Being the reason why I smile

How are you today? 

Today, I'm under the weather these few weeks with minor flu and exhausted. Maybe because I spent lots of time with clean my parents house and did few events there. March seems fully to me, I really filled it up with family and friends time. Keeping busy with birthday party for March and February babies, attend wedding with food poisoning,  video call session who's far away, grooming plant to keep them healthy, given gift for special friends, durian tasting yummy, and etc. I can said, I ate a lots of delicious food! I bet my weight is pumping hard. Ohuh.

By the way, I'm happy and smiling a lot these few weeks. I realized in last seven years, I really don't have a time for my family or even close friends because I keep working until late night or even in weekend. But now, after resigning for about two months I kept close with people I love and who's appreciate me. I come back to my childhood memories, silly moments with my siblings or even friends and we laughed hard until in tears. They always being the reason why I have a big smile. Thank you all, every each of you.

Then, I realized my time slowly vanished because April  slowly appear in few days. I promise to myself that month and next is I will come back as new me. Obviously refreshing my life because an adultery makes me want standardize everything to beautiful line everyday or even space in my mindset. I want to be happy than before, I want a full of daisies and rainbow life. A contentment life, forever. That is my goal, and I will achieve that. If people said it only in fantasy as what they do, nope...I'm living my life like that. What I want, I will get with God blessing too. 

Mostly I will focus more about self development, Islamic and health, and financial confident. They have lots to do, yeah. Erm, big or small scarifying not gonna hurt because I got a strong heart. Alright, I will tell you in next post about that okay. So, that's why I spent these few weeks with my close one. I also really cleaning out my closet...physically and mentally. You can said I remove toxic relationship that I felt uncomfortable with. Sorry guys, maybe you're better with someone else but not me. Someone who are appreciate you, because my hands are full. And, yeah.

Bye!

Manusia tanpa dosa

Hey,

Saya selalu berkata pada diri sendiri, ''please keep your life private then you'll appreciate the meaning of freedom in mindset". Kenapa? Sebabnya adalah kerana manusia itu sendiri. Manusia orang mempunyai mulut, mata, tangan dan minda... tetapi kita tidak tahu bagaimana itu semua boleh merosakkan manusia yang lain walaupun orang itu kenalan atau mungkin darah daging sendiri. Manusia, dia itu adalah manusia. Pada pandangan halus, manusia memakan daging manusia sendiri. Kenyataan berbunyi salah, tetapi kebenaran disebaliknya.

Melihat pada dunia yang semakin hari semakin liar, tidak terkawal dan manusia berfikir hanya menggunakan nafsu semata-mata. Saya tidak boleh terima keadaan seperti ini, saya tidak mahu hidup berlandaskan itu. Pada mendapat wajah kepura-puraan, senyuman talam dua muka, dan menarik dosa pada setiap hari. Ini bukan kehidupan yang saya kehendaki! Tetapi, apa mungkin 20% selebihnya pada manusia di dunia ini ada memperjuangkan fakta dan kebaikan isi dalam kehidupan mereka? Ya, saya yakin masih ada yang akan menghargai manusia yang lain. 

Adakah saya terlalu negatif, berfikiran sempit? Tidak. Saya hanya memelihara kehidupan sendiri daripada manusia sejenis ini. Saya ingin hidup tidak dijajah dalam berfikir, dalam melakukan sesuatu yang saya sukai. Saya berhak mendapatkan 20% sisi baik dunia, saya mengejar keharmonian itu. Melangkah yang tidak habisnya, 30 tahun saya berjalan dan kadang-kala berlari. Saya penat, tetapi saya percaya... kehidupan yang saya kehendaki itu wujud, ia menanti saya dengan tangan terbuka. Dan, saya akan terus berlari selagi kaki ini mampu menapak sejauhnya.

Manusia selalu berfikir bahawa merekalah insan yang terbaik di dunia ini, setuju? Siapa hendak mengaku dia adalah manusia penuh masalah, keluar penjara, tiada pekerjaan, tiada duit, tiada anak, dan ruang buruk lainnya. Tidak, manusia zaman sekarang tidak diajar begitu. Mereka akan menolong dalam mempamerkan pada yang lain, taipan maya dalam mencaci, memandang sekalis yang menghukum, kegembiraan penuh tapisan,... Tetap berkata, mereka manusia yang baik. Tetapi adakah benar mereka manusia tanpa dosa? 

Atau, mereka hanya ingin hidup dalam angan-angan yang mereka sendiri tidak mampu capai.

Tafseer Quran Surrah Al Masad, 111

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Surrah al Masad (Fiber)

Assalamualaikum wbt. How are you all?

Bismillah. Today, we're gonna talk about al Masad Surrah. Compare to Surrah al Nasr (positivity about Islam) to al masad (negativity to Islam). MasyaAllah, how beautiful it is-related to each other. No one can create an amazingly Kitab, Quran, like Allah did. This surah rank, 111 with 5 ayyah-place received in Makkah. Are you ready? InsyaAllah.

Alright, when Prophet when to valley of Al-Batha, Quraysh gathered. He said, if I told you the enemy come to attack-do you all believe me? They all said yes. And Prophet then said, say all of you LaillahaillaAllah (No God but Allah). And then Abu Lahab against this and he stood up dusting of his hands and said, "Perish you for the rest of this day! Have you gathered us for this'' Then Allah revealed, this surrah.

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim.

1-The cursed to ''yad''-hand Abu Lahab with slowly and bad destroyed to entire in the end.

This ayyah refer to Abu Lahab both hand that attack or make harm to Muslims. That he tragically start with a skin disease with blister to his hand then to his entire body. This is like a cursed to his beauty and pride that later be contagious until he die.

