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Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Nightmare malam raya 2015

Assalamualaikum.

Even benda ini sudah six days berlalu.
Tapi still unforgettable,
Ever and ever...
This is i called, malam raya paling nightmare!
Huhhuhu..

That evening, petang raya.
After change my plan sebab dapat balik awal.
Hati terus bersorak gembira.
And sampai Johor around 6.45pm.
They pick me up.
Mereka adalah Sist Yam and husbend, anak dia dua orang... Ziq and apiz.
My sister Tila and Jima.

We all buka puasa dekat Angsana mall.
Only we know what we ate.
Hohooo...
Lawak-lawak tapi sedih.
Sebab ingat dapatlah last celebrate buka pose ngan mak ayah.
Sob...sob...sob.

After buka, solat Magrib.
And since Puan Yam and husbend nak gi beli barang.
I and cik Ziqa gi la beli donut,
Sister Tila and Jima and Apiz, three of them entah mana pergi.

Nak kata dounut tu sedop,
Tak delah.
Tapi...after makan,
I and cik Ziqa,
We lost from all of them.
Memula, aku rasa ni semua feeling jek, 
So sedapkan hati mencarilah kami akan mereka...
Aku rasa dalam lapan round kehulur hilir dekat floor tuh.
Tak jumpa.
Hati nih dah pikir macam-macam.
Wallet jek ada pada tangan.
Enset ada pada Sist Yam.
Argh, sudah.

Cik Ziqa ni pulak aku alihkan perhatian gi makan KFC.
Sumbatlah dia dengan dua ketul ayam goreng.
Pastu siap nak Pizza Hut pulak.
Eh demand dalam lost budak nih.
Aku yang risau dia seronok pulak.
Tapi kesian sebenarnya.
Muka ngantok,
Tapi kaki tetap jalan.
Mekasih sweetheart paham hati aunty,
Kalo dia tak larat aku piggyback jek.
Who care?

Kalo tak silap aku, tip if kita lost.
Dok jek tempat tu...
Tapi nampaknya tip aku ni tak menjadi.
Non of them yang datang.
Aku pon tekad carik kaunter pertanyaan.
Pergi jek.
Tutup.
Diorang buka pose or balik raya pon aku tak tahulah.

Next idea,
Aku join next floor.
Tetap tak jumpa.
Semua pelusuk floor aku gih,
Jam tangan time tu pon takde.
Gila malang.
Lost in time paling bahaya.
Carik kedai jam pon tak jumpa.

And sampai satu tahap,
Aku tekad, nak mintak tolong.
Aku gi one of the shop area situ.
Diorang nih jual alatan sembahyang.
Jubah pon ada.
Islam.
Memula tu aku tanya, ada public phone ke area sini.
Sebeb reality-nya memang aku carik pon public phone.
Dia cakap tak de,
Aku tanya dah pokol berapa. 
Dia kata 9.15pm.
Aku dah rasa nak meraung.
Sambil tebal muka aku cakaplah nak pinjam handphone.

Biasalah,
Muka sweet kelip-kelip pon if nak mintak tolong...mesti diorang pandang kau lapan poloh kali sebab bagi nak percaya.
Lastly,
Adik ni berubah jadi peramah and punyalah baik.
Yang aku nih bijak lagi pandai.
Hanya ingat numbor sendiri.
Kan aku dah cakap.
Aku ingat contact numbor memang fail sejak azali.

Around 9.45pm... try-try masih tak jawab.
Dia cakap masuk voice mail.
Next ada pick tapi tak de suara.
Next, termati gitu jek.
Hati dah risau.

Cuba lagi untuk kali ke berapa tak tahulah.
Baru ada orang pick up my phone.
Sist Yam yang jawab.
Terus aku tanya soalan bertalu-talu.
Location mana.
Tu paling penting.
Dan wish si penolong all the best and selamat hari raya.
Aku nak hulur wet, dia kata tak payah.
Aku pon...
Terus grab cik Ziqa untuk jejak kasih.
Gila tak gembira?
Rasa nak terguling-guling senang hati.

