Cerita air kopi

Assalamualaikum,

Jikalau korang nak tahu, antara air putih yang clear tak de rasa tu compare dengan air-air lain yang macam-macam kaler.
I better choose air putih.
Bukanlah categories maintain sihat. Bajet cool or what are kan,
Tapi, I'm the one yang tak pandai buat semua jenis air tu.
Serious!
Not a coffee, bit for tea maybe.
Skill zero for all of this.
That's why, buat per penat-penat kan... minum jela air sedia ada. Tak payah bancuh segala.
= )

Gila tak gila lah.

I will make sure my partner tak a fan pada benda-benda camni semua.
Pada mertuaku in future, jgn nyesal tak reject awal-awal dulu.
Ups!

So, baru-baru ni... sempat la terjah gi umah atok kat Segamat.
Tapi dia sebenarnya nenek.
Kitaorang panggil dia atok.
Dan dia perempuan.
Whatever.

Nasib malam tu sampai, atoknya tak terkezut dengan kemunculan cucu dia yang entah dia ingat ke tak.
Hahahaaa...

Anyway, disebabkan dah dok kawasan kampong.
So, malam tu gak wasap memainkan peranan untuk cilok resepi cara buat air kopi obviously.
I need all that ASAP.
Before that, Google gak sekali. Sempat menyempat lah kan.

Mekasih pada yang sudi share tips and step by step...
Korang memang ohsem.
Campur aduk resepi korang bagi. Peneng lah.
Paling best ada di sohnya ikut bajet sendirik.
Kalo dah i'm not the one yang minum itu semua.
And bab rasa pon tak tahu.
Nak bajet apanya?
Kang jadik air laici, my fav tu.
Boleh gitu....

I still can smell it.
But not gonna drink it.
Not even a sip duh.
Termasuklah nescafe and the gang.
Tea, still boleh consider sikit-sikit.

P/s: Nasib tanya diorang sebab masa time google tu, dia ada state pasal ada rasa masin-masin. Then consider nak letak garam secubit. Diorang replied, merapu. Wtf!

Atok yang kerjanya suka dok tepi pintu dan tengok moto kereta lalu lalang.
I feel you, atok.
When where growing up, we often forget that they are also growing old... Dah,dah. Gih la korang balik jenguk mak ayah. Tepon ke jika tak dapat balik. Yer...

Peah: Art class 2

Peah make a lamb! So cool.
Keep it up.
Have fun dear...

Mereka dan pantai

Assalamualaikum.

As my hometown dekat dengan Desaru.
All that pantai things.
Something yang dekatkan kami untuk spent our time together adalah dengan pergi ke sana.
Even though not clear and beautiful enough as pantai-pantai yang lain.
But this is it.
Our happiness.

And si Ziqa, Apiz and Anas... since mereka kecik.
Dah expose dengan alla this.
So, mereka dan pantai memenag tak dapat dipisahkan.
If antara pergi shopping and pantai.
Mereka first priority adalah pantai.
Sebab that remind them to their beloved father.
Al-fatihah.

I pray one day.
I will bring them to pantai alone.
With those three kiddos and we have fun.
Mampu ke masalahnya?
Hhahhahahha....

Anyway, this picture below are the latest update about them and pantai.
So happy.
So cool.

My younger sister terpaksa make this small pool for si Anas.
So that he will play together with their sister and brother.
Because, it's more safe.
= )

Janda baik: D river resort

Assalamualaikum,

When my friend said to come join her and family to Janda Baik.

It's like a flash back to my Form 5, English literature novel. It's about Janda Baik duh.

Normal stories about how harmonize their communities are.

Boring.

Never mind.

Disebabkan ianya FOC and i have no planning yet, I just follow....

= )

Packing my bag and i meet her at Rawang.

Along journey, i can seen lots of home-stay and resort available here.

So, if korang tersesat or what.

Don't worry about nak tidur mana nanti.

Prepare your some money, and choose wisely.

If ada berani lebih, gi la tumpang kat perkampungan orang asli nun.

They seem friendly.

Internet connection are very bad at here.

Sorry to say that.

Sempat sesat because lost of GPS configured.

Just bertumpu pada any signboard yang ada.

Nasib sampai.

There, can you see a small river. I think i should bring a pelampung next time.
So that i can do a river tubing!

This is under some persatuan actually.

And i berkesempatan join la mana-mana acara sukaneka yang ada.

Even tak menang anything, because they cheated. 

LOL. Geram gila.

Anhway, just play and and have fun.

Tak amik hati pon.

And also, menyibuk in their preparation meals.

Tak berani nak tunjuk bakat. Just setakat tukang masak Sardin jer.

Hahahhah...

Mingle around.

And layan si Nana... that cutest baby.

If you're lucky enough, some local will introduce you with their original madu.

I bought two bottle.

Discount until RM 20.00 per bottle.

Not sure what kind of madu it is.

And don't forget to taste the sarang also.

Sour a bit.

Most importantly, main air kat that river!

Awesome but very cold...

Cannot tahan.

And Sunday morning after breakfast, we gerak balik KL.

Art stone by me.

Buy a brain

Assalamualaikum,

These three four days memang sedikit memenatkan.
Bukan sedikit, banyak actually.
Sebab tu tak sempat nak update my blog.
Sorry guys.

I'm on-call last weekend. Rezeki Allah bagi, busy dengan rib injuries case.
And that really dried out my energy.
Habis my half sandwich carbo lunch.
Until sampai satu tahap, when everyone busy watching Extravaganza final episode that Sunday night,
I sedap-sedap take a nap.
I really need it.

