Cameroon Highlands

Assalamualaikum.

Last Saturday, memang berderet case,
Aku dah geleng kepala...
Tapi, aku try stay cool dan doa banyak-banyak that case in my list habis on time.
And Alhamdulillah...
With Allah blessing,
Nearly finished, someone replaced me.
O thank you so much my friend.
Rasa nak buat pom-pom dance.
Sebab happy tak terkira.

Tak fikir banyak, aku terus solat jamak Zohor and Asar.
Pack my bag and all things,
Aku ambil shuttle van, drop kat LRT Ampang Park.
From there, aku stop kat KL Central.
Ada half an hour before boarding, aku sempat grab KFC Snacker box.
Gila lapar.

Then, sharp 04:00 pm ques masuk ETS...
Make myself comfortable.
And ready to take a nap.
Hhahhhahaa...
Perut dah kenyang kan.
Terabai jap three books yang aku beli tepi ETS waiting space.
Like i care.

Aku terbangun pon sebab nak update my location kat my sister.
Adik perempuan aku pon boarding same time but her from Perlis.
So, we decided to meet at ETS Tapah Road.
Aku arrived around 06:35 pm.
And her at 08:30pm.
Then we together took our dinner.
Awal tidur malam tuh sebab penat.

Tomorrow morning after Subuh, we started our journey.
And mid perjalanan, perut memasing dah kruk-kruk-kruk.
Tambah dengan jalannya yang berlingkar liuk.
Bagi yang was-was korang mabuk tak, just standby your own plastic bag.
Nasib we all stay cool dan takde yang muntah.
Fuh.
So, my sister took out her bread sausage roll with eggs.
Alas perut kejap and continue our plan.

First stop, i'm not sure where this place called.
But it's someone tea plantation.
Tepi-tepi lereng bukit tuh jer.
Dia punya scenery memang ohsem.
And we decided to eat our proper breakfast here.
Cer imagine... makan bihun goreng.
Depan tea plantation yang menghijau, tepi-tepi tu pokok bunga yang ada macam-macam colour and tambah sikit sinar-sinar matahari dan angin yang suam-suma kuku.
Heaven!

Pastu naik atas lagi, kami jumpa tea factory process.
My younger sister dah siap ques excitedly.
Tapi cancelled nak masuk sebab my older sister nak pergi tempat lain.
Whatever.

Next pit stop adalah another tea plantation.
Called Cameroon Valley.
Compare to previous place, i like sana lagi.
Sebab memang tak ada orang pon.
And it's free.
If sini, lots of local and foreigner.
And you have to paid RM 2.00 per head for their wristband entry.
And if korang tak nak masuk pon tak rugi actually.
Jimat tenaga nak berjalan jauh.
Kat luar tu pon ada barang souvenir boleh beli and nak snap pict lawa-lawa pon ok jer.

Muka control macho.

After that, we're planned to go to strawberry farm.
And like it's a wrong way.
Because kena tempuh traffic jam about freaking three hour to reach there.
Oh no.
Why, why?

Because of that, kami sempat makan another bekal bihun goreng.
And tak tahu nak buat apa, aku tidur balik.
Bukak mata jer... baru sejengkal geraknya.
Allahuakhbar!
Stress. Stress. Stress.
Pastu nampak payung pasar yang besar tak jauh daripada situ.
My younger and i pon ada idea best.
After clear, we together jump out from the car.
And beli sebanyak makanan yang boleh.
Hahhahah...
Puas beli kami patah balik, carik our car and sambung makan reramai.

Sampai strawberry farm.
Kami ada dua choice.
Nak diorang petikkan strawberry or petik sendrik.
Eh, of course kami nak rasai experience pick our own strawberry...
Tapi sebenarnya... if korang nak tahu.
Farm yang korang akan petik.
Dia punya strawberry kecik sikit compare dengan strawberry yang diorang petikkan.
Nampak tak permainannya di situ.
Tapi whatever la kan.

Si Peah nih semua strawberry yang dia jumpa, dia cabut. Kena control lah.
Mau botak farm owner nih.
Gunting kat tangan dia gi gunting daun strawberry tu. Haiya.
Pening la layan ini budak.

Kat sini, kami sempat makan lagi.
Memang makan jela kerjanya.
And makanan dia, officially aku boleh cakap not so sedap.
Sorry guys.

Pastu kami on the way ke hotel.
Dalam perjalanan, kami jumpa another like pasar looks.
Sini, strawberry yang diorang jual more cheaper.
And besar-besar.
Five big paket, RM 25.00...
Compare dekat strawberry farm. One big packet, RM 25.00...
And all corn and those keledek yang manis-manis pon sangat murah.
Vegetables pon ada yang boleh dapat one packet, RM 1.00...
Fuyooo...
Ada kerja kosong tak sini uncle... cam best jer.

Kami pon lengkapkan all pesanan jagung mutiara or strawberry part.
Setelah kami laksanakan.
Smabung lagi tempuh traffic jam and baru nampak sign board hotel.
Yeah!

Sampai hotel, kami solat jamak and all night long my younger sister and i malas keluar.
We just stay at our room and menikmati tea yang pihak hotel provided.
With some popcorn.
And their free wifi.
Hehheehhe...

This place memang sejuk sangat-sangat.
Floor dia pon sama sejuk.
Luckily i bring my sweater.
But no socks.
Poor me.

Bangun pagi tuh rasa keras kejung.
Air dia pon lambat panas.
Sebab too cold.
I don't want to stay here.
Cancel my request nak kerja dengan uncle sayur tuh.
I can't.

Selesai solat Subuh kami gerak balik.
Too cold to stay here.
No lah, actually we rush because my younger sister ETS ticket is at 11:00 am.
So, make sure it's on time.
And kami nak elak traffic jam there.
Tak sanggup!

I returned back to KL on the next day.
Tuesday morning and arrived around 10:15 am.
Memang lambat gila masuk kerja.
Tapi aku dah informed person in charge.
So kept safe.

Some tip yang aku nak kongsi yang bagi aku most important are, jangan pergi Cameroon time cuti!
Full-stop.
Cuti yang rakyat Malaysia akan ramai-ramai naik sini gak.
Mood korang nak jalan-jalan memang akan spoil.
That's all.

And if korang rajin masak macam my sister, kol 02:00 pagi goreng bihun.
Memang hidup dan perut korang akan sentiasa happy.
Cameroon adalah tempat pelancongan yang setiap tempat banyak jaraknya.
So every bekalan yang korang bawak even ubi kayu cecah sambal ikan bilis pon akan sedap.
Sebab korang akan always hungry.
Or itu hanya focus to me?
Duh.

Orait, bye!
Happy holiday.

FRIENDS: Akak Nida

Assalamualaikum.

Dua hari lepas, aku telah kehilangan my best colleague ever.
Akak nih, aku panggil Akak Nida.
Dia memang sempoi.
Gila.
Gila pon tak sempoi cam dia.
Aku rasa aku boleh kutuk lebih-lebih kot, sebab bukan akak tu baca blog aku pon.
Blog aku kan private.
Evil smile.
Hehhehehe...

Akak tuh leaving atas sebab family things.
If aku in her shoes pon aku akan buat benda yang sama.
Family first!
Nak halang or bagi komen lelebih, not good la kan.
Kesian pulak.
Biarlah dia kept her own decision.
Kita as a friend just give her best wishes.

Akak ni banyak tolong aku.
Banyak ilmu saka ehh, bukan... ilmu, skills untuk aku tak boring ngadap muka surgeon hari-hari.
Aku memang 'zero' kot masa mula-mula masuk sini.
Yelah change job duty.
So, cilok-cilok, cekau-cekau la ilmu siapa yang sudi bagi.
Antara yang pemurah ilmu, cam akak ni la.
Mekasih kak.
Kau memang ohsem.

Akak ni suka main beskal kat Taman Tasik Titiwangsa.
Tu hobi pelik dia yang aku perasan.
Asal dapat pegang beskal jer,
Senyum macam dapat Lamborghini sebijik.
Asal dapat tengok orang men beskal jer,
Tengok macam Ferrari lalu.
Haish, suka ati kau la kak.
Asal kau bahagia.

Lagi, akak ni jenis hantu durian.
Aku bukan big fan sangat lah kat si durian.
Tapi if ajak... aku makan.
Aku ohkey jer.
No probs.
Join sekaki gak.

Dan akak nih la antara manusia paling rajin anta aku balik.
After aku bersara jap daripada nek moto.
Ajak aku kuar makan lah.
Belanja makan kengkadang.
Aku segan gak la sekejap.
Bab nih aku terhutang budi banyak kat dia.

Other things, if aku tak sihat sikit.
Akak ni la rajin gi tanya kabo...potong buah orange bagi aku makan.
Even aku bukanlah minat benda masam-masam nih.
Tapi aku telan gak la.
Sebab aku hargai usaha dia.

Anyway, disebabkan aku post call hari tuh.
A day before, aku sempatlah patahkan kaki merayap carik some hadiah untuk dia.
Banyak suggestion actually aku mintak daripada mereka-mereka yang terpilih...
Tapi aku modified ikut tekak sendirik,
So, akhirnya aku beli Adidas bag sac untuk dia.
Kaler biru putih.
Tak la mahai mana...
Just nice.

Sebab aku beli bag tuh adalah,
Aku pikir if akak nih tak sudi accept my gift...
Dia boleh bagi kat anak dia yang dua orang lelaki tuh.
At least diorang akan guna as simpan sport things.
Gila pondan lah if seseorang lelaki tuh tak minat bag yang aku pilih, kan.
Lagi, boleh gunakan... isi apa-apa yang simple as travel bag.
Or boleh letak barang-barang antik and simpan dalam muzium kat dalam rumah ker kan.