Cik Ziqa bila nampak ayah dia terus pelok tak nak lepas.
Katanya mereka berpecah and kumpul situ.
Aku dalam hati yang sudah lega.
Sempat jengah-jengah kedai situ.
Eh, eh...terbeli jubah hitam sekali.
Hhehhe...
: )

By the way.
After aku beli jubah.
Mereka sudah pon ada semua.
Cheit,
Aku nampak dioarang ada beli kasut raya.
Huh.
Sedey kita.
Pastu masing-masing salahkan sesama sendiri.
Pastu aku cakaplah aku ada call.
Tapi enganged.
So diorang cam pelik
Rupanya cik Yam tak tahu nak pick up call using my phone.
Cheiittt.... cam hampeh.
Pastu diam jek, tak cakap kat my other sister. 
Tila and Jima.
OMG!!!

And around 10.30 pm baru we all heading back balik rumah.
Aku apa lagi.
Penat travel.
Penat lost.
Tido sepanjang jalan.

All this memang pengajaran.
Even scary nightmare!
And then, you know what happens to me malam raya.
Sama-samalah kita berhuhu.
Overall.
Alhamdulillah.
Semua selamat.
Selamat hari Raya.
: )

She the one yang gembira dalam lost.

Monday, July 20, 2015

Again, durian talk.


Assalamualaikum.
(previous post-Durian )

Sorry dude,
Kita talk pasal durian lagi.
; )

Yup,
After a week and celebrate raya pun da lepas... naik raya jek. 
Terus ada orang buat open table tok makan durian.
Tak nyempat-nyempat.
Cheit,
Sajer bagi hancur my diet.

Biler gini...
Orang ajak makan.
Mestilah join kan.
Hohohooo.
Durian nih kalau tolak, ibarat tolak rezeki paling dalam.
Subahanallah.

Tak lupa juga,
Billion thanks kepada pemilik dusun.
Murah rezekinya.
And pihak yang menggangkutnya.
Berbaloi penat kakak sekalian.
Pape pon,
Meh, meh. Makan-makan-makan.

First reaction...
Muka malu-malu tapi realitinya excited sebab dapat makan.
Pastu macam...really!
Senyum sorang-sorang.
Pastu jadik part time model durian,
Selamat makan, der!
Hidu bau pon jadik la.
: )

Saturday, July 18, 2015

Novel: Kisah yang sempurna (Sinopsis)


Hello.
Hai.
After my three 'cerpen' crazy stories...
Cerpen: Kecoh Raya

I again want challenging myself doing another story. Bit long. And i called this as a short novel.
Perhaps.
Hahhah...
The story line more about Islam and family things.
Sound cliche.
But in my terms, this not only cliche but top of cliche types.
: )

Synopsis:
Ammar Dubies, twenty eight guy got everything he wanted in life. He had the looks, wealth, and power. Until a day his life trap him with a wife things.

But there are only a few things you need to know about him: He don’t believe in love and don’t ever want to get married. Not I said he is a gay. At least, that what he always told himself.

Allah has said that, He created us in pairs. 
But the question is whose gonna tame him?

Best quotes: If you can't change your fate, change your attitude.

"Kisah yang sempurna", or a perfect story.
Allow me to make it perfectly as possible.
Way may some grammatical error, i know.
Can't beat that.

Not sure when it gonna complete, just enjoy and wait for my next and next entries.
Bye!

Friday, July 17, 2015

Selamat hari raya aidilfitri 2015/1436H


Assalamualaikum.

Selamat hari raya semua!
: )
Yup.
Before i meratah all dishes di pagi raya.
Yang look pretty good and awesome.

My family and i would like menyusun sepuluh jari memohon maaf /apologize kepada those muslim and muslimah. 
Well known or unknown. 
For every words and action yang tidak disenangi.
Mana terkurang even terlebih.
Sorry.
Sincere from bottom of our heart and soul.

By the way...
Make it right by, cheers ourselves and keep our phone away for this precious moments.
Bila lagi nak together ramai-ramai macam ni kan.
So,
Appreciate it.
Bentang tikar and start a conversation.

May Allah have His mercy upon us and our family.
Happy eid mubarak!

Wednesday, July 15, 2015

My Ramadhan 1436H/2015

Assalamualaikum.

My point of view:
This Ramadhan is a bit like rushing, fighting with the time.
And when you realized about that,
you're already at the end of this good month.
If time can be reversed.
I will fix it all.
Yeah, maybe only...
In my dream.

