Tiada balas

Assalamualaikum.

(Feeling-feeling jap pagi nih)

Aku pandang langit.
Awan melihatku kecil.
Burung melarikan diri,
Aku tarik nafas panjang.

Aku hembus ke udara.

Bukan mudah untuk hidup.

Berdiam aku mengguis tanah.
Sampai bila aku akan begini?
Suram tiada balas.

Ku letak tangan di dada kiri.
Ia masih bernyawa.

Bukan mudah untuk hidup.

Membilang aku akan kebaikan yang ditabur.
Dan keikhlasan ditapis jernih.
Hanya tinggal apa?
Cukup kah bekalan akhirku?

Bukan mudah untuk hidup.

Aku bukan malaikat.
Mulia setiap saat.
Aku hanya manusia.
Penuh dosa tercatat.

Kerana sesungguhnya, bukan mudah untuk hidup.
Dan terus hidup.

And I'm still alive!

Allahuakhbar!

Seriously ganas

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday i broke a tissue compartment at my department.
Yeah, well...
My fault. I admit it duh.
Then, that's one my sort of keganasan.
I donno.

I tried to be like a normal girl.
With nothing dramatic in the end.
But yeah, tidak semuanya berjalan dengan lancar ya.
I will sometimes punch there. Hit there.
And langgar semua benda.
That's why esoknya bruised sana sini.
Fuhhh...

Clumsy. Can called so.
But is it?

When my friends invite to join takewando... spelling dia betul ke?
Or boxing or silat ke apa.
I just say no. And a big no.
Because if I joined it.
I will be more ganas. More unpredictable than what you expect.
Tak mau lah.

Jadik ayu-ayu. Alim-alim. Tapi sikit ganas cukup lah.
Hikhikhik.
Kan?

Only the flavor make 'em delicious

Assalamualaikum.

Now, my fav session is a dessert time!

Where i prefer a simple chocolate cake with super melting grenache chocolate on top.

Wohoooo...

Heaven.

I donno, it's like some addiction duh.

Where i must go to that shop at least once a week... minimum?

To get my stock.

Hahahahha...

Baik punya barang.

Seludup tepi.

Not good actually.

Benda manis-manis nih but only the flavor make 'em delicious.

Chocolateeee....

I can't say no to it.

It's not fair.

Can't fight against it.

White flag.

I need that for my top stress theraphy.

.... Dulu time banyak masa, rajin gak la masak sendiri.

Buat kek, cupcake.

Decorate like sort of doorgift tuh.

Bagi bebudak rumah, tempat kerja semua makan.

But now, no time for all this.

Rasa macam busy kalah menteri.

How i missed my old me.

Oh.

But i hope i can have a time to do that again.

Make some cookies at least.

Yeah. i still have that oats!

My friend wants me to finished it.

Let's see when ya.

Rezeki bagi-bagi...

Betul tak?

Alhamdulillah.