Bismillah. Firstly, I'm not a pro-competence knowledge in Islam overall, because I'm basically forever a student. I likes to know more about Islam-life through routine, eating manner, communication part and so on. This world or called dhunya only as a wide map with point to achieve, and the rules. When the time is coming, every single action will reveal everything. So, do it the right way and what Allah blessing of to get a heaven ticket.
In 2012, I still remember my school teacher said, ''please raise your hand if you think solah is hard.'' and at that time no one raised their hand because we all think it is easy. It is because you got school that remind you to solah and your parent strict rules. But after I entered high school to college to work field, the period getting harder and then acknowledge what my teacher what to delivered. In 2018, I go for Sheikh Hussein Yee class about ''Perfecting My Solah'', and it blow my mind. I needed in my version!
My 60% from this big topic mostly about Quran and tafseer. In this last 30 years of life, I only recite without knowing more for the meaning. But one day, after I get detailing surrah Al Fatihah-I found ''Allah kalam'' more deeply than the its own physical words. You know that I like read books, you can see how I summarizing certain content. Then I start to think: ''If I can spent my time with dhunyawi books, why not continues the same passion with explorer mainly about al Quran?'' Legit!
I used special Quran that I bought around 2015. The Quran itself contain 30 juz, and 114 surrah, and 604 pages, and 6,236 ayyah. I make some math, if I start this year (2021) and around 24 surrah minimum. And next year 2022, another 48 surrah. In 2023, I go for 42 surrah. InsyaAllah, I successful completed the Quran before I'm going back to Malaysia and spend the rest of my life with review and auditing more about that. I like this useful knowledge ideas, more better me for the future.
The next project are Islamic Class; the hadith, the sunnah, The Prophet and friends journey, and etc. I start to feel like; ''Oh, this person and this person must be happy if he or she knows it'', ''I wish everyone knows it'' kind of excitement if I know something good. Thus, I think this blog a best platform to share to public eyes after close people around me. May Allah bless my intention and it is gaining me more dhua and deen from around the world. Aamin!
Another about ''My Life in Mecca'', my aim here InsyaAllah for two-three-four years. Then, I want basically learn Arabic, take a good culture and manners. And I will share about the experiences here and these looks like a little diaries to me. Sound awkward for me but I'm going to do it anyway, it is once in a lifetime. Enjoy the moments and pray hard; Masjidil Haram only took 10 kilometer, two hours train for Masjid Nabawi...it is something I should bless of.
Besides above, I also look forward for becoming a cool Muslimah-the style. I want to be a good in covering aurah, permanently wore a socks and comfort in every abaya. It will take time but, slowly still a progress. Now with mask for Covid things, it make me superb nice because I'm a impression person with a face. Looks like I'm considering purdah? InsyaaAllah, It is a big changes, and I want to do it perfectly and no turning back.
Please pray and make dhua for me.
The Writer: Adibah Binti Shahrudin
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