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Assalamualaikum and hello, o awesome readers!

I guess I'm pretty cool person because everything is strange. Life. People. And yeah, I don't know what planet I'm on. 

Anyway, thanks for all your support.

Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Why i don't bargain


Continue with my post about, Don't bargain to them.
I don't do bargain.
Not sure if it's because of my big ego or,
I don't like the word.
Or i'm too afraid to do that.

Since i'm kid until now,
All my stuff i paid with the real prize.
Only if the seller offer me better, i bought.
I said she offer me.
Oh kay.
If i be included in this situation, reality is,
Mostly my family member or my friends will do this bargain stuff.
I will sit at the end of the corner and do nothing.
Because i will spoil the agreement.

How can i not do bargain?
This all because as long as i want to buy something,
I calculated my budget.
There and i know my limit.
That's the one finest reason why i don't do bargain.
: )

For this continues topic i like to share a good picture.
Why i'm still remain not do any bargain.
That i like to share.
It's all about the base of "kindness"
And feeling of "humanity"

This picture is so perfect.
And if you want me to bargain over this old lady for 1 billion.
Never in million years i will do that.
If your sympathy, pity sense is fade.
Why not talk to them, do a small chat.
Then where you know how hard is life.
And nowadays kids should expose with it.

As they respect we as a buyer.
We also have a respect to them as a seller.

Sometime i also give them extra.
Especially to those taxi driver, guard, ... even cleaner, gambler, homeless people.
And i'm happy for what i'm doing.

If not money, i give them some bread, or like what i don't think i will use.
I give to who may i think they have the right to that goods.

I received a Christmas gift from Mary Kay. Where because i brought their mask product.
An eye shadow and small teddy bear.
I found it so cute.
But as i'm not to this thing. I give it to one of my Christian friends.
And wish her Merry Christmas.
I believed, no religion will fight over kindness.

Spread the peace because we can.

Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Don't bargain to them


When i'm scrolling around at my Facebook home wall.
I like searching something that will inspire and motivate me at that time.
And to know how my weirdo society doing related the meaning of "kindness" and "humanity".
With no barrier toward any religions.

I found this last weekend.
: )
So amazing stories i can said.
And i like to share it here:

Even this incident looks like she passes and do nothing.
Nothing major rather than her giving RM 20.00 instead of RM 15.00
But what make me proud is that she post what she felt...
And her statement, how sad is your life until you have to bargain with the poor... are the best quote ever.
Until I can imagine the whole situation.
Sis, you rock!

May Allah bless you sis, and your family.
And that Cobbler too.
You all deserved it.
Because, this is where the part of society who understood the meaning of. be a good person but don't waste time to prove it.

And this also link to my previous post about, The plate.
Click there if you want to read.
How i'm express of quote, there is more fruit in rich man's shampoo than a poor man's plate.
Also really touch my heart.

Conclusion of what happen is all person who live in this earth must fully alert the words of "kindness" and "humanity"
Two words only.
As a starter for harmony.
I pray for it.
'Cause they all also human where some are may Islam.
And we praise the same God.
We reaching for a same peace.
But we still fight and war for stupid reason.
And be a victim because of it.

It's all are nonsense.

All people have their right to rule their own life.
But, why need busier applied some freaking bitchy habit.
When we can happily live and die blessedly with spontaneous good manners.
Go for it.
It's your life.
Think again...
When your last time,
You close your eyes and treasure the feeling of making someone else feel protected and so happy with your existing?

: )  continue tomorrow.

Monday, December 28, 2015

Move in

Since we are going for next years within couple days.
I also wanna make a big decision.
I will move to a new house.
In same area but different friends,
Hope everything gonna be fine.
Pray for me.

I did what i think the best.
Since i need some light.
: )

May Allah bless me.

Sunday, December 27, 2015

Lata Meraung & Taman Negara Pahang.


I spent my Maulidur Rasul and Christmas off day at Pahang.
Joyful two days!
So far only two place around Jerantut we officially go.
Lata Meraung and infamously their Taman Negara.
Two point place where i glad i touch down there.
Feel back to nature it's a great feeling, duh.

Lata Meraung.
FYI, you should have go through perkampungan Orang Asli to go there.
And their small road.
: )
And surprisingly, when we arrived there... only seen two cars.
Looks like i have my freedom.

And nature looks have their own freedom also when i can see the prawns in the water!
What a wonderful memories to flashback my childhood moments.
Love it.
To not disturb them, i choose my own best port.
It's on the rocks with water flow through it.

First let us take a selfie!

Taman Negara Pahang.
Where i think i will come here next time for their package activities.
Not gonna miss their jungle trekking, canopy walk, and some more.
Trust me.
One fine day...we meet again.

