Kid wonder and solah

Assalamualikum.

When i was a kid.

I still remember that one of my ustaz said.

Was that a solah is a difficult thing ever to do?

And we all said, no!

So far... no.

And he said the opposite answer from us.

We all like,

WTF.

He not explain more, just said, the time will tell you.

And now after seven years, I understand all the reason behind it.

Why a solah actually look easy. 

But actually the real pure-beautiful-perfecto-of it... so it's complicated enough.

Solah on time/early time.

Or we missed it.

Solah focused/kehusyukan.

Feel and understood every meaning.

The movement.

The rukun solah.

The do's and don't.

Now you got me?

I'm not saying i fell i don't use it.

Or don't like do solah.

But if i want i can do solah as normal as not perfect.

But it wasted.

I want that top, best, and be appreciated by Allah.

As i praised Him.

So i did it as pure-sincere-and-ended-it-well.

Alhamdulillah.

Angry and be silent

Since i'm a kids, when i'm angry. I don't show.
I just remain silent.
Silent.
And stay away from others.
As a sign that,
... Just leave me a space for some times for me to balance back my hormone...
This is how i manage my mood.

'Cause i know, when i'm talking in angry situation... i will talk nonsense.
And later,
Not even realize, many heart are hurt.
That a worse.
So be silent is the best option.

I love how i see this picture, and i love to share it will all of you.
Seems to show that i practically manage my mood in the correct way!
Alhamdulillah. 

Hug

Assalamualaikum.

When i'm not in mood, or sad or totally out of the room.
I just need a hug.
Where i feel safe.
Protected.
And that make me feel better to going on...
Oh, the feeling.
Can you imagine.

And I want a hug.
Pretty need it right now.

After that emotional hug,
They can give me this not normal hug.
That,
I want of those pick-me-up-of-my-feet-squeeze-me-tight-spin-me-around-hurts-my-tummy-
But-still-makes-me smile-leaves-me-breathless-give-me-butterflies-make-me-giggle-
Or i called as stupid kind of hug.

Warghh.
Did i just wrote it?
Really me?
Huh.
I am so romantica de amour sometimes.
I think i should marry myself, duh.

Hahhah... whatever it is.
I still need a hug.
Hardly needed.
And i start to miss my family member.
Especially my emak.
She knew me better.

Or i should ask my old lady neighbor to hug me?
Should i?
Nope.
I don't think so.
I will bring this hug things for next year.
Two to three months to go.

... Better my emak and any of my family member get ready for hard hug from me.
Included my niece and nephew.
All of them.
LOL.

 : )