Nasib baik, masa aku bagi gift tu akak tu bagi ayat yang sejuk hati aku dengar.
Nak buat bag bekal ke tempat kerja baru nanti.
Alololo, so sweet!
Nanti time makan tuh ingat-ingatlah aku kat sini yer kak.
Jangan melantak lebih-lebih plak.
Bukan kata nak slim-slim ker.
Ops!

Macam panjang berjela plak aku menaip.
Macamlah akak tu pindah kat Afrika nun gayanya.
Ipoh jer kot.
Naik ETS, dua jam jer.
Drama jer lebih.

BTW, aku doakan Akak Nida akan always happy.
Always sempoi macam sekarang dan selamanya.
Kept spirit as a strong women.
Moga Allah berkati hidupnya include keluarga kecik dan keluarga besarnya juga.
Allah tetapkan jiwanya sentiasa dalam iman.
Allah sayangi dia setiap saat.
Dan,
Allah cepatkannya dapat jodoh, and cepat kahwin...ehhh.
Hehhehe..

Halalkan lah makan minum antara kita.
Segala hutang if ada.
Minta maaf andai ada tercalit perasaaan or tersinggung.
Tergumpat mana-mana.
Terkasar ker.
And,
Always remeber...
I love you kak!
Thanks for everything.
= )

Little mystery!

Attention to all muslimah,
My dear friends i know and far away...
 Here the best answer for our aurah project.
If someone argue with you about why are you want to cover yourself.
Kept yourself not in shape rather fit clothes.

Give this words for out loud.
They deserved that.
Little mystery is so elegant in their own meaning oh key.

Kept your dignity high for your Creator.
And aurah for your husband only.
= )
Best buddy!

Mulut orang

Assalamualaikum.

Since aku kerja at tempat yang aku kerja sekarang.
Lots thing aku belajar.
Banyak lah.
Tak terkira.
Malas nak share benda pelik-pelik.
Tapi de top paling interesting aku nak chit chat adalah pasal...
Mulut orang.

Nih first tempat kerja yang aku rasa kebanyakan mulut colleague yang tak ada insurance.
Diorang punya laser in bab sindir menyindir,
Termasuk lagi tambah perasa dalam hal talam dua muka,
And those negative side memang out gila!
Aku pon kadang-kadang if diorang dah start bukak mulut.
Aku cam... anyone can help me outta here?
Hello.
Hello.
Anyone.

Kejam cara diorang makan darah daging sendiri.
Laki ker perempuan.
Sama jo hah.
Try nak elak, tapi itulah...
Susah.
Syaitan campur saka masing-masing.
Bergabung.
Meletup aku punya benteng iman.

Defender aku pon bukan kuat.
Senipis kulit bawang sebab baru belajar cara nak dekatkan diri pada Allah.
Sometime, ada tuh lagi evil sindir depan-depan.
Rasa macam nak makan meja sebelah.
Or makan kat bawah meja.
Secure kot lagi.
Atau pon siap-siap makan, blah.
Paling biasa aku buat, layan phone.
Aku bukaklah youtube cara masak nasik ker.
Boleh tampal-tampal sikit skill.

Pernah tegur, kena batang hidung sendirik.
Cakaplah kita ni junior tak tahu apa-apa.
Nak kena buli selalu.
Tak pandai jaga dirilah.
Pot-pet-pot-pet.
Panjang berjela tembakan rambangnya tuh.
Sigh.

Tula sebab aku lagi suka berdiam diri.
Silent is better solution sometimes.
Banyak cakap, lagi banyak dosa terkumpul.
If tak tahan.
Keluar gak la. Join sikit-sikit.
Tapi if boleh tahan.
Aku tahanlah.

Buat apa bukak aib orang.
Tak baik.
Macam ibarat orang tuh terselak kain sikit.
Kita tolong selak sampai peha.
Makin memburukkan keadaan.
Gitulah maksudnya.
If kita tak nak orang buat kat kita.
Janganlah buat kat orang.
What goes around come around.
Remember that.

Dan sebab mulut orang jugaklah aku left group What's app my department.
Sebab hal ini semualah.
Nasib aku cepat tersedar.
MasyaAllah.

Kadang-kadang kita tak sedar apa yang kita cakap, even like a joke tapi sebenarnya ada hati yang terguris.
Even secalit.
If lupa nak minta maaf.
Ajal sampai waktunya.
Dan rugi.
Camner tu?

If you can't stop the wave,
You can learn to surf on it!
If you kept falling...carik hobi lain lah.
= )

Solat: Sujud.

Assalamualaikum,

Seperkara penting yang aku nak kongsi pada kali ini adalah tentang sujud dalam solat.
Sujud,
After Iktidal.
Yang kadang-kadang kita buat sambil lewa.
Nak cepat, lagilah kejap jer dahi tu cecah sejadah.
Dah Tahiyat akhir.
MasyaAllah
Anak saper la tuh.

Aku mengaku, aku pernah buat semua tuh.
Bukan perfect pon diri ini.
Aku share ni pon sebab cam korang, baru nak belajar gak.
Baru merangkak, perbetulkan diri.
Work hard nak capai kehusyukan sebenar dalam menghadap sang Pencipta.
Nak kejar Syurga Allah.

Bla fikir-fikir, rasa nak tampar diri sendiri.
Pastu menangis guling-guling.
Apa yang aku buat selama nih!
Hidup dalam kelalaian.
Nauzubillah min zalik.
Tapi Allah tak pernah putus asa kat aku.
Dia tetap jaga aku.
So, aku boleh cakap... tak ada istilah terlambat untuk berubah.
Hidup must go on, babeh.

Aku tak pandai hujah-hujah panjang jela nak bagi korang faham.
Level aku pon bukan ustazah.
Tapi share benda bermanfaat, aku suka.

Mula-mula... step pertama... kita kena faham apsal kita kena sujud?

First, sedia maklum tu memang rukun sah dalam solat.
Pass.
Second, ikut akulah... sebab bila kita sujud... kita rendahkan darjat kita.
Yang bahawasanya kita adalah hamba.
Hamba yang hina.
Yang lahir atas keizinanNya.
Hamba yang lemah.
Yang mana hanya mengharap belas ikhsanNya.
Dan, Allah itu satu sahaja Pencipta kita.
Semuanya kerana Allah.
Aku pegang prinsip ini.

Pastu, bila dah tanam sifat camtu.
Kita baca ayat pada Pencipta kita waktu sujud.
Apa bacaannya dan maksud disebaliknya.
Faham dan carik maksud tersirat setiap ayat yang disebut.
Biar ianya lahir daripada hati paling dalam...
Yang dok kita ulang dua kali setiap rakaat.
See below.

Allah Maha Tinggi.
Allah atas segala pujian bagiNya.
Sebab itu aku cakap kita ni hamba dan satu yang layak disembah adalah, Allah.
Bagaimana kita nak Allah rahmati, berkati jalan hidup kita...
Bgaimana itulah kita sujud seperti seorang hamba pada tuannya.

Daripada sini Allah ajar kita supaya buang ego, buang sifat riak sesama manuasia.
Kaya mana, jutawan mana, cantik mana dan idola or retis apa ker...
Kita tetap hamba... cuma pada level yang berbeza maybe.
Bergantung pada macam mana perilaku kita harian.
Adakah mengikut aturan yang ditetapkan.
Dosa.
Pahala.
Atau hati kita mati kerana terlalu banyak hal duniawi dikejar.
Malaikat Allah sentiasa mencatat...tiada salah perhitunganNya.

Bacaan sujud antara dua sujud juga perlu diambil kira.
Nih bacaan paling menyentuh hati.
Touching dia menusuk.
Kalau korang faham apa aku cakap lah.
Dan ini bacaan dan maknanya.
See below.

Betul tak aku cakap,
If kita nih bukanlah mother tongue speaking Arab... tapi if kita faham.
Orang Arab pon kalah dalam tahap kesungguhan cara kita kejar Syurga Allah.
InsyaAllah.
Mudah-mudahan.
Satu doa yer tu.

Nak kata aku selalu dapat solat on time, awal waktu tak jugak.
Sebab kadang-kadang azan dah berkumandang.
Bergelumang lagi dengan darah patient.
Case tak siap.
If cuti tuh, barulah dapat on time.
Itulah yang free betul-betul.
Sebab tu if aku free, rasa malas nak kuar.
Sebab if keluar, dapat pulak kawan yang keluar tu tak paham apa tu solat.
Mahu balut diri sendiri dan mereka sekali dengan kain kapan.
Baru tahu mati tu anytime.

If keluar dengan kawan yang faham solat tu penting.
Baru rasa selamat.
Secure.
Best jer.
Hati pon ada senyum.
Hheheh...
Susah nak dapat kawan jenis camni.
Sebab tu la kena pandai pilih.
Macam pilih calon menantu untuk mak ayah,
Ehhh...

Ok lah.
Sikit tu je la aku boleh share.
If aku rajin, aku share lagi setiap part dalam solat.
Selamat beramal semua!
= )

Black is my happy color

Assalamualaikum.

In mood cleaning my room.
I have to use it wisely.
Because rarely i'm in this kind of situation.
And after take out every clothes, to fold it nicely...
And you know what?
I just find out...
Which my collection actually lots in black color.
Than other colors.

Not that i hate it.
But wondering... hitam, eh.
Oh keh.

So,
I have three set of black jubah.
Three types of black skirt.
The long one of course.
And blouse... two only.
Shirt, two also.
Scarf, i have three plain of it.

Included also my black color telekung...
And not to forget, my black Nike sweater!
Nah.
Complete.