On that day, it's already evening. 05:30 pm and all activities are close and next one only open at 08:30pm...Fine.
Since i also bring five kids and i think it's not suitable for survival activities, duh.
But to not disappointing, we can ride a boat.
RM1.00 per person.
Feel like i can do more 100 round.

I love how i bullying this kids to make this kind of picture.
They all so cute.
1-I want them show a serious expression. And if i see one teeth of smiling. I will left them here, in the jungle. Alone!
2-Let hug each other guys.
3-Give me a peace sign. And big smile.
4-See your right side, and see there that got a fish flying from tree to tree. My nice trick.
5-OK, now pinch your both eyes like Zorro style. Good job.
6-Left side here got some elephant dancing move like Jagger. Can you see that?
Very pleasant amazing experience,
And we took a dinner before going back to Kuala Lumpur.
Around 01:00 am we arrived.
And i'm out.

Thursday, December 24, 2015

First aid kit

Today is about medical tips.
As i'm in medical line so i don't really mind about it.
If i'm in any injury situation.
I think i can handle.
But now, i put myself in others shoes.
That how public need to see the important of first aid kit.

May looks simple, not to serious as it should be.
But we not God oh kay.
Remember that.
And , accident minor or major may happened anywhere and anyone.

First aid kit.
Did you have one?
What ever your status are.
Single, married, man or women should have one as a good protection.
If none, i suggest you to have one.

This small first aid kit is from guardian.
The price for now is around RM 12.00-14.00...
I can't remember.

That is my own personal first aid kit.
For my family. I did brought them one four years ago.
The big one.
Quiet impress actually how my family using it when the incident comes.
Everyone know to do it very well.
Good job!

This is the inside.
My small 'lil cute first aid kit...
 Most i like is that Hello Kitty thermometer,
Either i don't fans of any pink color nor hello kitty character but because it's cute, then i don't care much.
: )

Anas, Oppa Korea

Ni Muhammad Anas, aka Nenas.
Dia nih makin lama, makin comel plak aku tengok.
Kenan Sultan Johor kakak aku cakap, Cheit. Geli bulu ketiak dengornya.
Aku tahu who did that kind of Oppa style to him.
Apa lah tak ada kerja plak Mokcu dia nih.
Kesian Anas kena dera ngan diorang.
Cik Ziqa mana? cik Ziqa mana?
Tengok cartoon je la tu.
Tak pe Anas,
Nanti Cik Diba take this revenge on behalf of you.

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Stock and take


Last weekend, i did joined stock take team.
For the second time.
This is because the one who responsible to do it, did the on call.
So between on call and stock take.
Let me choose second option.
And there i'am.

I had to do counting from 5pm until 11pm...
Then, my eyes became so heavy,
Plus the brightness of laptop screen some more.
Even my stomach grumbling 'lapar'... but my mind said, bed please.
And next, what i know.
I'm pass out 'till morning!
I need that though.

One more thing,
I realized that the bright pink sticker they use for that day as remark... not so bad color.

That the very tiring day after do cases and have to continue with all these.
I'm working full day non stop.
And my planned to go PWTC event YES sale by Mood Republic on that Sunday morning, had to cancel.
... I just rest at home.
Save my time, save my money.
: )

Royal blue scarf with grey colour oversize shirt and mustang jeans. So casual...

Friday, December 18, 2015

My new looks:Nude color


Today i will share about fashion.
Did you know, trend reported: Nude is the new black!
I love nude color.
And i love this fact.

Yet anyone will love such a tones for their outfit.
Duh, because sometimes...i can said it's not attractive enough.
Not attractive enough to me?
Fashion goals.
: )

When i googling for more understood of nude color, lots of perception i got.
Nah, get me out of here.
As i built my own style.
Then, so let me tell you what i think about this tones.
In my own words, i like inter-prate it's more to simple, pale, classy and earthy looks.
This is what i felt when i wore it.

This tones also actually give a looks that the lady looks such a good and nice person.
While beige hue looks clean and fresh.
And sometimes, wild.

Mix and match full body with this toner,
I can said, sometimes not always easy getting it right.
People who loves those sexy pale tones can tell you.
We also struggle.
Fashion is hurting me.
But i don't care.
As it's my own style.
I wore which i prefer and match with i comfortable most!

My tips for mix and match.
Good combination that i always choose are with jeans, some black or dark added, and mostly... i like matching it just all plain.
Plain scarf, plain blouse, plain long skirt.
From head to toe.

For those who starting try this tones, welcome to the club.
Enjoy the feel and be comfortable.

