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Friday, September 04, 2015

Less and more in life

Assalamualaikum,

One peaceful day, when i be alone under a tree.
With a cup of tea.
I start thinking about myself in every prospective...
In Islam and general basis.
Then, i through the phase of seeking the meaning of life.
That's caught me hard.

Even though sky is the limit.
But i seems like going down, down and all down...
With all the things i not take it as serious it should be.
And then become sins collection.
Day by day.
I felt bad.
Or it just my delusion?

Partly, gadget and technology are my BFF.
Got pro's and con's.
Some things, they hide all my senses.
And deactivate my soul alertness.
... I blame them!
But i blame myself too.

In the meantime, overall... i realize too that i need a less and more in life.
What i should less in some things and vise versa.
Like below picture that i found last week.
More benefit and like more practical.



: )
Now i smile to you.

Thursday, September 03, 2015

FINANCE: Pelaburan emas/ Gold investmet

Assalamualaikum,


Hai,
First of all, i just want to say... yang aku bukanlah too pro untuk talk about this kind of investment.
And not very familiar enough.
Tapi why not... aku share story about my own gold investment.
As long as maybe beri some benefit for you all who first time or yang masih teragak-agak untuk invest in this kind of pelaburan.

FYI, 
My aim goals about this is a long term investment... that image as my second saving life support.
Parallel with our economy where not nice to discuss,
I don't want involving on the inflation.
So, i pick golden thing. 
Which i believe when money is no price, gold and silver dominant the market.
And next i invested in it.
Hhehheh.

I take a whole year for be sure-sure-and surely- confirmed before i invested in it.
Means last year.
Googling...
About when the best time to invest.
I survey about which bank is better,
Islamic or not.
Lasting enough and validity approval.
Inflation and all summarize to it, lah.
Who want take a risk?
Saper yang nak rugi, right?

My first pelaburan pada bulan Febuary tahun ini.
Yup... i took that first baby step.
And i'm happy with it.
I choose Kuwait Finance House bank (KFH).
And where one of the branch is at KL Central...
Easy for me.
As a note, at JB also have.
: )
Flexible.

Image result for kfh

Why i choose KFH?
Firstly, because of they run it beyond Islamic way.
Satisfied enough.
Second, its international gold.
: )
You know what i mean right.
Third, even it's not pure gold...or 999, just 995...but who cares?
Next, i put my trust in it.
lalalalaaa....

My special tip before you invest in mana-mana pon just full your brain with 'lil bit info of what you're doing.
Nanti takde lah nyesal.
Ye dak.
Ask your parents, friends and whoever give a best comment...
Bank to bank.
Compared all those and pick the best! It's your choice.

Happy invest guys!

Wednesday, September 02, 2015

Pemikiran yang tergantung

Assalamualaikum.

Four days ago, i took a train from Kl Central to Terminal Bersepadu Selatan. 
On the way there is bit pack.
Not really full house either...
I guess everyone had a same plan.
Wanna back hometown.
Yeah!

This situation i actually don't mind it, as well as you give me my space.
But... what make me felt so disappointed is when they not give the one who needed a seat. 
Come on ladies, where's your manners? 
You think this pakcik and makcik strong enough to stand...
Don't give me that innocent face.
Looking them like they are alien.
Urgh!
Four malay young ladies with no heart.
I want to sound all of them, but this pak cik take first action then me.

And what that pak cik did? 
He's thickened face appealing to that indian young boy with her mother aside, to give a seat.
And after that, one of those four malay give a seat for that mak cik.
Really guys?
What a shame culture do you all practice!

When i seen this kind of not very pleasant incidents...
I tried to calm down myself.
Astagfirullah al azim.
What's wrong with this world?
How can they do that.
Even they are not your parents or family members... give your support, your respect.
Hello, it's cost nothing to be kind.
The community is watching you.

To my dearest friends...
I hope none of you will be like them.
Please, I'm not simply judgement people.
But don't do something stupid.
We all have a heart and brain, used that wisely.
Allahuakbar.