Black to me is a safer color.
Always kept me secured.
That's why i think why they have a lot in my collection.
To me,
You can easily mix and match with anything, with this color.
In making it's simple... it's also make you look elegant.
And slim too!

=)
Bye.

Women #QuranHour

Assalamualaikum.

Today, aku akan pergi this special program.
#QuranHour.
Yang previous event aku tak sempat nak join, because of job calling and perempuan issues.
So,
I'm ready to it.
Make my adrenaline rush oh dear organizer sekalian.

Benda ini di adakan dekat PWTC.
Main event dialah, if nak buat kat rumah or dekat kedai mamak or tepi jalan pon boleh actually.
Just spent our an hour precious moment.
Ramai-ramai we recite the Quran.
Sebab main objective untuk bagi kita peringatan untuk jangan lupa baca Quran.
Bukan buat perhiasan dan biarkan ianya berhabuk dalam almari.
Hah, kan dah kena sebijik.

Memandangkan aku super duper free today.
Maybe gak because dah lama tak pergi event agama macam nih sebab sibuk kerja.
To me,
I want to join them all.
Together we dekatkan diri pada Allah.
Alhamdulillah.

I'm not sure to invite others.
Because i donno their heart if they like something like this or not.
Ada tuh, yang mula-mula mention tentang program ni plak ialah a men.
Takkan aku nak ajak dia plak kan.
So, i decide, i will move alone.
No friends, no hal.
Better like this.
And,
I will use public transport maybe.
Because of yesterday incident...

Paling aku excited terkinja-kinja nak pergi, sebab ianya khas untuk women only!
Yeah...
Tak adalah awkward sangat.
If aku pergi sengsorang kan.
Tak adalah kena jaga aurat lebih-lebih jugak.
Feel free, yo.

I pray this event will berjalan lancar.
And i will be there menjadi sebahagian daripadanya
InsyaAllah.
Earn more hidayah and keberkatan because the beautiful of Quran, kalam Allah.
Make me want to recite Quran every-time.
Every second.
And study lots about it.
Aamin.

See you there, girls!
= )

Hayat

Assalamualaikum.

Hari ini aku balik pukul 11 pagi.
After bayar parking tiket, aku pergi naik my motor and nak balik rumah.
Aku lalu jalan yang sama aku lalu hari-hari.
Jalan Tun Razak.
But today that road give me a different chills.
After all.
Kerana,
Aku menghampiri kemalangan.

Serious, aku bawak motor memang in slow speed tengahri tadi.
Mungkin sebab aku tak rush pergi mana-mana.
Then,
Aku follow belakang kereta.
Datang satu motor besar in my back.
Dia pon tunggang slow.
So, kami sebelah menyebelah.
Mungkin sebab tak boleh cilok kot.
Aku cool jela.

And after kereta depan buat turn, belok kanan.
That guy toleh kat aku. Mungkin pelik sebab aku cool jer.
And terus dia pecut.
And then, in slow motion i seen everything clearly.
...

How he langgar lampu merah,
Which aku fikir gila hebat.
But, in a second line... he met with a car.
MasyaAllah.
I'm speechless.

Aku nampak bagaimana motornya berkecai dua, tiga, empat, lima.
And dia tercampak to other side.

Lokasi. tengah-tengah simpang empat dekat LRT Ampang Park.

Aku yang bawak motor memang tak pandang jalan, pandang tempat kejadian jer.
Then, i realize aku terlebih line pejalan kaki yang belang-belang.
If aku tak sedar, aku pon ikut crush sama.
Sebab cross the traffic.
Aku ingat aku nak tolong dia.
Aku ingat aku nak pergi sana.
Block with my motor at least.
I'm scared anyone will tak perasan and langgar dia.
Hurt him.

After my emergency break.
Aku syukur,
Allah masih sayangkan aku.
Then, aku realize... ramai orang stop and tolong that guy.

After tempat tu havoc with all the horn and cars...
I make my move.
And sempat pandang that guy  yang terbaring atas jalan.
And aku istigfar dalam hati.
I don't mind with my menggigil hand.
Those adrenaline rush.
Aku try calm down my mind.
The fastest i can.

After i reaching home.
Aku diselaputi rasa bersalah.
How can i'm do that!
Aku tak tolong anything.
I'm the last person he see.
Am i that bad?
Kenapalah aku no feeling of humanity.
May Allah forgive me.

Bukak pagar, aku terus take a seat and my imagination torture me.
About apa yang aku nampak,
Rewind every second, like a movie in  my mind.
Aku terus message kawan aku.
Because sometime aku blame diri sendirik sebab tak gih tolong anything.
I need luahkan kat someone.
Aku tak nak telefon my emak or ayah, or adik beradik lain... mau diorang banned aku bawak motor.
Then,
I take an hour to settle down.

To that guy.
Kenapalah kau nih benggong sangat gih langgar lampu merah.
Even agak-gak nak looks macho dengan motor beso hang tuh it's not the way.
And if,
Agak-agak nak bunuh diri tu janganlah depan aku.
Haishhhh...
BTW, I pray you're okay.
Meskipun aku rasa confirm patah dua tiga tulang.
Sorry aku tak tolong.
Aku takut, terkedu.
Again, i pray kau fast recover!

Buat penunggang motorsikal lain, jaganlah tiru aksi gini.
Kesian mak ayah korang.
Nak risau pasal korang plak.
Hurm. Hurm.
Sayangi tulang-tulang anda.
Sakit kot kalau patah.
Bye.

Cik Ziqa dan Apiz versi Kacamata

Aku tak tahu mana diorang belajar pandai welfie bagai nih.
Nice gak diorang capture.
Tapi, nih la budak-budak zaman sekarang, senang noh terikut.
Siap bergaya dengan sunglasses semua.
Si akak nih, if bergambo tak tunjuk gigi... tak sah.
Hobi dia la kot.
Muka si Apiz tu dah boleh train jadik part time job.
Anas mana anas?
Kesian Anas selalu kena tinggal.
Oh my nenas.

Aku marah tapi cepat cool

Assalamualaikum,

Dush-dush-dush.
Aku bukannya nak kurang ajar kat my senior, or orang lebih tua daripada aku.
Sebab aku tak suka bila aku ada terbit perasaan camtu.
Syaitan tengah try nak goda aku.
Laga-lagakan sesama manusia.
Tapi bila aku tak tahan, boleh meletus gak.
Nasib aku boleh cool down.

Sebab hari tuh, dah la aku kerja lebih masa daripada sepatutnya.
Aku tolong cover orang yang sepatutnya cover aku.
Tolong kawan, aku kerja jugak.
Sampai lewat malam...
Sanggup cancel my appointment petang tuh.
Tolonglah appreciate what i'm doing.
Please.

Kalau setakat nak datang,
And bila aku bagi kerja, tunjuk muka bad mood kau tu.
And marah-marah aku balik.
Apa kehe?
Nak carik gaduh.
Aku penat gak tahu.
Bukan kau sorang jek.
Tolong ok.
I have my limit.
Respect my feeling.

Benda simple.
Benda boleh bawak bincang.
Buat apa nak gaduh-gaduh?
Ingat kau senior, aku takut.
Aku takaut pada Allah jek la.
Nak balik on time, baliklah. Aku boleh buat semua sendirik kot.
Sengsorang, aku ok jer.
Daripada ngadap muka tak siap hang tuh.

Aman dunia aku sikit.
Lapang dada aku bernafas.
Haish.
Dengan aku senang je nak deal, kalau kau tak suka. Cakap.
Aku tak kesah pon.
Tak payah nak marah aku.
Mak ayah aku pon tak de marah aku.
Sebab aku tak suka orang tinggi suara kat aku.
I don't like that manner.
Cakap baik-baik tak boleh ke.
Haila.

Aku nih dah la masih blaja nak jadi budak baik.
Jauhilah aku daripada sifat hasad dengki dan amarah.
Supaya berkat hidup aku.
Allah pandang aku.
Rahmati aku.
Sebab hari-hari aku tanam niat nak kejar Syurga Allah.
= )

Lelaki nak jadi perempuan

Assalamualaikum,

Post kali ini mungkin menyental hati dan perasaan lah sikit yer.
Maaf kalau ada yang terasa.
Kalau terasa, tercalit luka sikit tuh aku saja buat.
Bagi korang fikir balik jalan yang korang pilih nih.
Maaf sekali lagi if korang tak suka.

Dulu aku masa zaman sekolah, tak sangatlah expose pada benda macam nih.
Satu jer makhluk Tuhan yang aku kenal spesis macam nih,
Jenis laki nak jadik perempuan sangat.
Dia adalah jiran aku, selang dua buah rumah daripada rumah aku.
Sampai sekarang, dia camtu gaklah.
Mak dia penat membebel.
Telinga gajah. Kebal bebelan.

Tapi bila dah start kerja baru aku tau sikit-sikit.
Paling obvious masa aku start masuk kerja kat tempat aku kerja sekarang.
Aku rasa rimas gila.
Mereka ada di mana-mana.
Setiap kali aku nampak diorang aku punya tangan cam karate-do.
Tapi fikir anak orang, aku tahan.
Setiap kalilah tulah aku doa diorang berubah.

Bukan setakat mereka nak jadik macam perempuan.
Tapi perangai, cara berpakaian semua.
Totally berubah.
Tanpa rasa bersalah.
And one thing yang aku nak share...
Ada gak colleague aku, is a gay.
MasyaAllah.
Mengucap panjang bila aku dengar.

