Curhat jap ar.
Sebab kerja.
Kerja.
Kerja.
And sambung kerja.
Three days berturut-turut memang kerah tenaga sehabis baik.
Rasa memang macam kuli betul.
Sangat kulinya.
Sangat.
Serious okey.
Tak lah cakap berkira bab-bab kerja ini.
But i think it's a bit too much?
Please. Don't you think so?
Let's start my day dengan five hours surgery non stop.
Boleh tahan lagi.
Pastu solat jap before makan tengahri. Habis sebungkus nasi goreng kawan beli. Memang lapar tahap dinosaurus!
Nih tak bayar lagi, kena tulis dalam buku kira-kira nih.
Then, sambung four and half hours surgery...
Tengok-tengok hari pon dah gelap.
Suruh pulak kena checked bill.
Nak kejar shuttle lagi...
Huh.
Redha jela.
Esoknya, sambung penat lagi.
Kes orthopedic banyak nak kena settle,
Solat Zohor, makan nasi goreng half.
Scrub in dengan back to back case.
Fuh, sampai malam.
Solat jangan cakap, dah dua skip.
Maaf ya Allah.
Tengok pulak baki nasi goreng tengahri tadi, tak lalu.
Bill report esok kira, tak larat.
Balik malam tuh memang bawak motor pon terhuyung-hayang.
Lori kereta semua nampak cam semut jer.
Sebab nak sampai rumah punya pasal.
Badan rasa memang nak tertanggal dah tulang-tulang semua.
Balik nak tidur, tak boleh tidur...
Paksa pejam mata.
Paksa jugak.
Alhamdulillah, dapatlah tiga empat jam.
Pagi tuh, nasib dapat assingment kat case yang free bit.
Settle kes semalam. Screw lah, tulah, email lah.
Pastu landing kepala. Tidur jap. Meja tu keras cam batu pon asal boleh lah, syukur.
Tengah-tengah syok tidur, akak sebelah kejut.
Team lain panggil soh scrub in.
Memang rasa nak bantah.
Nak memberontak.
Siap persoalkan lagi pada leader situ, why not dia yang scrub in?
Why me?
Why not give it to someone in that team?
Why not orang lain yang more super pandai?
Why?
Tapi dia diam.
And i get it.
So, i said give me three minutes.
I go to toilet jap.
Basuh muka. Buang sikap malas.
And pastu scrub jelah.
Siap scrub, everyone asked me about that case.
The same question i sendiri wonder why.
I just let it go...
Then, I get my bread with peanut butter and grapes jem for lunch.
Sebab i need to continue with my next case.
My collaegue, kakak yang sama team with me for tiga hari berturut-turut tu pon hulur rasa simpati.
Bila i kena teruk daripada dia.
Dia cakap i lagi tough than her.
Sebab dia dah menitik air mata time scrub malam tuh. Without i know.
Bukan sebab kena marah dengan surgeon.
Tapi sebab penat.
Pity her.
Stay strong kak!
So, that's how my week goes.
I'm super tired.
And please don't questioning me why my mood swing kengkadang.
Or why i can sleep anytime, anywhere...
Sebab i do.
And please give me a small space. To breath.
If you wanna me help you too.
Nothing nak gaduh actually. I don't mind. I ambil hanya the positive side.
Ada hikmahnya.
Insyaallah.
Bye!
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