My younger sister give me this picture when she fly to Sabah.
Nice shoot!

Tuesday, September 01, 2015

#7daysofstyle



Assalamualaikum,

Hai.
I took the most top fashion challenge last week.
And it's called #7daysofstyle.
All you need is to get ready with the seven style in a week row.
Look simple.
Smirking....

But actually it's pretty hard.
Duh,
But overall...
I made it!
High five-happy dance.

I posted all, through my Instagram and Facebook account.
Feel free stalking.
Hhehehhe....
So, scroll down please.
Enjoy.

Monday look- The best way to boost your mood naturally is wearing someting basic. Basic isn't bad okay, just be chillin' with it.
I prefer jubah and plain shawl
Tuesday look: Style is so much more than just wearing the latest designer threads. It’s all about being a trendsetter and creating your own style journey.
Old school maxi dress, over sized denim shirt and plain shawl.
Wednesday look- I refuse to become a fashion victim. I sure don’t dress like one, but thinking like one. And a denim is a timeless piece that never seems to go out of style.
Just add a grey t-shirt, plain black scarf and pair of sneakers and you're set for a cool 80's look.

Thursday look- Pajamas and pyjamas both refer to loose-fitting clothes worn for sleep. Pajamas is the preferred spelling in American English, while pyjamas is preferred in the main varieties of English from outside North America.
Goodnight. 
Friday look- If one traditional clothes intends to last longer, it can learn from the baju kurung, to make a successful combination tradition and modernization.
The '11 baju kurung.



Saturday look- Red is the color of extremes. It’s the color of passionate love, seduction, violence, danger, anger, and adventure. Our prehistoric ancestors saw red as the color of fire and blood, energy and primal life forces, and most of red’s symbolism today arises from its powerful associations in the past.
Plain red shawl, long red abstract skirt, and red sneakers as usual. Happy holiday guys! 
Sunday look- One of the reasons why I love the beach so much is because of the water. Ever since I can remember, I have been splashing about in the ocean, the bay and the sound that I live so close to. I simply love the water and even if the air is chilly, I still have to dip my toes in it. It grounds me and brings me peace.
Plain brown scarf, green shirt and grey sweatpants. 

Monday, August 31, 2015

Negeriku Johor

Assalamualaikum.

Salam merdeka!
Happy national day, Malaysian.
I think average all bloggers will post story about our country.
Keep it up, bro.
But not me.
My focus... more specific...to my tanah tumpah tempat lahirku.
Negeri Johor!


Yeap.
Southern portion of Malaysia yang just opposite Singapore.
If korang stand up at Tambak Johor or pantai Lido, nampak la negara jiran tuh.
What's so special about Johor?
In my point of view?
Grab a popcorn, 
I will bring you to a Lalala land, dear.

First, 
Obviously because of bandar/small town.... Kota Tinggi.
I was born and studied there.
: )
After SPM barulah i travel.
Tengok negeri orang pulak.
FYI. Untill now, my parents still stayed there. On same land with new decoration house.
Bia i cakap i balik kampong.
That's it.
Oh, my precious hometown.

Second...after family... let's see the kesultanan.
It's about royal legation.
If you all perasan, 
Even though we have YB/Yang Amat Berhormat or any perwakilan rakyat.
They can voice out and did a decision.
But, remember...
In Johor,
Sultan is more powerful.
No means no.
Only in Johor.
I love my king and queen.
And the prince and princess...too.

As you drove all along JB, 
You mesti rasa like in oversea. Cause 50:50 Malaysian and Singaporean car.
Sabar jek lah.
Tu baru kereta, nak jumpa orangnya?
Gi those shopping mall.
Especially masa perayaan.
Sesak!
Orang kita dengan diorang macam perang dalam jualan murah.

Other yang aku suka about Johor is we all have sekolah Agama.
This yang make i proud.
Donno about you.
We have to finish school until 'Darjah Khas', means the highest level.
And i did!
Hhehheh....
Thanks sebab until now, masih dilaksanakan.
Mendidik agama daripada rebungnya/sejak kecil.
One day, my child will go here.
One fine day.

