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Assalamualaikum and hello, o awesome readers!

I guess I'm pretty cool person because everything is strange. Life. People. And yeah, I don't know what planet I'm on. 

Anyway, thanks for all your support.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Why i don't bargain


Continue with my post about, Don't bargain to them.
I don't do bargain.
Not sure if it's because of my big ego or,
I don't like the word.
Or i'm too afraid to do that.

Since i'm kid until now,
All my stuff i paid with the real prize.
Only if the seller offer me better, i bought.
I said she offer me.
Oh kay.
If i be included in this situation, reality is,
Mostly my family member or my friends will do this bargain stuff.
I will sit at the end of the corner and do nothing.
Because i will spoil the agreement.

How can i not do bargain?
This all because as long as i want to buy something,
I calculated my budget.
There and i know my limit.
That's the one finest reason why i don't do bargain.
: )

For this continues topic i like to share a good picture.
Why i'm still remain not do any bargain.
That i like to share.
It's all about the base of "kindness"
And feeling of "humanity"

This picture is so perfect.
And if you want me to bargain over this old lady for 1 billion.
Never in million years i will do that.
If your sympathy, pity sense is fade.
Why not talk to them, do a small chat.
Then where you know how hard is life.
And nowadays kids should expose with it.

As they respect we as a buyer.
We also have a respect to them as a seller.

Sometime i also give them extra.
Especially to those taxi driver, guard, ... even cleaner, gambler, homeless people.
And i'm happy for what i'm doing.

If not money, i give them some bread, or like what i don't think i will use.
I give to who may i think they have the right to that goods.

I received a Christmas gift from Mary Kay. Where because i brought their mask product.
An eye shadow and small teddy bear.
I found it so cute.
But as i'm not to this thing. I give it to one of my Christian friends.
And wish her Merry Christmas.
I believed, no religion will fight over kindness.

Spread the peace because we can.

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Don't bargain to them


When i'm scrolling around at my Facebook home wall.
I like searching something that will inspire and motivate me at that time.
And to know how my weirdo society doing related the meaning of "kindness" and "humanity".
With no barrier toward any religions.

I found this last weekend.
: )
So amazing stories i can said.
And i like to share it here:

Even this incident looks like she passes and do nothing.
Nothing major rather than her giving RM 20.00 instead of RM 15.00
But what make me proud is that she post what she felt...
And her statement, how sad is your life until you have to bargain with the poor... are the best quote ever.
Until I can imagine the whole situation.
Sis, you rock!

May Allah bless you sis, and your family.
And that Cobbler too.
You all deserved it.
Because, this is where the part of society who understood the meaning of. be a good person but don't waste time to prove it.

And this also link to my previous post about, The plate.
Click there if you want to read.
How i'm express of quote, there is more fruit in rich man's shampoo than a poor man's plate.
Also really touch my heart.

Conclusion of what happen is all person who live in this earth must fully alert the words of "kindness" and "humanity"
Two words only.
As a starter for harmony.
I pray for it.
'Cause they all also human where some are may Islam.
And we praise the same God.
We reaching for a same peace.
But we still fight and war for stupid reason.
And be a victim because of it.

It's all are nonsense.

All people have their right to rule their own life.
But, why need busier applied some freaking bitchy habit.
When we can happily live and die blessedly with spontaneous good manners.
Go for it.
It's your life.
Think again...
When your last time,
You close your eyes and treasure the feeling of making someone else feel protected and so happy with your existing?

: )  continue tomorrow.

Monday, December 28, 2015

Move in

Since we are going for next years within couple days.
I also wanna make a big decision.
I will move to a new house.
In same area but different friends,
Hope everything gonna be fine.
Pray for me.

I did what i think the best.
Since i need some light.
: )

May Allah bless me.

Sunday, December 27, 2015

Lata Meraung & Taman Negara Pahang.


I spent my Maulidur Rasul and Christmas off day at Pahang.
Joyful two days!
So far only two place around Jerantut we officially go.
Lata Meraung and infamously their Taman Negara.
Two point place where i glad i touch down there.
Feel back to nature it's a great feeling, duh.

Lata Meraung.
FYI, you should have go through perkampungan Orang Asli to go there.
And their small road.
: )
And surprisingly, when we arrived there... only seen two cars.
Looks like i have my freedom.

And nature looks have their own freedom also when i can see the prawns in the water!
What a wonderful memories to flashback my childhood moments.
Love it.
To not disturb them, i choose my own best port.
It's on the rocks with water flow through it.