Lesson to learn: Anger management-The Messenger of Allah (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) said: "If any of you becomes angry and he is standing, let him sit down, so his anger will go away; if it does not go away, let him lie down."

In hadith: “The strong man is not the one who can wrestle, but it is the one who can control himself when he is angry.”(Bukhari)

2- His wealth, power and and children are no uses, no benefit. 

In Abu Lahab previous life, he said that the wealth, power and his children will help them in future. But the truth is all of that not give any hands or help. This is picture through after his die, nobody dare to touch his body or organized his funeral, they use stick to push his body to the grave. MasyaAllah.

Lesson to learn: On the authority of Abu Hurairah (ra) that the Messenger of Allah (saw) said, ‘When a person dies, his deeds come to an end except for three: Sadaqah Jariyah (a continuous charity), or knowledge from which benefit is gained, or a righteous child who prays for him’. (Muslim)

3-He then will surely enter the lowest hell with explosion of fire. 

His name ''Lahab''-blush or bright of his face vs ''lahab Allah''-hell of fire, what he proud of equal to his own punishment. And in this ayyah, Allah promises that later in hereafter; Abu Lahab place's are fix in Jahannam and no turn back.

Lesson to learn: So, make it right... Anything related to Abu Lahab and what he do must be stay away and take a lesson. Extreme ego creates a disease in the heart of believing oneself to blind to the truth, one self-sufficient until not dependent on Allah. '' Your God is One God. As for those who do not believe in the Hereafter, their hearts are defiant and they are arrogant. (22) Invariably, God knows what they conceal and what they reveal. Surely, He does not love the arrogant.” [Quran 16:23]

4-His wife, is firewood carrier.

Her full name Arwah bint Harb, known as Ummu Jamil a honored person next become a continuous slave (downgrade her value in lowest rank social status) that bring a firewood-lit up fire to her husband. Initiate how she bring sharp stick from a jungle to in front Prophet house in intention to harm him.

Lesson to learn: Avoid bring continuous lies, and bring hate or hate between people. In group chat of social media nowadays, we can see this is happening. The unsure news is dangerous then pull up a fitnah. MasyaAllah.

5-At her neck got a rope from a fiber.

In her previous life, she sold the necklace and use that money to against Islam. And the rope is symbolize how she tighten the firewood from the jungle. Allah change the necklace to rope-that usually used only for animals. It also made from fiber that easily to lit up the fire and tight around her neck.

Lesson to learn: Toxic partner-An unhealthy relationship bring out the worst from you that drag you down. If can't remove them, stay away from them. “Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves” (Ar-Rad, 13:11).

Assalamualaikum and see you again. 

Tafseer Quran Surrah Al Ikhlas, 112

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Surrah al Ikhlas, 112 (Purity)

Assalamualaikum wbt. Hai.

Today, we're gonna talk about al Ikhlas Surrah. Are you ready? InsyaAllah. This is Makiyyah surrah and lots of meaning behind the title name; sincerity, pure or ''khalas'' finish and free from anything. This surrah also called as al Tauhid (talk about God), Tajrid (remove of negativity), al Saomad (the Eternal) and al Asas (foundation). If you alert about that, all the name related to the Creator, how? Yes, it because this surrah reveled to whom people before Prophet Muhammad era and after him in denial or doubt about; who is your Lord. Then, Allah answer them completely in this surrah. 

Surrah al Ikhlas also have a special place for who ever reading it- likes read 1/3 of the Quran and likes who is perform Hajj and Umrah. Then in many hadith, lots of people repeated this surrah in their prayer and in love with it, then Prophet said ''Who likes this surrah, Allah loves them and Jannah is his place''. It gives this surrah a special rank in Muslims heart because everyone want to enter heaven. So, basically it have four ayyah and insyaAllah lets go to the details.

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim.

1-Say O Prophet Muhammad, He is Allah and The One. 

This is affirmation about only God, is Allah, and Prophet Muhammad is His messenger. He is The One, not use ''wahid'' like in any Arabic words but this surrah use ''ahad''-the only one power that can only Him can use. 

Lesson to learn: In learning process or even to be successful person, the most easier things you can do is by copying. And this surrah, Allah ask Prophet Muhammad to copy Him, ''Kul''-say the word. When talk about Quran, you said something from deep in your heart and you believe it. 

2- Allah-the Sustainer and needed by all.

The continuation from the first ayyah, when we said He is the One, the One for what? The One that Eternal Refuge. Meaning that, Allah is the One that all people needed and to ask for something either the basic physically or emotionally 

Lesson to learn: When you wish something either the happiness, the blessing, or the heartbroken, the sadness things. Allah, is the One you should go because in reality He is the One you need. Sujood to him and give all what you have. InsyaAllah, He heard whatever you say.

3-Allah has never had offspring, nor He was born by someone.

When we look at every human or animals, is born by someone or something, we can see the trail of families or background. But, He is Allah, was not born or related to anything. He is the One, and you can't check or compare Him with any family members or from good or bad traits. 

Lesson to learn: The religion of Christianity built from believes in Jesus or Prophet Isa ibn Maryam. It shows that their God was be born and can checked from his mother, Maryam, the background and how good nor bad the related are. 

4-And there is none comparable to Him. 

You can't compare God with anything in this world, or universe; human, character, or even a statue. But you can know the One Allah in his name-the 99 name of Allah to shows how The Greatest He is. Lesson to learn: Who are us to fight with Allah, the small human with little knowledge. No one can built something so natural rather than what Allah gives us. Anything you built obviously need His resources, example in writing a book-need a paper, a pen or pencil. And back to Islam world, no one can write or built a perfect book like al Quran. MasyaAllah.

Assalamualaikum and see you again.