Kalau ikutkan hati nak jer aku sembelih hidup-hidup kawan aku tuh.
Siang-siang kulit dia, salai bawah terik matahari.
Baru dia tahu azab dunia kejap.
Sebelum kena azab akhirat.
Dengan partner gay dia sekali...
Apa tak ada benda berfaedah lain ke diorang nih nak buat.
Geleng kepala.
Dunia akhir zaman.

Aku pernahlah usha-usha kat kawan lelaki lain,
Dia nih solat ke... yela, korang nak aspect apa?
Tapi jawapan diorang bagi postif.
Dia still ada gi gak la solat Jumaat semua.
Alhamdulillah.
Ada sinar sikit-sikit kat situ.
Aku rasa dengan bimbingan teguh dan jitu boleh berubah budak nih.

Nasihat aku pada kawan aku dan lelaki luar sana yang jenis nak sangat jadi perempuan.
Aku nak nasihat sikit.
Apa best sangatlah korang nak jadi perempuan nih?
Cer bagitau aku hati ke hati.
Aku rasa jadik lelaki lagi the best kot.
Janganlah korang ubah ciptaan Allah.
Dah molek tersusun Allah cipta hang lelaki.
Apa bird-bird korang kecik sangat ke sampai tak nak jadik lelaki.
Hah. cakap-cakap.

Aku yang perempuan if diberi choice baik jadi lelaki.
Boleh jadi imam.
Jadik ketua keluarga.
Jadik pemimpin.
Banyak pahala boleh collect.
Kalau nak gi travel obersi, nak ke Mekah pon on the spot boleh gih.
Esok bayar, lusa fly.
Every year aku pergi kalau camtu.
Heaven.
Tak cam perempuan...kena tunggu mahram lah. Tak safety lah. Blah, Blah. Blah.

Lagi satu, mungkin korang fikir, jadik perempuan boleh melawa.
Nak pakai make up, mascara, blusher bagai?
Weh, aku yang perempuan nih pon tak drawing my face lah dengan tuh semua.
Rimas kot.
BTW, aku allergic pon.
Conteng-conteng. Pastu nak maintain...touch up lagi.
Pastu balik rumah nak kena clear face lagi.
Kalu tak jeragat!
Wasting time, duh.
Mungkin daripada buat semua tuh korang dah boleh buat order Pizza dan siap makan depan TV lagi.
Tak yah lah buat benda pelik-pelik oi.

Kalau korang rasa high heels tu seronok.
Aku rasa kalau kaki korang ter-pe-ot, terpelesok lagi fun kot.
Sakit tuh.
Pakai all day long.
Aku lagi suka sneaker or kasut flat.
My fav.
Boleh lari-lari.
Kan exercise tuh. Boleh slim-slim.

Dah-dah, korang jangan gedik nak tukar-tukar.
Percayalah, korang gih tengok cermin, even muka korang macam muka pecah rumah.
Korang tetap handsome.
Kalau roomate cakap korang berangan jek lebih.
Cakap, aku yang cakap korang memang handsome.
Lelaki pakai T-shirt renyuk-renyuk, jeans simple with cap or without cap pon molek.
Tak yah coat and tie.. segala.
Malaysia panas kot.

Okeh.
Harap apa yang aku membebel atas tu beri korang sedikit kesedaran.
Nak berubah memang susah.
Tapi if korang fikir korang berubah untuk diri sendiri.
Untuk family korang.
Untuk aku? Ehh...
Dan especially untuk Pencipta korang. Korang akan rasa apa korang buat tu betul.
Take your time to think dalam-dalam.
Take much step if you want.
Asal korang berubah.
Peace.
= )

Syaitan. Korang baca surah An-nas dan tafsirnya if korang nak tahu apa aku cakapkan nih.
Semoga apa yang korang buat sentiasa dibawah rahmatNya.
Salam.
Bro!

Lepas nih, turn aku

Assalamualaikum,

Masa raya Aidiladha yang baru berlalu, kakak aku tetiba send gambar yang buat aku...
Terkesima.
Terkedu.
Terpaku.

Hantar gambar dia tengah sarung cincin.

Aku cam,
Ingat sweet?
Dah la tak dijemputnya.
Aku ingat pulak dia tunang...
Yelah, sebab dalam banyak-banyak family member bila bab diorang tunang aku lah yang ketinggalan.
Tup-tup, cakap dah jadik tunangan orang.
Atas-atas aku semua cam tuh.

So, bila dia cakap merisik jer.
Aku tak puas pulak.
Napa tak kahwin terus.
Tak yoh nak merisik-risik bagai.
Lelaki tu kenal dah kot mak ayah aku, kakak aku single and available tu lagilah dia tahu.
Sebab adik aku bagitau mereka dah pernah jumpa.
Ni zaman bila mereka jumpa pon aku tak pasti.

Lagi nak merisik akak aku tu dah ada orang punya belum.
Eh, pelik lah.
Apa motif merisik pon aku tak tahulah.
Maybe nak merapatkan lagi silaturrahim agaknya lah.
Whatever la kan.
Patutlah adik aku cakap, kakak aku kemain rajin masak time raya tuh.
Start petang raya sampai pagi raya... dia yang tak senang duduk.
Ada cincin di balik ketupat rupanya.
Hhehheh....

Aiseh, cute betul kakak aku sorang nih.

Apa-apa pon tahniah kakak ku.
Moga-moga semua berjalan lancar dengan hendaknya.
Dan aku doa semuanya mendapat barakah daripadaNya.

Aku suka kakak aku yang nih, dia nih even sensetip banyak.
Tapi banyak tolong mak ayah.
Dialah paling banyak jasa.
Mekasih kak.
Ko memang baik hati.
Bertuah laki tu dapat hang.
Laki tuh kalo tak hargai kau. Aku sekeh-sekeh kepala dia.

Bila dah gini... aku nampaknya kena carik sorang la pulak.
Sebab lepas nih, turn aku!
Huhuhuu.
Seriau la pulak,
Mana aku nak rembat anak teruna orang nih.
Manak aku nak cekau?

Kakak aku tanya tak kan tak ada calon...
Calon tu berlambak kakak ku oi.
Sebab adik korang nih banyak admire nyer.
Even tak molek maner.
Yang aku rasa sedap mata memandang, sejuk hati dengan perangai diorang tu lari tajuk daripada isi.
Ada tu kalau aku dengan dia. Haru.
Boleh tercetus perang dunia ke-3, 4, 5, 6, 7...semua.
Kawan aku cakap itulah alam perkahwinan nanti.
Aku rasa bukan alam perkahwinan dah, alam barzah dah tu.

Kalo susah sangat, mana tau mak ayah aku tetiba soh aku carik kahwin esok lusa ke kan.
Sama date dengan kakak aku yang baru kena risik tu kan.
Tak ke naya gak aku time tuh.
Dibuatnya betul mereka akan buat serangan mengejut kat aku.
Aku rasa, aku akan ajak la sesiapa aku kenal kahwin.
Hahhahhaa...
Diorang tak nak.
Aku paksa.
Kalau diorang tak nak gak, aku sendirik yang gi pinang.
Aku paksa mak ayah dia.
Ada ke gitu?

Korang doalah rezeki jodoh aku tu makin dekat.
Dan that man can make me like a queen.
Hohhohooo.
Boleh aku post sambil senyum hari-hari.
Ehhh....

Okeyla, Bye semua.

Sungguh-sungguh aku doa.
Aamin.

Siapa bagi hadiah kali ini?

Assalamualaikum.

If korang follow aku punya blog.

Mesti korang sedia maklum yang lately aku ada post pasal some hadiah aku dapat.

Tak adelah aku nak menunjuk.

But, because nih adalah my personal blog.

AKA diaries versi technology to me.

So, aku can wrote anything i want.

And disebabkan hadiah jugak.

I received some mysterious hadiah lain.

Jeng-jeng-jeng...

In my department, we have our own box.

Mine is red colour.

So, inside that nothing much yang aku simpan.

Some cornflakes, stand by in case lapar in between case.

And balang milk yang kalau rajin aku minum.

If tak rajin prepare, aku sanggup minum plain water pagi-pagi.

So, nak dijadikan cerita... ianya telah bertukar menjadi box Santa clause.

Magic tak magic.

Kenapa aku cakap box Santa clause sebab , i have found something yang bukan milik aku.

Yang betambah dari hari ke hari.

Pelik.

Bukan pelik, 

Tapi memang pelik.

One, aku dapat buku. Islamic type. Tebal tu, like medium lah.

And terbaru pagi tadi... I think it's power bank?

Donno.

Because i only seen the label wrote there something like megawatt.

Aku tak berani open.

Sebab it's not mine.

That book pon aku tak berani baca even nampak menarik.

No note or card that label itu aku punya.

Nothing.

Nada.

Because of this, korang mungkin cakap ambil jela.

Tapi, aku bukan jenis camtu.

Things yang bukan milik aku.

Aku tak ambil.

Aku tak marah pon tuan punya barang.

Just it's freaking scary!

I hope tuan barang can give me some clue cakap lah nak tumpang ke apa ke.

Or whatever float the boat.

Anyhow... because of this situation jugak.

I think it's a time for me to clear out my box and put inside my locker.

And that thing i will place dekat bekas tempat box aku.

Harap owner barang will perasan and ambil dia punya barang balik.

Tolonglah ambil balik.

Please.

This thing aku akan buat this coming Monday.

Masuk kerja, i will kemas my thing and do what ever needed as be plan.

So, will update with korang the result.

In the next post.

Tuan punya barang akan take it back or those item terbiar camtu.

If like that, i have to take extra mile.

Aku akan derma pada yang berkenaan, yang nak.

Barang free, siapa tak nak.

Kan?

So, bye for now.