Next,
I love food.
Mee bandung Johor.
Laksa Johor.
Beriani gam.
Bahulu.
And those lovely taste.
Jalanlah kaki melangkah.
Pasti sana sini ad nampak makanan sedop and paling penting. It's halal.

After again is,
Johor is along sea/laut/air...
Come with all those beach and waterfall yang cantik.
Memang so nature and very earth.
Memang sepandan with what i like.
Pulaunya lagi,
Sangat menerujakan.
Memang the best.
Terbaik,

And additional.
We have the best football club.
JDT, Johor Darul Takzim.
Under our TMJ,... Oldest sultan son.
I die hard fan of this team. 
Yang sangat happening and sangat dibenci haters.
All i can said.
May because of the highest salary, top facalities and pembangunan football stadium baru.
Other than Larkin yang kebal.
After this team bangkit barulah minat bola tu ada.
And tak segan tengok liga Malaysia.
Kejar, yop...kehar!

Lagi?
Penat type.
Just why not you all visit Johor.
All will be welcome. 
Warming greet.
Selamat datang.
Happy national day, Johor and my country, Malaysia!

Mak aku soh attach kan sekali pix nih. Buat saper yang tak pernah jejak Johor.
Aku tahu korang punye geografi mesti "C" kan...
: )

Thursday, August 27, 2015

Missed my little cute bam-bam

My sister with her little cute bam-bam.
She will not staying at KL anymore, moved to Ipoh as i being informed.
Pretty sad.
How unfair you left your nice aunt here, dear.
: )
Duh,
I just lost my best buddies, Peah.
Then who wanna accompanied me watching food channel?
Huaaaa, 

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

Peah


Tengok-tengok-jengah-jengah... cam budak nih dah pandai merangkak. Nice port dipilihnya.
Tapi rghupa-ghupanya...bergaya jek lebih.
Peah oh peah.
Seb bek ko nih cute lagi comeh amat-amat.
Aunty bagi chance until next month.
If so difficult, nanti aunty curik-curik ajar hang berjalan terus.
Apa?
Hang nak lari terus?!
Wallaweh... demand lebih la ini budak.
Ish-ish-ish.
Bereh-bereh.

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Recipe : Peanut butter Healthy

Peanut Butter Healthy

Tip: Sterilize the glass jar you want to use so that peanut butter can last a long time. So just boil the jar until it boils for 2 4 minutes, lift it and let it dry in the oven at a set temperature of 100 degrees, bake it for 10 minutes and let it rest for a while

Ingredients:
* 700g shandong beans roast or bake for a while
* A little salt use bamboo or rock salt 
* 1sb honey or can use raw sugar canes or stevia
* 2sb olive oil or not, regular peanut oil die itself

How to make: 
Put 500g of beans in a dry blender (fill only half full) and grind.
* Add salt, sweeteners and oil (must be enough and grind until smooth.
* Then just fill in the jar.
* To make a chunky style of peanut butter, just add a little 200g beans that mashed coarse in a mashed mortar and mix together.

Saturday, August 15, 2015

Open house 2015

Assalamualaikum,

Hai, if i'm not mistaken... today is our last day of Syawal.
Yup?
Then, just pretty said 'cause there will be no more makan free.
Hhehehh....
: )

So overall,
I want to say billion thanks for all the invitation.
Touching.
But for those 4-5 open house yang tak dapat datang, sorry guys.
May be next time.
Really wanted to join, try hard... but paham-paham sajalah.
Sorry again.

And three days ago.
I attended my last open house for this year.
An invitation from one of our colleague.
Her husband event actually.
We're tanpa segan silu, just tumpang sekaki.
Like always.
Bab rezeki jangan ditolak.

The best part?
Appreciate that kind of amazing sate and char kuey tiow.
Ate both two times.
Hahhahha....
And that dodol.
Wow.
So soft and delicious!

And i learnt something new.
Kukur kelapa.
....
First time i seen it.
If ada provide buah kelapa kat sana.... on the sport i will try, duh.
Tradition lama.
I think i should bring that things back home.
And frame it.