From starting i already apply a week annual leave.
So everything look smooth.
In sequence.
Sahur with excitement.
Spending whole time helping cleaning my parents house.
Help in taking care of my niece and nephew.
Kept sibling, parents ukhwah relationship in best fix position.
Hehheh...
Then,
Buka puasa with family.
Go Terawih.

But after my annual leave, and mula bekerja.
All up and down.
My own big regret.
Is for not keeping myself to achieve my precious goals.
... To complete reading Quran in this good month.
Subhanallah.
May Allah permudahkan segalanya.

Others is like my normal month.
Keep humble, smiling and bersyukur!
That's a good manner yang sememangnya ada.
Hhehheh...
Keep it up, dear.

And tomorrow...
Is last day.
Ramadhan will leave us.
It's really leaving.
So sad.
I will so terrifically missing you.
Really.
Serious.


Insyaallah till we meet in next Ramadhan.
Hope more better than this year.
Aamin.
: )

Monday, July 13, 2015

New probs: Contact number

Assalamualaikum,

Hai.
Let's talk about something serious.... the contact number.
'Cause i felt so bad about it right now.
About what just happened few minutes ago.
To me to be exactly.
Yup...
That's me.

As people really knew me, i don't really good in remembering someone phone number.
Biggest weak.
Admit it.
Yeah... like, i have something more important to remember.
Rather than that long digit number, included the most i hate... someone who like to change their phone number every month.
And my brain so limited in space.
: )

Because of this night,
All of sudden when my super senior massage me.
I not see the contact number... and simply reply is like a gangster tone.
Gosh!
Conservation going smooth.
But,
When she want make a phone call, i said bring it on.
I'm not "bisu" yet.
Then,
When i heard the first word... i just like....
Okayyyy...
I'm dealing with wrong person.
Please get me outer here.
Huhuuu...



Luckily, she like doen't care with my massage.
Alhamdulillah.
Moral of the incident....
Please be careful in every action.
Keep on eyes for every contact number of people you know well.
Noted.
Very big noted.

Baju Raya

Assalamualaikum.

Excuse me.
Aura Raya yang coming soon, membutkan aku ingin update about it.
Hehheheh...
Tara!


Just my simple baju kurung.
This abstract colourful cloth i bought at kedai tepi jalan jek.
Jangan tak percaya.
Baru you know how humble i'm.
No boutique or special designer needed.
Okayyyy...
As long as i'm feel comfortable, just go with it.
: )

The price so affordable.
RM50.00 only.
And nah... i take it.

Usually, baju raya aku suka if my emak yang jahitkan. 
She know my size and what i want.
But,
This year... my emak bit busy with my sister in pantang.
Cucu ke-7.
With other dua cucu lagi untuk di jaga-Cik Ziqa and Apiz Ultraman.
So, i don't wanna kacau.
Beli je lah kan.

I like the fabric. 
And the mustard colour scarf is special gift from my younger sister.
Magically, quiet match with this baju kurung.
Gunakan lah.
Save!
Thanks sis.

My next baju raya...i choose black.
This one has no picture. 
Not baju kurung.
It's like a fishtail blouse with black long skirt.

Matching with Neelofa printed scarf, i bought last month.
Small colourful flower.
Rasa diri cute-cute gitulah.
Hahhahah....

Ok bye!

Sunday, July 12, 2015

Refreshing old cloth!

Assalamualaikum,

Last past month, since my motorcycle broken down.
Oh,
And still being repair.
I starting used a LRT daily and surprisingly... also transform my way of dressing.
Something good i learnt from here.
Alhamdulillah.

From those trousers, T-shirt to... Baju kurung or long skirt...
What can i say.
I felt quiet cute, duh.
: )

My motto: Always dress well but keep it simple!
And comfortable.
In this Ramadhan month, i prefer to continue this good habits.
Hhehhe...
And below is one of my outfit.


FYI, in keeping on budget for celebrating Eid day.
I now in trying recycle all my own old cloth and refreshing it with new style.
As long as it's kept of muslimah types.
I'm okay with it.
By the way,
That maxi dress, you can catch up on my previous post.
Three years ago, Maxi dress.

Match that, match this... those.
Are the silent surviving i facing everyday.
Some bit challenging, some like, just pick what i can reach!
Hahhahahh....

Ok, 
Bye!

Saturday, July 11, 2015

Durian

Assalamualaikum.

