Kid wonder and solah

Assalamualikum.

When i was a kid.

I still remember that one of my ustaz said.

Was that a solah is a difficult thing ever to do?

And we all said, no!

So far... no.

And he said the opposite answer from us.

We all like,

WTF.

He not explain more, just said, the time will tell you.

And now after seven years, I understand all the reason behind it.

Why a solah actually look easy. 

But actually the real pure-beautiful-perfecto-of it... so it's complicated enough.

Solah on time/early time.

Or we missed it.

Solah focused/kehusyukan.

Feel and understood every meaning.

The movement.

The rukun solah.

The do's and don't.

Now you got me?

I'm not saying i fell i don't use it.

Or don't like do solah.

But if i want i can do solah as normal as not perfect.

But it wasted.

I want that top, best, and be appreciated by Allah.

As i praised Him.

So i did it as pure-sincere-and-ended-it-well.

Alhamdulillah.

Angry and be silent

Since i'm a kids, when i'm angry. I don't show.
I just remain silent.
Silent.
And stay away from others.
As a sign that,
... Just leave me a space for some times for me to balance back my hormone...
This is how i manage my mood.

'Cause i know, when i'm talking in angry situation... i will talk nonsense.
And later,
Not even realize, many heart are hurt.
That a worse.
So be silent is the best option.

I love how i see this picture, and i love to share it will all of you.
Seems to show that i practically manage my mood in the correct way!
Alhamdulillah. 

Hug

Assalamualaikum.

When i'm not in mood, or sad or totally out of the room.
I just need a hug.
Where i feel safe.
Protected.
And that make me feel better to going on...
Oh, the feeling.
Can you imagine.

And I want a hug.
Pretty need it right now.

After that emotional hug,
They can give me this not normal hug.
That,
I want of those pick-me-up-of-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-spin-me-around-hurts-my-tummy-
But-still-makes-me smile-leaves-me-breathless-give-me-butterflies-make-me-giggle-
Or i called as stupid kind of hug.

Warghh.
Did i just wrote it?
Really me?
Huh.
I am so romantica de amour sometimes.
I think i should marry myself, duh.

Hahhah... whatever it is.
I still need a hug.
Hardly needed.
And i start to miss my family member.
Especially my emak.
She knew me better.

Or i should ask my old lady neighbor to hug me?
Should i?
Nope.
I don't think so.
I will bring this hug things for next year.
Two to three months to go.

... Better my emak and any of my family member get ready for hard hug from me.
Included my niece and nephew.
All of them.
LOL.

 : )

Second chance

I knew it's really hard and hurt to give someone their second chance.

Because of those mess up they did at first time. 

...

That make you think,

Is this a stupid decision ever... because,

Am I really strong enough to face unpredictable future that may ended with same unforgivable mistake? 

But, for Allah.

Everyday is a second chance.

And it's called tomorrow.

Just don't give up as you not give up to Allah forgiveness for every sin you did.

And everybody who lucky, 

Deserves a second chance. May not for a happy ending... but sometimes it's a chance to end things right.

Spread the peace.

Take a risk for your best.

And let Allah show the way.

Insyaallah.

Teguran

Assalamualaikum.

Teguran.

Bagi aku, setiap teguran ada baiknya.

Just how they bagi teguran...

Itu yang penting.

Yup.

Some people take teguran as offended untuk diorang.

Ingat kita dengki and nak jatuhkan diorang.

Too bad.

Always negative thinking.

But, it actually vise versa.

So saper yang rugi?

Bagi pihak yang menegur tuh....

You all also take part dalam sitausi ini.

I hate people who tegur publically.

Like untuk show off.

I think tegur privately or personally is better.

It's me, 

I donno others.

Or teguran dalam diam. Bias-bias, tengok-tengok post kat FB or any media entertainment.
Some things may be boleh share dengan orang lain.
Good idea!
But sometimes it's too sensitive to share...