Cheit.
Niat murni ini disangakah mentah-mentah.
My friends said... a big no!
Jangan buat benda bukan-bukan.
Bruh.
Goodbye my hero kukur.
'Till we meet again.



My seat had a nice background...so why should be wasted. Enjoy the welfie!
p/s: Same cloth but in different style.

Friday, August 14, 2015

GA nurse

Assalamualaikum,

I'm happy.
And wanna smiling all night.
Hhehheh...
Yup, that's a feeling when you come back from where you belong.
Like you can smell home.
The smell of desflurance /sevo?
Hhahahha...
That's GA nurse home sound to me.
: )

Change my duty for a day.
From scrubbing site to be anesthetist assistant (GA nurse).
Duh,
Wish that CO, Kak Ayu a bless-full life.
Really amazing opportunity.
Thank you.
Even the truth is when one of the GA nurse fall sick and took Emergency leave.
And me, have to replace that position.
Whatever it is.
I'm excited!

I'm in-charge of ENT (ear, nose and throat) case.
Woop.
High risk they gave me. 
I take a challange.
All just like flashback to me.
A year, i left all these behind...
Those LMA, and timing when freaking difficult intubation happened.
Missing like crazy.

So, 
In just 30 minutes... i prepared everything. make sure all in ordered.
Learnt of that machine,
The correct tubing connection, all gasses full tank, medication completed.
DDA and muscle relaxation... be nice to me.
And most of all, i try get info for that anesthetist reference.
What he like and don't like.
P/S: Like i cares?....

First case look smooth, 
Second case, bit chaos to me.
Wrong circuit... but be handle by my creativity. What role of micro-pore?
Wrong ECG replacement...Hahhaha.
And overall...
Me and the anesthetist that day, we make a great team.
Thanks doc 'cause understood me.
Your pantun?
OMG...not me please.

I smell blood.
Yup. Propofol and me... we meet again, duh.

Saturday, August 08, 2015

Question: Do you like pink?

Pink Memes. Best Collection of Funny Pink Pictures

One question...Do you like pink?

For me-I''m not. Pink is absolutely not my color, I can said I can look at it but not favorite about it-and I don't said I hate it either. Can you determine what my mind is? Hope so-because one woman once told, you would end up a lesbian if you didn't wear pink. Gosh. Is it too dramatic that someone said something like that...Old school, don't you? Judgement others only by that?

Surprisingly, I had no idea a color was so powerful. After few of maturity plus some raisin for brain...my mind start to work. How about...

People raise their eyebrow at male nurse, but not female doctors?
Men who take time off for paternity leave are looked down, but maternity leave is expected?

Weird. Seriously, people are always weird for my brain to digest it... They are always weird. Forever weird to me. In future, I can't promise either my daughter will like pink or not, but I'm not push them to like them. Or perhaps my boy will fancy a blue color. Whatever it is... It's cool to me. Hhahhaha....

Maybe because I like black or perhaps rainbow! Because to me normal is boring. Didn't you?

Tuesday, August 04, 2015

Luxurious

Assalamualaikum.

Who doesn't want all the luxurious house, car even cloth?
The fame and bling-bling.
Limousine-attention.
Limited edition.
Famous brand.
That's soooo...
Women best friends!

But though,
I then realized.
This is what a silent problem all muslim/muslimah facing now.
That i must wake up and keep away from all these.
All these are not right.
This feeling, is so against in Islam.
When I feel of show myself  to other.
Show how rich, fit and beautiful i'm.
Big riak!
Shoot.

No-no-no, a big no.
Then i remember, back to Islam.
Think how Allah rule.
Masyaallah.
Why i need spending more to impress others?
Rather than Allah.
Same the situation where.
I not repay back what the owner give me.
Shame on me.

At the line,
I said, Alhamdulillah.
Allah still care about me.
He give me a time to be more better person.
Even,
I'm the one slowly in progress to it.