Hai.
Some mesti cam tak suka dengan my topic.
But, what can i say.
Sorry.
May you just shut up or leave.

Durian, raja buah.
I'm not too die hard fan.
But if you wanna me to join you.
And volunteer to open up the buah for me.
I'm on.
Hehhehe....

Bagi yang tak makan sebabkan the odor.
To me,
Bau... is just a subjective words.
But who cares if the taste is so lovely.
: )


Rasa dia?
It's some bitter but lemak-lemak gitu.
I like this type.
And.
Some sweet and just nice.
So, every buah durian you open...just a suprise taste.
Kiranya if dapat berkenan rasanya.
Heaven.

So, actually...
Aku dah melantak this durian masa awal puasa yang aku cuti a week.
But, two days ago.
My colleague, buat makan-makan durian after buka pose.
Hhehhe...
Please give that man award.
Sebab bagi idea yang sangat bernas.
Yummy!

Monday, July 06, 2015

Sense of humour


Assalamualaikum.

I donno others.
But some of my friends think how comedian i can be.
Co-me-di-an.
What!?
Just seriously.

Hahhahah...
How can their mind can thought like this.
So fake.
So crazy.
The fact is i'm not like that okay.
May be they just enjoy my real me.
When i don't like something, i just tell the truth.
'Terus terang'
Or if i cannot told, they can see from my mimic faces.
Duh.
I don't like be hypocrite.

That's my automatic action.
If that what they mean.
Overall i think if they sit 24/7 with me.
Surely bored.
Bosan-bosan-bosan-bohjan-
Ehhh...
'Cause i'm not really socialize person.

Laughter until your tears come out and stomach ache.
So far only to the person i close enough.
Usually my family member.
When we throw back our childhood moments.
That's non stop if i got the point.
Gulinglah anda di situ sampai esok.

All of us...
Hate to see people sad, or down.
Trying,
Cherish them up,
'Cause smiling always a good medication.
And if they wanna me to do that.
Open the table please.
Cheit. 

Bye.

Saturday, July 04, 2015

Humanity


Asslamualaikum all.

I'm not being against the world.
Even racist to any religion.
But, i called this humanity.
Needed only from your little sense of human.
Perhaps still have it.
'Cause today i just see humans, not humanity.

We stay free and peace in this country.
With our lovely family and friends.
We laugh, we play, and we sleep well.
We're happy.
But in other small place in this world is in war.
They cry, they fight and they suffering.
How can we pretend they do not exist?
Are we losing our humanity?

And we think everything gonna be okay.
But sadly,
Everything is not okay.
They are under attacked.
There are forcing them to die...
To every unharmed children, women and old men.
It's unfair.
Please put down your gunfire.
Stop killing them!

To those who responsible of this incident,
We was refusing money.
For the sake of peace,
Give them hope.
Just give a freedom.
Because, humanity now is crying in despair.


Lastly,
Raise our voice for humanity.
We don't need to be Muslim to stand up for them, you just need to be humanity.
#supportGaza
#freePalestine

Humble

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday, after worked.
Around 4.00 pm,
I took a shuttle to LRT Ampang Park.
Yeah, again...
Me and public transport.

Waiting for a shuttle?
No offense.
When i met this very humble old man.

He's a professor plus doctor of orthopedic oncologist at my workplace.
Even we know each other, i still like... bit shy.
Just me and my routine greeting and talk about previous case.
Then,
I though he will walk away to doctor's parking.
But... What a surprise,
when he joining us in the shuttle.
Simple with his office attire, no tie and a backpack.
Very down to earth.

After drop at our destination... we said goodbye.
Because he want to buy a pizza for his daughter.
And that's my story.

By the way,
I want give my million respect to him.
Masyaallah.

Wednesday, July 01, 2015

Travel

Assalamualaikum.

When i seen some of my friends going travel oversea.
Korea, New Zealand, Hong Kong, United Kingdom, Bali, even Sabah or Sarawak.
I feel nothing.
Nothing excited.
Nothing major.
Just happy for them.

But,
If i heard that one of my friends go Umrah or Haji.
I feel woooowwww....
Can you bring me together?
Pretty please.
...

Yup!
Mekah, is the top or 1st in my bucket-list i want to go.
By hook or by crook.
I wanna be there.
My master plan.
My dream place.