Hello December

Assalamualaikum.

Few weeks to go.

And 2016 on the way.

Duh, 

How fast time flies...

December,

To me is always a happy part.

Where it's school holiday.

Where YES, year end sale happened.

Teeettttt...

Really.

Not much in spending for YES.

Because my commitment with car and my plan of buying a house.

So, see that later.

How i'm impressed myself.

Hahaaaa....

I love this picture!

Akhirah Investment: Hold my hand and lift me up

When i did calculating throughout my financial file.
I always in dilemma afterwards.
To think carefully about the better way of "akhirah investment".
Because it's not like my others investment, which I can  planned it very well... 'cause it took me long period.
But in this case,
I have to plan everyday!

Everyday investment, everyone...
Called me pro investor then.
Wow, and just wow.
Did you realized it?

My first thought when included this in my top list of investment is i planning in volunteers thing, gift to orphans...
Umrah, Hajj.
As simple as cupcake.
But after  I heard wonderful speech from Mr Nouman Ali Khan... my investment about it is getting bigger.
Complicated.
Too much to do, to much to take care of.

Daily routines investment...
???
Surely risks,
And ignoring it is just a bad move.
Because i have to kept it valuables day by day.
And please bless me, Allah.

How about yours?
Did you already starting or just starting?
Whatever it is let's face it.
And kept ourselves valuables.
: )

I can't explain

Assalamualaikum.

Last few days, my friends introduced my number to one of her boy friend.

After my 50:50 permission.

And he started to WhatsApp.

I'm not replied.

Any of his message.

Next day, 

He rang up.

Small talk and I ended by saying I'm busy.

And really... i did something on that time.

After that, i forget to call him or message back.

This all after I regret about the permission.

I shouldn't do that.

Not because i "pilih kasih" dalam berkawan.

Not that.

But, i forget that...

Stranger always a stranger.

Some more, I realize that this guy is one of her lover friends. 

Not her truely friends.

Her lover, the man, that i hate so much...

He dumped her many times.

That's why i hate him.

When i hate him,i also hate his friends.

Why?

Because the meaning of friends is he or she bring the best of you.

But not in this case.

Or maybe it is just my imagination.

I dunno.

To that man...

Sorry dude.

I take my relationship as serious as my religion thoughts me.

And before it starts with no sincerity.

Better not bring the hope here.

: )

Jihad on it's own

Assalamualaikum,

For myself, when i talk about "Jihad".

It's such a big words.

And what i understood about jihad is these thing only related to holy-war or military action.

Like others always said... Jihad di jalan Allah. 

And those who in action towards jihad, being called as "Mujahid".

For that, i know i'm not one of them.

Forever.

After the #Parisattack story about two weeks ago, the words of jihad seems very interesting to me.

Others than ISIS thing.

So, i start googling and investigate about it.

You see i found that, jihad/ jahadu is a very manipulated influence words.

It's basically more towards those who struggling and striving towards God.

As per say,

Commit in the way of Allah. 

For ISIS things, when they spread they been jihad,

I can directly sound that jihad is a bad jihad.

Because the truly jihad is expecting something good will happened for both side.

If they start killing innocent society, it's not jihad.

It's revenges! 

And Islam prohibited this revenges things.

Keep on reading, when i alert that jihad have many division.

Then the most i like is Jihad al Nafs.

Battling against yourself, the ego and psyche...

Atau dikenali sebagai jihad ke atas diri sendiri.

Looks quiet easy, but watch your mouth!

It's more difficult than do a shopping complex.

Yup.

Mostly when i'm must struggling with my inner soul.

Even in simple things, some case that can be called jihad.

I remember when some vendors at my workplace invited us for a small dining event. 

And they just said come along, chill out.

Some other Muslim colleague is going, 

Makan free kat tempat high class, who don't want?

But, 

I politely declined and at the end i'm happy with my own decision because i heard they served some alcoholic drink.

Astagfirullah al azim.

