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I guess I'm pretty cool person because everything is strange. Life. People. And yeah, I don't know what planet I'm on. 

Anyway, thanks for all your support.

Monday, August 31, 2015

Negeriku Johor


Salam merdeka!
Happy national day, Malaysian.
I think average all bloggers will post story about our country.
Keep it up, bro.
But not me.
My focus... more my tanah tumpah tempat lahirku.
Negeri Johor!

Southern portion of Malaysia yang just opposite Singapore.
If korang stand up at Tambak Johor or pantai Lido, nampak la negara jiran tuh.
What's so special about Johor?
In my point of view?
Grab a popcorn, 
I will bring you to a Lalala land, dear.

Obviously because of bandar/small town.... Kota Tinggi.
I was born and studied there.
: )
After SPM barulah i travel.
Tengok negeri orang pulak.
FYI. Untill now, my parents still stayed there. On same land with new decoration house.
Bia i cakap i balik kampong.
That's it.
Oh, my precious hometown.

Second...after family... let's see the kesultanan.
It's about royal legation.
If you all perasan, 
Even though we have YB/Yang Amat Berhormat or any perwakilan rakyat.
They can voice out and did a decision.
But, remember...
In Johor,
Sultan is more powerful.
No means no.
Only in Johor.
I love my king and queen.
And the prince and princess...too.

As you drove all along JB, 
You mesti rasa like in oversea. Cause 50:50 Malaysian and Singaporean car.
Sabar jek lah.
Tu baru kereta, nak jumpa orangnya?
Gi those shopping mall.
Especially masa perayaan.
Orang kita dengan diorang macam perang dalam jualan murah.

Other yang aku suka about Johor is we all have sekolah Agama.
This yang make i proud.
Donno about you.
We have to finish school until 'Darjah Khas', means the highest level.
And i did!
Thanks sebab until now, masih dilaksanakan.
Mendidik agama daripada rebungnya/sejak kecil.
One day, my child will go here.
One fine day.

I love food.
Mee bandung Johor.
Laksa Johor.
Beriani gam.
And those lovely taste.
Jalanlah kaki melangkah.
Pasti sana sini ad nampak makanan sedop and paling penting. It's halal.

After again is,
Johor is along sea/laut/air...
Come with all those beach and waterfall yang cantik.
Memang so nature and very earth.
Memang sepandan with what i like.
Pulaunya lagi,
Sangat menerujakan.
Memang the best.

And additional.
We have the best football club.
JDT, Johor Darul Takzim.
Under our TMJ,... Oldest sultan son.
I die hard fan of this team. 
Yang sangat happening and sangat dibenci haters.
All i can said.
May because of the highest salary, top facalities and pembangunan football stadium baru.
Other than Larkin yang kebal.
After this team bangkit barulah minat bola tu ada.
And tak segan tengok liga Malaysia.
Kejar, yop...kehar!

Penat type.
Just why not you all visit Johor.
All will be welcome. 
Warming greet.
Selamat datang.
Happy national day, Johor and my country, Malaysia!

Mak aku soh attach kan sekali pix nih. Buat saper yang tak pernah jejak Johor.
Aku tahu korang punye geografi mesti "C" kan...
: )

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Missed my little cute bam-bam

My sister with her little cute bam-bam.
She will not staying at KL anymore, moved to Ipoh as i being informed.
Pretty sad.
How unfair you left your nice aunt here, dear.
: )
I just lost my best buddies, Peah.
Then who wanna accompanied me watching food channel?

Wednesday, August 19, 2015


Tengok-tengok-jengah-jengah... cam budak nih dah pandai merangkak. Nice port dipilihnya.
Tapi rghupa-ghupanya...bergaya jek lebih.
Peah oh peah.
Seb bek ko nih cute lagi comeh amat-amat.
Aunty bagi chance until next month.
If so difficult, nanti aunty curik-curik ajar hang berjalan terus.
Hang nak lari terus?!
Wallaweh... demand lebih la ini budak.

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Kids nowadays


Few minutes ago,
I'm chatting through whats-app with my family members.
Then, my younger sister (teacher-to-be) told a story about her practical experience.
And one of the story is....a big shocked for me.
How kids nowadays had minded like that.
Who supposed to be blamed?
And the right person to act first?

The story is about two student (boys) standard three who catch one girl and try to open/selak her long skirt in front of the classroom.
So rude!

We all discussing about this matter like those PIBG members.
All opinion will be considered.
Because we're felt so scared of children in future.
One of my sister said,
"I'm gonna take my daughter to a teakwando class."
"Willing or not."
"It's a must."

Behalf of my point of view...
This is a serious matter.
Parents, teacher or who else surround them must take an action.
Before you all regret it.

That boy.
100% gonna be blame.
That girl.
10% of trauma.
Pity them.
So, 'lil bit of guidance, 'lil of advice...
They gonna try to change.
Because we all know,
It's about their phase of growth.
We learnt from mistake.

To any parents,
When you have a son/daughter... you added a highest role of someone future.
From that baby delivered, your duty is started.
How you gonna make them a successful person.
Not only in Dhunya but also at Akhirah.
Surely look easy, but indeed.
: )

We cannot control their life,
Like our father/mother try to control us.
But we try to guide in a right pathway.
We cannot control internet and technology.
Like exposure of games and porn.
But we can limit that by do others activity.

Same goes to Islam.
We cannot force non muslim to be a muslim.
But we can try make them decide a right religion to them.
By a good guidance and exposure.
Whatever it is...
You must have a strong iman, a strong facts, a good leadership in yourself.