If i'm selfish.
With my money i had now.
Packing my bag.
I can go alone.
But, yeah... we must bring someone "mahram" or husband if i'm married.

Then, 
I'm single.
So i decided to bring along my emak and ayah.
So, i have to collect more money.
May Allah bless me and my plans.
: )

Then, 
After my master plan pass.
I just feel free to go anywhere.
Hehheheh...
Can't wait!

Peace.
: )

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Biskut Cheese

Assalamualikum.

Duh.
Cheese biscuit...
One of my fav dessert in the world.
Simple and so delicious.
As before, my friends will do it for me.
And i just tinggal untuk 'ngap'...

But,
I think why not i did it by myself?
Challenge accepted.
Shopping free at Sam's groceries to get a Tatura cream cheese.
Hehheheh...

English version
Ingredients:
1/2  tin of sweetened creamer
250 gram of cream cheese
1 packet of Cracker Original
1 small box of fresh milk
150 gram of nestum.

Step by step:
1-Combined the cream cheese and sweetened creamer.
2-Beat it until fluffy.
3-On the other side, dip the Cracker biscuit with fresh milk.
4-And arrange nicely on brass/loyang/Tupperware.
5-Cover the biscuit with cheese cream, make one layer.
6-Next, spread the nestum on it.
7-Repeat step 3, 4, 5 as you wish.
8-Put in fridge and ready to serve.

Cheese Milk

Tabur Nestum

Resipi Crakers Cheese
picture: shakiddo.com

Malay version
Bahan-bahan:
1/2 susu krimer pekat manis.
250 gram krim keju
1 paket Cracker Original
1 kotak kecil susu segar
150 gram nestum.

Langkah-langkahnya:
1-Campurkan susu pekat bersama krim keju.
2-Pukul hingga kembang.
3-Rendam biskut Cracker dengan susu segar, jangan sampai kembang sangat.
4-Susun rapat dalam loyang.
5-Buat satu lapisan keju di atasnya sehingga menutupi keseluruhan biskut.
6-Taburkan nestum di atas lapisan keju.
7-Ulang langkah 3, 4, 5 mengikut ketebalan yang dikehendaki.
8-Sejukkan dalam peti ais dan sedia untuk dihidangkan.

And thumbs up!
Really heaven and so cheesy.
Nyum...nyum...
Love so much.
Next berbuka puasa can eat again.
Alhamdulillah.

Sunday, June 28, 2015

Trust issue

Assalamualaikum.

When i'm dealing with a very complicated relationship.
(as my previous post)
I can summarize all of it... related to a trust issue.
Yup!
All of it.

Along with our life,
Trust issue are like phone and internet.
You know what i mean?
Too hard to avoid but has to comply it.
Because always, it's so routine.

You can live alone as you wish.
In the jungle.
Example.
Acting like Tarzan.
But,
in the same time...you have to socialize,
Nope?
May be not human to human.
How about others animal you haunting, plant you ete, natural surrounding.
Trust.
It all about you trust...
Then, you survive.

Let's we reply this cycle of trust issue in our life.
If you still denying what i'm thinking.
...
First, Allah.

When i became fetus,
Allah put on soul because He in trust me, for being an excellent muslimah on this earth.
And 'till now i trying keep that to an awesome level.
Day by day,
Nothing change in Allah's trust.
But me, up and down.
O, Shame on you!

Then,
When you born,
You trust to your parents to take care of you.
And they trust you too...
Be a good son/daughter, built an Islamic family.
Together we helping each other.

Growing up, you socialize.
Make friends, high school, work, and married.
Involving the communities.
Did you realize, how risky the trust issue now?
Each pace you face...
Came with a lie, stab-back, and until the maximum limit.

You happy as everything going well,
You cry or felt down when it's crushing up.
That's a cycle of life.
And,
Only the cool person know where and when to put trust to.
Life goals.

when you're walking but your shoes are on point.
: )

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

When you get dumped

Assalamualaikum.


I don't have many friends, you see.
And i'm okay with that.
Because i know, i may not their perfect friend but i'm trying to make sure i always been there by their side when needed.
At least as a good listener.
Or giving my shoulder.
Hehhehehh...
Quality more important than quantity!

Around this few weeks.
I'm dealing with a complicated relationship.
When .... My friends get dumped.
And she don't like it.
I even more hate it.