Same situation when they also invited me along for Karaoke session.

I also decline, and which it's fine for me when they said don't want gathering me for next event.

Like i care?

Because i will gladly to say, 

There are plenty places where i can socialize that fits everyone.

But with whom i will socialize is more important.

Please respect my right.

 : )

Hijab.

Many of my post had talk about this.

Aurah especially.

It's also not only jihad through hijab, another major issue is that the opposite sex,

That boyfriends girlfriends things, 

Come on, you know what i mean. 

Or you can read my previous post about this.

My future husband.

I called this as jihad in relationship.

One more is jihad towards all trendsetter things.

Woohhh....

I can do this.

You also can survive this.

Thank you for reading.

Together we practice a good jihad.

Even in small things.

Alhamdulillah.

...

“Those who believe, and emigrate, and strive (jahadu) in the cause of God with their money and their lives, are far greater in rank in the sight of God. These are the winners.” 9:20

Belalang hijau

Hello!
Ini adalah belalang hijau yang aku sempat tangkap gambarnya so perfectly.
When you zoom it.
It's like this thing stare cutely at you.
Cute?
Yeah, it's cute.

Binatang ini kecil sahaja. Small like half of jari kelingking kita.
Kecik kan...
I'm not gonna to touch it.
Dia akan terbang dan melompat laju.
Because just only of,
Hard wind also make thing binatang pergi melarikan diri.
So sensetif.

Luckily my childhood i pernah tangkap this thing masa petang-petang with jaring kecil.
And put in balang.
And it will surely die in next morning.
Still not know the causes until i learnt that oxygen is exist!
Huahuahauuuaaa....

Bye!

Paris and Islam

Assalamualaikum.

#parisattack

Sad day for France,

and the tragedy in Paris yesterday should be seen as a wake up call to European nations.

And we can see how they unite with France. 

Good.

But this incident will aim the terror attack.

Who?

Islam, Muslim of course.

That the climax.

Even everyone don't know the real stories... their mind already been thinking like this.

Looks normal?

Freaking scary!

Terrorist no religion.

They are not Islam.

Even Christian 

Or Buddha.

Or Hindu.

Because i believe every religion teach their followers a good manners.

They are idiots and heartless.

Those war between two idiots, in the end,  innocent of community will get hurt.

Injured.

Death.

By the way,

Only coward attack innocent civilians.

Idiots. Heartless. Coward.

To all the leaders in the world sorry to say but you guys definitely failed to protect the innocent. All I can see is blood all over the world, today 100 innocent dead in Paris, yesterday 500 innocent dead in Palestine, last year 400,000 dead in Syria, 5 years ago 1.5 million dead in Iraq and the list goes on and on. Don't you dare blame my religion for your failure. No matter how much you toughen up the laws on the Muslims your problems will never be fixed. Fix your corruption and take a really good look at yourselves.---"The Australian Muslim FB"

#parisattack

Get well soon peah!

This morning my sister, Maya, whats app that her only daughter admitted because of Influenza B.
Like flu outbreaks.
More concern is because she still a baby.
And it's scary!
Oh my... 'lil Peah so sick.

Her fever is up and down even after that suppository medication things.
Only interesting in biscuit.
Dehydrate too...

Lorh, she will not 'bambam' anymore if like that.

Aunt here pray the best for you.
Stay strong girl,
Get well soon Peah!
: )

Small talks.

I'm the person who hate to start a conversation.

Especially to the stranger.

Really true.

Like... what if my question or story make he/she become more sad or unhappy.

I care about all these, okay.

But, with the people i know...

Sometimes awkwardness also happens.

Really true.

Like... what if my question or story so bored to he/she later.

I care we will not talk each other in future.

I still not yet found the perfect buddy.

Which i can share and talk about atoms, 

Death, 

Aliens, 

Magic, 

Intellect, 

The meaning of life, 

Faraway galaxies, 

The lies I'e told, 

My flaws, 

My favorite scents, 

My crazy childhood, 

What keep me up at night, 

My insecurity with height, 

Who speak with no emotion, 

A twisted mind.

