Birthday mereka yang gila

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday, before balik... my department planned untuk celebrates birthday tiga orang sekaligus.
Paket kecil tepung semua dah ready in hand masing-masing.
I not take it and brave enough to do it to another person.
Because I don't want them to do it to me. 

Beranilah.
I will kill each of you.
And campak kat tengah laut.

So, after few attempts gagal nak kenakan mereka.
My senior terpaksa guna ayat, urgent meeting before Chinese new year?
Oh-kay.

Bolehlah.

After few words, the birthday boys being surprised with a small slice of cake. And we sang a song together.
Nampak baik kan.
But the real "baik" is when the tepung party started.
I ran first!
My shirt and my tudung are so precious guys.

Sorry.

The best part is when the boys are so cool. Sempat ambil picture sama with all those tepung di muka.
Those a.k.a foundations make you all bertambah handsome bro.
Hahhaha...
And tak ada yang ambil hati with it.

But what i said next is not... what i like.
Rasa nak bunuh mereka semua.
There are attacking me!
I admit I'm the one yang panggil mereka for that faked meeting.
Tapi I'm not included in member team yang tabur tepung guys.
Setitik pon tak.
But why must me?

Why?

I tried to run fast and screaming likes kena kejar dengan tiga orang perogol bersiri.
Scary gila perasaan tu.
And until sampai kena roll on the floor lah untuk shield my face with my hand.
Not fair duh.
My blue black color tudung habis kena tepung. Bruhhhh...
Hate it.

If I knew they will attacked me, i joined the tabur tepung team.
Or kept those full of tepung pack in my pocket for acara balas membalas time you all attacks tuh.
Biar get the war begins.
Tengok siapa lagi teruk kena salut tepung.
Pastu siapa kalah, pecahkan telur sebijik atas kepala and someone please took a picture and posted in their own Facebook.
La.la.la.la...

Anyway, happy birthday to tiga orang tuh.
Most closed male staff adalah mereka tu, sorang baru beberapa hari jadik bapak budak, sorang baru beberapa hari angkat akad, lagi sorang tu baru beberapa hari ni rajin datang kerja awai.
Hahahaa... Birthday mereka yang gila.
Sebab tu sama-sama January duh.
Sesuai.

Quotes yang tak ada kena mengena. Tapi post jugak sebab tak tahu nak letak pictures apa.
Tak sanggup nak cemar duli my blog letak gambar mereka.
Bukan model pon gak, jauh sekali.

Obviously. They are like brothers to me.
We kutuk mengutuk, share makan-makan part, jokes around the corridor, and cover oncall pon sesama. Sebab sama level.
Even I'm the one yang selalu mengalah. 

Choi. Tak kisah pon. 

Understood situation orang berumah tangga nih. Sweet-sweet geli. 

Whatever.
Yang penting nanti, when i get married, korang jadik my bridesmaids!
=)

Bye.

Salah percaturan

Assalamualaikum,

Masa tu, I'm oncall.
So, masa tengahri after visited my friend kat ward... and lunch.
And terus get ready to prepare all those set for the next day cases.
My colleague yang post call datang lepak sama.
And dia bagitau how busy they are malam tu. Until 2:00 am baru tidur.

Then, we make a deal.
Tengok siapa paling busy....
Confident gila ah. Cakap yang kami tak akan ada kes langsung.
Keep cool kata orang tuh.

That day, we only have small eyes case. Itu pon petang.
So 'till night memang free.

After dinner, mandi and pukul 10:00 malam...semua dah tarik selimut.

Tengah sedap tidur, we got a call at 12:00 am, a neurosurgeon nak buat case.
Emergency! Craniotomy. Hematoma.
Like what....

Saka siapakah ini?

And the case finished at 4:00 am.
Siap-siap semua pukul 5:00 baru tidur balik.
Part paling best... 06:00 am, you have to wake up because 07:30 we all have a cesarean case.
Huhuhuu.

My body cannot take it. I need my blanket again.