Aku doa tuan punya barang akan ambil la balik barang dia.
Kesian barang tuh, owner dia tinggalkan.
Aku faham perasaan barang tu.
Sedih kena tinggal dalam box. 

Reason to help people

Assalamualaikum.

It's hard for me not to help someone in need.
Seriously, i can't simply say no.
Like the heartless person.
I can't.
It's like they put a hope in me.
And how can i let down that wish.
Jeeezzz...

Some may said, i'm too kind.
Too stupid.
Too weak.
Not think for myself before others.
But, how?
I just can't said .... no.
Or sorry, i can't help you.
No.
Is not so me.

Because base in my religion... there is no reason to help people.
Allah sent them to me, to try myself whether we take that challenge or not.
Whether i pass the exam or i be ignore it.
....

Not everything i help them,
For me, as long as i can  help, i will.
I tried my best.
Even i'm so tired at that time.

May Allah bless us and help smoothing our way.
Aamin.

Cerita Raya Aidiladha lagi

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha daripada kami!
Cik Ziqa, Apis and the cute dedemok Anas.
= )

Anas kena buli dengan kakak dia. Tapi yang selalu buli dia ialah si abangnya, Apis.
Tapi Anas jenis cool. Muka dia pon cool. Dia tak nanges.
Tengok, mainan kena rembat. Main dengan plastic pasar pon still cool.
Siap pose senyum lagi.
Sebab tu, Anas is my fav.

Telekung Siti Khadijah

Assalamualaikum,

Telekung Siti Khadijah.
Dulu pernah la gak dengar-dengar, level-level Bella Ammara semua.
Tapi cam tak la amik port.
Sebab you know me, all branded items...i tak suka sangat.
Mesti korang kutuk cakap,
Habis tuh Adidas shirt, Adidas bag, Nike sweater and all those tuh tak branded ker...
Memang lah tapi, I'm the one bukan jenis yang die-hard-fan to it.
Gitulah.
Okeh.

Sebab bila sebut pasai telekung.
So far my telekung yang most favorite is from my brother,
He bought it from Indonesia masa kursus.
About three or four years ago.
I used that sampai dah bertahi lalat kat area bawah muka.
Huhuhuu...
Then, i changed, beli murah kat Times Square.
Warna hitam.
Pelik gak kenapa aku pilih hitam sebenarnya.
Hahhahha....

And telekung tempat kerja, beli from kawan yang kerja kat Sime Darby.
Peach colour with small flowers.
Itu pun tak do la mahai mana.
Murah jer.
Harga kawan-kawan.

So, bila dapat telekung mahai nih.
Rasa ishhh, cam tak cayer jer, dapat free telekung ratus-ratus nih.
Even dia cakap dia beli borong murah tepi jalan.
Nak pakai, tak boleh, so dia bagi la kat aku.
Yer la tuh.

This telekung is a present from my colleague.
Dia memang suka bagi hadiah.
Tak tahulah kat orang lain pun gitu.
Mungkin hobi dia lah kot.

Masa tahun lepas dia ada bagi shawal hijau lumut,
Nih dia bagi after balik travel obersi. Tak ingat plak dia gi ane time tu.

This one, aku guna sekejap pastu bagi kat orang lain.
Selamat dah.
Time aku bagi, aku inform lah... cakap aku dah derma.
Dia tak marah.
Tak tahulah dalam diam dia dendam kat aku.

Next, dia ada bagi shawal gak.
Akhir bulan May tahun nih.
Warna coklat.
Dia cakap, alas meja rumah dia ada lebih.

Menarik gila ayat.

Korek-korek, mengaku tok aku, as nurses day gift.
Kuang-kuang-kuang.
Aku on off la pakai.
Match outfit aku pakai. Tak match, aku lipat kemas-kemas simpan masuk bag tudung balik.

And terbaru, dia suh aku angkat barang dia yang satu bag besar.
Cer imagine aku dah lawa-lawa nak dengar talk kat Auditorium di suruh angkat barang.
Ishhh, tak gentleman langsung.
Dah dia suh angkut, aku tolong lah.
Kang tak tolong, nanges pulak kat tepi korridor.
Hahhha...
Sambil mengangkut, aku busy body la tengok-tengok, bukak-bukak apa dia beli.
Aku yang pempuan pon tak minat dengan all this, dia pulak lebih-lebih.
Pelik betul.

Sampai kereta, aku campak kat seat belakang.
Habis berterabur semua.
Hahhaha,
Itu no manner ae.
Sebetulnya, aku ikat cantik-cantik and letak elok-elok kat seat belekang tuh.
Even keretanya macam tongkang pecah.
Haiya.

Pastu, dia hulur satu bag merah kecik,
Aku cam, ko dah kenapa...
Dia cakap upah.
Aku cakap tak nak, aku ikhlas tolong. No hal lah... ada muka aku nih cop jenis suka paw orang ker.
Aku cakap tak nak and tutup pintu kereta.
Ish dia nih.
Pastu dia lama kat dalam kereta, merajuk kot.
Sentap?
Ada aku kesah.

Pastu, dia cakap soh tolong dia pegang barang.
Ish mamat nih.
Dah la lambat nak dengar talk, boleh buat drama kat parking lot plak.
Dia hulur balik bag tadi.
Aku cakap, aku tolong pegang, Sambil letak atas kereta dia. Kotor tak kotor.
Dia kemas-kemas, aku hulur bag kecik tu balik.
Dia cakap soh amik.
Eh-eh.
Last, last aku amik jek la.
Sebab dia mula bagi ayat...  kesian kami, penat beli.

Terima kasihlah dear.
Aku sebenarnya malas nak accept, yer la dia punyalah bagi aku macam-macam.
Aku satu benda pon tak ada bagi.
Lagi aku ada pinjam barang dia adalah, paling aku suka.
Pinjam power bank buruk dia tuh.
Sebab aku punya dah rosak.
Hhahahha....

Anyway, lagipun telekung nih putih suci.
Kemain susah tuh nak jaga.
Mau jadik balik macam abang aku punya telekung dulu.
Bukan Telekung Siti Khadijah dah, Telekung Siti Temah nanti.
That's why.

Apa pun,
Terima kasih sekali lagi.
Ada rezeki bagi lagi.
Ehhh...

Tak pakai lagi telekung nih, tengah nak fikir buat untuk travel telekung.
Sebab nampak light telekung nih.
So, tengah nak carik bag telekung yang cute for this.
Or changed any telekung yang ada,
Either one lah.

Sebab tak tahu  nak menyelit mana telekung nih, aku pernah usha nak bagi orang lain.
Yer la, daripada tak digunakan.
Mana tahu if bagi orang, orang lain boleh guna.
Dapat dia pahala awai.
Tapi dia tak bagi, cakap it's meant for me.
Ingat sweet?
Dah aku simpan balik atas luggage.

Nanti aku try ikhtiar guna ASAP.
Kat orang yang bagi nih, mekasih lemon-lemon banyaknya...
Love it so much!
Mahai sangat sampai tak tahu nak selit mana.
Next time beli yang murah-murah jer, tepi jalan macam selalu tuh.
Senang nak jaga.
Hohohooo...
OK, bye!

Apa la aku nak buat kat kau ni yer telekung. Cer kau bagi cadangan sikit kat aku.
Tuan kau nih dah la perangai pelik semacam.
Kalau tak guna gak, mau dia sentap setahun kat aku,
Tapi, aku ingat, kalau susah sangat...
Aku buat hantaran nanti time aku kahwin jelah.
Agak-agak kejam tak?
Hahhahah...
= )

Salam Raya Aidiladha 1437H

Assalamualaikum.

Selamat Raya Haji semua!
Bestlah siapa-siapa yang dok dapat makan sedap-sedap kat kampung tuh.
Jangan lahap sangat.
Sopan sikit adab depan bakal mak mertua.
Lagi satu,
Ingat-ingatlah aku kat sini yang baru habis job duty.
Panda eyes...
Tak adanya make up lawa-lawa,
Even sebenarnya mana ada aku pakai selama nih.
Tapi sebab nak bagi ayat tragis... aku tulis gak.

Lagi menarik siapa dapat gih sembahyang raya.
Doakan aku sekali.
Please.

Buat mak, ayah... anakmu ini bukanlah kuat semangat.
Tapi, so far sedih jelah.
Nanges belom lagi.
Mungkin sebab Raya Aidilfitri lepas aku dah balas dendam balik raya lama.
Seminggu.
So, okeh lah.
Berbaloi.

BTW, Nasib baik my #ootd hari ini ada orang sponsor.
So terubatlah sikit rasa sedih nyer.
Habis kerja, aku plan nak gih beraya rumah orang.
Kengkawan department lain.
Sebab department sendirik diorang dah balik kampung memasing.
Huhuhuuu....
Sabar, sabar, sabar.

Itulah my #ootd from Arab yang aku citer in the previous post. Hadiah daripada ex-colleague.
This black jubah pair with black shawl yang ada lace sikit-sikit hujung nya tuh.
Awesome. Even besar sikit saiznya sebab boleh muat lagi sorang. Hhahahhah... Tapi i like.
Mekasih bebanyak!

Rumah dua orang pengepit kiri kanan hujung-hujung tulah tempat kami beraya. Diorang nih orang KL... So, diorang memang doklah balik kampong.  Atas kesempatan itulah aku dan kawan aku menyelit datang beraya.
Alhamdulillah. Terubat rindu nak menjamu rendang, ayam masak merah di pagi Raya.
Sebak.
Sob...sob...sob.