First let us take a selfie!

Taman Negara Pahang.
Where i think i will come here next time for their package activities.
Not gonna miss their jungle trekking, canopy walk, and some more.
Trust me.
One fine day...we meet again.

On that day, it's already evening. 05:30 pm and all activities are close and next one only open at 08:30pm...Fine.
Since i also bring five kids and i think it's not suitable for survival activities, duh.
But to not disappointing, we can ride a boat.
RM1.00 per person.
Feel like i can do more 100 round.

I love how i bullying this kids to make this kind of picture.
They all so cute.
1-I want them show a serious expression. And if i see one teeth of smiling. I will left them here, in the jungle. Alone!
2-Let hug each other guys.
3-Give me a peace sign. And big smile.
4-See your right side, and see there that got a fish flying from tree to tree. My nice trick.
5-OK, now pinch your both eyes like Zorro style. Good job.
6-Left side here got some elephant dancing move like Jagger. Can you see that?
Very pleasant amazing experience,
And we took a dinner before going back to Kuala Lumpur.
Around 01:00 am we arrived.
And i'm out.

Thursday, December 24, 2015

First aid kit

Today is about medical tips.
As i'm in medical line so i don't really mind about it.
If i'm in any injury situation.
I think i can handle.
But now, i put myself in others shoes.
That how public need to see the important of first aid kit.

May looks simple, not to serious as it should be.
But we not God oh kay.
Remember that.
And , accident minor or major may happened anywhere and anyone.

First aid kit.
Did you have one?
What ever your status are.
Single, married, man or women should have one as a good protection.
If none, i suggest you to have one.

This small first aid kit is from guardian.
The price for now is around RM 12.00-14.00...
I can't remember.

That is my own personal first aid kit.
For my family. I did brought them one four years ago.
The big one.
Quiet impress actually how my family using it when the incident comes.
Everyone know to do it very well.
Good job!

This is the inside.
My small 'lil cute first aid kit...
 Most i like is that Hello Kitty thermometer,
Either i don't fans of any pink color nor hello kitty character but because it's cute, then i don't care much.
: )

Anas, Oppa Korea

Ni Muhammad Anas, aka Nenas.
Dia nih makin lama, makin comel plak aku tengok.
Kenan Sultan Johor kakak aku cakap, Cheit. Geli bulu ketiak dengornya.
Aku tahu who did that kind of Oppa style to him.
Apa lah tak ada kerja plak Mokcu dia nih.
Kesian Anas kena dera ngan diorang.
Cik Ziqa mana? cik Ziqa mana?
Tengok cartoon je la tu.
Tak pe Anas,
Nanti Cik Diba take this revenge on behalf of you.

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Stock and take


Last weekend, i did joined stock take team.
For the second time.
This is because the one who responsible to do it, did the on call.
So between on call and stock take.
Let me choose second option.
And there i'am.

I had to do counting from 5pm until 11pm...
Then, my eyes became so heavy,
Plus the brightness of laptop screen some more.
Even my stomach grumbling 'lapar'... but my mind said, bed please.
And next, what i know.
I'm pass out 'till morning!
I need that though.

One more thing,
I realized that the bright pink sticker they use for that day as remark... not so bad color.

That the very tiring day after do cases and have to continue with all these.
I'm working full day non stop.
And my planned to go PWTC event YES sale by Mood Republic on that Sunday morning, had to cancel.
... I just rest at home.
Save my time, save my money.
: )

Royal blue scarf with grey colour oversize shirt and mustang jeans. So casual...

Friday, December 18, 2015

My new looks:Nude color


Today i will share about fashion.
Did you know, trend reported: Nude is the new black!
I love nude color.
And i love this fact.

Yet anyone will love such a tones for their outfit.
Duh, because sometimes...i can said it's not attractive enough.
Not attractive enough to me?
Fashion goals.
: )

When i googling for more understood of nude color, lots of perception i got.
Nah, get me out of here.
As i built my own style.
Then, so let me tell you what i think about this tones.
In my own words, i like inter-prate it's more to simple, pale, classy and earthy looks.
This is what i felt when i wore it.

This tones also actually give a looks that the lady looks such a good and nice person.
While beige hue looks clean and fresh.
And sometimes, wild.

Mix and match full body with this toner,
I can said, sometimes not always easy getting it right.
People who loves those sexy pale tones can tell you.
We also struggle.
Fashion is hurting me.
But i don't care.
As it's my own style.
I wore which i prefer and match with i comfortable most!