Sorry to said,
An example...
Why i need a colorful jubah/scarf which for branded-not long enough-expensive some more...rather than a simple black jubah/scarf-long-and cover all aurah-and cheapest three times.
Think again.

Just,
Before all action and words to speak, 
Think about Islam.
Allah's rule.
Everything gonna be fine.
: )

When I felt so lazy and only need a sleep. I read this.

Sunday, August 02, 2015

Oppression/Penindasan

Assalamualaikum,
P/S: This may be continued from my 555 stories, check it out.

This a bad things.
None should do this to anyone.
I don't like it.
Really hate it.
Even in Islam...all this are truly not right.

Oppression.
I thought i will never see something like this, but last two days, it happened in front of me.
With both of my eyes as a witness.
Hush,
I felt so sad.
Especially for the poor victim.

Duh,
He just want to paid the hutang!
For Allah sake.
But you treat him like rubbish.
His pride they cut down like those line in the 555 small books.

How dare you said he's a cheater!
Please put yourself in his shoes.
Can you see the soul of sincere in his eyes?
The anorexia he looks.
How survival he is... Working so hard for a meaning of life.

Please,
Shut up if you don't know anything.

Allah,
I'm so sorry.
I also felt so stupid.
Because i'm not helping him.
I too speechless to act.
So unpredictable how the tone in the conversation.

For that pity guy.
I hope can help you next time.
May Allah bless you and your family.
The 'halal' is more important.
If those money you give is more than enough.
They are responsible for everything.
They will find you next at akhirah for apologize.
Believe me.
Allahuakbar!

Thursday, July 30, 2015

Normal ?


Assalamualaikum.

Is. It. So. Freaking. Hard. To. Just. Be. Normal?
Duh,
Because sometimes I've always been stuck by the thought that...
My attitude doesn't match my attire.
And the opposite.

Pretty confuse at first.
To think how can i reach both together synchronize...
Even routinely in life, 
I laugh, 
I make people laugh, 
I talk, 
I smile, 
I jump 
I enjoy life like others...

But... still something's wrong somewhere, spiritually.
So, 
I keep a goal that,
Neither would I or you....give up, 
because I know He's with us.
:)

Salam 14 Syawal all.

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Jubah and Purdah

Assalamualaikum.

About two days ago,
I wore a black jubah.
As i storied where i bought, here... "Nightmare Malam Raya".
With combination of peach pinkish color scarf.
I love it.
Looks so pastel and very comfortable.

And end of the day...
Since i wait for my friend finishing her make up.
I lepak at the pantry.
They said it's too big.
M size actually.
They said why not pick XS.
Bit fit.
I just smile...

To me,
It's my choice.
And i like it longgar.
And not showing any curved.
The more it's not interesting to others.
The more i like.
Life's goal.

And when i walked with my friends.
She said it's too long.
But the jubah only until my ankle.
Below a bit.
Close fully my feet.
Talked how i looks so difficult when took a escalator.
Boleh sapu lantai katanya lagi.
I just smile...

To me,
I don't mind that.
More difficult if you have to cover your sin back.
I guess...
Sapu lantai?
Because i sapu your sin together.
: )

Sorry no pix to show that jubah.
Next time maybe.
But, i have a beautiful picture to show.


As above,
It's talk about purdah.
Even though i'm not wear it.
One day hopefully...
Nice to know.

It can be change to how we wear a cloth and tudung.
Cover an aurah.
Come back to our rule.
The reason we close our aurah.
Understood the main reason.
Before all these fashion in muslim/muslimah take over.

Masyaallah.

Saturday, July 25, 2015

QUESTION: Is this too much?

Hello.

This post,
I'm not condemn anyone.
Yes.
Even about to mention the specific name.

Sorry if feel you don't like it.
Or think i hate you.
No.
Clearly no.
I not hate anybody.
This is because...
I love you.
Preciously care about you.
And majorly hoping you can change.

Obviously,
I'm not a goddess
Just... May be because i'm too positive...
To me, everything is so unpredictable.
Too shocked.
It's too much for me to accept it.
And, nope.
I can't take it.