Nasib on Monday, boleh balik on time.
So, i can rest my mind.
Take more sleep too.

But not my luck i think when on esoknya at the end of that night case.
Your team member not take a right responsibilities.
A team yang not really understood your limit.
Together with your others colleague.
Memang rasa nak tumbuk muka orang.

I'm not sure if because i'm junior and their senior.
I don't freaking care!
If you're my super senior...
Why when i'm in your job position, i can settle down everything completely.
And when it's your turn.
You can't.
Why do you do this to me.
To us?
Why?

Didn't you know that i'm tired. Really tired.
I need catch up my Asar before Magrib.
My bit lunch before dinner.
I'm not robot.
Please, buy a brain.
Buy also some manners.
You need that.

I think i'm in angry zone.
I need to calm myself first.
Bye.

KSRP 2016:Dinner time

Assalamualaikum,

On December 2nd, KSRP ada buat dinner kat Convention Centre for the first time.
Celebrating their 40th years of anniversaries.
Likes half of me duh.
LOL.

At first, tak applied pon. And suddenly, my colleague asked untuk join sama this event.
Ticket still available she said.
Then, terus sent email and positive feedback.

So, as i still off on that Monday.
Pergilah ke KLCC, Tower 1. Nak collected ticket on behalf mereka sekali.
And after lepas screening part, boleh sesat sampai tingkat 42.
Alang-alang dah sesat, jejalan lah sekali kan.
Very nice view i can said.
Nampak la bridge semua. Hohohooo...Like i cares?
After boring, start la buat muka innocent plus cute sebab nak mintak tolong.
Nasib jumpa akak baik hati tolong dan cilok masuk staff area sampai la gi tempat collect ticket.
Mekasih bebanyak la hakak oi.

Theme untuk that dinner adalah black, red and gold.
So, i pick gold.
And mix and match with anything yang ada dalam simpanan harta karunku.
Tak dernya la den nak sewa baju kelip-kelip bagai.
Tak payah membazir.
Baju kahwin pon belum tentu sewa, i will make sure suh my partner yang jahit. Homemade, hengkau.
Bior dia rasa. Hahhaha, Sanggup ker?

BTW. Untuk memastikan malam tu berjalan lancar.
I volunteer myself lah untuk stay back a night before until 10pm untuk buat case.
Fuh.
And at the end, petang that day... dapatlah balik sharp 06.00 pm.
Yahoo!

Siap-siap and terus gerak. Nak predict apa kan jem kat KL nih...
Gerak awai la.
Pastu, rupanya door tak bukak lagi. Hampeh.
Nasib diorang ada sediakan air.
Alhamdulillah.
Dapat gak doorgift time waiting, flask hitam. Ni i like.

Lastly, diorang bukak jugak akhirnya main entrance,
Pastu ada part red carpet and catwalk. Haila. Rasanyalah kan, i'm the one categories yang let make a way, i don't care with your camera on roll.
I need to walk fast and furious guys,
Because i need to book the table first, so please.
... Obviously me.

As the result, dapatlah ku rembat meja betul-betul depan stage!
If me alone, i will reserve meja paling hujung. Dekat dengan all the foods.
Senang.
But as promises, diorang nak enjoy performance...nak telek jerawat ke tak si penyanyi nanti.
Hamek korang hadaplah.

MC nya ialah si Nabil and si bambam. Sorry dude, I donno your name.
But frankly speaking, both of you make my day.
Thank you.

Kemuncaknya adalah after all speeches and videos, mereka jemput untuk menjamah makanan.
Oh, my... rasa nak nangis.
How lapar i'm.
Okay, sambil-sambil makan... Ella and Man Bai started their singing.
And some of lucky draw.
Enjoying this, but i still ulang alik ambil makanan.
Don't blame me, i prefer real foods.

Plain nasik to western steak to japanese meals, i tried all.
All dessert i pick. My favorite.
Also their fruits.
Together some tea tarik bagi penambah.
Only one i avoid that night. Salad.
You're in wrong event lah.

And at the end, six plates make my tummy full duh.
Awesome.
Maybe that the first round, so... when i think to go for the second round.
Man bai tetiba nyanyi dekat area our meja.
Dah kena layan karenah bebudak nih.
Apa ke susah la diorang nih, if nak bergambo, gi jelah.
So, lastly i make my own decision. I stand up and be a penyibuk orang nak tangkap gamba dengan dia.
Hhahha... Gilo. Sorry guys.

So, here we are yang dapat hadir on behalf of our department. Semua senyum kembang-kembang. Stay gojes guys.
Anyway, please ignore my selendang yang dah sengat sana sini. situ tuh.
So, it's a wrap!
Bye.

ISLAMIC: My wife, I'm sorry

Assalamualaikum.

Here, we’re talking about someone who you’re ideally going to spend the rest of your life with. Don’t make this decision based on momentary emotions and desires…have foresight. Think about the little things, The big things, and everything in between before giving your word. 

Can you honestly see yourself with this person in all details of your life? 

Are they going to help you and your future children prepare for your akhirah?

Or are they going to undermine your ibadah? 

Below is one story about how beautiful couple gonna found a love for each other. May Allah bless us with such strong support and serenade. Choose happy ending, and treasure for it. To my friend, Mozir, happy wedding day! Tomorrow he's gonna be a husband. Congratulation...