Saturday, August 15, 2015

Open house 2015


Hai, if i'm not mistaken... today is our last day of Syawal.
Then, just pretty said 'cause there will be no more makan free.
: )

So overall,
I want to say billion thanks for all the invitation.
But for those 4-5 open house yang tak dapat datang, sorry guys.
May be next time.
Really wanted to join, try hard... but paham-paham sajalah.
Sorry again.

And three days ago.
I attended my last open house for this year.
An invitation from one of our colleague.
Her husband event actually.
We're tanpa segan silu, just tumpang sekaki.
Like always.
Bab rezeki jangan ditolak.

The best part?
Appreciate that kind of amazing sate and char kuey tiow.
Ate both two times.
And that dodol.
So soft and delicious!

And i learnt something new.
Kukur kelapa.
First time i seen it.
If ada provide buah kelapa kat sana.... on the sport i will try, duh.
Tradition lama.
I think i should bring that things back home.
And frame it.

Niat murni ini disangakah mentah-mentah.
My friends said... a big no!
Jangan buat benda bukan-bukan.
Goodbye my hero kukur.
'Till we meet again.

My seat had a nice why should be wasted. Enjoy the welfie!
p/s: Same cloth but in different style.

Friday, August 14, 2015

GA nurse


I'm happy.
And wanna smiling all night.
Yup, that's a feeling when you come back from where you belong.
Like you can smell home.
The smell of desflurance /sevo?
That's GA nurse home sound to me.
: )

Change my duty for a day.
From scrubbing site to be anesthetist assistant (GA nurse).
Wish that CO, Kak Ayu a bless-full life.
Really amazing opportunity.
Thank you.
Even the truth is when one of the GA nurse fall sick and took Emergency leave.
And me, have to replace that position.
Whatever it is.
I'm excited!

I'm in-charge of ENT (ear, nose and throat) case.
High risk they gave me. 
I take a challange.
All just like flashback to me.
A year, i left all these behind...
Those LMA, and timing when freaking difficult intubation happened.
Missing like crazy.

In just 30 minutes... i prepared everything. make sure all in ordered.
Learnt of that machine,
The correct tubing connection, all gasses full tank, medication completed.
DDA and muscle relaxation... be nice to me.
And most of all, i try get info for that anesthetist reference.
What he like and don't like.
P/S: Like i cares?....

First case look smooth, 
Second case, bit chaos to me.
Wrong circuit... but be handle by my creativity. What role of micro-pore?
Wrong ECG replacement...Hahhaha.
And overall...
Me and the anesthetist that day, we make a great team.
Thanks doc 'cause understood me.
Your pantun?
OMG...not me please.

I smell blood.
Yup. Propofol and me... we meet again, duh.

Saturday, August 08, 2015



Is not my color.
I don't hate it.
I just don't like it...

One woman once told, you would end up a lesbian if you didn't wear pink.
Old school, don't you?
Judgement others only by that?
Surprisingly, I had no idea a color was so powerful.
: )

People raise their eyebrow at male nurse, but not female doctors.
Men who take time off for paternity leave are looked down, but maternity leave is expected.
Seriously, people are weird.
Always weird.
Forever weird.

I can't promise in future that my daughter will like pink or not.
Or my boy will fancy a blue color.
Whatever it is...
Insyaallah as long as they know i love them.
And Allah is their God.
Together we in His blessing.
It's cool to me.

Because to me normal is boring.
Didn't you?

P/S: The one and only pink color cloth i have.

Tuesday, August 04, 2015



Who doesn't want all the luxurious house, car even cloth?
The fame and bling-bling.
Limited edition.
Famous brand.
That's soooo...
Women best friends!

But though,
I then realized.
This is what a silent problem all muslim/muslimah facing now.
That i must wake up and keep away from all these.
All these are not right.
This feeling, is so against in Islam.
When I feel of show myself  to other.
Show how rich, fit and beautiful i'm.
Big riak!

No-no-no, a big no.
Then i remember, back to Islam.
Think how Allah rule.
Why i need spending more to impress others?
Rather than Allah.
Same the situation where.
I not repay back what the owner give me.
Shame on me.

At the line,
I said, Alhamdulillah.
Allah still care about me.
He give me a time to be more better person.
I'm the one slowly in progress to it.

Sorry to said,
An example...
Why i need a colorful jubah/scarf which for branded-not long enough-expensive some more...rather than a simple black jubah/scarf-long-and cover all aurah-and cheapest three times.
Think again.

Before all action and words to speak, 
Think about Islam.
Allah's rule.
Everything gonna be fine.
: )

When I felt so lazy and only need a sleep. I read this.

Sunday, August 02, 2015


P/S: This may be continued from my 555 stories, check it out.

This a bad things.
None should do this to anyone.
I don't like it.
Really hate it.
Even in Islam...all this are truly not right.

I thought i will never see something like this, but last two days, it happened in front of me.
With both of my eyes as a witness.
I felt so sad.
Especially for the poor victim.

He just want to paid the hutang!
For Allah sake.
But you treat him like rubbish.
His pride they cut down like those line in the 555 small books.

How dare you said he's a cheater!
Please put yourself in his shoes.
Can you see the soul of sincere in his eyes?
The anorexia he looks.
How survival he is... Working so hard for a meaning of life.

Shut up if you don't know anything.

I'm so sorry.
I also felt so stupid.
Because i'm not helping him.
I too speechless to act.
So unpredictable how the tone in the conversation.

For that pity guy.
I hope can help you next time.
May Allah bless you and your family.
The 'halal' is more important.
If those money you give is more than enough.
They are responsible for everything.
They will find you next at akhirah for apologize.
Believe me.