Prolog:
Assalamualaikum.
Dear my
future husband,
Directly I
want to say that when we meet later. Don't proposing me to be your girlfriend.
I don't
want to be your girlfriend.
Massively
no.
I may
reject that red roses, shining ring and become all such a awful moments.
Sorry.
Because I
just want to be the one you call as your wife.
Duh,
I may to
rush in this things.
By the
way this difference between me and other women, is that, all they wanted
to have all those.
Me on the
other hands...
I indeed
who wishing and dreaming.
Only.
Just as i
know my limit to Allah and lower my gaze.
And when
to said no.
I pray
you understand me.
That I
still wishing you'll be my ‘halal’ prince charming.
Who
holding onto the Quran in your right hand and the Sunnah in the left hand.
And
riding your horse of Taqwa.
Tame me
and save me.
On the
spot.
I hear
you're worth the wait, so I’ll wait.
Insyaallah.
I not
aspect that you are a perfect husband in future.
'Cause I’m also not a perfect person.
But I aspect you,
Who is not the one who calls me for only romantic
talk... but he who calls me five times for prayer.
As my rules...
That a man who cannot lead me in Salah,
Cannot lead me in life.
My apologize,
I don't make my wedding day a pleasant memory in
this life, but source of misery in the next.
Which when you do marry me,
I hope you do it so with the intention of Jannah
where you plan to hold my hand and carry me together.
Just like some said, true love doesn't end... it
continues in Jannah,
And then i
know you love me endlessly.
Our stories may not as others lover,
Non a grateful to share.
And,
Since when do love stories end in weddings?
Because we only just started from here.
This second.
And you become my chills.
From all above.. they may will said,
Someone like this? I never found a man good
enough for this.
Or i will never get married.
May never or who know.
I plan, Allah is the master mind.
No one can against it.
Let me tell you one secret,
I am a
hard person to love but when i'm in love... i love really hard,
Allah is my only one.
Prophet of Muhammad is my strength.
And my family are my prove.
One day you not only a love, a strength, a
inspired to me.
But everything to me.
One fine day.
Insyaallah.
From your future wife.
*****
Hai.
So this one is from my previous blog post actually.
I donno how to write the intro-i used this.
I'm not sure if i really that talented enough. May i looks like randomly wrote i like and don't care if anyone will read about this or not.
Hahhaha... I don't know this novel will take how long to complete. Why just take a seat, enjoy and wait for next entries.
Bye!
My link post is here.