The first incident, when she get dumped.
She was crying like hell.
Because she love that man so much.
Denial what i advice to her, she just want that man.
Who seem 'coward' to give any explanation.

In her grieving, I just hope she not did something stupid,... suicide i mean.
Yeah, take precaution before something bad happen.
Right?
And after days by days she can accept everything.
And she transform herself.
Wearing hijab, prying. and read alQuran.
Alhamdulillah.

But, not even a week, she being dumped again.
By a same man.
And this time, more worsen... she admitted.
How hurt she was!
She wasn't crying because she was sad, or because of heartbroken she was. She cried, because she felt like an idiot.

And i'm sorry for not being beside her when this second incident.
I'm out of town.
But on the next day, i'm back.
The first word when she see me, "Why are you late?"
And i'm feel so bad.
Sorry again, dear.
I promised this not gonna happen again.

To me,
real men never stop trying to show a girl how much she means to him, even after he's got her.
Most importantly, he will never make you cry.
And cry and cry again.
For other than good reason.
Allah for sure.
Masyallah.

To that.... man-So you think you can walk into a hurt girls' life, sweep her off her feet and keep her dumped.
You're wrong.
She's not even your toy.
I give you a words....don't you dare-not even for a second-think that you can hurt her again.
At this starting line.
I may not too brave to sue, beat severely, or paid any series killer doing a revenge.
But she have Allah, her family, brothers, friends and me.
Who will stand at her back.

To my friends,
To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better,
But i do have the arms to give you a hug,
Ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about,
And i have a heart...
The heart that's arching to see you smile again.

Lastly, please my frinds...
Stop being the right women for the wrong man.
You can get better than him.
You're not victim of your own mind.
Continue pray...Allah will help you.
Trust Him.

Forgiving someone is easy,
As you plan before... but I know being able to trust him again is a totally different story.
Keep remember, you're strong than you think!
May Allah bless us.
Aamin.

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Shoes & Sweater

Assalamualaikum.

Hai,
So my annual leave for a week dah finish.
Huhuhuhu...
Tomorrow gonna start keja macam biasa.
Dalam bulan pose.
Hope everything gonna be alright.
Ayat pasrah.

I donno others but i think you will thought that how weird i am.
Yelah, bulan pose...
Orang semua excited nak beli berpasang-pasang baju raya,
High heel kelip-kelip..
Then look at me.
My eyes more focus and my heart much interesting about something different.

Huh,
Sweater and shoes.
What you say?

Meh, mungkin sebab aku dah beli dah pon baju raya awal-awal.
Sepasang, good enough.
Kahkahkah...
Tu yang cam tak kisah dah semua tu.

So, who cares about others?
I pun picked two pairs at Bata shop, north star brand.
One red and grey shoes.
May because the price, RM29.90 per pair.
So, tu yang aku grab dua sekali.
: )

Other than simple T-shirt, plain blouse...
I also known as sweater collector.
Baju sejuk/baju panas or
Sweatshirt-baju panas daripada cotton.
Whatever it is,
I just like it so much.

And i choose a sweater from Sam.
One only... tak boleh lebih.
I love the colour, grey at the sleeve and blue for body cover.
Nice.

I start addicted at this thing since last year.
I love how simple, not curvy and not attracted it is.
Just imagine... a girl wear red shoes, long black skirt, and oversize sweater.
Hurm.
Nothing interesting right.
Yeah,
Life goals.

Now, i have six sweater.
Black Puma, Peach Scarlet, Two from Sam (included this one), and two more unknown.
Unknown, beli time kat times Square.
Hahhahaha...
Types, ada V neck cardigan style, Hoodie and zip hoodie.

This sweater, again i more pada non hoodie.
So, your tudung not look messy around.
If ada hoodie, malas-malas i masukkan dalam jek tudung tuh.
Kemas.

So,
Bye!


Friday, June 19, 2015

ISLAMIC: Ya Allah, I miss Rasullullah S.A.W

Assalamualaikum.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much,
that you just want to pick them up from your mind,
and hug them.
For real.

O Prophet Muhammad,
Your amazing, your life is wonderful.
Everything about you is magnificent,
You only one.
Your death was a significant point in Islamic history with affected the hearts of many both in his time,
and our time.