"Be the girl who smile politely,
When people look at her.
Be the girl that says the positive thing,
When everyone else is complaining.
Be the girl that gives advice from the heart.
Be the girl that tips generously.
Be that girl."

Thursday, December 17, 2015

Wedding talk: Two-piece wedding dress

Any brides that counting days will sort of crazily excited when talking about wedding dress.
Even me too.
That not counting days but have plans towards this.
So give me a space, please.
: )

For me, my goals... I want later that my catwalk piece will inspiration for any bride.
Not i'm gonna wear a bikini!
If i did, i'm sure my ayah will run after me and no wedding ceremony will happened on that day.
What my kind of idea is i'm not choose those a long one piece safe dress.
Mine is, better than this.
I know this is most freaking of 50:50, whenever come to decision maker.
The hardest part,duh.
'Cause me and you deserve a perfect outfit for our big day.

I like the idea of two-piece wedding dress!
'Cause hello, after all there's no wedding rule-book that says you have to wear a one-piece wedding dress o the big day.
As i like how people prefer 'baju kurung'.
But a truly baju kurung? Not so me.
I will style it with my own style.
And that's called: versatility.
I built my own look.

Matching separates have been en vogue for quite some time now, 
And later, this of my wedding dress i might actually wear again.
Big benefit of this two-piece outfit, duh.
As you realize, many brides shudder at the idea of spending a small fortune on a dress that they'll never wear again!
I hate this fact.

As two piece dress,  I will also can maintaining the modesty and only a slight deviation from the conventional wedding dress.
Top will bit longer that can cover your bum.
Definitely as  what i imagine.

I like maintaining the classic and elegant silhouette on any bride.
Also may applied for make up too.
Trust me.
It's like giving you a blow and affection of bride days.
As i like it looks earthly and not too over.

Not sure yet, if i will pick the lame white things.
But with a two-piece wedding dress... why stick to one color?
Mix and match the top and skirt for a fresh and fun wedding feel.
What's think suit me, it's mine.

About the design, i may give you some idea about this things:

Perfect drop dead gorgeous long skirt that i wanted most from Oscar de la Renta, silver pleated silk blend lame maxi skirt.

And for Malaysian designer that i like the most is Nurita Harith.
Nurita Harith website.
I already go through her page.
So perfect and very talented.
I like her skills.
How modern and stylish every of her design.
You all should check it out!

And more info for this topics. Can googlig more at The BuzzFeed.
Not gonna lie with their 36 gorgeous ideas.
You can check it out at here: BuzzFeed two piece wedding dress,

So guys!
Whatever your choices are, make sure its comfortable enough. That's more important.
Happy treasuring.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

I'm a thinker

Not sure if it's a good move to post this kind of story here.
Duh, why should i be worried because not that some person o will I mention later would read this. Hahaa...
So let's carry on.

I did realized all these since two, three months ago.
How they're giving me clue , clues actually, that i should closely mingle with this one "man".
I thought they just hu-ha-hu-ha with me.
As i seen it as nothing major or serious for me to take part.

I called them as a small group of "kekomplotan". It's funny duh, how they're making clues in front of your face. And how I tried pretend, nah I'm okay, and giving my blurry mimic.
 And how they, push you,
And how i pull back like matrix.


Now let's see how "kekomplotan" do their job.

When the "man" want a favour.
Others who related with this "kekomplotan" will said, why not you asked Adibah is she free... or...without my knowledge, I think Adibah can do that for you.
I'm not complaining to help, but if in that man case, why choose me.
Like I'm the hero.
Please, it's awkward you know.

Most i like is when I heard my friends said i had a secret admire. And gonna told me later.
So, I tried asked "kekomplotan", is they knew about this.
And they look excited that i know the real story.
But as my friends told who the secret admirer is...who's actually another man.
They advice me quite hard.

Recently, one picture that have spread makes lot of assumptions!
Those who already inside group of "kekomplotan", smirking with joy to me.
And many people who don't know, affected by it, and it's affecting me too...
All because, this "kekomplotan" is getting bigger.

And three days ago, when i seen one of my colleagues wore "inai".
And i said, what if I'm the one who wore that too? Is that okay?
And one men said, it's okay. Why not. Is not another person... a man... in this department wore it too.
Oh, okay.

For this situation. I will stay quiet and hardly say nothing.
I'm a thinker not talker.
Time will tell.
Either that man and "kekomplotan" admit for everything... or nothing happened until the day i put on my resignation letter.
Who's gonna surrender first?

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Kindness towards yourself.

As many of my previous post i like to talk about those of, be good to society.
May some people not agree to every of my action.
Included my emak.
She worried about me.
That, why i need to think about others after all they not even care a percent towards me.
Is this worth it?