My tips for mix and match.
Good combination that i always choose are with jeans, some black or dark added, and mostly... i like matching it just all plain.
Plain scarf, plain blouse, plain long skirt.
From head to toe.

For those who starting try this tones, welcome to the club.
Enjoy the feel and be comfortable.

"Be the girl who smile politely,
When people look at her.
Be the girl that says the positive thing,
When everyone else is complaining.
Be the girl that gives advice from the heart.
Be the girl that tips generously.
Be that girl."

Thursday, December 17, 2015

Wedding talk: Two-piece wedding dress

Any brides that counting days will sort of crazily excited when talking about wedding dress.
Even me too.
That not counting days but have plans towards this.
So give me a space, please.
: )

For me, my goals... I want later that my catwalk piece will inspiration for any bride.
Not i'm gonna wear a bikini!
If i did, i'm sure my ayah will run after me and no wedding ceremony will happened on that day.
What my kind of idea is i'm not choose those a long one piece safe dress.
Mine is, better than this.
I know this is most freaking of 50:50, whenever come to decision maker.
The hardest part,duh.
'Cause me and you deserve a perfect outfit for our big day.

I like the idea of two-piece wedding dress!
'Cause hello, after all there's no wedding rule-book that says you have to wear a one-piece wedding dress o the big day.
As i like how people prefer 'baju kurung'.
But a truly baju kurung? Not so me.
I will style it with my own style.
And that's called: versatility.
I built my own look.

Matching separates have been en vogue for quite some time now, 
And later, this of my wedding dress i might actually wear again.
Big benefit of this two-piece outfit, duh.
As you realize, many brides shudder at the idea of spending a small fortune on a dress that they'll never wear again!
I hate this fact.

As two piece dress,  I will also can maintaining the modesty and only a slight deviation from the conventional wedding dress.
Top will bit longer that can cover your bum.
Definitely as  what i imagine.

I like maintaining the classic and elegant silhouette on any bride.
Also may applied for make up too.
Trust me.
It's like giving you a blow and affection of bride days.
As i like it looks earthly and not too over.

Not sure yet, if i will pick the lame white things.
But with a two-piece wedding dress... why stick to one color?
Mix and match the top and skirt for a fresh and fun wedding feel.
What's think suit me, it's mine.

About the design, i may give you some idea about this things:

Perfect drop dead gorgeous long skirt that i wanted most from Oscar de la Renta, silver pleated silk blend lame maxi skirt.

And for Malaysian designer that i like the most is Nurita Harith.
Nurita Harith website.
I already go through her page.
So perfect and very talented.
I like her skills.
How modern and stylish every of her design.
You all should check it out!

And more info for this topics. Can googlig more at The BuzzFeed.
Not gonna lie with their 36 gorgeous ideas.
You can check it out at here: BuzzFeed two piece wedding dress,

So guys!
Whatever your choices are, make sure its comfortable enough. That's more important.
Happy treasuring.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

I'm a thinker

Not sure if it's a good move to post this kind of story here.
Duh, why should i be worried because not that some person o will I mention later would read this. Hahaa...
So let's carry on.

I did realized all these since two, three months ago.
How they're giving me clue , clues actually, that i should closely mingle with this one "man".
I thought they just hu-ha-hu-ha with me.
As i seen it as nothing major or serious for me to take part.

I called them as a small group of "kekomplotan". It's funny duh, how they're making clues in front of your face. And how I tried pretend, nah I'm okay, and giving my blurry mimic.
 And how they, push you,
And how i pull back like matrix.


Now let's see how "kekomplotan" do their job.

When the "man" want a favour.
Others who related with this "kekomplotan" will said, why not you asked Adibah is she free... or...without my knowledge, I think Adibah can do that for you.
I'm not complaining to help, but if in that man case, why choose me.
Like I'm the hero.
Please, it's awkward you know.

Most i like is when I heard my friends said i had a secret admire. And gonna told me later.
So, I tried asked "kekomplotan", is they knew about this.
And they look excited that i know the real story.
But as my friends told who the secret admirer is...who's actually another man.
They advice me quite hard.

Recently, one picture that have spread makes lot of assumptions!
Those who already inside group of "kekomplotan", smirking with joy to me.
And many people who don't know, affected by it, and it's affecting me too...
All because, this "kekomplotan" is getting bigger.

And three days ago, when i seen one of my colleagues wore "inai".
And i said, what if I'm the one who wore that too? Is that okay?
And one men said, it's okay. Why not. Is not another person... a man... in this department wore it too.
Oh, okay.