Besoknya, my colleague yang buat deal meet me.
How geram kat dia, until i chase him like crazy. I want to pukul him until puas.

How came dia punya mulut masin.
Kena gelak je la dengan dia.
Huh. Stress.

Tak mau sambung stress, gelak sama-sama la.

Stupido. Such a wrong bet duh.
Salah percaturan.

Anyway, tak marah or what, itu kan namanya life saving.
Ikhlas buat semua tu, rezeki Allah bagi kita tolong orang.
After this, me and him akan together oncall.
I hope we never make any bet to each other!

Tak nak bangun malam lagi dah.

Rela buat kes continuous sampai pagi daripada kena bangun tengah malam.

LOL.

Am i sick?

Assalamualaikum.

This post typing under full of consciousness.
'Lil psychos.
Or too much of assuming.
Maybe twenty percent facts, duh.

For real of what happened to my body right now...

So scared.
Am I sick?
Am I really sick?
Or I just over reacting. Hope so.

Few days ago, I posted about how super tired I am.
That i just wanna be in my bed all day long and do nothing.
Not even to take a break and go to kitchen and get something to eat.
Not so hungry duh.
Not complaining.
What my goals are I just wanna lie down and rest my mind.

In between case also, I'm not in boost.

Sometimes one case makes me acted like i'm doing 24 hour services.

I don't excited like before.

I think i need a vacation. Maybe.

Another post, I also wrote about how easily i bruised.

And it's continue 'till today.
Sometimes when i woke up in the next morning and do my routine then I realize i have those blackish blue spot.
Bit pain but it considerable.
I no idea where i get it. 

Usually at my hand and my legs.

Did i bump into something so frequently?

Redness part, it's normal thing to me.
I can get everywhere, anytime, any moments. I'm ok duh.
Just when it's reach a limit, I cannot take it. Where the time comes,
When i have redness, i felt warm and hot uncontrollably, and pain increasing.
Then, i need those ice pack, and forced myself to sleep.
Because i know, it will spreading and make it more worsen.
Which i didn't like it.

At first i thought it's some allergic. But how come i can allergies too so many thing, right.

And now, I realized my gum seems actively bleeds.
When i brush my teeth, it's ok.
I think they will out when they like duh. Hailo.
It's bleed even when I'm doing cases.
Not comfortable actually, but I tried to pretend I'm ok.

If i have to spit it out, then i know my gums still bleeds and i need those gauze to apply pressure.

When I'm talking to someone too, it's show.. And they said, hey your gums are bleed.
Then i know.

Faster gurgled and apply pressure, then they ok.
Weird.

I think my dental appointment is still on schedule.

About my intake. One time i have no appetite. 

I barely comfortable with some bread only in a full week.
Even when i get free foods, i just ate what i felt too and the rest, i give others.
Or i just give them all.

Or my lunch box also i give my colleague if i don't feel to eat.
If it's continue, i just make a decision to fasting.
Better.
I felt better this way.

Not missed, i have nauseous for no reason.
Is it because i ate nothing or i ate too much?
Donno.
If i felt this way, I quickly get my candy. That's why i have big jar of candy on standby.
And tried to drink lots of water.
And i felt better.

The others part of me, i also had a short memory lost.

This one is forever me.
Like two days ago, i missed my phone at shop retail when i want bought some groceries.

Luckily, one of the client returned back to the cashier. Alhamdulillah.

And i will always not take back my id card with me obviously. 

Until the cleaner have to kept it on behalf.

The most forgetting issues are when i nearly missed my big amount of money for charity project.

Alhamdulillah again. Found it.

And i also can't remember lots thing like some people name, and where i park my motorcycle somehow. Creepy right.

That's why the main reason this blog created.

I want my memories lasted more longer.

For all this, i think i have to do a blood test.

Which i really want!
I want to know what's going on to my body. But sadly, i don't have time to do it this kind of things.
I know, if i cannot do it at my own hospital. I'm ok if to do it at any place.
I will pay. Ok.

But, when will i do it? I donno.
May Allah bless me. And you. 

Us.

= )