I don't want to know... that nonsense story and words of ,"What's up"

Please.

I'm different.

And also weird.

So, enjoy my weirdness.

I hope you say, yes!

Tiga beradik

This is Ziqa, Apiz and baby Anas.
They are Yam's children, my older sister.

New thing about Ziqa are she said her age is 80 already and next year will be 90.
More older than my father, her grandfather.
Even the actual age is only 5!
She also already asked about nuclear... Oh, okay...

Apiz, i seen the video how he's bullying and penyekkan si adiknya, Anas.
Hahahhah....
This pix also can be interparate it,
See how he hold that baby hand?
He pinch or what...
But muka ada geram.

Baby Anas. Still don't have any teeth.
Cannot walk yet.
Bubbling more and like to smile.

There all are the happiness in our family.
Stay healthy, cute and make our life like bomb with their mind and playing time.
Keep on guys.
: )

Human behavior. It's complex

I like to do this things more seriously since i was at the end of High School.
May because that the moments where my soul started be matured. Hahhaha...
At these time not much i can related with the complex of life.

The introduction of life is when i in national service, PLKN. Where for the first time i'm staying away from my lovely family for three months.
And after that, away again for studied.
Three years.
Keep it down when i work at Johor.
Heat it up again after one year until now, where i staying at Kuala Lumpur.

College and working time, there the real human behavior i learnt.
And surely it's complex!
When i only analyzing...there started judging me.
Big difference here.
'But that's what keeps me going up.
Not going down.

This how i said, we life is the same world.
Be slave for the same God.
But through it with different way.
Bad or good... we choose because it's our chapter.
Our pahala.
Our books.
So please choose wisely the way you live.

Go nature part 2: Sungai pisang, gombak

Continue... Go nature part 2...

Plan tempat yang nak gi adalah Sungai pisang, gombak.
Aku memang tak pernah dengar and tahu akan kewujudan tempat nih.
Quite interesting lah.
Bab supply makan, part aku ialah membuat sandwich!
Ohsem...senang.

Then, kami seramai lapan orang bertolak tepat 7.30pagi...even janji 7.00pagi.
Biasalah...malas nak komen hal-hal camni.
Sampai dalam kol 8.30 pagi. Around that aku rasa.
Sebab aku tak tengok jam, even pakai jam tangan.
Sebab excited nak masuk hutan.
Aku nak kick pacat and lintah yang memang musuh dalam lipatan sejak azali lagi.

Sampai sana. Parking dalam... bahagi-bahagikan barang, sumbat mana muat.
'Cause better korang jangan pegang apa-apa dekat tangan.
Sebagai tips untuk senang trekking masuk hutan nih.
Mula-mula jalan terus, jumpe parking moto and jalan lagi. Jalan mati dekat muka sauk Sungai Gombak.
Maka bermulalah pengembaraannya.
Get set and go.

Lalu bawah, ada arus sungai. Kena seberang. Part nih, kasut memang basah lah... tak leh elak.
Pastu naik trek darat.
Ikutlah kau trek semak-semak tepi sungai.
Hati-hati sikit, jalan lecak.
Jalan sampai jumpa terowong berkembar bawah Lebuhraya Karak.
Ada two choices...nak ikut bawah atau teror sikit, bab nak elak kasut basah, lalu titi tepi tuh. Mata kena tajam...

Keluar terowong, kasut basah jugak. Hahaaaa... pastu naik tangga besar ala Batu Caves, yang menghala ke highway Karak. 

Nih part depan terowong. Ada senyum sikit semua.