Nampak tak lauk-lauk atas meja tuh. Semua aku rasa. Rugi tak cuba. Penat diorang masak nak menjamu tetamu.
Dan tetamu itu terdiri daripada kita jugak. So, apalagi. Makanlah! Malu-malu tolak tepi yer.
Interesting part,  kawan aku cakap, nasib pakai jubah. Longgar. So, perut buncit tak nampak.
Hhahah... cover woi, cover.
Anyway guys, Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha 1437H.

Hadiah bulan Zulhijjah 1437H

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah... Ya Allah.
Aku sempat merasai puasa pada awal bulan sebelum perempuan issues datang menyerang.
Aiyak.
Tak dapat nak sambung puasa in the next day until Hari Arafah time.
Huhuhuu.
Tak pe, Allah faham, my niat itu ada.

And my friends punya invited for Quran hour.
This Sunday.
Cannot join maaa...
Plus i'm oncall actually on that day.
Semoga semuanya berjalan dengan lancar, very support to this programme.
Special debakkk for the main organizer and the team.

Masuk main stories, hadiah bulan Zulhijjah.
Taip post pun senyum-senyum.
Aih.

This week aku dapat hadiah from two person.
One from Arab.
And one more from Krabi, Thailand.
Thanks you guys!
Syukur sangat-sangat.

The Arab's ole-ole is from my ex-colleague.
She give me a jubah. Black jubah.
My favorite things ever.
Alhamdulillah.
Tambah collection i.
She also give together with a black scarf with same lace.
Oh-my.... suka sangat.

Aku dah tetapkan this is my #ootd for this coming Raya Haji.
Over tak?
Hahhahah...
Nak picture, i will post that later okeh.
To you, my friends, thank you dear.
Moga lagi murah rezeki dan sentiasa mendapat blessing daripada Allah. Always.
Thanks again.

Katanya sebagai pemangkin semangat aku untuk nak jejak kaki ke bumi Arab.
Fuh.
Memang pon.
Aamin.
Doakan la yer.

And Krabi part is from my friends from other department. A small bag.
With the two little cute elephants.
I already used as my miscellaneous bag in my big bag.
Sangat berguna.
Separate small things.
Love it.
The cekedis, i already ate.
Super yummy.
Thanks dear.

The picture pon in the next post la sebab i nak post benda bawah nih.
Hehheh...
Okay .
Siapa-siapa nak bagi hadiah... dialu-alukan.
I appreciate so much!
Love you all.
Bye.

Salam Zulhijjah semua.

Senyum jangan tak senyum.
Senyum sengsorang pon okeh.
Senyum senget, senyum sinis. O key gak la.
Kalau tak senyumm, mak kau hijauuuu....
= )

Mari pergi Matta fair

Assalamualaikum.

Minggu lepas, Pwtc ada buat event Matta Fair September.
Last diorang buat bulan March masa tuh, tak dapat gih sebab oncall.
But,
This time, even dalam demam and bad flu...
Aku tetap gagahkan diri pergi.

Naper aku excited sangat pergi sini...
Sebab,
My main niat adalah hendak pergi survey Umrah part and islands di Malaysia.
Hehhehhe...
So, pagi ahad yang indah... after basuh baju and sidai baju.
Aku sarung sport shoes and terus naik LRT sana sini sampailah ke depan pintu Pwtc.

Time sampai sana, area pukul 0930.
Itu pun aku beratur panjang jugaklah.
Huish! Rakyat Mesia nih suka buat hobi apa yang i suka. Tak suka tau.

Pass masuk, diorang bagi tag. Bayor RM 4.00.
And akan dapat 1 bag. And all the pamphlet.
Pastu beratur lagi, and masuk sikit. Naik tangga bergerak. Dan beratur lagi.
Pastu dah tak beratur bila masuk pintu, Semua berterabur.
Welcome to Matta fair .

Aku sangat have fun actually,
Aku dapat lots of knowledge tentang tour muslim untuk oversea part.
Insyaallah ada rezeki, aku jejak la kaki kat sana.
Pastu fall in love jap kat abe Umrah yang sudi menjawab bertubi-tubi soalan daripada aku.
Then, aku dapat makan free cotton candy yang dah bertahun tak makan.
Aku datang, tak payah beratur... terus dia bagi.
Besar plak tuh, habis my gigi kena hadam gula yang tinggi tengahri tuh.
Free try baju tradisional Korea, aku tak buat.
Sebab aku tahu, aku dah cukup cute nak try diorng punya baju.

Dan all small gift aku dapat, memang berbaoi pergi.
Worth my RM 4.00 fees.

Siapa cakap i tak cute?
Belon merah peneman sejati yang sempat dirembat.
Hhehehhe...

Results bersesak-sesak daripada apa yang aku dapat tengahri tuh ialah,
5 ticket untuk escape room.
Sorang RM 25.00, aku akan paksa diorang beli and main with me.
Apa nak kisah kan.

Next, aku book Pulau Pemanggil, Lanting resort, Mersing punya tour.
Aku nak try kembangkan paru-paru dan gelapkan kulit plak.
Hahhaha...
Bosan hari-hari mengadap ekon.

Lain-lain, aku just simpan pamplet jek sebab budget.
Kena save maaa...

So, itulah aku punya story.

Antara harta karun yang aku dapat collect kat sana.
= )

Baju kurung Peah

First, Peah will not gonna seen a camera.
That's her style.
Called her model, but she's not one of them.
But, any enquires can direct to her mother... Hhahhah...

Then, baru she will look at the camera.
Hai you all!
And bye.

Tafsser Quran Surrah Al-Fatihah, 1

''My Tafseer Quran Project''

Surrah al Fatihah (The Opening)

Assalamualaikum wbt. 

Bismillah. Today I'm going to do tafseer Quran for surrah Al Fatihah-The first surrah in Quran as same translation ''The Opener'' of the book. Also known as Umm al Kitab-the mother of the book, Ash Shifa'-the cure, Al-Hamd-the praise, and Al Ruqyah-the remedy. It came with seven ayyah and it's Makiyyah. And you can click here for the history of Quran in Bahasa, may it will help us to understand more this surrah. InsyaAllah.

Impportantly, this surrah where Muslims said in every raka'ah prayer, Sahih Ibn Khuzaymah, Prophet Muhammad said, ''There is no prayer for whoever does not recite the Opening of the Book''. Fully look, this surrah determines between Allah-you can see in the upper forth of it and His servants-the last three that referred us. Here the meaning:

1-In the Name of Allah, the Most Compassionate and Most Merciful.

The ''Bismillah'' is in Tasmiyah Classical Arabic where also given to nouns Tasbih-SubhanAllah, Tahmis-Alhamdulillah, Takbir-Allahu Akbar, Tahlil-La ilahaila Allah, and Ta'awwudh-I seek refuge with God from the pelted Stan.

Lesson to learn: Basmallah is legally recommended before you start any action likes do speech, eat something, drink water, take ablution, sexual intercourse and etc. It shows that how polite you're by ask permission from the Creator, Allah, to go on and do ''good deeds''. InsyaAllah, Allah bless in it and please make it a good habits in our life. 

Did you know in Indian subcontinent, Bangladesh and Pakistan they called this Basmallah in shorten for 786? Follow by abjad, this numbers consider of ''lucky'' or ''holy''. But, be cautions because if you're too obsess with it or believe your faith based on the number it will turn like a gambling. 

2-All praise is for Allah, Lord of all worlds.

''Alhamdulillah'' word in this ayyah totally refer about return thanks and praises to someone which is going to or done a good things to you. Which is later specially mentioned ''Ila''-Allah. Who is Allah? ''Rabb''-means God or Lord of ''al-Alam''. The one who control all nations and this universe. 

Lesson to learn: This ayyah teach people to react or reflex in actions of thanks or even praises if someone do something good to you. Its a good habits shows the appreciation in our life, in case of what we received. People who's help you also happy and teach the kids this attitude, then they will be a good manners person. Yeah!

3-The Most Compassionate and Most Merciful and 

''Ar Rahman''-Rahman means gracious in Arabic. This significant of He is Entirely Merciful, no doubt  to all general and by nature. ''Ar Raheem'', refer to Rahma/Rahim (womb) which for all His creator. Then meaning He, Allah, is Especially Merciful to all the believers. 

Lesson to learn: Name of ''Rahman or Rahim'' is beautiful but it is haram to name our child without ''Abdul''-which Abd in Arabic means servants. 

4-Master of the Day of Judgement.

''Malik''-another one of 99 names of Allah mentioned here. This word synonyms as owners, king, rulers and master. Here it refer to the hereafter life, where obviously related from previous ayyah. The One that create human until we're die and return to Him.

Lesson to learn: Many people don't like a word of death, funeral, or even go to grave. It full of sadness and ended of someone life. But opposite in Islam, all Muslim recommended to always remind of death and life after. Then, people would more appreciate life-life is short and avoid sin. Here also the article about remembering death that you should click read. 

5-You ''alone'' we worship and You ''alone'' we ask for help.

All Muslim knows the word ''You alone'' is for Allah, and this truth of knowledge proceed by action of worship. How we do that? In prayer. Then He is Allah the One that all Muslims asked for help in their life and blessing.

Lesson to learn: There are three Level of Faith; Islam, Iman and Ihsan. The word of ''Ihsan'' is the highest form of worship-Muslims responsibilities to achieve the excellence and reach perfection in it. An example through sincerity in prayer, grateful of  life, and also to parents or surround us. 

6-Guide us along the Straight Path.

Again, all Muslim asked for help from Allah for the Straight Path. Here in this ayyah, we wants the physically and inner form of straight. Which likes far from leaving five prayer, do the crime and unfairness, practicing sihr or little unbalanced cares among family or friends or society. 

Lesson to learn: Peoples should have the integrity and humanity to be a human. Allah gives everyone mind to think which is bad and good before do any decision. Don't rushing in everything, take your time and no forced is allowed. Positive vibes only!