"MY WIFE, I AM SORRY"

He woke up in the morning and found her praying. He heard her praying for him.He stared at her. It has been a long time since he has seen her praying. For the past few months, they have been arguing. Last night, they had a nasty fight.He went to the kitchen in a hurry to prepare himself breakfast.

These past days, she hasn't been cooking for him. Shock on him. He found breakfast already set at the table. He ate. He went back to the bedroom, to prepare for a shower. She left the shower. "Good morning. Have a blessed day" she said as she entered the bedroom and he left for the bathroom. After his shower, all dressed up for work; he found his wife at the kitchen, eating breakfast in peace. She was looking at some funny videos on her phone and giggling. He looked at her then walked out the door. The last look he had of her before he left was of her at peace.

That last look disturbed him. This is not how she should be. This is not how she has been. He has been hurting her, she has recently found out that he has been flirting with other women, he has cheated once and used money meant for their family on other women. She should be angry.Her peaceful demeanor disturbed him.

Evening came. He went home and met his peaceful wife again. She was cooking and laughing with their children. She had come from work two hours ago.The dinner was enjoyable. Good food, she having warm conversations with the children. He as the father felt left out. His wife and children seemed to be having fun despite him hurting them.

After dinner, as she washed the dishes and the children had gone to bed. He approached her.

"Are you OK?" he asked her.

"I am more than OK. I am blessed "She answered.

"Are you not mad at me? After all that I am doing and have done wrong?" he asked.

She placed the washed plate in the rack then looked at him and said, "I asked myself, what is the most important relationship in my life? The one I have with you or the one with God? And I realized it is the one with God. I live for God, not for you. Marrying you was a blessing but it is not all there is in life. God has blessed me with life and I will not waste it crying because of the hurt you cause me to feel"

She picked up a dirty glass and began washing it. "I realized I had given you too much power... Yes, you are my husband, the closest human being in my life and the human being I love the most; but you are not God. You have failed me but God never fails me. I will not let you ruin my joy, my peace and my progress. You break our marriage if you want to, but I will hold on to God. And as I hold on to God, I will be full of joy despite what you do" She said rinsing the glass.

She looked at him and continued, "When you hurt me and disrespected me, I realized I was acting out like a woman who has no God. I got mad and hurled insults, I wanted to revenge and I allowed you to mess me day after day. My performance at work went down, I talked less to our children, I became bitter to the children, I felt sorry for myself, I developed ulcers. And then I realized, I have God, I shouldn't act like someone with no relationship with God. Why should I be hopeless yet God is with me? I had focused so much on you that I forgot about God. When you found me, I had God. We dated and got married and I let everything be about you because I wanted to make our marriage work. Our marriage became the idol I worship instead of the blessing I have in God. Our marriage is failing apart because of you but my relationship with God is still intact"

She scrubbed the pot. "You have chosen to abandon our marriage but that doesn't mean my whole world has collapsed. I will still continue being a good mother to our children. They will never say the problems between mom and dad, made mom a monster. You do as you please with other women, I will raise our children." She looked at him and told him, "Do I hate you? No, it will be a lie to say I hate you. You are the man I married, the one I vowed to, the one I love"

Tears fell down her cheeks. She wiped them. "I can't just cancel all the years we have been together. The Quran as well as the Bible asks us to love our enemies. If I am able to love my enemies, surely I can still love you despite all you have done. I am angry and disappointed, but I have taken my power back. I live for God who has exceedingly blessed me, not for you and the pain you cause"

She wiped her wet hands, took the apron from her body and told him, "In my peace, I am planning on where the children and I will move to. Since you have chosen to have an affair, you have shown clearly that you don't need us. So we will not make your life uncomfortable by forcing you to live with us. You need to be able to bring the woman you are cheating with to your own house. I am working on something. I came into this house in peace and I will leave in peace. You will not kill my smile and shine"

She walked to the bedroom. Minutes later. He followed her to the bedroom. He found her peacefully asleep.He nudged her. He woke her up and said, "Please don't go, don't move out. I will hurt you no more, I will cheat no more. I am not OK. I want the peace you have. I want to be the kind of husband you are as a wife."

Since that day, he has been a reformed man. No more affairs, no more hurting her, no flirting with other women, or endless fights. She didn't move out. She and the children stayed. He submitted to God and learned how to be a good husband, Love is powerful enough to humble the most proud ....... I don't know what you are experiencing this morning but my prayer is ,may you enjoy over whatever you are going through and behold, God is going to rain everlasting peace and freedom upon your life...Amen.

Kindly SHARE this to bless someone out there.

Makanan sehinggit

Assalamualaikum.

Just baru-baru ni aku berkesempatan beli makanan kat stall mak cik bawah rumah aku nih.
Selalu time aku nak beli, time tu la baru dia bukak.
Time aku tak nak beli, sebab aku dah ada breakfast.
Time tu gak la dia bukak awai sikit.
So, la ni baru aku singgah sebab lapar.

Aku pon cam biasa, beli kuih.
Campur-campur.
And aku choose mee, sebab nasi lemak dia ramai sangat beratur.
Malas la.

And time nak bayar.
Sehinggit jer mee aku tu rupanya.
Tak ada telur sebab aku suka homemade punya.
Gediks tak.
Hehheh...
Tapi,
Gila murah lak ai dia jual.
Nasi lemak, and bihun yang lain-lain pon just sehenggit jer.
Patutlah berdoyan-doyan orang datang.