You looks fine,
You are good in one person.
But, it's not what i want to talk... but everything about those attitude you try to hide.
More evil than devil.
And be bipolar, hypocrite.
Thought that no one will know.
Even someone above.
Shame on you.

Are you happy do this to me.
Lying all happy ending?
Smile on all the sin?
Until when you can pretend?
Until you win?
And drag me along?
To hell.

Tell me.
I want to know.
Because it's hurt.
Most hurt.
When that first time...
You throw far away my respect.
Because i know,
Every of my respect isn't demanded its earned.
And when you lost it once you lost it's forever.

I can stop all these relationship so means friends.
And be hypocrite like you.
But i'm not used to.
And.
I'm perfectly forgive you.
But no.
It's not my forgiveness you need... Allah forgiveness is all you needed.
Find it.

As second line,
I said i want you to change.
Before it's too late.
Pretty please.
If not for me.
For sake of Allah, Islam, your parents, your husband or wife, your children...
Your future...
Your own heaven. Jannah.
Insyaallah.

Thursday, July 23, 2015

Pilih masa depan

Assalamualaikum.

Hai.
Lately, my Facebook page banyak notify tentang events kahwin.
Lots of my ex school and college friends yang ke arah itu.
Basically, 
I'm happy for them.
: )
Alhamdulillah.
Hopefully one day, me is one of them.
Amin.

Feel so proud behalf of them.
Finally, both partner found the right person in their life.
They confident with their future.
They stride for it.
And continued it with cara yang halal.
Cayalah!

Anyway,
Married is a simple word but has a deepest meaning.
As what you can see from below pic...
When you choose a husband.
You choose... a father, a friend, idol, a teacher for you and your children.
So please, please and please choose wisely.
And handsome is not everything.
If you get the handsome one.
I called it as a bonus mark.
Copy?


Some said,
Kahwin biarlah sekali dan berkekalan.
Everyone dream that.
Orang gila jek tak nak bahagia.
Fight? Ganer if gaduh-gaduh...
Even sometimes duduk ngan mak ayah pon kekadang tak sebulu.
End of it, bertolak ansur.
Same goes to married life.
Trust, care among each other is important.
Others than that...
Takdir Allah menentukan segalanya.

Kita hanya merancang.
Dan kepada-Nya berserah.
All you need to do is pray.
Keep your life in Islamic way and go on smiling!
Bye.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

My raya 2015


Assalamualaikum,
Raya-raya-raya...

Selamat beraya semua.
Sorry lambat post about my Raya.
Just because, this Raya a bit kureng.
Mungkin sebab dah tua kot.
Hahahhah....
Truely is cuti tak dapat.
So, fight with time until Sunday i going back KL.

Our routine masak lodeh and ayam sambal early morning, keep moving on.
After that, bertukar juadah dengan jiran.
Siap-siap cepat-cepat.
The man gi sembahyang. 
We women, buat last touch up.
: )
Not just make up but don't forget to serve the table.
Isi kuih dalm balang juga.

After all gather... 
We all mintak maaf reramai, snap picture and makan juadah Raya.
The juadah i like most this year is lemang.
Lemang buluh.
Combined with serunding or rendang.
Perfet.
Yummy!

Celebration our se-family biasa sahaja.
Nothing interesting other than activity potong cake for Sist Tira birthday.
17 july, girl.
Anak-anak sedara...inter frame as always.
Bebudak biasa la.

Evening, visited sedara...
I tak balik kampung di Segamat this Raya.
With on second Raya diorang bertolak.
I tak join them.
Really tired, and just surrender for Sunday.
Jalan jem.
Hahhahha...
Prepared mental and physically.
And guess what?
On that Sunday, i stuck starting from Tangkak to KL.
What the beautiful day...
Huhuhuuuu.

Anyway, 
My simpanan wet raya dalam sampul tok give pada budak-budak still ada banyak.
May i should carry forward tok next year.
Hhehehhe...
Jimat sangat.

Orait.
See you all again.

Dapat duit raya!