7-The path of those you have blessed-not those You are displeased with, or those who are astray.

There are several meaning in this ayyah; we ask again from Allah the cares from sin that mention above. Also the blessing into the heart and soul in every Muslim while living and going through the Sirratul Mustakim, The path that Allah have been please and a light in the end, not somewhere lost in the middle.

Lesson to learn: Allah displeased the community that have action and no knowledge, Nasrani. And Allah hate the community of have knowledge and no action, Yahudi. In my POV, if we don't want to be one of them then study Islam and Quran. Allah's knowledge is so big, dig it while with full effort. This is because the more you know something, the more you know nothing. InsyaAllah, may Allah bless our intention.

Terlibat dalam masalah.

Assalamualaikum.

Minggu lepas, selepas balik daripada Johor.
I'm involved in troublesome.
Yang aku sendiri tidak faham kenapa ianya menjadi suatu disebut masalah.
Di antara rakan sekerja.
Pelik.
Sangat pelik.
Memang pelik.

That's why i don't like any attention.
Sorry to say this.
But... memang betul.
Sebab manusia itu pelik.
Mereka mengganggap semua benda itu adalah masalah.
Yang bagi aku, if you don't want a problem.
Jangan carik masalah.
Let it be that way.

Especially, don't involve me,
Don't drag me along.
Please.
If you see this as a big problem in future, don't sesekali ciptakan ia.
Simple.

This troublesome actually i don't seen that as a problem.
But became a problem to others.
Duh.
Why so complicated!

After this so say problem,
I think it's not my fault.
But, after a while...

Baru aku faham..
Setiap manusia ada cara kehidupannya,
Dan tahap pemikiran yang berbeza.
Itu adalah batasan yang kita semua hadapi.
Maybe this limit things is a sending sign from Allah for us to remembering each others.
Masyaallah,
I realize sekejap that aku may melepasi sedikit batasan itu... dan Allah actually created this problem for me.
Please forgive me Allah.

Terlepas pandang.
Thank you Allah.

What limit that i recall back are...
Allah reminds me of the limit between a men and a women.
The way back of bad and good in mingle around.
Beware of who you trust more when you need time alone.
Friends between married and single men.
Feeling may consider involved.
Take note opinion of others, if that benefit more.

I already minta maaf to all of them.
I hope they forgive me in and out.
Because again this dhunya, society and some friends telah melalaikan aku.
Masyaallah.
I want my old life back.
I have to against any attention.
I hope they understand why i manjauhkan diri.

Only because I want back to my Creator.
They may said, that are they bad enough?
Aku tak kata begitu... just keep the distance. And mencegah lagi baik daripada may this repeat again.
Because i'm too naive too say no.
Please...

I love my friends, So much.
But I love Allah more.
Sorry.
 = )

Even i looks sangat ganas, and not so called ayu to all my friends or colleague department.
Aku masih not memilih kawan...
But believe me, any person who reminds me to fear to Allah is my true companion.
Still haunting one!

Updated about Aryssa Sophea

Maya's 'lil family, my second sister. Her husband, Ijoi and cute one, Peah.
This picture are when they going to Krabi.
Krabiiii...
Not yet be there.
Looks cool.
One fine day.
InsyaAllah

We missed him

Assalamualaikum,

Previously blogging, i wrote that how illness my brother in law are.
On 20th July, after Maghrib time.
We lost him forever.
Inalilla-hi wainailaihi rojiun...
And Al-fatihah to arwah.

First person who called me about the news are my younger sister, Cik Jima.
She cried non stop at that time.
Unpredictable,
I'm not crying, duh.
I already redha actually that evening, when my sister said that her husband oxygen level are at 66%.

But when she told me how worried she are towards the kids.
Cik Ziqa, Hafiz and bambam Anas.
My little tears start to fall.
I quickly pujuk dia how we as a family, always to stay stronger and give more than ever the best support we can.
That's only thing we can do.
And after that, i need my space.

I cannot direct back to Johor that night, because tomorrow i'm oncall.
And i have training programmed in the morning.
Job duty calling....
I can ditch the morning part but it's not fair to involved someone else to cover my oncall.
So, better i do what i can and ASAP cabut from work the next day.

Works... luckily not so busy that night.
And even cleaning trolley pun crying.
Nak makan buka puasa pun tak lalu even ada orang sponsor makan.
But have to stay strong in front of others.
I don;t want them questioning me.

And ,Alhamdulillah my leader understood my condition.
She arranged me to back awal.
I want to go back early because that night, my family arranged Tahlil and Yasin for arwah and included Marhaban.
I took a bus on the spot and arrived around 05:00 pm,
Because of delay one hour actually, Urgh!

Along the driveway home, my heart pumping likes crazy because i have to face the kids in different motive.
And my sister too.

The first person who hug me is Cik Ziqa.
How she told me, that she missed me,
And when i'm alone with her... She said that her father are passed away.
With emotionless.
I reply, is she Ok?
She said, she Ok, but she missed him too sometimes.
And i said, if you missed him, sedekahkan Al fatihah. And remember that I always will be there for her. Not only me, but her atok, nenek and all of us.

I donno, how careless my sister are,
Because imagine how six-years old kids can show you her skills membaca by sijil kematian her own father.
Too sad.

That night, after Isyak, the event started.
Cik Ziqa came to me and said, are this event for her father?
And i said, yes.
I invited her to baca Yasin with me.
She said, she don't know how to read a Yasin.
And i pangku dia di ribaan, and told her to follow me.
She agree with no complaints.
She with me until she felt slept.

I not helping much on that night because i'm also so tired.
Only helping a bit.
The next day, Cik Tira and me bring Cik Ziqa and Hafiz jalan-jalan to the beach!
Because that the only place where arwah (her father) and ours spending most if we want to escape from time.
And they really enjoy this.
Alhamdulillah.

I still remembered one time that he said, he likes to read my blog because a lots of Cik Ziqa stories in here.
And now, i missed one good stalker.
Al-Fatihah.

We always missed you.
= )

I may said to others that i'm OK. Because  a lie is better  than get their attention.
Kita tak tahu how our life tomorrow nor future,
Insyaallah, when i lost him. It's actually ada good hikmah between this.
To bring me back closer to the Creator.

Time alone

Assalamualaikum,

Please pray for my brother in law.

Hayazid bin Hashim.

He's now critically ill,

DIL, death in line condition,

And counting.

May he's only my brother in law, physically, but he likes a brother to us.

When i received a message how serious critical he are.

I cried alone, 

I need a space.

Because i don't want people to know how sad and heart broken i'm.

I took an emergency leave and bought a ticket direct back to Johor.

And straight arrived, my sister pick me and we go to HSA, Hospital Sultanah Aminah.

When my eyes fall to him, i felt sad.

But i tried not to cry.

I tried hard how strong i'm in front of my sister and her mother in law.

They more saddest than me.

Obviously my point weakness is family things.

The next day, early morning... i visited him again before going back to KL.

And when he said he can't see.

My tears start to fall.

I rushing out from the ward.

I can't take it no more.

I cried along from hospital to bus stand.

And when inside the bus.

I took the second last raw seat.

And my tears fall even i tried to stop it.

I think about him, my sister, his family... and the kids.

Cik Ziqa, Hafiz and litlle Anas.

How much can they take it?

He always a heart kind husband and caring father for three kids.

May Allah,

Please give him, my sister, and both family member the strength,

To endure this situation,

And to find the blessing,

And lessons that it contains.

Every prayer, i sent my dua for him.

For my sister.

For her survival present and future life.

Al fatihah.

Bersedekah

Assalamualaikum.

Aku suka dengan perkataan 'bersedekah'/ donation.
Iaitu memberi sesuatu kepada seseorang.
Aku fikir itu adalah sesuatu sifat yang sangat baik.
Maksudnya, yang aku suka sharing what Allah give me with others.
Dengan harapan,
Moga-moga kita sama-sama mendapat rahmatNya.
= )

Starting 2016, aku slowly buat donation more seriously.
Alhamdulillah.
Bila aku terfikir yang, it's only dhunya all this thing.
Where i think when it's too much as per needed,
I tried to give them to someone and want to stay away from it, as i can as soon as possible.
Lagi-lagi jika itu adalah benda melalaikan,
Astagfirullah al azim.

Dhunya,
I want to make it's less drama.
Kept it's simple.
But treasuring in grab more, more and more pahala.
Aku berpegang pada prinsip...
The more i trust Allah, the easier it becomes to be patient.

Some cloths i give away.

Cleaning almari, dengan segala baju, tudung, handbag yang baik elok dan cantik.
Plus the branded tag also.
Especially baju yang aku hanya pakai dua tiga kali then don't want to wear again.
Aku lipat kemas dan packing nicely.
Two big bag aku dapat.
Rezeki mereka.

Give yang kita sayang sangat, rasa kecewa tapi kadang-kadang melepaskan adalah lebih baik.
Kelegaan disitu.
Jaga baik-baik okeh new friends.

My next objective in donation are i want to monthly transfer money for volunteer who menolong para pelarian Syrian,
Dan mereka yang berusaha ke jalan Allah.
That's why i said i like the word of donation.
Thank you Allah for the blessing.
Selamat beramal.

Salam Eid Mubarak 1437H

Assalamualaikum,

Baju, recycle from my bro wedding.
Tudung, sponsored by my sist Jima
Meh dondang lagu raya se-

Salam Hari Raya semua.
Tahun ini, dapat spent my precious cuti Raya yang sangat panjang.
Start daripada 01 July aku sudah cuti.
Wuhuuu... Awesome rasa.
Biar diorang semua buat kerja pulak, queen nak rest!
= )

Anyway, banyak benda yang aku nak citer but try to make it short and simple.