Pastu jalan la tepi highway Karak.
Time nih, orang yang hon-hon tepi tu akan bagi semangat.
Kau layankan jek la.
Sebab diorang pikir korang adalah pelarian sesat. Refugees.
Hahaaa...
Muka sememeh, basah sana sini.
Nak tumpang? Bangla pon tak hingin nak tumpang.

muka pasrah

Jalanlah antara matahari mula memancarkan sinarnya.
And, sampai jumpe KM 28.7...
Then.
Naik trek tepi tuh.
Time nih before masok boleh take five dulu.

Jalan masok dalam dalam lima sepoloh minit... sampailah dengar bunyi yang ditunggu-tunggu.
Bunyi air terjun.
Bukan bunyi beruk menyanyi.
Hah, dengar tak?
Time nih highly recommend janganlah pepandai pakai earphone.
Sampai ke sudah kau trekking tak jumpe.

Kami pilih port atas sikit daripada air terjun besar.
'Cause aku rasa, aku nak turun pon kena tulis wasiat dulu rasanya.
Curam nauzubillah...
Sebab tu aku rasa aku tahu kenapa diorang support activities flying fox and abseiling...
Nah, perfect reason aku bagi.

So, set up tempat.
Ni semua dilengkapkan oleh tour guide kami.
Si Apez and kawan dia, Lan.
Dioranglah gi pasang khemah, bakar arang, buat air...dan yang lain-lain termasuk aku lama dah terjun mandi air.
Kejam gak la kalau flashback.
Tapi diorang cam ikhlas bebeno and tak kisah pon.
Orait lah tu kan...

Naik-naik, ayam dah masak.

Sosej and daging burger pon ada.

Aik.

Tapi ok jek...
Apa lagi... makan sampai kembung. Pastu mandi lagi.
Hahahha... air dia memang...
Clear.
Deras.
Sejoookkk...
Tempat kami tuh tak dalam macam air terjun besar bawah tuh.
So, tiada acara terjun tenuk dapat dilakukan.
Tapi...
Sepanjang mandi manda adalah moment yang membuatkan aku gelak sampai nak gila.
Tak boleh citer, aib orang.
Dosa.
Tapi memang kelakor!

Dalam kol 3petang. Kami ready-ready kemas nak balik.
Lipat khemah, pack barang-barang, clean any rubbish and ikat ketat-ketat plastik sampah tu sebab kena pikul keluar hutan.
Ni bab aku suka, memupuk cintakan alam sekitar.
Four thumbs up!

Actually diorang dua tu nak ikut laluan lain, more adventure katanya.
Tapi entahlah... dah petang, orang pon ramai. So ikut jalan masok tadilah.
Sepanjang jalan balik, rasa sekejap jer.
Percayalah.
Sebab dah pro jalan.
Hahaaaa....

Sebelum balik sempat beli eskrim roti.
Sedap.
Pak cik tuh buat eskrim and rotinya sendirik.
Time nih jugak, hujan mencurah-curah.
Alhamdulillah... sepanjang kami atas sana tak hujan.
Manja-manja titisan air jek.

So... itulah aku punya pengalaman tentang sungai pisang.
Best and terbaik!
And, aku hanya jumpa baby pacat.
Cheittt.
Tak dapat nak kick.
So, bye!

Oh yeah! Muka saper paling poyo...

Go nature part 1

Tomorrow I'm planning to go camping with few of my friends.
Heading there tomorrow morning after Subuh...
Means spending Deepavali holiday fully at there.
My feeling?
Excited because i will close back to nature and feel free in enjoying what i like most.
Even aku sebenarnya dah lama tak masuk hutan belantara nih, latest ialah masa time PLKN dulu.
Tu moments paling kejam and dahsyat yang aku lalui.
So, this time biler diorang invite aku.
Aku cam... Officially on.
Impress me.
Cewah.
Berlagak!

So just see what happens later!           

Are you single?

Assalamualaikum.

Hai.
I think i don't need any pretty introduction to this subject.
Let's me freely typing,

To make it happen and, 

My pleasure to open the table and talk about this kind of thing...