For this situation. I will stay quiet and hardly say nothing.
I'm a thinker not talker.
Time will tell.
Either that man and "kekomplotan" admit for everything... or nothing happened until the day i put on my resignation letter.
Who's gonna surrender first?

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Kindness towards yourself.

As many of my previous post i like to talk about those of, be good to society.
May some people not agree to every of my action.
Included my emak.
She worried about me.
That, why i need to think about others after all they not even care a percent towards me.
Is this worth it?

First, sorry to say to my emak.
I love you too.
No need to worried about what i do.
I just follow my heart.
I will stop after I'm finish the job.
Not because i'm tired doing it.
'Cause my kindness is no limit.

Society always weird ever and forever.
I'm not sad or disappointed if they not care me back.
I don't need anyone so called, care.
But i know society need my care.
... They don't want sympathy roughly, but they need a shoulder.
That what i learnt so far.

I hope my kindness will lift bit their mood.
What i can help, i will do. Even my small smile.
Spread your kindness, spread the peace.

Friday, December 11, 2015

Kid wonder and solah


When i was a kid.
I still remember that one of my ustaz said.
Was that a solah is a difficult thing ever to do?
And we all said, no!
So far... no.
And he said the opposite answer from us.
We all like,

He not explain more, just said, the time will tell you.
And now after seven years, I understand all the reason behind it.
Why a solah actually look easy. 
But actually the real pure-beautiful-perfecto-of it... so it's complicated enough.

Solah on time/early time.
Or we missed it.
Solah focused/kehusyukan.
Feel and understood every meaning.
The movement.
The rukun solah.
The do's and don't.

Now you got me?

I'm not saying i fell i don't use it.
Or don't like do solah.
But if i want i can do solah as normal as not perfect.
But it wasted.
I want that top, best, and be appreciated by Allah.
As i praised Him.
So i did it as pure-sincere-and-ended-it-well.


Thursday, December 10, 2015

Angry and be silent

Since i'm a kids, when i'm angry. I don't show.
I just remain silent.
And stay away from others.
As a sign that,
... Just leave me a space for some times for me to balance back my hormone...
This is how i manage my mood.

'Cause i know, when i'm talking in angry situation... i will talk nonsense.
And later,
Not even realize, many heart are hurt.
That a worse.
So be silent is the best option.

I love how i see this picture, and i love to share it will all of you.
Seems to show that i practically manage my mood in the correct way!

Saturday, December 05, 2015



When i'm not in mood, or sad or totally out of the room.
I just need a hug.
Where i feel safe.
And that make me feel better to going on...
Oh, the feeling.
Can you imagine.

And I want a hug.
Pretty need it right now.

After that emotional hug,
They can give me this not normal hug.
I want of those pick-me-up-of-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-spin-me-around-hurts-my-tummy-
But-still-makes-me smile-leaves-me-breathless-give-me-butterflies-make-me-giggle-
Or i called as stupid kind of hug.

Did i just wrote it?
Really me?
I am so romantica de amour sometimes.
I think i should marry myself, duh.

Hahhah... whatever it is.
I still need a hug.
Hardly needed.
And i start to miss my family member.
Especially my emak.
She knew me better.

Or i should ask my old lady neighbor to hug me?
Should i?
I don't think so.
I will bring this hug things for next year.
Two to three months to go.

... Better my emak and any of my family member get ready for hard hug from me.
Included my niece and nephew.
All of them.

 : )

Thursday, December 03, 2015

Second chance

I knew it's really hard and hurt to give someone their second chance.
Because of those mess up they did at first time. 
That make you think,
Is this a stupid decision ever... because,
Am I really strong enough to face unpredictable future that may ended with same unforgivable mistake? 

But, for Allah.
Everyday is a second chance.
And it's called tomorrow.

Just don't give up as you not give up to Allah forgiveness for every sin you did.

And everybody who lucky, 
Deserves a second chance. May not for a happy ending... but sometimes it's a chance to end things right.
Spread the peace.
Take a risk for your best.
And let Allah show the way.

Wednesday, December 02, 2015



Bagi aku, setiap teguran ada baiknya.
Just how they bagi teguran...
Itu yang penting.

Some people take teguran as offended untuk diorang.
Ingat kita dengki and nak jatuhkan diorang.
Too bad.
Always negative thinking.
But, it actually vise versa.
So saper yang rugi?

Bagi pihak yang menegur tuh....
You all also take part dalam sitausi ini.
I hate people who tegur publically.
Like untuk show off.
I think tegur privately or personally is better.
It's me, 
I donno others.