Sepanjang buka puasa, aku involve dalam bidang chef.
Bab-bab kena masak, muka inilah.
The only job yang permanently aku buat sampai raya.
Tak merungut but felt excited sebab one day aku buat diet meals.
With some salmon grill fish with rosemary and black-pepper.
Oglio-o-spaghetti with some prawns.
And potatoes salad with mayonies and boiled eggs!
Tadaaaa....

Alhamdulillah, habes.

Kami juga buat home made cookies.
That tart nenas,
Almond london,
Popia nestum,
Oat chips cookies...
My emak buat ketumpi, tempeyek and maruku bagai.
I like this moments.

Other things, sebut pasal makanan... aku and my sister Tira and adikku Jima..
Kami kena masak juadah Raya.
Aku rasa my emak memang test anak -anak dialah.
But i took that challenge okeh, with bare hand and no risk.
I make the famous daging rendang tok, satay kuah kacang and the only ayam masak merah.
Thanks to google.
My sister buat ketupat, sate and her kuah lodeh.
My adik buat ketupat palas.

We did it!!!
All habis in a day. Jangan tak caya.
Daging rendang tok, fuh. Almost six hours i cooked that foods.
Nasib baik delicious sangat.
So berbaloi.

Benda yang lawak adalah kami cuci tingkap di malam raya.
Sebab memang tak sempat and tak cukup kaki tangan.
So, malam raya lah kami panjat kerusi did the cleaning job.
Best dia adalah sebab sambil cuti boleh tengok bunga api yang berdetum-detum banyaknya.
...
Ayat sedapkan hati.
Hohohooh...

Then, kami juga sempat beraya di Segamat, that second raya.
Met the all cousins and the only grandmother we had.
Try the foumous sup tulang by Aunt Midah.
And heading back KL.

Sampai KL, kami sempat jumpa all folks Rumah Asnaf .
Jumpa di tepi Petron. Sebab diorang tengah on the way gi beraya.
So,
Give some lemang and kerepek raya.
Happy for them.

That weekends, i on-call. Hohohoo. Congrats!
Anyway, selamat hari semua dan maaf zahir batin atas segala-galanya.
= )

Rumah Amal Asnaf Al Barakh (Part 2)

Sambungan Part 1...

Pada hari bersejarah, Kami sedikit lewat sebab angkut barang ke Restoren.
Nasib baik ada orang standby sana.
Fuh.
And mereka bit early, 6:00 pm, mungkin nak elak kesesakan weekend kot.
Ok lah. Five minute later baru kami sampai.

Aku entertain diorang dulu, sembang-sembang dari meja ke maja, layan cara macam adik or anak buah yang jauh di Johor dan Perlis.
Huhuhuu, tapi enjoy actually sebab entertain budak lagi senang daripada orang dewasa.
Aku sendiri agree bab tuh.
Diorang pon mudah mesra.
Smpai penuh pick up line yang aku dapat.
Hahhahha....

So, guest lain pon sampai after 6:45 pm... Diorang pon join team dan make environment happening.
Yeah!
Mingle around everyone.
That's our motto.

I wore simple black jubah with four square peach flowery scarf.
And that's the litlle kid name Akasha. Maroon colour baju Melayu. So nice name duh.
And very cute also, His brother name Norman.
I think his mother mind being manipulated by some Malaysian actor.
Hhehhe...
Abaikan muka depan sekali tuh, dia nak praktis masuk contest tuh.
: )

Masa buka puasa, served them with simple meals,
Kurma and some kuih.
Tapi kelakarnya mereka more likes ABC as the main dish.
What a cute decision.
Hahhaha...

Aku, a cup of mint drink and kurma and some kuih.
I'm okeih.

Dan selepas makan, mereka pergi Solat Magrib dengan dibantu tunjuk arah oleh orang dewasa.
After that we served them with those heavy meals.
Termasuk kambing golek.
Enjoying makan-makan sempat la gi meja ke meja tengok diorang makan.
Sate of course the attractive one.
Me too.
Aku rembat je daripada pinggan bebudak nih.
Hheheh...

Diorang yang malu.
Hahhahah...
Cuteness overloaded!
More pick up line aku dapat gak.

And after perut penuh and around 9,30pm... kami berkumpul reramai. untuk the final session.
Beri ucapan satu dua kata oleh penyelia Rumah Amal.
Dan seterusnya tepuk-tepuk berirama oleh mereka.
I don't have that video.
Tapi sangat energetic dan awesome!
Next time aku nak belajar daripada diorang.

After that, masa untuk beri goodies dan duit raya!
Mereka juga dapat goodies from pemilik kedai,
Thanks Dr Syed and the gang.
So mereka dapat a lot.
Kuih raya too..

A good news yang aku dapat, mereka di jemput sekali lagi untuk majlis buka puasa yang lain.
Pada minggu depan. 25 june, di tempat yang sama.
Rezeki mereka.
Alhamdulillah.
I'm happy for them.

Nih aku tahu saper ajo amek gambar buat muka pelik-pelik.
Diorang pon ikut saja.
Hahhahah...
Yang tak ikut tuh patut give me five.

One story nak selit, masa time part bagi duit raya....
Ada tiga empat budak perempuan cakap satu line cakap, akak nih cute la.
Comel sangat.
Umur berapa.
21 ae.
Hahhahah....
Kembang gila, okeih.
Diorang tak tahu i'm over than that.

And aku ada juga ada one little kid. Dia pakai color purple. Dia jadi my new follower.
Hhahah...
And i like his full smile teeth.
Irfan kot nama dia.
Kawan dia yang bagitau,
Secret admire dalam diam tapi aku tahu dulu.
Just make my day.

After lots of goodies and sempat bungkus makanan untuk diorang, boleh buat sahur.
Kita take picture la kan.
As a memory,
Part wajib okeih.
: )

They here we are!
Thanks everyone.
See you all in the next smile.

One day you will just a memory to some people. Do your best to be a good one.

Thanks also for this.

Nih, akak oncall and the gang baru datang. Diorang tak sempat jumpa anak yatim.
Try delay time but lambat sangat dah.
Sorry guys.

That's all, teman guide diorang sampai naik bas dan said goobye.

Lambai-lambai tangan... sampai bas pergi.

Next, beri all barang yang kami beli pada yang berkenaan,

Just completed our mission.

And big high five to Adnin.

My partner.

We did it bro.

: )

Additional part, 

After balik, sampai rumah dah pon.

Tukar baju, and lepak makan durian and lepak kedai mamak!

Like seriously!

But oh, 

That's my friends....

Rumah Amal Asnaf Al Barakh (Part 1)

Assalamualaikum,

Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah,
Alhamdulillah,
Dipanjatkan kesyukuran kehadrat Allah atas kejayaan menyempurnakan majlis berbuka puasa 1437H yang berlansung semalam.
18 jun 2016...
Segalanya berjalan sangat baik dan lancar.
I'm happy with it, very much...

Mula-mula seminggu sebelum Ramadhan bila open table untuk plan such a big event macam nih...
Rasa, uh no way man... I can't do this.
Aku dan Adnin?
Combination of master plan oleh dua orang?
Untuk 100 guest?
Really impossible untuk handle. Sambil geleng kepala.
Siapa hendak ambil risk?
Mana nak gali untuk segala donation, carik sponsor lagi, beli barang, pengangkutan, carik tempat, aturcara semua...
Like crazy, duh.
But,
I'm, actually we.... make it!!!
Amazing.

Bila masuk hari pertama Ramadhan, kami still 50:50 untuk teruskan. Tapi, bila masuk hari kedua Ramadhan, kami slowly start projek nih.
Tekad.
Berserah.
Apa yang akan jadi, kami tanggung.
And there we are,
Dua minggu to go...

First, aku try minta pertolongan orang yang selalu buat event di department tempat kerja.
Tapi dia tak boleh tolong.
Bit down gak.
Tak putus semangat, aku buat post dan whats-app semua orang yang aku kenal.
Kawan baik or not and tempat kerja lama dan family sekali.
Hehhehe...
Marketing plan.

Mungkin nampak banyak amaun Rm 150 sorang, but banyak reason sebenarnya.
First, obviously untuk cover if ramai tak dapat join.
Second, if ada lebih boleh beli barang untuk keperluan asas mereka.
Third, yang aku suka adalah bila lagi hendak cekau duit diorang supaya dapat buat sedekah. Kan.
Hhehehhe....

So far, aku dapat juga some sponsor.
Termasuk Kak Her untuk all goodies bag.
Thanks la kakak.
I love you.
And kebanyakan hanya beri sumbangan seikhlasnya... sebab diorang ada plan lain or kena kerja.
It's ok.
Dan tiga hari sebelum majlis,
Semua hal atau bayaran mengenai makanan, duit raya, pengangkutan, aturcara, hadiah dan lain-lain telah settle.
Alhamdulillah.
Tenang hati.
Berbaloi rasa.

And even sebelum detik buka puasa 18 jun pun, still ada bagi duit.
Semua sekali total up sumbangan yang dikumpulkan adalah RM 4, 980.00
Alhamdulillah.
Syukur.

Dan mereka yang confirmed hadir semua sekali adalah seramai +- 100 juga.
Cukup budget.
Cukup orang untuk perabis makanan.
Hhahahha....

Ini adalah menu yang dipilih.
Macam-macam ada. Sangat sesuai untuk bebudak sebab main part dia yang aku suka ialah sate dan abc!
My fav.
And they all too.

Bersambung Part 2 untuk more pictures and stories.
: )
Click next.