The most what i hate is when I have to facing conversations that started like this:

"Omg, why are you still single?"

...

Why society need to bother about my status?

Do you all have a problem with it?

Do you?

Dude. 

One word.

Annoying!

You're annoying.

Do you know that.

If you really want to know...

Let me tell you that,

...

"Cause i'm mentally dating a celebrity that has no idea I exist."

Good enough?

Hhahah....

Oh yes. 

I admit. I'm single.
I'm single AF.

And I'm happy with my status.

Trust me... in this world.

Single doesn't always mean lonely, and relationship doesn't always happy.

Complicated, tears, hurt, lies, broken, divorce is not a nice words.

So single is the answer.

'Cause i hate happy ending up being a stupid.

Be hopeless.

Allah give this single line long enough to me..

I didn't know where the end.

What condition my love story will starting.

In which situation my first love or "cinta pandang pertama" looks like.

How i take next big step for a big day of my life.

I barely don't know.

... That is point of view from myself.

My point of view to all man,

A real man treats his lady the same way he wants another man to treat his daughter.

That's my best impression to all man.

Including if you're a killer or refugee or what.

She will never take you seriously if you flirt with every girl.

Don't be stupid.

Don't be a playboy.

Never play a game with girls heart.

Stop "bajet cool" and seek cheap attention.

And last but not least, 

Be a soleh man. 

Be real and treasure this life with blessing.

P/s/: A man without a woman is bachelor, but aha-aha.. a woman without a man is genius!

Ugly and judgemental

Assalamualaikum.

This quote should be presented to those who "meroyan" a.k.a "perasan dia bajet lawa".

Hahhahah....

Not be sarcasm, and,

Don't kill me.

I just tell the truth.

Anyhow,

Amazing personality is very interesting words.

Not much person have this.

It's like an aura came from the sincere heart.

Fuh!

Did i just type that?

Hehhehehhh... it's around that lah.

So, why need to bother by others life and love story.

Get yourself one!

Okayyy...

Comparing you & me

Without a good reason.

Assalamualaikum.

Since last two weeks, i make a small business.

I did a "sambal kicap" with johor style.

Taste spicy with 40 cili padi per package.

And,

One around 350g...

Only Rm 8.00

Limited edition and homemade.

Cook and blended with love.

Hahahha....

Actually,

Lot of my family members and friends ask...

That's so cheap and quite risks.

Small profit, something like that lah.

To me...

Whatever it is,

Can you stop comparing yourself with me!

I just did for fun and not as part time seller.

Just tunaikan some wish and permintaan.

So, because of this, 

I don't see any big profit business i can get.

More pahala maybe.

: )

Maybe i'm at the chapter 1 and you at chapter 20, but my stories may more adventurous and... 90% wishes a happy ending. 

Understood?

New adventures

Looking forward about this... And i happily said, yes!
Yeah, bring it on.
I will face the fear, i will face the society.
And it's for my own good.

: )

Rollerblades

Assalamualaikum.

I tried this rollerblading yesterday night after my cycling at Taman tasik Titiwangsa.

Duh.

Just said... why not i tried, kan.

Memang scary at first.

Tightening my shoes... sempat think again and again.

But lastly, i dare myself to do it.

So far,

That was pretty hurt when you felt.

Trust me...

But very addicting to do more.

: )

I tought it's look same as what i did when ice skating time... but this more adventure!

Ice skating, when you fall,

You fall on that hard ice.

Then,

Rollerblading... i felt on road which that hurt at my knee.

Luckily I'm not falling backwards.

If not, say bye-bye to my spine.

'Lil scar not bother me anyway...

Hahahaa...

Maybe i will attempt to do next time.

Yeah.

I can rollerblading!

More skills to achieve.

This is what i feel now

Assalamualaikum.

I'm joining this hospital not because to expects to get unlimited platinum black card credit.

But as i heard... that this is the top hospital among Malaysia.

This is what i heard.

