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Monday, October 30, 2017

Silver car

Assalamualaikum,

I actually donno what i'm gonna to do with my own car.

Then, why i bought it?

It because my older sisters said... You must have a car.
I just, oh ok.
...
Keluarkan my money, give it to my ayah.
I said, beli myvi satu. I want the silver color.
And when it's ready...
I dapat one day mc off, go back to Johor dalam demam-demam.
Signed those papers. And i asked them to sent the car to my parents house. And that evening balik semula ke KL.
So, there you go.
I give you my car.
What's next?

Not in my life, i think nak beli a car.
Because i have my motorcycle.
Senang dan mudah.
Which I'm happy with it.

So, i just put it at my parents house.
Under care of my parents, i just paid monthly. And any services needed.
Which they can used it to visit grandchildren or to mall, hospital appointment. Etc. Etc.
Like a bad mother am i,sebab tinggalkan my baby under atok nenek dia. Dan bayar bulan-bulan tanpa ada rasa nak menjenggah or what.
Huishhh...

Then, my brother used it until he got his own car. Some scratched at the end, with no explanation given.
Which I nak marah pon tak rasa nak marah.
Sebab I donno how to marah orang.
And it's end there.

Now, my younger sister used it everyday.
Even she had her own car.
She said my car more convinced than her nissan.
My mirror cracked bit.
By batu-batu kecil di jalanan.
My number plat tertanggal.
Luckily she repaired sikit.

Which i don't even care, or have any bad feeling to it.
As long as i seen my car still a car.
Easy peasy mac 'n cheesy.
A car still a car.
And it's mine.

Pahala berpanjangan tuh sebab daripada tak digunakan.
At least why not bagi pada orang yang memerlukan, kan?
Alhamdulillah.


So, hold on baby. Just be happy wherever you are.
Hokey.
= )

Saturday, October 21, 2017

Tiada balas

Assalamualaikum.

(Feeling-feeling jap pagi nih)

Aku pandang langit.
Awan melihatku kecil.
Burung melarikan diri,
Aku tarik nafas panjang.
Aku hembus ke udara.

Bukan mudah untuk hidup.
Berdiam aku mengguis tanah.
Sampai bila aku akan begini?
Suram tiada balas.
Ku letak tangan di dada kiri.
Ia masih bernyawa.

Bukan mudah untuk hidup.
Membilang aku akan kebaikan yang ditabur.
Dan keikhlasan ditapis jernih.
Hanya tinggal apa?
Cukup kah bekalan akhirku?

Bukan mudah untuk hidup.
Aku bukan malaikat.
Mulia setiap saat.
Aku hanya manusia.
Penuh dosa tercatat.

Kerana sesungguhnya, bukan mudah untuk hidup.
Dan terus hidup.
And I'm still alive!
Allahuakhbar!

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Wednesday, October 18, 2017

Seriously ganas

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday i broke a tissue compartment at my department.
Yeah, well...
My fault. I admit it duh.
Then, that's one my sort of keganasan.
I donno.

I tried to be like a normal girl.
With nothing dramatic in the end.
But yeah, tidak semuanya berjalan dengan lancar ya.
I will sometimes punch there. Hit there.
And langgar semua benda.
That's why esoknya bruised sana sini.
Fuhhh...

Clumsy. Can called so.
But is it?

When my friends invite to join takewando... spelling dia betul ke?
Or boxing or silat ke apa.
I just say no. And a big no.
Because if I joined it.
I will be more ganas. More unpredictable than what you expect.
Tak mau lah.

Jadik ayu-ayu. Alim-alim. Tapi sikit ganas cukup lah.
Hikhikhik.
Kan?

Monday, October 16, 2017

Only the flavor make 'em delicious

Assalamualaikum.

Now, my fav session is a dessert time!
Where i prefer a simple chocolate cake with super melting grenache chocolate on top.
Wohoooo...
Heaven.

I donno, it's like some addiction duh.
Where i must go to that shop at least once a week... minimum?
To get my stock.
Hahahahha...
Baik punya barang.
Seludup tepi.

Not good actually.
Benda manis-manis nih but only the flavor make 'em delicious.
Chocolateeee....
I can't say no to it.
It's not fair.
Can't fight against it.

White flag.
I need that for my top stress theraphy.