The death of Prophet Muhammad was the greatest grief that all Muslims have ever had to endure.
Even i'm living in this era, the effect are still the same.
: (
He was the only one of God's messengers,
who sent to deliver the massage of Allah to all of humanity rather than one group of people. 

No man in the history of the world has had as great an impact as Muhammad (SAW) , 
and no Muslim has lived since his lifetime who has not kept him in their mind and heart. 
Masyaallah. I miss you.
Today, 1.6 billion Muslims in every corner of the world pray for him at least five times a day, 
and this great population of believers all started with one man.

And being here without you is like i'm walking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kinda there but not quite,
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you.
I'm a man at best.
With half an arrow in my chest.
-one direction, half a heart-

I've questioned for so long,
tell me how could this be?
How could we love someone whom our eye have never seen
If he is truly dear to you.
Follow him,
and in Paradise you will be him.
-Maher Zain song, Muhammad-


And i found this at Nadia Syamilla's blog:

Ya Rasulullah :')
How many sleepless night that you went through just to sujud to Allah S.W.T to ask forgiveness for us? :')
Ya Rasulullah, how much hurt that you went through just to spread Allah's messages to us? :')
Ya Rasulullah, why did you called us "Ummati Ummati Ummati" (even you did not meet us) during the time you had pain the most during your death ?
Ya Rasulullah, why did you faint after heard from Malaikah Jibrail a.s. that your ummah will occupied the most of the last stage of Jahannam (Neraka)?
Ya Rasulullah why did you waste your tears so much just because of us?
Ya Rasulullah, why you had done so much to us, yet we still did not following your sunnah ? :'(
Ya Rasulullah Salla Allahu Alayhi Wassalam ... I Miss You.

I know you love us so much :'( 
Thats why you sacrifice so much :'(
You are the choosen one Ya Muhammad Ya Rasulullah. Only your name can be put on the same line as Allah S.W.T <3
How much Allah loves you :')
How much beautiful, wonderful, amazing, handsome, awesome, grateful, truthful, loving, caring, understanding you are!

You have Al Quran as your akhlak :') Rasulullah seorang terpuji <3
Subhana Allah!
Allahumma Solli Ala Muhammad Wa Ala Ali Muhammad !

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Sweetness of chocolate


Assalamualaikum

I got this.
One of my friends give it after felt guilty sebab one incident.
Even i'm just okay with it.
Just,
Nothing major.
'Cause I'm always maafkan semua orang.

I still don't open the wrapper.
Not because i'm allergies,
Not because i'm don't like it.
Not because i'm gonna eat later...

But,
As my friends got pahala with when she given it to me.
I feel, i want more...\
I want more pahala.
For both of us.
How?

I planning to share this with other person.
As i assume, four pieces of chocolate.
Good enough for earning more pahala.

Make it better is i'm gonna back home today.
And i will go to TBS.
What i'm gonna do... i will distribute to four lucky person on this wonderful day.
Insyaallah.
May Allah bless me.

If that person give to another person, more pahala for us!
Amin.
And that's it...
How easy you can grab a pahala.
Just from a simple gift.

Alhamdulillah.

Saturday, June 13, 2015

Blogger: Fatin Liyana's wedding

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah.
Congratulation diucapkan pada most beautiful and wonderful blogger i respect most, Mrs Fatin Liyana.
Tahniah for both of you and your family.
I actually donna that she's married today.
What a suprise!


Petang tadi, while i'm packing for balik kampung tomorrow.
In mean time... curik-curik scrool FB.
Then, barulah tahu...

She is very good person.
I love how humble and down to earth she is.
And islamic life she through.
Such an inspiring motivation to me.

Now, she berpasangan with a very good looking man.
Takdir Allah.
A good person, for a good people.
: )

Anyway,
Nice theme.
I love your dressing.
Good choice of photographer.

Lastly,
I doakan both of you happily ever after until Jannah and always in Allah blessing.
Amin...



Thursday, June 11, 2015

A week before ramadhan 2015.


"Ramadan (also known as Ramadhan or Ramzan) is the ninth month in the Islamic calendar. It is a time when Muslims around the world focus on prayer, fasting, giving to charity, and religious devotion"

Assalamualaikum.

Now we only has a week before ramadhan coming. Alhamdulillah...
Very grateful, moga dapat meraikan fasting time and terawih after that.
Ramadhan is always the right month for us.
And as a human, boost your ramadhan spirit to make it's so right for you.
: )

How?
Especially situation where when we can't eat,
we lost in time.
Nothing to do... our lunch time wasted just like that.

