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Assalamualaikum and hello, o awesome readers!

I guess I'm pretty cool person. I likes be positive, helping others, writing and exploring.  Also a fan of happy ending. Even life is too serious as it is. This blog i called as my second heart. Everything with Allah blessing, i'll share those awesome moments in my life. Overall i think is a lot about my family. 'Cause i love them....LOL.

Thanks for all your support! It means a lot. Anyway, welcome to my life.

Sunday, July 17, 2016

Time alone

Assalamualaikum,

Please pray for my brother in law.
Hayazid bin Hashim.
He's now critically ill,
DIL, death in line condition,
And counting.

May he's only my brother in law, physically, but he likes a brother to us.

When i received a message how serious critical he are.
I cried alone, 
I need a space.
Because i don't want people to know how sad and heart broken i'm.

I took an emergency leave and bought a ticket direct back to Johor.
And straight arrived, my sister pick me and we go to HSA, Hospital Sultanah Aminah.
When my eyes fall to him, i felt sad.
But i tried not to cry.
I tried hard how strong i'm in front of my sister and her mother in law.
They more saddest than me.


Obviously my point weakness is family things.

The next day, early morning... i visited him again before going back to KL.
And when he said he can't see.
My tears start to fall.
I rushing out from the ward.
I can't take it no more.

I cried along from hospital to bus stand.
And when inside the bus.
I took the second last raw seat.
And my tears fall even i tried to stop it.

I think about him, my sister, his family... and the kids.
Cik Ziqa, Hafiz and litlle Anas.
How much can they take it?


He always a heart kind husband and caring father for three kids.
May Allah,
Please give him, my sister, and both family member the strength,
To endure this situation,
And to find the blessing,
And lessons that it contains.

Every prayer, i sent my dua for him.
For my sister.
For her survival present and future life.

Al fatihah.

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Bersedekah

Assalamualaikum.

Aku suka dengan perkataan 'bersedekah'/ donation.
Iaitu memberi sesuatu kepada seseorang.
Aku fikir itu adalah sesuatu sifat yang sangat baik.
Maksudnya, yang aku suka sharing what Allah give me with others.
Dengan harapan,
Moga-moga kita sama-sama mendapat rahmatNya.
= )

Starting 2016, aku slowly buat donation more seriously.
Alhamdulillah.
Bila aku terfikir yang, it's only dhunya all this thing.
Where i think when it's too much as per needed,
I tried to give them to someone and want to stay away from it, as i can as soon as possible.
Lagi-lagi jika itu adalah benda melalaikan,
Astagfirullah al azim.

Dhunya,
I want to make it's less drama.
Kept it's simple.
But treasuring in grab more, more and more pahala.
Aku berpegang pada prinsip...
The more i trust Allah, the easier it becomes to be patient.

Some cloths i give away.
Cleaning almari, dengan segala baju, tudung, handbag yang baik elok dan cantik.
Plus the branded tag also.
Especially baju yang aku hanya pakai dua tiga kali then don't want to wear again.
Aku lipat kemas dan packing nicely.
Two big bag aku dapat.
Rezeki mereka.

Give yang kita sayang sangat, rasa kecewa tapi kadang-kadang melepaskan adalah lebih baik.
Kelegaan disitu.
Jaga baik-baik okeh new friends.

My next objective in donation are i want to monthly transfer money for volunteer who menolong para pelarian Syrian,
Dan mereka yang berusaha ke jalan Allah.
That's why i said i like the word of donation.
Thank you Allah for the blessing.
Selamat beramal.

Monday, July 11, 2016

Salam Eid Mubarak 1437H

Assalamualaikum,


Salam Hari Raya semua.
Tahun ini, dapat spent my precious cuti Raya yang sangat panjang.
Start daripada 01 July aku sudah cuti.
Wuhuuu... Awesome rasa.
Biar diorang semua buat kerja pulak, queen nak rest!
= )

Anyway, banyak benda yang aku nak citer but try to make it short and simple.

Sepanjang buka puasa, aku involve dalam bidang chef.
Bab-bab kena masak, muka inilah.
The only job yang permanently aku buat sampai raya.
Tak merungut but felt excited sebab one day aku buat diet meals.
With some salmon grill fish with rosemary and black-pepper.
Oglio-o-spaghetti with some prawns.
And potatoes salad with mayonies and boiled eggs!
Tadaaaa....

Alhamdulillah, habes.

Kami juga buat home made cookies.
That tart nenas,
Almond london,
Popia nestum,
Oat chips cookies...
My emak buat ketumpi, tempeyek and maruku bagai.
I like this moments.

Other things, sebut pasal makanan... aku and my sister Tira and adikku Jima..
Kami kena masak juadah Raya.
Aku rasa my emak memang test anak -anak dialah.
But i took that challenge okeh, with bare hand and no risk.
I make the famous daging rendang tok, satay kuah kacang and the only ayam masak merah.
Thanks to google.
My sister buat ketupat, sate and her kuah lodeh.
My adik buat ketupat palas.

We did it!!!
All habis in a day. Jangan tak caya.
Daging rendang tok, fuh. Almost six hours i cooked that foods.
Nasib baik delicious sangat.
So berbaloi.

Benda yang lawak adalah kami cuci tingkap di malam raya.
Sebab memang tak sempat and tak cukup kaki tangan.
So, malam raya lah kami panjat kerusi did the cleaning job.
Best dia adalah sebab sambil cuti boleh tengok bunga api yang berdetum-detum banyaknya.
...
Ayat sedapkan hati.
Hohohooh...

Then, kami juga sempat beraya di Segamat, that second raya.
Met the all cousins and the only grandmother we had.
Try the foumous sup tulang by Aunt Midah.
And heading back KL.

Sampai KL, kami sempat jumpa all folks Rumah Asnaf .
Jumpa di tepi Petron. Sebab diorang tengah on the way gi beraya.
So,
Give some lemang and kerepek raya.
Happy for them.

That weekends, i on-call. Hohohoo. Congrats!
Anyway, selamat hari semua dan maaf zahir batin atas segala-galanya.
= )

Selamat hari Raya/ Happy Eid Mubarak everyone!
Baju: Recycle baju wedding mase tuh. Tudung sponsor by Jima.