2019, let's go!

Assalamualaikum.

2019...tinggal beberapa hari je dah lagi.
My January plans semua in place.
Tengoknya, so far sabtu ahad dah penuh sampai CNY.
Ada program kena let go tu, paham-paham jela memang tak dapat nak elak atas beberapa faktor.
Hopefully semua berjalan lancar.
Aamin.

Bulan-bulan lain still under construction.
So, nak booking ke apa silakan. Akan cuba considering sehabis baik.
So far, bulan enam and tujuh paling penuh before start kerja lah.
Sibuk nak Ramadhan, charity, Raya and the open house, UM final exam and dinner time, pindah rumah and travel sana sini.
Insyaallah.

My 2019 bucket list?
Panjang gila nak cerita, so far ikut bulan. Sebab setiap bulan ada target sendiri.
Nak achieve itu, ini.
And setiap satu tu related to each other dan mudahannya membawa kepada kebaikan in future.
Ini membawa what i called as phase one: 2019 to 2022, about 3/4 years planning.
Hah malas nak cerita, korang yang pening nanti.

Jodoh? Insyaallah.
Ada rezeki Allah temukan.
Doanya me and him, support each other and bring the best to our journey.
Bab nih, tiba masa sure boleh selit. Korang lah kena get ready. Hihihiii...
Again, Insyaallah.
Sebabkan tu jugak, i will let go my younger sister nak pergi kahwin awal ke apa. Ala langkah bendul kata orang.
What am i again? Bendul? Serious ah.

So, happy 2019 guys.
May Allah bless our life, orang-orang yang teraniaya, muslim and muslimat di dunia.
Keep smiling and spread the humanity.
= )

It's real.

Assalamualaikum.

Today, December 25.
Ramai orang keluar happy kan diri.
Dan,
Banyak pokok tiga segi tuh di sana sini seluruh KL.
Tambah lagi dengan bling.bling.bling bagai.
Cantik.

Dan, hari ini juga... Ada event di Chequers cafe kat TTDI for birthday celebration.
Naik public transport cam biasa.
Tapi, before we go how fantastic the waffles semua tuh.
Citer dulu the situation yang da lama tak kena.
Pasal hypotension or hypoglycaemia things.

Last kena adalah masa last year.
And pastu ubah lifestyles and pemakanan.
So far, so good.
Alhamdulillah.

Pastu kali nih. Baru satu station, terus out. Sebab rasa effect dia camtu je. No sign and symptom not comfortable ke apa.
Makanya, tersadai sorang-sorang kat Lrt Kerinchi.
Nak regain blurred vision tuh lama sikit.
Memang rasa the worst.
Air mineral only thing yang ada dalam bag, teguk half still sama. Too bad, no sweets.

Dua tiga kali try bangun and jalan. Sebab nak betul-betul stable. Nak turun Lrt beli gula-gula.
So, ada 7eleven.
Beli gula-gula and biskut tiger.
Pastu telan  empat biji terus.
Minum air. Dalam 40 minutes, rasa quite ok. Boleh naik train.

And sampai pasar seni, dia nak kena second attack. Seriously.
Safe sikit dia bagi signal. Yang ni ada rasa kebas-kebas and baru nak blurred vision.
Still ok. I just keep tarik nafas dalam-dalam.
Think something positive.
And after masuk dalam Mrt, and duduk comfortably. Telan lagi dua biji candy.

And there you go.
Boleh stand still. And be ok.
I pray the best for my health.
Nak kata tak breakfast, pagi tadi da minum milo and jacobs biscuit.
Apakan daya, ingat ok. Even tau memang jenis hypotension punya spesis.
Haiya, kali nih nak kena makan garam banyak ker?

Allah masih sayang

Assalamualaikum.

This is real situation yang happened to me and Alhamdulillah Allah tu sayangnya masih betul-betul sama.
Again, Alhamdulillah.
Allah Maha Besar.
Sujud syukur sangat.

So as semua orang tahu, time belajar nih... Dapat basic jela kan.
Actually okay manageable dengan commitment yang hanya beberapa sahaja. Can survive.
Still boleh saving about Rm 500 and above every month. Not bad la kan.
Yeah.

Even though gitu, tak sangka this december 2018 pretty hard sebenarnya. Ujian betul.
Biasa lah, dapat paychecks akan terus selari ikut budget.
And everything going fine, as well as semuanya ikut planning.
But, after naik my semester break... Everything changed. That was shocked me to the core.

Until then, i got nothing in my purse and my emergency fund only tinggal Rm50.
Memang drop gila.
At that time baru around December, 07.
Tell me, how can i pick up untuk next payment yang lagi dalam dua minggu?

Why jadi macam nih?
I'm not blaming anyone, its not even a mistake. It just because of myself, and I'm happy with it.
My kindhearted untuk helps three person in my life in one week. Sakit, masalah yang tak dapat dielakkan and lain-lain.
Well, i give my best advices, also my money to them. Which is yang the real... I know i will never get it back again.

Think positively. Dalam rezeki kita ada rezeki orang lain. Ikhlas.

And then, i took public transport to go to university. Sebab my touch and go card student price still manageable sampai next two months.
Oat and nasi goreng sayur my good portion meals everyday. Jimat but still sihat. Hahhahha...
No dinner sebab so far tak lapar.
Serious, tak lapar.
Sebab will make myself busy with assignments or 2019 plans.

Ada jugak kengkawan kelas bawak kek, kuih muih. So adalah makanan free.
Belanja makan. Terima kasih.
So far, tak adalah sampai one day tu tak de makanan. Still ok.
Sebab i also got milo stock and tin biscuits Jacobs yang tinggal separuh.

And hey, still sempat buat charity project on December, 08.
Merempit sampai ke Kepong, one day spent time here. Pukul 0600 petang baru balik rumah.
Alhamdulillah dapat makan free for breakfast and lunch. Vvip side lagi.
Sempat solat berjemaah gak kat masjid.
The best feeling ever.

Bila kita diuji, kita kena ingat ada orang lagi hebat ujiannya daripada kita. And this roar my spirit.

And because of this charity, i got invited to attend their closing ceremony dinner. December, 15.
Again free foods. Love it.
And the most touching part, i got one letter at that night.
Go back home and when i see what's inside... I received about Rm300 cash. Memang Alhamdulillah sangat.
Allahu akhbar.

And again, Rm250 will used sebab i need to help one more person.
Can't say no.
And Rm50 for this week. Campur Rm50 from emergency fund. So far so good.
By the way, i still not boring with my oat and nasi goreng sayur.

Fighting!