Why not, quiet your mind and turn off everything surrounding you.
Talk to yourself about Allah and purpose of life.
Remind ourself may take five minutes, guys.
Plus minus,
Fill it with dua...

Quran jangan dilupa.
Learn arabic words if sempat.
Masyaalh...terisi masanya.

Sedekah.
Balance from beli juadah buka puasa...contohnya.
One of true and easiest thing we can do.
Sumbang untuk akhirat.
Berlipat kali ganda pahala. Lagi-lagi it's ramadhan.

Use those night of power wisely.
Because we only, once get that through ramadhan month.
Pahala kumpul banyak-banyak.
Alhamdulillah.
Good planning.
Everything praised to Allah.

Selamat berpuasa semua!
P/S: I done apply leave for celebrate fasting month.
A week full.
Just for you, ramadhan.

Wednesday, June 10, 2015

Yes, you are an arrogant person.

Hi.

Do you believe me when I said every person on this world have an arrogant or ego things in their side? It either appears in the surface or carefully hide deep inside your heart. Nah, don't believe it! Yes, it's true. Still in denial? How about we recognized who we really are, let's check below statement...

You always said you're better than anyone.
You despise the weak person.
You love talk about yourself.
You see everything is a competition.
You hard to mingle around.
You have trust issue.
You ...
You ... it always be you. 


No one will likes when people called them a cocky, ego-ish, show off, bossy and etc. This is the topic that no one want to talk about, but if you want to clear out your mind you have to face it. If you feel like one, accept it and say it. There is nothing wrong about that. Why suddenly you fell bad for others, you don't even care about their heart break before. Why now? These strangers are always weird to you. They just a cheap and barrier in your road life. 
 
In the poor part; Are we look so stupid or cheap in your eyes? Are we that low? What do you get with this show off? More enemy than friends? Are you happy? Why you be like this to us. Fine, whatever it is I will not talk to you again. Do you think you can fight me, I'm will show you who am I !

In the arrogant part; Yes, you all are. I hated the person that drag me down. I don't get anything, but I feel satisfied. I get enemies, I get fake friends because I don't believe in anyone. Why I should believe you? Fine, then don't talk to me. I don't say I will fight you. 

Okay be simple, everyone has their own feeling. If you can control these emotions, you will be great in any situation with your calmness. Either than that, some people will still hate or admire your stated. So, why judge a person by it's cover? They are impersonate from what they being teach, experienced and level of their knowledge. Why argue between it, or you truly want to look like a fool? 

I tell you, when you start a feeling to start a fight or surrender, this is where you give your emotion under them. You lose control and there, you already messing up your mind to psychological drain. They stay arrogant or high in ego because they stay above you. They still in control, then you start to play victim! Uhuh-it's not going to work, it a least excuses the world will see from you.

Yes, I am an arrogant person. I like to stay in control of my emotion, especially to face an unnecessary crisis. Even if I'm the one that in lower position, I just said to my opponent that they can go or I will go. I don't want to hurt or do any harm. Yes, you're an ego-ish person but I'm still an arrogant one. We got our own ideas and feeling. We will discuss in next time when we are under control. Finish.

I don't know how everyone handle a fight like a champion without any scratch. No, I'm not ignorant because I will talk it later. This is how I do that, because I believe in space after emotional involved. That I need to calm down myself because I don't want to overthink about it later. It is a rubbish and negativity to my mind, please go away. Get me a productive and positivity vibes! Hahaha... bye.

Monday, June 08, 2015

Bangun malam.


Assalamulaikum.

I donno weather you all pernah read about this article or not.
It's wrote about sleeping time in islam way.
I found it when rolling up and down every post at FB wall.
So useful.
Right on face when i also experienced same things like the writer.

Last time...
I thought, am i insomnia-to-be?
Scary you know.
But.
When membaca all these thing... i feel so amazing.
Alhamdulillah.


Memandangkan Ramadhan pon hampir tiba.
May be boleh continue sahur and read Quran until Subuh.
Yeah!
Einstein me.
Hehehhe...

The best part when you wake up early morning...
You feel so right, because everyone are sleeping.
You're alone and i will think.
It's my time.

: )

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