Moga murah rezeki ko mak cik anak beranak.
Cayokk!
Ada time aku beli lagi.

Peah: Art class

Assalamualaikum.

Since my sister stop kerja.
And preggy.
Dia jadik suri rumah sepenuh masa.
So Peah tak pergi any nursery.

Dia ajar Peah kat rumah.
So far i think that's a good idea.
Can i put my kids at your home sis in future?
Because nursery sekarang tak boleh di percayai.
Scary much.

But your house at Tapah!
I will miss them.
Ok, aku la plak yang jadik suri rumah kalau gitu.
My partner must agree with this.
Bruhhh...
Gila punya statement.

And memandangkan Peah pon dalam proses learning.
Dia akan everyday tengok cerita budak-budak
Akak aku more bagi dia pada art class.
Bagi dia enjoy.
O, how i miss when my homework just coloring!
Huhuhuuu...

And how i seen, that kakak aku boleh kawal pola makanan dia.
No fast food.
No jajan.
Not even a chocolate!

Then, my sister ajar jugak dia supaya independent.
Sidai baju sendiri in her own mini hanger.
And ate by herself.
Be clean and tidy.
And that's brilliant idea.
I support you sis.

Resepi puding jagung kastard.

Assalamualaikum.

Masuk nih, dah dua kali aku buat this dessert.
And tiap kali tu la licin.
Kan aku dah cakap dulu, mereka ni memang spesis piranhas kat Amazon sana.
Korang campak la apa kat atas meja tu, gerenti habes.
Hahhahaaa...

Tak dinafikan, bila penat buat case. Memang akan lapar gila.
Sebab tu aku suka standby bar chocolate just in case.

Tengok diorang happy makan.
Tak dinafikan... aku pon happy sama.
Even aku sempat kuis kuis sikit jer. Sebab aku, memang tak suka makan makanan yang aku masak.
Tak ada feeling gitu.

Sebab tu nanti aku nak carik partner yang pandai masak. Baru best.

Before korang masak, meh aku bagi tips ala ala pantang larang untuk masak dessert nih.
Paling penting... jangan terlebih air.
Guna sukatan air paling minimum. If terlebih, korang buat jelah bubur jagung. Ops.
Kena kacau selalu. Api kena maintains.
Bila lalai jap, ketoi ketoi la nanti. Dah tak smooth.
And lastly, after siap.
Better la kan... Letak kat dalam bekas yang kecik kecik. Yang cute-cute tuh.
Sebab senang nanti hidangannya. And mostly, lagi menarik time serving nanti. Barulah mak mertua puji korang melambung lambung.

Anyway, nilah resepinya:

1 cawan tepung castard
1 tin susu sejat yang cair tuh
Gula ikut suka nak manis tahap mana. 1/2 cawan pon boleh.
Butter satu sudu besar. Ni bagi korang punya jagung berlemak gitu.
Air...1 1/2 cawan.
1 tin jagung
If ada jagung tongkol lebih-lebih boleh join sekali.
Garam ikut suka. Aku dah letak butter, so aku tak letak garam.
Nak letak pewarna pon boleh setitik dua.

Caranya plak adalah... mula-mula korang dilute tepung castard dulu dengan air.
Pastu, sediakan periuk belanga untuk aktiviti memasak. Api kecik hokey.
Masukkan gula. Susu sejat and tepung custard yang dah dilute tu.
Gaul-gaulkan ia.
Pastu after 5, 10 minute. Letak isi tin jagung. And isi jagung yang lebih-lebih.
Then, gaul lagi sampai betul-betul melekitnya. And cantik warnanya. Bila puas hati. Bolehlah letak pewarna and butter.
Gaul lagi.
And siap.
Masukkan dalam bekas.

Biar sejuk jap, and letak la dalam peti ais if korang suka sejuk-sejuk.

Aku masuk dalam loyang sebab aku tak ada bekas kecik-kecik tuh.
So, redha jela ohkey.

Selamat mencuba!

Agak-agak sedap, buatlah lagi.
Kasik jiran sebelah, depan, belakang, ke kan.
Hehhehe...
= )

Adik beradik problem

Assalamualaikum.

Kami adik beradik sangat rapat, mostly among yang perempuan.
Plus our mak ayah ajar kami jadi strong.
And independent enough.
Mungkin sebab tu kami perempuan boleh beat adik beradik lelaki dalam family.
Just because they are useless.
Sorry bro!
Some more, because we are the majority.
So give us your respect.

And we have our own group Whats app.
That's make our bond makin awesome.

Then, baru-baru ni... aku telah menjadi main topic in our group.
They talk about my dhunya thing.
Which i don't really care actually.
But they think i have to masuk campur because i'm the owner... so terpaksalah.
And they are waiting my next step.
What i'm gonna do about that.

I actually da tried to deal with the one who used it.
Because dulu dia pernah da pinjam.
And same problem.
Buat macam harta sendirik.
Untuk that item i dapat semula not in good condition. My ayah pon tak puas hati.
Dia care bagi terbaik balik.

So kali ini dia pinjam balik. I said ok. Because like i said. I tak kisah pon.
Dhunya semua ini.
So after my sibling discuss that i have to take an action... So, i did.
Mula-mula i give him a message.
I said carefully, can you pulang balik.
And no reply.
Like i'm the one yang mengemis sendiri pulak.
And i tried to be cool.
I let him use, and until a month passes dah... and i think he dah buat harta sendirik again.
Hailo.

Ni kalau next time nak pinjam, aku nak bagi ke tak agak-agak?