So as to dare myself, i try their interview and i'm hired.

I leave my lovely previous hospital and joining here.

.

For introduction everything seems legit.

The hospital similarity as a hotel.

Beautiful and all sound interesting... as the speaker said.

Excited to see what my department look like actually.

So, on the next day... i have the opportunities explore there.

Not bad.

As day and month passes, 

Mingle around with the staff, surgeon... i still can handle it.

Even the truth all that them have lots of drama, but i love every one.

So, when i type this... it's been a year already and i seen the problem stated to appear.

Among the colleague, doctors and managers.

Like everyone seems unfair to you.

Between those, what make i more disappointed is the managers role.

Like i feel better i don't have one. 

I think the CEO and all those leaders should take time to listen to their employee.

That the main department, nursing especially that the main source of their business!

Management failed!

Like my previous hospital.

Not sure about the future.

May some reason why i quit my job are i don't leave the hospital, but i leave the managers.

: )

This is what i mean.

Other woman and you

Assalamualaikum.

Quotes above is a very good one.

Fans of it.

... I called this as inspiration.

Like when i see my idol, start to follow her, update everything about her... just to be like her.

Inside and outside.

And continued of this, 

I deeply think that... 

Until when i want to follow her.

Why not i be the one that others follow?

Gah!

Super dubber big dream.

May be will take around three to four years, but better try than never...  right.

So, bring it on.

Welcoming those society.

And make my life spinning 360 degree.

Hahahaaaa....

You know... society.

With weird manners and minded.

But that's a real treasure.

Where i will how hard life is.

Experience teach me best.

....

Oh Allah,

Let me take this baby step,

Keep me guided and right way.

Tranquilize me.

And bring the peace upon me.

: ) 

Die

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday, my sister WhatsApp me about my neighbor condition.

He's ill and admitted.

And this morning, she WhatsApp me again to tell that my neighbor already pass away...

Al Alfatihah.

He's a very good man.

He also my father's BFF.

As my sister massage, my father had visiting him on last monday.

Touching here and there to wake up him.

But the condition is very bad.

He don't want talked to my father.

And my father looked very sad.

Even I'm not really close to him.

But I respect him.

... When i was at school, he and his family helping us a lot.

Be guarantor for my father and vice versa.

Such a good man.

After my subuh, i take time to recite Yassin.

Pray my best for him.

And ready to work.

Alfatihah.

Bus: Bad experience.

Assalamualaikum.

This post is not to condemn anyone.

But my right and also as reminder to others.

Sorry if you don't like.

Yesterday after finishing my work... i took a taxi and go to the nearest LRT. 

And then changed to KTM to go to TBS.

From there, i bought a ticket bus to JB.

I choose 02:30pm Konsurtrium, since that the earliest time i can get. 

Remain about 15minutes more, i rushing go to pray and toilet.

Sharp 02:30 pm, i go down at departure area. 

And luckily my bus not arrive yet.

So, i took a seat and rambling around with my internet line.

WhatsApp my sister... call my parents.

Time passing by, after 30minutes... they announced that my bus are delayed.

So as I'm not lunch yet, i go to small stall over there and bought some bread.

After 30minutes, means is one hour already and still delayed.

What the fish!

I go to girl who uniformly look like staff TBS, to get an explanation.

But to my surprised they don't reply me back.

Passing over my problem to another friends who seems don't care about it.

Take a sweet time with their gang.

I'm very disappointed.

May Allah bless them.

After 15minutes, 03:45 pm, then and then another Konsurtrium bus arrived and my group can joined them.

Because of same destination.

Next problem is struggling with them to get a seat.

What you expect when you are the second line team.

Whatever's i still get single seat.

Alhamdulillah.

So, after i received no apologies from TBS staff and behalf bus site.

I just okayyy.

But then what make my blood boiled and give them disgusting look after i seen that small tv show a Chinese story and it's 18sx.

What's wrong with this people?!