.... Dulu time banyak masa, rajin gak la masak sendiri.
Buat kek, cupcake.
Decorate like sort of doorgift tuh.
Bagi bebudak rumah, tempat kerja semua makan.
But now, no time for all this.
Rasa macam busy kalah menteri.

How i missed my old me.
Oh.

But i hope i can have a time to do that again.
Make some cookies at least.
Yeah. i still have that oats!
My friend wants me to finished it.
Let's see when ya.

Rezeki bagi-bagi...
Betul tak?
Alhamdulillah.

Saturday, October 14, 2017

TRAVEL: Aquaria KLCC, Malaysia

Hai,

Weather today is so nice and it's time to do some adventure walks. And I also want to share about my story when I go to Aquaria KLCC. After stay quiet a long time at Kuala Lumpur, that is my first time visited Aquaria KLCC. Before, I just heard some rumors about how beautiful and lovely to be there. And now, it's my time to feel that. So excited and so ready!

I get there by public transport because it's inside the KLCC tower building. So why need to worry about parking your car or taxi when you can get a better way. Get your LRT train Gombak to Putra Height or either way and stop at KLCC station. 

From there, you just follow lead toward inside KLCC mall, and can ask the counter there. Or, you just walk near Maybank center-and beside it you'll find a colorful tunnel with small signboard of Ɓquaria'. Go straight there. Then, can see some restaurant and last stop you can see blue and white wall wrote 'Aquaria'. But just some walk to their main entrance at right side. Then you have reach your destination.

I go pass by Matta fair ticket-only charge me Rm 30, about half price. Normal price would charge you around Rm 69 for adult and Rm 59-39 for kids. Foreigner maybe around RM 71-61. I want to thanks some of my friends in replying my message to go here. It's only took 10 minutes walk not 10km like someone said! Whatever it is. I'm here, ok and ready to snap a beautiful pictures. As that day I'm alone by myself, then I decided to join all the school tour group. It's like six or seven among them. This cheer up my mood. Hahahhah...

It's so amazing to see a lots of fishes, especially the baby shark. I can touch it! Wow. There are the area for touch pool where you can touch them fearlessly. They also got a blue tunnel-And those happily turtles or even some stingray. How can they be so cute. I can't. Also, you can see how small the seahorse-and those hyperactive too. So fun to be here. I want to grab it and bring home all of it. 


I make two round around the tunnel because I want to feel it again and again. The fishes is calling me to watch them. They actually don't care what you're gonna do. So have fun! Also, I stay a bit longer here to watch their feeding time. You can googling it at Aquaria website- aquariaklcc.com  And you can pick your time and make sure not gonna missed it. One tip, make sure turn off the flash light when you snap a pictures because they're so sensitive about it. 

Here, you will be exposed at how they clean the Aquaria. Overall, I can said all staff over there are so friendly and willing to help if needed. Included the divers. Thank you Aquaria team-good job. Randomly people will spend around 3-4 hours here. And it's so suitable for kids activity too. Bring them here and enjoying together.

After that I bought some simple groceries, and go home. I'm so hungry and tired also I need all full course meal. So, no KLCC park for me that day. 

Bye!

Friday, October 13, 2017

LIFE: How to tell the kids a real answer

Hi,

Few days ago, my sister shared about their kids life. Which they start to ask about their late father - Al Fatihah to him. If I'm in her shoes, I also dunno how to response. But, they should be exposes about it and face it. That's the reality.

When the he kids attend the school, and see how lovely everyone had own father...the question start to raise. And abut how many times you repeated it, they still does not understand. And you just have to make it in simple answer and not so complicated one. Keep strong sister or any mother out there who...in the same situation. 

And as a good teacher, please be aware every question you gonna asked your student. Person private life may looks simple as kids at very young age but did you know how they feel inside. Do you always be there for them, no. So please be caution in every words. A sharp tongue can cut a whole heart...

This maybe looks so cruel or too rush. But until when? Keep a secret towrads their entire life. You must be so selfish. They're growing up human, they know what going on in this world. If the reality hurt them hard-Just make sure you tell them, you'll be there at their side forever. They need it after all of this.


I know my niece and nephew are strong than ultra-man. It's Apiz favorite superhero. Whatever storm and thunder comes, this aunt will always be by their side. Hug and love for my sister with their three kids. Fighting!

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

Phone baru?

Assalamualaikum.