So, last Tuesday i given message to his wife.
Why dia tak nak pulang. Can you check and update with me later.
Then message i give to his wife i paste in the group Whats app.
And her replied also.
See? I tried my best.
I don't like marah-marah orang.
Can you not push my button.

After few minute, the one yang pinjam message me.
He said sorry. But every replied not said he will pulang balik.
I think my message semua direct version.
And i screen shoot our conversation.
And cc again to that group.
What you all want me to do?
I have no idea.

That thing, i put at my parents house because i care for them.
I want they to use what i give them.
Time ni la masa i scarified what i have.
Not i paid for you to used.
Not in my niat. Ever.
Dah la aku ni dok jauh. Nak tolong hulur masa... i have limited edition.
So i give them what i think they should have.
In case any emergency. They can be independent. Like they thought me dulu.

So, to that person.
I not even marah sekelumit pon if you want to use mine.
But when my ayah call. He said you after get it. Not even once balik tengok apa patut di tolong.
Aku sangat rasa kecewa.
Why la you behavior like this.
That's why i want to take it back.
Because of your perangai.

Cubalah balik pada Allah.
Fikir tanggungjawab diri sendiri.
And you will know what you should do.
Why people treat you like that.
Semua orang pernah buat kesilapan. Aku pon.
Tapi tak salah if kita pandai fikir yang kita patut ubah diri sendiri sebelum terlambat.
Understood.

Bye!

Masak lagi ke?

Assalamualaikum,

Aku rasa la kan,
Aku boleh amik part time job as tukang masak kat pantry department aku tu la.
Versi ala ala mak cik kantin masa zaman kita kat sekolah dulu.
Menarik gila tak.
Hohohooo...

Tapi menu sajian aku semua tahap campak-campak la.

So far, bila ada nasi lebih a day after event makan besar.
Muka nilah yang akan kena masak.
Aku tak kisah pon sebab aku pantang if tengok makanan dibazirkan begitu jer. Bagi aku if korang tak nak makan maybe akan ada orang lain sudi makan.
And,
Mak aku tak ajar semua tu.
Membazirkan amalan syaitan... maka ada baiknya aku buat nasi goreng.
Kannn...

Aku gaul gak sekali dengan apa dalam harta karun aku jumpa dalam fridge tu.
Tang sayur da kuning-kuning. Aku potong ikut suka. Aku masukkan gak.
Sambal belacan stock setahun pon aku guna.
And part paling syiok, aku rembat sosej dalam fridge.
Ni aku kenal owner dia la. And aku bayar balik ohkey.
Tak nak la ada part drama tak puas hati and segala menggungkit-ungkit plak in future.

Selain nasi goreng as main dish. Aku pernah gak goreng bihun.
Satu tray besar aku goreng.
Tak mahu kalah dengan orang ala ala kenduri or catering.
Tapi habis!
Memang sah spesis piranhas diorang semua.

Aku gak pernah kutip roti kosong yang berlambak kat pantry, expired ke tak. Aku sapu.
Aku buat bake bread pudding.
Raisin , susu, butter semua bahan asas aku usha-usha fridge tu la.
And esok pagi aku hidang as menu breakfast bagi diorang makan. 

FYI, aku dapat dua loyang ohkey.

So far, semua sihat lagi.
Heheheee...

Anyways kekadang bosan gak masak nih.
Cer la korang bagi orang lain plak masak.
Nak gak aku try diorang punya masakan.
Kannnn...
Sebab aku if aku yang masak, cam biasa, aku tak tak suka makan apa aku masak.
Dah la aku masak, aku kena rasa makanan sendiri.
No feeling bro.

Memandangkan sebelum balik kerja semalam, aku perhati yang nasi himpit dalam fridge tak berubah.
Aku ingat aku nak buat lontong.
Tapi bila fikir santan, bla. Bla. Blaaa...
Aku buat sup ayam jela.

Insyaallah if siap before lunch, boleh makan sesama.
Tapi if tak sempat.
Makan dengan sesama budak oncall jela.
= )

Islamic practice: Sunnah of pregnancy

Assalamualaikum.

I knew mesti korang think i'm having a concussion to post something like this.

No, i'm not preggo or what. Ohkey. Please.

I just found this and it's so interesting.

And want to post it here.

As referrer later.

Ehem.

May one fine day, i get married and being pregnant and i can through this special feeling.

That a weird little peanut in your tummy.

So, i can bullied my partner to search this and read it for me.

I will make sure he carik sampai jumpa.

Anyway,

Who knows? I plan, Allah the mastermind.

Aamin.

Copy paste from my favorite Facebook page ever.

Islamic Practice page.

Silalah like if sudi.

SUNNAH OF PREGNANCY:

⭐Having children is one of the blessings of Allah. God provides us all with different rizq (well-being), health and offsprings. All of these things are gifts from God and we should be grateful for what we are given and never complain for what we don't have.

⭐It is sunnah to announce the birth of the child once the baby arrives but till that moment below are some beneficial practices for you and your child in sha Allah.

⭐KEEP IT PRIVATE
If you are expecting a baby, keep thanking God for this gift and keep it private among close relatives. There is a general principle which should be paid attention to when telling others of blessings. The news should be given only to those who wish good for you and will rejoice over it, so as to ward off the evil eye and destructive envy (hasad). The evidence for that is the words of the Prophet (peace and blessings of Allaah be upon him): “Be discreet in order to achieve what you want, for everyone who is blessed is envied.” Narrated by al-Tabaraani and Abu Nu’aym; classed as sahaah by al-Albaani in Saheeh al-Jaami’, no. 943.