Assalamualaikum.
Aku rasa caption pic atas sangat best and terbaik.
Menggambarkan apa yang aku rasa.
'Sebab aku comel'.
Ko hade?
Hahhaha...

Mekasih pada yang sudi bagi tuh.
Aku memang sudah cakap aku dah kerja.
Tapi tetap nak bagi.
aku macam okayyyy....
Trimas bro!

Alahamdulillah.
Moga murah rezeki korang.
Dan Allah always bless you all.
Aamin.
; )

Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Nightmare malam raya 2015

Assalamualaikum.

Even benda ini sudah six days berlalu.
Tapi still unforgettable,
Ever and ever...
This is i called, malam raya paling nightmare!
Huhhuhu..

That evening, petang raya.
After change my plan sebab dapat balik awal.
Hati terus bersorak gembira.
And sampai Johor around 6.45pm.
They pick me up.
Mereka adalah Sist Yam and husbend, anak dia dua orang... Ziq and apiz.
My sister Tila and Jima.

We all buka puasa dekat Angsana mall.
Only we know what we ate.
Hohooo...
Lawak-lawak tapi sedih.
Sebab ingat dapatlah last celebrate buka pose ngan mak ayah.
Sob...sob...sob.

After buka, solat Magrib.
And since Puan Yam and husbend nak gi beli barang.
I and cik Ziqa gi la beli donut,
Sister Tila and Jima and Apiz, three of them entah mana pergi.

Nak kata dounut tu sedop,
Tak delah.
Tapi...after makan,
I and cik Ziqa,
We lost from all of them.
Memula, aku rasa ni semua feeling jek, 
So sedapkan hati mencarilah kami akan mereka...
Aku rasa dalam lapan round kehulur hilir dekat floor tuh.
Tak jumpa.
Hati nih dah pikir macam-macam.
Wallet jek ada pada tangan.
Enset ada pada Sist Yam.
Argh, sudah.

Cik Ziqa ni pulak aku alihkan perhatian gi makan KFC.
Sumbatlah dia dengan dua ketul ayam goreng.
Pastu siap nak Pizza Hut pulak.
Eh demand dalam lost budak nih.
Aku yang risau dia seronok pulak.
Tapi kesian sebenarnya.
Muka ngantok,
Tapi kaki tetap jalan.
Mekasih sweetheart paham hati aunty,
Kalo dia tak larat aku piggyback jek.
Who care?

Kalo tak silap aku, tip if kita lost.
Dok jek tempat tu...
Tapi nampaknya tip aku ni tak menjadi.
Non of them yang datang.
Aku pon tekad carik kaunter pertanyaan.
Pergi jek.
Tutup.
Diorang buka pose or balik raya pon aku tak tahulah.

Next idea,
Aku join next floor.
Tetap tak jumpa.
Semua pelusuk floor aku gih,
Jam tangan time tu pon takde.
Gila malang.
Lost in time paling bahaya.
Carik kedai jam pon tak jumpa.

And sampai satu tahap,
Aku tekad, nak mintak tolong.
Aku gi one of the shop area situ.
Diorang nih jual alatan sembahyang.
Jubah pon ada.
Islam.
Memula tu aku tanya, ada public phone ke area sini.
Sebeb reality-nya memang aku carik pon public phone.
Dia cakap tak de,
Aku tanya dah pokol berapa. 
Dia kata 9.15pm.
Aku dah rasa nak meraung.
Sambil tebal muka aku cakaplah nak pinjam handphone.

Biasalah,
Muka sweet kelip-kelip pon if nak mintak tolong...mesti diorang pandang kau lapan poloh kali sebab bagi nak percaya.
Lastly,
Adik ni berubah jadi peramah and punyalah baik.
Yang aku nih bijak lagi pandai.
Hanya ingat numbor sendiri.
Kan aku dah cakap.
Aku ingat contact numbor memang fail sejak azali.

Around 9.45pm... try-try masih tak jawab.
Dia cakap masuk voice mail.
Next ada pick tapi tak de suara.
Next, termati gitu jek.
Hati dah risau.