Are you horny or stupid?

I just pray that second driver will changed it or turn it off.

What if we had an accident, and die.

That the last thing you see?

The hell is your last destination bro.

I just open my mp3 and close my eyes and heard zikir... praise Allah and Prophet Muhammad.

These are my bad experience with the bus things.

Really and really bad.

May you can questioning why not i choose flights over this.

Sorry, as you know me and read my previous blog .

My first flight is go to Mecca.

That i swear to myself and the Creator.

To the staff TBS, i know how professional your image. With blazer and so on.

But if your manners and treat your clients like this.

You still not impressed me.

And that announcement system, please do something about it. 

Look like you heard a hard rock trailer.

Not clear and mumbling around.

To the bus driver and co pilot.

You're the worst.

Look like Malay but I don't think you are Islam.

Sorry.

Just feel bit relieved because i can used that USB connector at beside seat.

Keep me save my power bank battery.

I'm as a passenger have the right, duh.

Please improve your quality.

Ok.

Bye.

Sell dunya for akhirah

Assalamualaikum.

When i wore more than a cap at my working place.

Some of non muslim, which my leader, have an argument about it.

Like i did something juveniles to them.

Sorry to say...

I'm very disappointed.

Felt they against my religion, Islam.

Start to think that did i still live on Malaysia?

Who are free country and majority of us are Islam.

What the fish!

I still give they chance to understand me. 

If they still cannot accept my right.

Then why i should i be here.

I'm not gonna begging,

Either cry nor felt down.

Just...

Maybe it's a time for me to take my own way.

Which can accept me practice Islam.

: )

Secret admire

Assalamualaikum.

Nothing more awkward than the moments you know, you have a secret admire.

Like LOL.

Someone has a crush on... me?

I don't think so.

Maybe somewhere something not right.

When my friends told me this.

... I donno what expression should i show.

Happy? 

Sad? 

Or should i be panic?

Best feeling?
Nah...i felt unsecured..

FYI... I'm the one not eager to talk anything related to 'L' words.

To that man, 

Sorry.

Don't waste your time for admiring me. I'm is nothing. 

If you're gentlemen enough. 

You know what should you do.

I hope he doesn't one of a scary secret admire...

Those who are stalker much that being harmful to me and everyone i love.

If so i will kick him out.

: )

Unexpectedly

Assalamualaikum.

Every beginning of my day.
I always hope and pray for the best... or at least, please be nice to me.
Hhhahhahah...
Sound crazy, but why do i care
'Cause who wants a bad day?
Right.

Lucky me, my work option is not as i called something bored.
Fuh.
It's depends on case i facing of.
And also people i attach to.
No offense.

My unexpectedly best moments can be here,
Which i'm 50:50 sure.
But can be a worst moments.
Yeah...
As i previously said, depends on case i facing of.

Blah. Blah. Blah.
As i through my other routine...

And at the end of my day.
When i already pull my blanket.
To sleep.
And nothing special happens.
I said to myself,
Be patient.
Be patient and always be patient.
This best moments happen at unexpectedly time, and place.
And your heart can widely smile again.
: )

LIFE: It's okay to be stubborn

Hi.

Let's get it straight to the point. Do you ever in a situation that you feel that you're to stubborn to say even a yes? A nod that everyone want you to follow and follow the system, but you're too hard to approach? U-huh, I can said that whatever you're in my condition...if you feel right in your own path, just go on with it and move on.

They can isolate you from normal routine, not going for lunch together or even let you make fun of yourself. This is where true friends really come in handle, and you can remove this toxic relationship to the rubbish bin. You don't need them in your life because if they can respect you in this situation, how can they support you in worse case? Why still waiting a hope?

Keep your head up, chest forward and straight body because this is you! This is what your identity and your pathway. This is what you are doing right now. If they can move on, you the one that move. This is what it is, the history already happened. A trusty, a sincerely is from the heart...just pray for the best about you and luck for them.