⭐BE THANKFUL
Be thankful to Allah for having chosen you for such a gift. The first trimester is hard for some women who suffer from nausea (morning sickness) and weakness; and the last weeks of pregnancy are exhausting:

Allah says in the Quran: “…His mother carried him, [increasing her] in weakness upon weakness…” (Surah Luqman:14)

“…His mother carried him with hardship and gave birth to him with hardship…” (Surah al-Aĥqaf:15)

- even then, keep thanking Allah and believe that He will never burden you more than you can bear! He is indeed the best of planners and knows what is best for us!

⭐FOLLOW THE FOOTSTEPS OF THE MOTHER OF Maryam (AS)
What a blessed mother was she who gave birth to Maryam! So why not follow her footsteps and make the same dua (supplication) she did when she was expecting as narrated in the Quran: “[Mention, O Muhammad], when the wife of ‘Imran said: My Lord, indeed I have pledged to You what is in my womb, consecrated [for Your service], so accept this from me. Indeed, You are the Hearing, the Knowing.” (Surah Aal Imran: 35)
With this dua, renew your intention every day that this baby would be a pious servant of Allah. Insha’Allah your intentions and prayers will have a positive effect in creating an innate bond between your child and the deen (religion) of Allah!

⭐WHEN RUH (SOUL) ENTERS YOUR BABY

It is narrated in a hadith by the Prophet (sa) that: “Each one of you is constituted in the womb of the mother for forty days, and then he becomes a clot of thick blood for a similar period, and then a piece of flesh for a similar period. Then Allah sends an angel who is ordered to write four things. He is ordered to write down his deeds, his livelihood, his (date of) death, and whether he will be blessed or wretched (in religion). Then the soul is breathed into him…” (Bukhari)

Based on this hadith, jurists have inferred that the soul enters the foetus at around 4 months/120 days after gestation, that is, the second trimester. As you enter your second trimester, make frequent dua to Allah to pre-ordain for your baby a life of unwavering faith.

⭐RECITE THE QURAN FOR YOUR BABY

Around the 20th week, the baby in the womb gains the ability to hear. This is a great time to create a one-on-one, exclusive bond with your unborn baby by reciting the Quran every day. The sound waves of your voice will reach your baby and what better words than the melodious Quran for your baby to hear and get familiar with. Give your child a head start in creating a relationship and bond with the Quran even before he comes in this world. This is one of the greatest gifts you can give to your child!

⭐READ UP
Perhaps one of the things that the woman should focus on during this period is learning about sound methods of raising children, reading books on this topic or listening to useful lectures by scholars on it, whether that has to do with moral upbringing, health, psychology, pedagogy, and so on, in preparation for the great mission with which Allah has entrusted the parents, which is the trust of raising and caring for the child, so that the parents may embark upon it with knowledge and insight and achieve the best results, and attain the pleasure of Allah in this world and in the Hereafter.

⭐DUAS
As for the acts of worship that the pregnant woman can do, they are all the acts of worship that the Muslim does by day and by night, such as praying, fasting (so long as there is no fear of harm), giving charity, reading Qur’aan, regularly reciting the adhkaar that are prescribed in sharee‘ah, treating people kindly, visiting relatives, taking stock of oneself, and striving to attain the best attitudes, actions and words

⭐FOOD AND FITNESS

Meditation through prayer: Many people will guide you towards yoga and meditation, which are a great way to relax your overworked body. However remember that prayer is the best form of meditation and it will calm you and soothe your baby as well.

⭐Keep checking in with Allah: Stay connected with Allah and talk to Him about your fears and difficulties. Make istikharah (guidance prayer) for all decisions, especially when choosing your doctor and your delivery options. Ask Allah to grant you a safe delivery, a righteous child, and an easy transition into motherhood.

⭐Avail the maternity leave Allah has given, if needed: The Prophet (sa) said: “Allah has relieved the traveller of half of the prayer and of the duty to fast, and He has relieved pregnant and nursing mothers (of the duty to fast).” (Sunan an-Nasa’i; reliable) If you feel that you are unable to fast due to weakness or any other complication, you can leave your fast without any worry. However do remember to mark it somewhere so that you don’t forget to make it up later.

⭐Eat beneficial foods: Add honey, milk, figs, and dates to your diet as all of these have been mentioned in the Quran or the hadith for their benefits.

⭐May Allah make your pregnancy easy, and grant you a pious child who will be sadaqah-e-jariah (continuous charity) for you. Ameen.

Bye bye Koko

Last call with my locker neighbor or the second shortest person in our department, 

Miss Ko Hwee See.

She sudah resigned.

She said she wants to work kat Singapore.

Wish her the best in future. 

Koko,

This page is for you.

I hope you,

Stay adorable please even your face so bulat.

And your mata kecik.

Dekat sana, i hope gak you will jumpa your another mata sepet or same height and get married soon.

Peace.

I know you hate this statement.

But i still love you.

Thanks for everything. 

Quotes for you... friends are like boobs. Some are big. Some are small. Some are real. Some are fake.
But you are the original.

Gonna miss you.
Big hugs!

Careful with your words

Assalamualaikum.

In hundred or tak sampai billions of friends aku ada.
Fact or not facts...
At least satu mesti sangkut.
Yang aku terpaksa deal dengan dia punya manners.
So annoying.
Like dia jer semua yang betul.
Huh.