Or teguran dalam diam. Bias-bias, tengok-tengok post kat FB or any media entertainment.
Some things may be boleh share dengan orang lain.
Good idea!
But sometimes it's too sensitive to share...

Tuesday, December 01, 2015

Hello December


Few weeks to go.
And 2016 on the way.
How fast time flies...

To me is always a happy part.
Where it's school holiday.
Where YES, year end sale happened.

Not much in spending for YES.
Because my commitment with car and my plan of buying a house.
So, see that later.
How i'm impressed myself.

I love this picture!

Monday, November 30, 2015

Akhirah Investment: Hold my hand and lift me up

When i did calculating throughout my financial file.
I always in dilemma afterwards.
To think carefully about the better way of "akhirah investment".
Because it's not like my others investment, which I can  planned it very well... 'cause it took me long period.
But in this case,
I have to plan everyday!

Everyday investment, everyone...
Called me pro investor then.
Wow, and just wow.
Did you realized it?

My first thought when included this in my top list of investment is i planning in volunteers thing, gift to orphans...
Umrah, Hajj.
As simple as cupcake.
But after  I heard wonderful speech from Mr Nouman Ali Khan... my investment about it is getting bigger.
Too much to do, to much to take care of.

Daily routines investment...
Surely risks,
And ignoring it is just a bad move.
Because i have to kept it valuables day by day.
And please bless me, Allah.

How about yours?
Did you already starting or just starting?
Whatever it is let's face it.
And kept ourselves valuables.
: )

Sunday, November 29, 2015

I can't explain


Last few days, my friends introduced my number to one of her boy friend.
After my 50:50 permission.
And he started to WhatsApp.
I'm not replied.
Any of his message.

Next day, 
He rang up.
Small talk and I ended by saying I'm busy.
And really... i did something on that time.
After that, i forget to call him or message back.

This all after I regret about the permission.
I shouldn't do that.
Not because i "pilih kasih" dalam berkawan.
Not that.
But, i forget that...
Stranger always a stranger.

Some more, I realize that this guy is one of her lover friends. 
Not her truely friends.
Her lover, the man, that i hate so much...
He dumped her many times.
That's why i hate him.
When i hate him,i also hate his friends.

Because the meaning of friends is he or she bring the best of you.
But not in this case.
Or maybe it is just my imagination.
I dunno.

To that man...
Sorry dude.
I take my relationship as serious as my religion thoughts me.
And before it starts with no sincerity.
Better not bring the hope here.

: )

Sunday, November 22, 2015

Jihad on it's own


For myself, when i talk about "Jihad".
It's such a big words.
And what i understood about jihad is these thing only related to holy-war or military action.
Like others always said... Jihad di jalan Allah. 
And those who in action towards jihad, being called as "Mujahid".
For that, i know i'm not one of them.

After the #Parisattack story about two weeks ago, the words of jihad seems very interesting to me.
Others than ISIS thing.
So, i start googling and investigate about it.
You see i found that, jihad/ jahadu is a very manipulated influence words.
It's basically more towards those who struggling and striving towards God.

As per say,
Commit in the way of Allah. 

For ISIS things, when they spread they been jihad,
I can directly sound that jihad is a bad jihad.
Because the truly jihad is expecting something good will happened for both side.
If they start killing innocent society, it's not jihad.
It's revenges! 
And Islam prohibited this revenges things.

Keep on reading, when i alert that jihad have many division.
Then the most i like is Jihad al Nafs.
Battling against yourself, the ego and psyche...
Atau dikenali sebagai jihad ke atas diri sendiri.
Looks quiet easy, but watch your mouth!
It's more difficult than do a shopping complex.

Mostly when i'm must struggling with my inner soul.
Even in simple things, some case that can be called jihad.

I remember when some vendors at my workplace invited us for a small dining event. 
And they just said come along, chill out.
Some other Muslim colleague is going, 
Makan free kat tempat high class, who don't want?
I politely declined and at the end i'm happy with my own decision because i heard they served some alcoholic drink.
Astagfirullah al azim.

Same situation when they also invited me along for Karaoke session.
I also decline, and which it's fine for me when they said don't want gathering me for next event.
Like i care?
Because i will gladly to say, 
There are plenty places where i can socialize that fits everyone.
But with whom i will socialize is more important.
Please respect my right.

