Gained weight

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. I get back my five kilograms yang hilang beberapa bulan lepas.
Sebab makan tak ingat dunia.
Kalau korang tengok mesti tak percaya.
... Bela saka ke apa.
Tapi itulah realitinya.
Target. Target.

Pelahap paling drastik.
Makan nasi ayam hainan hasil dua cawan beras yang di masak sendrik.
Boleh cover tiga kali makan sehari.
Tapi mulut nak kunyah.
Snack time, roti kaya butter boleh dalam lapan keping satu hari.
Ada kuih kalau rajin beli.
Camtu ar.

So ni dah balik ideal weight.
Maintain...
Insyaallah lah ya.

Exam oi exam

Assalamualaikum.

Revision two weeks, and exam two weeks.
Hokey.
Final exam untuk semester pertama.
Tak study apa-apa lagi.
Nak kena bukak buku.
Tapi bila bukak buku... Tutup balik few seconds after that.
Cannot tahan.
I can't brained anything.

Sebab bukan dalam jenis menghafal.
Then,
Belajar sampai paham, itu my style.
Nak ambil masa memaham tuh yang lama.
Restart pc otak.
Finalize documents mana tak guna, put aside.
New folder nak masuk.
Selit mana boleh masuk.

Next week fully self study.
So i got my time style... Boleh truly focus untuk cover all five subject.
Pastu paham lebih untuk sub sebject yang target masuk exam.
Maka jadilah buku itu jambatan ilmu.
Cheewah.

So far, i just buat mana terbaik untuk exam and those assignments.
Alhamdulillah for Consas paper semua lulus.
Then, dah dapat half untuk pass mark final.
Ni untuk final... Insyaallah harap lulus hendaknya. Half mark lagi untuk go through.
Fighting.

Younger

Assalamualaikum.

Between these few months banyak benda from my surrounding yang silently attack my soul.
Emotionally than physically.
I felt so tired.
Plus practical in cardiac team, needed long hours standing until finish.
And no break until 0300 pm.
I think, i lost more weight
Something that not make me happy at all.

Then, to slot their problem in my schedule.
I just help mana yang perlu, hulur mana yang boleh.
Give them my advices.
Fews, need me to plan their future, which are nak ikut ke tak sukahati.
Their hope in me sometimes too much to take.
... This dilemma drain all my energy.

Not that i complaint about.
There are person yang i cares much.
There are my family. My friends. Or even someone which i used to know.
And i don't like they being useless or stupid for no valid reason.
Like hey, korang muda lagi ok.
Boost your energy.
Aim something.
And do your best.

Personally, cannot blame takdir.
You're not born to be like this.
Allah didn't said it, this is your like would be.
Please. You're born to shine for yourself and even for others.
Jangan malukan diri sendiri and regret later. Too late, ok.
Now is your time.
You got your own superpowers.
Find that and grab it.

A mistake still a mistake.
But why do the same mistake everyday if you have tomorrow as a promise to make it better.
Think positive.
Changes the aura.
Do something, please.
I can help you all. But you also have to help yourself.

I also a human.
I also have a bad day.
We're the same. But i don't want to be like you.
I got my aim, goals.
Either it is a simple or complicated task, to take a short or long period. I still do it.
This is how i survive my world.
Be productive.

(to be continue, how i boost my day)
Fighting guys!