Mula-mula i tried to think positive.
Sebab so far dia punya manners still in my range.
Belum tunjuk taring lagi kot.

But lately... we are memang tak boleh kamceng lagi dah.
Cannot.
I said, i cannot tahan.
How can boleh aku tahan lagi?
Bila aku tengok dia, rasa nak tumbuk or kick orang dah ni

When dia senang-senang nak tried bullies me.
Aku bagi muka emotionless.
Annoy aku dengan sengaja.
Ini kadang-kadang aku marah la jugak.
Tapi pastu aku senyum balik.
Sebab bagi aku hidup kena maintain cool.
And then when dia start hurting you physically.
That the full stop. To me!

Hello.
Like freaking damn aku nak biarkan jer.
Sakit gila.
Stupid.
My left arm red for two days and bruise for another seven days.
But i'm not telling dia.
Likes dia akan care aku balik?
A big no.

Now, aku malas nak layan dia.
I will remember how hurt my left arm are.
Bukan nak memutuskan silaturrahim la kan.
But if you continue dengan this kind of perangai...
Not gonna say banyak.
Get out from my eyes.
You are not invited.
Pergi main jauh-jauh.

You want to know why aku selalu hang out with my kawan lelaki.
Aku gurau kasar dengan diorang.
But diorang tak pernah balas balik?
Sebab diorang tahu,
Aku cepat bruise.
And that bruise bukan bruise biasa.
Ia sakit.
Mereka faham aku.
But not you.

Satu lagi, the most yang aku selalu caught you.
Your ego problem.
Your riak perfectly statement.
I think, you and i dah argue tentang benda ni dulu.
And i said, jangan riak... nampak useless.

Then, you beri your alasan.
Reason yang tak masuk akal actually.
You said you want to be a good person, but donno your words hurting all.
Tak akan everyday nak collect dosa atas mulut sendiri.
Tak penat ke?
Malaikat yang bahu sebelah kiri sentiasa mencatit laju with your every second statement.

I think i have beri dia pengajaran sikit.
Even i know dia kan balas balik.
But what would i care?
Dia can hurt me more, but he cannot mess with my emotion.
Because dia memang spesis bipolar.
Dia patut duduk kat kutub Utara sana.

Pray for me
#prayforme

Stupid shirt we talking about

Assalamualaikum.

Last Saturday, i said to my friend in serious tone.
I want the Shirt that he will get from his Sunday morning event. Occasion run with Bio essence I think.
I donno why i cared so much, before this any run marathon he joined. I tak ambil kisah pon. Lantaklah.
But this one... menarik like crazy my sense, that i want that shirt really bad.
Not sure by the way, if that shirt are good looking or not.
Like i said, my senses.

I said to him. I will waited at the finishing line.
To grab his shirt, and bawak lari.

Gila tak gila. Even tak buat pon sebenarnya sebab i'm oncall hokey.
Job calling.
Lots of case are waiting on that day!
Hailo.

After i cannot pujuk him.
I tried to this one guy. Dia pon join gak. Even we selalu fight like there is no tomorrow but for that shirt i sanggup.
So, i WhatsApp him.
I said i want that shirt... he replied every message in blur figured.
Bruhhh...

And the next day.
When i seen my friends posted about the marathon. And i seen how cool the color of that shirt.
I terus, ohkey.
I will get that shirt no matter how.
If i cannot get it in sesi pujuk memujuk... how about, can i paid you and you give me that shirt.
Win win situation, bro.
Don't you like my money?

Surprisingly... that evening, this guy message me if i still interested in that sweat shirt?
Of course i am.
But gi la basuh dulu baru bagi, kan.
I stated my reason that i want that shirt tok bawak gi menoreh.
And well, we fight in next replied.
Lol.

Yesterday, when i mintak that shirt... he buat-buat blur. Rasa nak hentak kepala kat dinding.
Why la i had to dealing with this guy.
And when the friends yang sama-sama gi marathon found out, i want that shirt.
They kutuk i like freaking awesome punya ayat.
Gurghhhh.... I give them pandangan membunuh.
And when I tried to catch them. They ran bertaburan like anak ayam.
Penakut!

Ikutkan i'm not really so addicted to have it anyway.
.. that stupid shirt.
But, just want it to cover my next coming event. Because my closet yang penuh dengan blouse and jubah tak sesuai for it.
Shirt yang ada some i dah used for other things. Huhuhuuu...

If korang sayang sangat, nanti i will pulangkanlah balik hokey.

By the way, i think... looks like not my rezeki.
Biarlah. No offended pon kat diorang.
That's their right.
Me? Nak wat camner. Kena la haunting every sport outlets this weekend.
After my volunteered class.
Sebab event nya next week. Hope sempat.
And maybe I should grab two or three shirt later.
Senang sikit.

Cayoook!

New royal blue scarf

Assalamualaikum,

Last week someone came to my department and jual tudung.
So, one friend show me that kind of tudung. And i'm really fall in love with the color.
But the one she tunjuk, she already bought it.
Poor me.

And one guy as usual be a model for me.
He style that tudung.
The one yang tinggal bit bright colour. Not so fine. I just, maybe next time...
And suddenly he ask me if i want it or not.
I like, maybe next session duh.
And he said, if you want just take it. Dia akan bayar.
I like... are you serious... sayang?
Like damn serious?!!!