 : )

Many of my post had talk about this.
Aurah especially.
It's also not only jihad through hijab, another major issue is that the opposite sex,
That boyfriends girlfriends things, 
Come on, you know what i mean. 
Or you can read my previous post about this.
I called this as jihad in relationship.

One more is jihad towards all trendsetter things.
I can do this.
You also can survive this.

Thank you for reading.
Together we practice a good jihad.
Even in small things.
“Those who believe, and emigrate, and strive (jahadu) in the cause of God with their money and their lives, are far greater in rank in the sight of God. These are the winners.” 9:20

Thursday, November 19, 2015

Belalang hijau

Ini adalah belalang hijau yang aku sempat tangkap gambarnya so perfectly.
When you zoom it.
It's like this thing stare cutely at you.
Yeah, it's cute.

Binatang ini kecil sahaja. Small like half of jari kelingking kita.
Kecik kan...
I'm not gonna to touch it.
Dia akan terbang dan melompat laju.
Because just only of,
Hard wind also make thing binatang pergi melarikan diri.
So sensetif.

Luckily my childhood i pernah tangkap this thing masa petang-petang with jaring kecil.
And put in balang.
And it will surely die in next morning.
Still not know the causes until i learnt that oxygen is exist!


Sunday, November 15, 2015

Paris and Islam


Sad day for France,
and the tragedy in Paris yesterday should be seen as a wake up call to European nations.
And we can see how they unite with France. 

But this incident will aim the terror attack.
Islam, Muslim of course.
That the climax.
Even everyone don't know the real stories... their mind already been thinking like this.
Looks normal?
Freaking scary!

Terrorist no religion.
They are not Islam.
Even Christian 
Or Buddha.
Or Hindu.
Because i believe every religion teach their followers a good manners.

They are idiots and heartless.
Those war between two idiots, in the end,  innocent of community will get hurt.
By the way,
Only coward attack innocent civilians.
Idiots. Heartless. Coward.

To all the leaders in the world sorry to say but you guys definitely failed to protect the innocent. All I can see is blood all over the world, today 100 innocent dead in Paris, yesterday 500 innocent dead in Palestine, last year 400,000 dead in Syria, 5 years ago 1.5 million dead in Iraq and the list goes on and on. Don't you dare blame my religion for your failure. No matter how much you toughen up the laws on the Muslims your problems will never be fixed. Fix your corruption and take a really good look at yourselves.---"The Australian Muslim FB"

Saturday, November 14, 2015

Get well soon peah!

This morning my sister, Maya, whats app that her only daughter admitted because of Influenza B.
Like flu outbreaks.
More concern is because she still a baby.
And it's scary!
Oh my... 'lil Peah so sick.

Her fever is up and down even after that suppository medication things.
Only interesting in biscuit.
Dehydrate too...

Lorh, she will not 'bambam' anymore if like that.

Aunt here pray the best for you.
Stay strong girl,
Get well soon Peah!
: )

Small talks.

I'm the person who hate to start a conversation.
Especially to the stranger.
Really true.
Like... what if my question or story make he/she become more sad or unhappy.
I care about all these, okay.

But, with the people i know...
Sometimes awkwardness also happens.
Really true.
Like... what if my question or story so bored to he/she later.
I care we will not talk each other in future.

I still not yet found the perfect buddy.
Which i can share and talk about atoms, 
The meaning of life, 
Faraway galaxies, 
The lies I'e told, 
My flaws, 
My favorite scents, 
My crazy childhood, 
What keep me up at night, 
My insecurity with height, 
Who speak with no emotion, 
A twisted mind.

I don't want to know... that nonsense story and words of ,"What's up"
I'm different.
And also weird.
So, enjoy my weirdness.
I hope you say, yes!

Friday, November 13, 2015

Tiga beradik

This is Ziqa, Apiz and baby Anas.
They are Yam's children, my older sister.

New thing about Ziqa are she said her age is 80 already and next year will be 90.
More older than my father, her grandfather.
Even the actual age is only 5!
She also already asked about nuclear... Oh, okay...

Apiz, i seen the video how he's bullying and penyekkan si adiknya, Anas.
This pix also can be interparate it,
See how he hold that baby hand?
He pinch or what...
But muka ada geram.

Baby Anas. Still don't have any teeth.
Cannot walk yet.
Bubbling more and like to smile.

There all are the happiness in our family.
Stay healthy, cute and make our life like bomb with their mind and playing time.
Keep on guys.
: )

Thursday, November 12, 2015

Human behavior. It's complex

I like to do this things more seriously since i was at the end of High School.
May because that the moments where my soul started be matured. Hahhaha...
At these time not much i can related with the complex of life.