Dalam banyak-banyak benda, ramai orang suka tegur pasal my phone. Nazak dah benor mereka cakap.
Oh my baby asus.
Zenfon apa tak ingat...
My super tough communication technology.
My one and only.
Even ianya tertinggal mana-mana pon tak akan adanya orang nak curik.
Sebab hodoh benar dah ghupanya.
Dengan kecai barai retak beribu. Hang sikit. Quota sim pon penuh.
Hahahaaa...
Tapi i still setia dengannya.
Forever and tak tahu sampai bila.

Ada yang sanggup nak sponsor tukar screen. Tukar nih, tukar tuh.
Tapi tolak cara baik. Tak apa...
One day i will tukar it.
Don't worry hokey.

How about next year. Yeah?
I only can change it next year.
Sebab apa?
Kenapa mesti next year?
Secrettto.
Sibuk lak aih nak tahu.
Hhehhe...

Tak pon tunggu la ada orang belikan.
Co chuweeet...
Lempang nak?

Ok. So please don't tanya-tanya lagi pasal my new phone.
Lagi-lagi depan this old baby asus.
Dia sensitip tahu.
Nanti dia majuk. Hang pastu.
Dah kena pujuk.
Huhuhuuu...

= )

Monday, October 09, 2017

ODO

Assalamualaikum.

I got one ODO from my hospital for Orchid Run Medical Volunteer masa tuh.
So, kena gunakan bulan nih gak.
Pastu i just soh diorang arrange kan bila cutinya sebab tak boleh decide.
Ramai cuti duh.
Sambung menyambung gitu.

And my ODO jatuh pada this Wednesday.
Which i donno where i wanna to go.
Rest at home or may some fun place?
Perhaps.
Yeah after penat kerja.

My plan, i wanna go to Aquaria KLCC!
Dekat dan i got free ticket for it masa Matta Fair.
Why not gunakan masa ni kan.
Memandangkan expirednya hujung tahun nih.
Good idea.


I donno if I'm nih anti-social ke apa.
Sebab usually orang akan hang out with their friends untuk spent time. Huha-huha ke apa.
But me,
Just why not hang out with those animals?
I love them more than all of my friends.
Because they have less drama nya.
Hahhahha...

Alright, nampak macam that morning i have lots to prepare.
Pakai beg belakang jelah. So,
My bread dengan peanut butter.
My chocolate bar.
Water bottle besar sikit.
And comfortable cloths. Shoes too.
Sebab i will spent my time overall kat situ.

And one more thing.
Why not lepak kejap kat KLCC Park.
Kan?
Tengok pokok jap.
Kira berapa daun tinggal.
Hahhahah...

Sebab nak gih pantai? Huh. Jauh.

My camera also.
Kalau sempat i will update kat mana-mana how my days goes okay.
Yelah tuh punya promise.
Tak janji senang cakap.
Hhehheheh...
Bye.

Saturday, October 07, 2017

Kerja. Kerja. And sambung kerja.

Assalamualaikum,

Curhat jap ar.
Sebab kerja.
Kerja.
Kerja.
And sambung kerja.


Three days berturut-turut memang kerah tenaga sehabis baik.
Rasa memang macam kuli betul.
Sangat kulinya.
Sangat.
Serious okey.
Tak lah cakap berkira bab-bab kerja ini.
But i think it's a bit too much?
Please. Don't you think so?

Let's start my day dengan five hours surgery non stop. 
Boleh tahan lagi.
Pastu solat jap before makan tengahri. Habis sebungkus nasi goreng kawan beli. Memang lapar tahap dinosaurus!
Nih tak bayar lagi, kena tulis dalam buku kira-kira nih.
Then, sambung four and half hours surgery...
Tengok-tengok hari pon dah gelap.

Suruh pulak kena checked bill.
Nak kejar shuttle lagi...
Huh.
Redha jela.

Esoknya, sambung penat lagi.
Kes orthopedic banyak nak kena settle,
Solat Zohor, makan nasi goreng half.
Scrub in dengan back to back case.
Fuh, sampai malam.
Solat jangan cakap, dah dua skip.
Maaf ya Allah.
Tengok pulak baki nasi goreng tengahri tadi, tak lalu.
Bill report esok kira, tak larat.

Balik malam tuh memang bawak motor pon terhuyung-hayang.
Lori kereta semua nampak cam semut jer.
Sebab nak sampai rumah punya pasal.
Badan rasa memang nak tertanggal dah tulang-tulang semua.

