my turn jaga.
Pukul 1200 tengahri nanti.
Mama dia take over balik.

Bebudak nih, nak marah pon tak boleh.
Just say, no.
Harap dia faham.
Sebab anak orang.
Anak sendiri. Laki i mana?
Dia lah jaga.
Hahhahah...
Bai.

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