The introduction of life is when i in national service, PLKN. Where for the first time i'm staying away from my lovely family for three months.
And after that, away again for studied.
Three years.
Keep it down when i work at Johor.
Heat it up again after one year until now, where i staying at Kuala Lumpur.

College and working time, there the real human behavior i learnt.
And surely it's complex!
When i only analyzing...there started judging me.
Big difference here.
'But that's what keeps me going up.
Not going down.

This how i said, we life is the same world.
Be slave for the same God.
But through it with different way.
Bad or good... we choose because it's our chapter.
Our pahala.
Our books.
So please choose wisely the way you live.

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Go nature part 2: Sungai pisang, gombak

Continue... Go nature part 2...

Plan tempat yang nak gi adalah Sungai pisang, gombak.
Aku memang tak pernah dengar and tahu akan kewujudan tempat nih.
Quite interesting lah.
Bab supply makan, part aku ialah membuat sandwich!

Then, kami seramai lapan orang bertolak tepat 7.30pagi...even janji 7.00pagi.
Biasalah...malas nak komen hal-hal camni.
Sampai dalam kol 8.30 pagi. Around that aku rasa.
Sebab aku tak tengok jam, even pakai jam tangan.
Sebab excited nak masuk hutan.
Aku nak kick pacat and lintah yang memang musuh dalam lipatan sejak azali lagi.

Sampai sana. Parking dalam... bahagi-bahagikan barang, sumbat mana muat.
'Cause better korang jangan pegang apa-apa dekat tangan.
Sebagai tips untuk senang trekking masuk hutan nih.
Mula-mula jalan terus, jumpe parking moto and jalan lagi. Jalan mati dekat muka sauk Sungai Gombak.
Maka bermulalah pengembaraannya.
Get set and go.

Lalu bawah, ada arus sungai. Kena seberang. Part nih, kasut memang basah lah... tak leh elak.
Pastu naik trek darat.
Ikutlah kau trek semak-semak tepi sungai.
Hati-hati sikit, jalan lecak.
Jalan sampai jumpa terowong berkembar bawah Lebuhraya Karak.
Ada two choices...nak ikut bawah atau teror sikit, bab nak elak kasut basah, lalu titi tepi tuh. Mata kena tajam...
Keluar terowong, kasut basah jugak. Hahaaaa... pastu naik tangga besar ala Batu Caves, yang menghala ke highway Karak. 

Nih part depan terowong. Ada senyum sikit semua.

Pastu jalan la tepi highway Karak.
Time nih, orang yang hon-hon tepi tu akan bagi semangat.
Kau layankan jek la.
Sebab diorang pikir korang adalah pelarian sesat. Refugees.
Muka sememeh, basah sana sini.
Nak tumpang? Bangla pon tak hingin nak tumpang.

muka pasrah
Jalanlah antara matahari mula memancarkan sinarnya.
And, sampai jumpe KM 28.7...
Naik trek tepi tuh.
Time nih before masok boleh take five dulu.

Jalan masok dalam dalam lima sepoloh minit... sampailah dengar bunyi yang ditunggu-tunggu.
Bunyi air terjun.
Bukan bunyi beruk menyanyi.
Hah, dengar tak?
Time nih highly recommend janganlah pepandai pakai earphone.
Sampai ke sudah kau trekking tak jumpe.

Kami pilih port atas sikit daripada air terjun besar.
'Cause aku rasa, aku nak turun pon kena tulis wasiat dulu rasanya.
Curam nauzubillah...
Sebab tu aku rasa aku tahu kenapa diorang support activities flying fox and abseiling...
Nah, perfect reason aku bagi.

So, set up tempat.
Ni semua dilengkapkan oleh tour guide kami.
Si Apez and kawan dia, Lan.
Dioranglah gi pasang khemah, bakar arang, buat air...dan yang lain-lain termasuk aku lama dah terjun mandi air.
Kejam gak la kalau flashback.
Tapi diorang cam ikhlas bebeno and tak kisah pon.
Orait lah tu kan...

Naik-naik, ayam dah masak.
Sosej and daging burger pon ada.
Tapi ok jek...
Apa lagi... makan sampai kembung. Pastu mandi lagi.
Hahahha... air dia memang...
Tempat kami tuh tak dalam macam air terjun besar bawah tuh.
So, tiada acara terjun tenuk dapat dilakukan.
Sepanjang mandi manda adalah moment yang membuatkan aku gelak sampai nak gila.
Tak boleh citer, aib orang.
Tapi memang kelakor!