Balik nak tidur, tak boleh tidur...
Paksa pejam mata.
Paksa jugak.
Alhamdulillah, dapatlah tiga empat jam.

Pagi tuh, nasib dapat assingment kat case yang free bit.
Settle kes semalam. Screw lah, tulah, email lah.
Pastu landing kepala. Tidur jap. Meja tu keras cam batu pon asal boleh lah, syukur.
Tengah-tengah syok tidur, akak sebelah kejut.
Team lain panggil soh scrub in.

Memang rasa nak bantah.
Nak memberontak.
Siap persoalkan lagi pada leader situ, why not dia yang scrub in?
Why me?
Why not give it to someone in that team? 
Why not orang lain yang more super pandai?
Why?

Tapi dia diam.
And i get it.

So, i said give me three minutes.
I go to toilet jap. 
Basuh muka. Buang sikap malas.
And pastu scrub jelah.

Siap scrub, everyone asked me about that case.
The same question i sendiri wonder why.
I just let it go...
Then, I get my bread with peanut butter and grapes jem for lunch. 
Sebab i need to continue with my next case.

My collaegue, kakak yang sama team with me for tiga hari berturut-turut tu pon hulur rasa simpati.
Bila i kena teruk daripada dia.
Dia cakap i lagi tough than her.
Sebab dia dah menitik air mata time scrub malam tuh. Without i know.
Bukan sebab kena marah dengan surgeon.
Tapi sebab penat.
Pity her.
Stay strong kak!

So, that's how my week goes.
I'm super tired.
And please don't questioning me why my mood swing kengkadang.
Or why i can sleep anytime, anywhere...
Sebab i do.
And please give me a small space. To breath.
If you wanna me help you too.

Nothing nak gaduh actually. I don't mind. I ambil hanya the positive side.
Ada hikmahnya.
Insyaallah.
Bye!

My Orchid Run Medical Volunteer 2017 masa tuh. #falck team. #orchidrunpetronas #falckambulancemalaysia

Friday, October 06, 2017

Friday up

Assalamualaikum.

It's friday. And, I'm oncall.
But, tak borther sangat jika my lunch today adalah terbaik.
The awesome sangat.
Yang membuatkan i missed my emak punya masakan.
So, so and so much punya banyak rindunya.
Hamik ayat pon dah menggambarkan perasaan ini.
Huhuuu.

Ikan masak sambal.
Sayur lemak labu.
And my lovely nasik.
Heaven.

Tengah makan, my friend cakap.
Orang Johor kalau makan mesti nak berkuah kan?
I can deny it.
Yeah.
Sort of true facts!

My family memang camni.
If nothing yang berkuah.
Just standby with simple soup.
Jadiklah.
Kalau masakan tu tak nak kena complaint with my emaklah.
Hhahhah...

Oh, missed them so much.

FYI. This week memang not in mood nak makan.
Sebab bila makan, rasa macam telan tak kunyah.
Yeah.

Sila sambung ke next entry untuk tahu the real story...
= )

Wednesday, October 04, 2017

Ziqa and her birthday cake

Assalamualaikum.

Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to Nurul Haziqah.
Happy birthday to you!
I love you so much dear.

Please don't grow up so fast.

Tuesday, October 03, 2017

Stadium bukit jalil

Assalamualaikum.

Stadium Bukit Jalil.
Not gonna share a history tentang nih.
Even kengkadang ada lah selalu biasa lalu-lalu sini. 
Tapi kali ini adalah tentang my first time pergi masuk dalam stadium bukit jalil.
But not so jakun lah.
Please.
But sikit jakun why not eh.

Pergi serbu sana untuk close ceremony of Para asean games 2017.
And,
Why ada alasan untuk tidak pergi bila you got yourself a free ticket!
Thanks my friend.
Love you lebih lah.


We go there from Klcc Lrt.
Then, turun kat Masjid Jamek Lrt. Drop jap kat News shop sana sebab nak tapau energy bar.
And some jajan-jajan buat kunyah.
Pastu naik lrt ke Bukit Jalil.
Lalu lah Bandar Tasik Selatan punya Lrt.
Wow, i donno that!
Okey.

Sampai sana, get a ticket from my kawan.
Grab some foods untuk anak dia. 
And carik seat, enjoy the moments jap before Maghrib.