Cuba lagi untuk kali ke berapa tak tahulah.
Baru ada orang pick up my phone.
Sist Yam yang jawab.
Terus aku tanya soalan bertalu-talu.
Location mana.
Tu paling penting.
Dan wish si penolong all the best and selamat hari raya.
Aku nak hulur wet, dia kata tak payah.
Aku pon...
Terus grab cik Ziqa untuk jejak kasih.
Gila tak gembira?
Rasa nak terguling-guling senang hati.

Cik Ziqa bila nampak ayah dia terus pelok tak nak lepas.
Katanya mereka berpecah and kumpul situ.
Aku dalam hati yang sudah lega.
Sempat jengah-jengah kedai situ.
Eh, eh...terbeli jubah hitam sekali.
Hhehhe...
: )

By the way.
After aku beli jubah.
Mereka sudah pon ada semua.
Cheit,
Aku nampak dioarang ada beli kasut raya.
Huh.
Sedey kita.
Pastu masing-masing salahkan sesama sendiri.
Pastu aku cakaplah aku ada call.
Tapi enganged.
So diorang cam pelik
Rupanya cik Yam tak tahu nak pick up call using my phone.
Cheiittt.... cam hampeh.
Pastu diam jek, tak cakap kat my other sister. 
Tila and Jima.
OMG!!!

And around 10.30 pm baru we all heading back balik rumah.
Aku apa lagi.
Penat travel.
Penat lost.
Tido sepanjang jalan.

All this memang pengajaran.
Even scary nightmare!
And then, you know what happens to me malam raya.
Sama-samalah kita berhuhu.
Overall.
Alhamdulillah.
Semua selamat.
Selamat hari Raya.
: )

She the one yang gembira dalam lost.

Monday, July 20, 2015

Again, durian talk.


Assalamualaikum.
(previous post-Durian )

Sorry dude,
Kita talk pasal durian lagi.
; )

Yup,
After a week and celebrate raya pun da lepas... naik raya jek. 
Terus ada orang buat open table tok makan durian.
Tak nyempat-nyempat.
Cheit,
Sajer bagi hancur my diet.

Biler gini...
Orang ajak makan.
Mestilah join kan.
Hohohooo.
Durian nih kalau tolak, ibarat tolak rezeki paling dalam.
Subahanallah.

Tak lupa juga,
Billion thanks kepada pemilik dusun.
Murah rezekinya.
And pihak yang menggangkutnya.
Berbaloi penat kakak sekalian.
Pape pon,
Meh, meh. Makan-makan-makan.

First reaction...
Muka malu-malu tapi realitinya excited sebab dapat makan.
Pastu macam...really!
Senyum sorang-sorang.
Pastu jadik part time model durian,
Selamat makan, der!
Hidu bau pon jadik la.
: )

Saturday, July 18, 2015

Novel: Kisah yang sempurna (Sinopsis)


Hello.
Hai.
After my three 'cerpen' crazy stories...
Cerpen: Kecoh Raya

I again want challenging myself doing another story. Bit long. And i called this as a short novel.
Perhaps.
Hahhah...
The story line more about Islam and family things.
Sound cliche.
But in my terms, this not only cliche but top of cliche types.
: )

Synopsis:
Ammar Dubies, twenty eight guy got everything he wanted in life. He had the looks, wealth, and power. Until a day his life trap him with a wife things.

But there are only a few things you need to know about him: He don’t believe in love and don’t ever want to get married. Not I said he is a gay. At least, that what he always told himself.

Allah has said that, He created us in pairs. 
But the question is whose gonna tame him?

Best quotes: If you can't change your fate, change your attitude.

"Kisah yang sempurna", or a perfect story.
Allow me to make it perfectly as possible.
Way may some grammatical error, i know.
Can't beat that.

Not sure when it gonna complete, just enjoy and wait for my next and next entries.
Bye!

Japan trip 1

Hello,  Aku sebenarnya tengah vacation mood, daripada 18hb April. Memang rancang akan update, Kita kemas-kemas blog yang dah usang gila ini....