Dalam kol 3petang. Kami ready-ready kemas nak balik.
Lipat khemah, pack barang-barang, clean any rubbish and ikat ketat-ketat plastik sampah tu sebab kena pikul keluar hutan.
Ni bab aku suka, memupuk cintakan alam sekitar.
Four thumbs up!

Actually diorang dua tu nak ikut laluan lain, more adventure katanya.
Tapi entahlah... dah petang, orang pon ramai. So ikut jalan masok tadilah.
Sepanjang jalan balik, rasa sekejap jer.
Sebab dah pro jalan.

Sebelum balik sempat beli eskrim roti.
Pak cik tuh buat eskrim and rotinya sendirik.
Time nih jugak, hujan mencurah-curah.
Alhamdulillah... sepanjang kami atas sana tak hujan.
Manja-manja titisan air jek.

So... itulah aku punya pengalaman tentang sungai pisang.
Best and terbaik!
And, aku hanya jumpa baby pacat.
Tak dapat nak kick.
So, bye!

Oh yeah! Muka saper paling poyo...

Monday, November 09, 2015

Go nature part 1

Tomorrow I'm planning to go camping with few of my friends.
Heading there tomorrow morning after Subuh...
Means spending Deepavali holiday fully at there.
My feeling?
Excited because i will close back to nature and feel free in enjoying what i like most.
Even aku sebenarnya dah lama tak masuk hutan belantara nih, latest ialah masa time PLKN dulu.
Tu moments paling kejam and dahsyat yang aku lalui.
So, this time biler diorang invite aku.
Aku cam... Officially on.
Impress me.

So just see what happens later!           

Sunday, November 08, 2015

Are you single?


I think i don't need any pretty introduction to this subject.
Let's me freely typing,
To make it happen and, 
My pleasure to open the table and talk about this kind of thing...

The most what i hate is when I have to facing conversations that started like this:
"Omg, why are you still single?"
Why society need to bother about my status?
Do you all have a problem with it?
Do you?

One word.
You're annoying.
Do you know that.

If you really want to know...
Let me tell you that,
"Cause i'm mentally dating a celebrity that has no idea I exist."
Good enough?

Oh yes. 
I admit. I'm single.
I'm single AF.
And I'm happy with my status.

Trust me... in this world.
Single doesn't always mean lonely, and relationship doesn't always happy.
Complicated, tears, hurt, lies, broken, divorce is not a nice words.
So single is the answer.

'Cause i hate happy ending up being a stupid.
Be hopeless.

Allah give this single line long enough to me..
I didn't know where the end.
What condition my love story will starting.
In which situation my first love or "cinta pandang pertama" looks like.
How i take next big step for a big day of my life.
I barely don't know.

... That is point of view from myself.

My point of view to all man,
A real man treats his lady the same way he wants another man to treat his daughter.
That's my best impression to all man.
Including if you're a killer or refugee or what.

She will never take you seriously if you flirt with every girl.
Don't be stupid.
Don't be a playboy.
Never play a game with girls heart.
Stop "bajet cool" and seek cheap attention.

And last but not least, 
Be a soleh man. 
Be real and treasure this life with blessing.

P/s/: A man without a woman is bachelor, but aha-aha.. a woman without a man is genius!

Thursday, November 05, 2015

Ugly and judgemental


This quote should be presented to those who "meroyan" a.k.a "perasan dia bajet lawa".
Not be sarcasm, and,
Don't kill me.
I just tell the truth.

Amazing personality is very interesting words.
Not much person have this.
It's like an aura came from the sincere heart.
Did i just type that?
Hehhehehhh... it's around that lah.

So, why need to bother by others life and love story.
Get yourself one!

Wednesday, November 04, 2015

Comparing you & me

Without a good reason.


Since last two weeks, i make a small business.
I did a "sambal kicap" with johor style.
Taste spicy with 40 cili padi per package.
One around 350g...
Only Rm 8.00

Limited edition and homemade.
Cook and blended with love.

Lot of my family members and friends ask...
That's so cheap and quite risks.
Small profit, something like that lah.
To me...
Whatever it is,
Can you stop comparing yourself with me!

I just did for fun and not as part time seller.
Just tunaikan some wish and permintaan.
So, because of this, 
I don't see any big profit business i can get.
More pahala maybe.
: )

Maybe i'm at the chapter 1 and you at chapter 20, but my stories may more adventurous and... 90% wishes a happy ending.