Anyway, untuk kejar maghrib. Better bawak telekung sendirik.
Like me! Hehhehe...
And sejadah kecik. Nih tak bawak.
For sure, bit panas inside, sebab small space.
Berpeluh.
Pastu semua pentingkan diri. Ignore lah bila kepala kena langkah ke pijak ker kan. Camtulah.
Patut kena selamba banyak. Solat jee kat luar.
Sonang.

Great moments by the way. Memang so inspirational betul diorang punya iklan and semangat.
Rasa nak bagi sorang-sorang a big hug.
You all are awesome! Jangan lupakan itu.
Kejayaan hasil titik peluh jatuh bangun sendirik. Boleh bawak nangis tau. \
Yang nih boleh copy and paste.
There are truly passionate to their dreams.
Respect!


And we also got Yuna in da house. Yo!
At first, layan je, even semua lagu homputih dia tak adolah den kenal. Hhahahhah...
Hape-hape jer kan perangai.
Lagu malay dia, terukir di bintang satu tu jer tahunya.
Joget-joget lambak la dengan my friend atas kerusi situ.
Goyang bahu kiri ke kanan, tangan ke atas, senyum sengsorang. 
Pastu gelak atas kelarian lirik.
Huhuhuuu. Biasa nih semua.

I enjoyed. And i'm happy. 
Masa time nak cabut around 10 pm. Betul-betul kat luar stadium. Ada fireworks.
Yang banyak.
So, memang right time.
Hahahha...
Then, dalam masa yang asama , berlari ke LRT.
Sebab besoknya kena bangun pukul empat pagi untuk volunteer program kat Klcc. 

Then sampai kat Ampang Park LRT malam tuh,
Rupanya my friend salah beli token.
Ke ampang sana.
Huh,
Whatever. On uber apps please.

Monday, October 02, 2017

Perangai mereka

Assalamualaikum.

I donno apa masalah yang melanda in my department right now. 
Something not right, duh.
Me yang memang try the best, tak suka buat problema pun kena sound dua tiga kali sehari.
My colleague datang, ada tanya soalan. 
Are you happy working here?
... soalan membunuh apakah ini... 

Adakah ini masanya untuk move on with your work?
Is it?

So, membuatkan nak pergi kerja pon rasa cam tak excited dah cam dulu.
Macam myself, my family jauh kat Johor.
Then, this place yang i called so colleagues or friends adalah i treat as a family member.
Sebab boleh dikatakan everyday kena ngadap muka diorang.
Take care each others lah.
Bila perangai sorang-sorang pon cam cipan.
Nak built a family feeling pon fikir dua tiga kali.

As kerja teamwork kita memang lah kena ada tolak ansur.
Sometimes kawan kita punya kerja tak perfect mana, untuk kita yg memang super perfect.
Apa salahnya buat untuk dia. On behalf.
Or kalau malas, tegur lah cara baik.
Cara kawan-kawan.
Bukan cara stranger to stronger.
Ayat buat nak gaduh bertumbuk.
Sarcastic penuh.

Sebab apa yang keluar daripada mulut kita melambangkan penampilan sebenar kita.
Pedih tahu tak.
Bila kena kat someone yang sentitip like me.
But...
I just fikir positif untuk dia.
Forgiveness is the best.

Maybe she had a bad week.
I donno.
Sebab after few discussion dengan kengkawan lain.
I thought she hate me.
But rupanya, diorang pon kena sound sama.
So, yeah. Perempuan.
Hormone imbalance. 
Not gonna fight with it.

Sepatutnya she as a older one. Tak patut terikut dengan perasaan.
Nak cakap benda ni semua pon. Semua dah besar, matured enough.
Ada anak bini laki. Than us some yang masih single.
Mesti management korang more A+++ for sure. Tapi nampaknya vise versa.
Geleng kepala jela.

Pastu sekli lagi, ayat-ayat sarcastic tolonglah dilupuskan. Tak elok kot nak dengar.
Tak puas hati, cakap.
Nak gaduh nak lepas geram face to face.
Biar settle semuanya.
Biar tak adalah sesi ngumpat umpatan di balik tiang yang mengumpul dosa.
Subhanallah.

I pray everything will go back to normal.
As a happy colleagues.
No backstab.
No fight.
No masam muka.
Help each other.
Support and respect!

= )

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