Adam is so cute!

This is Adam.
Adam Haris...  his full name.
He is shy, caring and not to much talking type of boy.
 But to me, he still cute.
Very cute one.

So innocent face and i bet in future, his face that drop gorgeous!

Very hardworking too...
So focus on, cleaning grandparents house with that big slippers.
Cute as a button!
Oh my...Too cute to take it.

Strong enough?

Assalamualaikum.

Let me make it clear. Everyone.

The quote above is really close to me.

Close enough like a phone with his internet.

And this is my truly express what i feeling through from the past.

Actual one.

I know,

People may seen me as a tough and strong person.

To any of my friends.

Even my own family members too.

But the real...

I just act strong, be strong. ..but inside i'm broken.

And dying.

When they know i'm strong. No one will ask if i'm okay or what.

That the worst of it.

Consequence..

But i'm quiet okay with it.

To me, as long as i can independence with my inside soul.

So far, i'm okay.

But, did i strong enough every time?

The answer is i didn't!

The always solution are prying and cried.

That what make me today.

Allah and Islam.

For those who heart broken, think you alone in this world.

Said others don't know what you feel.

I understood.

But logically, we really don't know your condition because we are not in your shoes.

But may try to be in your shoes.

Are you clear?

What ever religions you are.

Pray and believe to the Creator.

He know the better faith of you and me.

And us.

In. Future.

Aamin.

P/S: I think this character i get from my emak/mother. Who i seen as a strong women. And i admire how strong she is. She inspired me!

Ziqa, Apiz dan Anas

Assalamualaikum.

Tiga orang budak daripada anak Kakak aku.

Yang si kecik boleh aku maintain cak ba-cak ba.

Acah acah sikit, bagi minum susu...tidor la bila penat.

Tapi yang lagi dua tuh.

Wallahualam.

Tersangatlah degil and susah nak paham.

Ish.

Aku nak menyampaikan pon tak tahu camne.

Yang si kakak... kalau kau layan dari pagi petang, siang malam pon memang tak abis lah.

Dengan statement dia yang, okayyyy.

Logic nya pon ada.

Contoh la kan.

Masa tu si adik, Apiz ni demam and muntah-muntah.

Aku tak tahulah dia mkan apa.

Si kakak ni pon cakaplah.

"Apiz tahu tak, apiz sakit kenapa?"

Adik dia pon geleng-gelang innocent.

"Sebab Apiz tak sembahyang! Apiz pergi ambil wuduk, kakak ajar Apiz sembanyang."

Maka, si kakak pon ajorlah si adik sembahyang ikut style dia even kiblat pon salah.

Hah... logik gak kan.

Si Apiz ni plak. Dia categori active terlebih.

Semua benda dia nak karate.

Aku rasa ni kalau masok takewando. Boleh terus dapat black belt for kids.

Memang sumpah ganasnya.

Adik dia si Anas berapa kali dah kena.

Sebab tu si kakak bila tahu dapat baby boy, Si Anas, dia tak nak.

Nak tukar... nak baby girl.

Sebab tak ada orang main dengan barbie dia.

Kalo ajak Apiz, sure kaki dan tangan entah kemana... and tak nak adik lagi yang ganas macam Apiz.

Tapi Apiz and Anas just like whatever sist.

We're sibling.

No one can change that.

Hahahhaha....

And baru-baru nih, 

Si kakak reminds adik lelakinya, bahawasanya:

Anas bila dah besar duduk rumah nenek dengan Apiz.

Anas pon terkekeh ketawa bila kakak dia cakap.

Macam lagaknya paham lah.

Maka si kakak pon menarik nafas lega.

Ziqa, ziqa.

Tapi whatever it is...

Even aku boleh naik gila jaga mereka nih.

They still taming my heart in their own way.

So cute.

Urgh!

Si Anas and polka-dot

Tetiba datang si kakak nak interframe!
Hahhahah....