First, sorry to say to my emak.
I love you too.
No need to worried about what i do.
I just follow my heart.
I will stop after I'm finish the job.
Not because i'm tired doing it.
'Cause my kindness is no limit.

Society always weird ever and forever.
I'm not sad or disappointed if they not care me back.
I don't need anyone so called, care.
But i know society need my care.
... They don't want sympathy roughly, but they need a shoulder.
That what i learnt so far.

I hope my kindness will lift bit their mood.
What i can help, i will do. Even my small smile.
Spread your kindness, spread the peace.

Friday, December 11, 2015

Kid wonder and solah


When i was a kid.
I still remember that one of my ustaz said.
Was that a solah is a difficult thing ever to do?
And we all said, no!
So far... no.
And he said the opposite answer from us.
We all like,

He not explain more, just said, the time will tell you.
And now after seven years, I understand all the reason behind it.
Why a solah actually look easy. 
But actually the real pure-beautiful-perfecto-of it... so it's complicated enough.

Solah on time/early time.
Or we missed it.
Solah focused/kehusyukan.
Feel and understood every meaning.
The movement.
The rukun solah.
The do's and don't.

Now you got me?

I'm not saying i fell i don't use it.
Or don't like do solah.
But if i want i can do solah as normal as not perfect.
But it wasted.
I want that top, best, and be appreciated by Allah.
As i praised Him.
So i did it as pure-sincere-and-ended-it-well.


Thursday, December 10, 2015

Angry and be silent

Since i'm a kids, when i'm angry. I don't show.
I just remain silent.
And stay away from others.
As a sign that,
... Just leave me a space for some times for me to balance back my hormone...
This is how i manage my mood.

'Cause i know, when i'm talking in angry situation... i will talk nonsense.
And later,
Not even realize, many heart are hurt.
That a worse.
So be silent is the best option.

I love how i see this picture, and i love to share it will all of you.
Seems to show that i practically manage my mood in the correct way!

Saturday, December 05, 2015



When i'm not in mood, or sad or totally out of the room.
I just need a hug.
Where i feel safe.
And that make me feel better to going on...
Oh, the feeling.
Can you imagine.

And I want a hug.
Pretty need it right now.

After that emotional hug,
They can give me this not normal hug.
I want of those pick-me-up-of-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-spin-me-around-hurts-my-tummy-
But-still-makes-me smile-leaves-me-breathless-give-me-butterflies-make-me-giggle-
Or i called as stupid kind of hug.

Did i just wrote it?
Really me?
I am so romantica de amour sometimes.
I think i should marry myself, duh.

Hahhah... whatever it is.
I still need a hug.
Hardly needed.
And i start to miss my family member.
Especially my emak.
She knew me better.

Or i should ask my old lady neighbor to hug me?
Should i?
I don't think so.
I will bring this hug things for next year.
Two to three months to go.

... Better my emak and any of my family member get ready for hard hug from me.
Included my niece and nephew.
All of them.

 : )

Thursday, December 03, 2015

Second chance

I knew it's really hard and hurt to give someone their second chance.
Because of those mess up they did at first time. 
That make you think,
Is this a stupid decision ever... because,
Am I really strong enough to face unpredictable future that may ended with same unforgivable mistake? 

But, for Allah.
Everyday is a second chance.
And it's called tomorrow.

Just don't give up as you not give up to Allah forgiveness for every sin you did.

And everybody who lucky, 
Deserves a second chance. May not for a happy ending... but sometimes it's a chance to end things right.
Spread the peace.
Take a risk for your best.
And let Allah show the way.

Wednesday, December 02, 2015



Bagi aku, setiap teguran ada baiknya.
Just how they bagi teguran...
Itu yang penting.

Some people take teguran as offended untuk diorang.
Ingat kita dengki and nak jatuhkan diorang.
Too bad.
Always negative thinking.
But, it actually vise versa.
So saper yang rugi?

Bagi pihak yang menegur tuh....
You all also take part dalam sitausi ini.
I hate people who tegur publically.
Like untuk show off.
I think tegur privately or personally is better.
It's me, 
I donno others.

Or teguran dalam diam. Bias-bias, tengok-tengok post kat FB or any media entertainment.
Some things may be boleh share dengan orang lain.
Good idea!
But sometimes it's too sensitive to share...

Tuesday, December 01, 2015

Hello December


Few weeks to go.
And 2016 on the way.
How fast time flies...

To me is always a happy part.
Where it's school holiday.
Where YES, year end sale happened.

Not much in spending for YES.
Because my commitment with car and my plan of buying a house.
So, see that later.
How i'm impressed myself.

I love this picture!