And he angguk-angguk.
I thought he just joking around. Even sebenarnya, i wish it's true.
So, i tried it on me and put it back in place and leave it there.
And when i came back the seller told me.
Ini untuk awak, that guy akan bayar.
And when I asked that guy is he serious about this.
And dia cakap, ya.
I said... thank you sayang.

And that make me smile.

Then, on the way untuk simpan dalam my locker, i sempat showed back to my friend, i get it jugak ohkey.
And we giving each other evil smile.
But one guy makes my smile turn to fade when he said my tudung like alas meja.
I hate him.
Really, really hate him so much.

Why la he really like push my button.
Bursting dengan sengaja my angry mood.
Tanpa tunggu lama, i tried balas balik. My action louder than words dude..
And i will not gonna said i dapat that for free to him.
Lagilah dia akan kutuk non stop.
So when I caught him. And nak balas dendam. Others akan suka back up him... not me.
Huhuhuuu... i felt di lupakan.
His fault guys. Why can't you all see that!
Huh.

Anyway, malas nak citer pasal dia.
Better I appreciate what other guy giving me. Right.
I pray Allah will bless him everyday.
And thank you for the tudung.
You're so baik.
I will take care of it.
= )

Islamic practice: Children to islam

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday, i posted about Peah and something related about children to Islamic thing.

Then today, I found this good advises from Facebook.

That i really excited to share it with you all.

Really good duh.

Very awesome advises to anyone who don't know to start a first steps about this.

Right.

And, you all can like this page too.

This page is super nice and lots of knowledgable Islamic post.

Can motivated your soul every second.

Every day.

Like me.

It's called... Islamic practice, page.

And please look through this page as you wanted.

How to inspire manners to your children:

1. When entering the house greet your children with salams and kisses. This should help develop their sense of love and mercy.

2. Be good to your neighbours and never backbite. Never speak ill of other drivers when on the road. Your children listen, absorb and emulate.

3. When calling your parents, encourage your children to speak to them. When visiting your parents take your children with you. The more they see you take care of your parents the more they will learn to take care of you.

4. When driving them say to school, don't always play albums or cds (even if my cds!). Rather, tell them the stories yourself. This will have a greater impact - trust me!

5. Read to them a short hadith a day – it doesn't take much time, but very impactful in creating strong bonds and wonderful memories.

6. Comb your hair, clean your teeth and wear presentable cloths even if sitting at home and not going out for the day. They need to learn that being clean and tidy has nothing to do with going out!

7. Try not to blame or comment on every word or action they say or do. Learn to overlook and let go sometimes. This certainly builds their self-confidence.

8. Ask your children's permission before entering their rooms. Don't just knock and enter, but then wait for a verbal permission. They will learn to do the same when wanting to enter your room.

9. Apologize to your children if you made a mistake. Apologizing teaches them to be humble and polite.

10. Don't be sarcastic or make fun of their views or feelings, even if you "didn't mean it" and was "only joking". It really hurts.

11. Show respect to your children's privacy. Its important for their sense of value and self-esteem.

12. Don't expect that they will listen or understand the first time. Don't take it personally. Muhammad ‏ﷺ never did. But be patient and consistent.

If you like it, please share it!
#muslimparenting

Kedudukan dan panggilan

When mine is at tangga ke-6. I don't think so you all should called me Itam.
Because i more whiter than Snow White duh.
So, saper yang pepandai buat nih? Nak kena nih.
As we argue about this. I have my own kedudukan and panggilan.
1. Balong
2. Kangah
3. Ya Uda
4. Landak
5. Lalang
6. Sweat and cute
7. Panjang
8. Busuk
How? Ready to applied this to my family... Syuhhh...
I think this is why we called each other by name not panggilan stupid like this.
Bye!

In dilemma

Assalamualaikum.

Bit feeling like brain tak center when i'm typing this post.
Someone may shoot me somewhere somehow.
Wrong target la woi.
Or it's just me the one who actually yang in a wrong target.
Astagfirullah al-azim.
Serabut duh!

I need to luahkan all of this. What my otak think before it's exploded.
Even in every doa selepas solat i cried when i talked to Allah about this clingy things.
I felt useless.
I felt ashamed.
I shouldn't have through this.
It's so haramm and lari from my Islamic life goals even it's felt so right.
Oh no.

As i knew this is my personal blog.
So i think i can trust this page and you, who hardly stalk my blog.
Kept this secret between us.

Let's get terus terang, it's about a men.
Who make my world up and down, thick and thin and spinning sampai pening.
Not so handsome duh.
Either not even my taste actually.
Jauh sekali nak kata ada 'hot killer body'.
Or even a billionaire line.
Pelik kan.
He just only a plain guy with annoying attitude, package perfectly.
Annoy me sampai boleh bawak gaduh la.

So, the problems are... i don't like this feeling.
The unpronounce feeling that i start to feel for him.
Oh please, I'm not admire him either.
As for your information.
Just I hate it when i caught he stares at me.
The way he looks at me.
And i'm the one who the first look away. Always.
Because i can't do it.
To reveal the truth behind those eyes.
... I don't like everything about him. Full-stop.

I tried to play cool.
Kept telling myself that he just my friends.
Kawan susah senang.
My male friends. And maybe trying to be close one. In still remain, friends zone.
Yeah, better like this.
Bulan ke bulan... makin lama we're makin lain.
And it's more than normal.
It's scare me to the bottom. Ini bukan sepatutnya yang di rancang!

One day, after year passes.
I thought why not just give him a chance.
Anyone deserve it. Sampai bila tak nak mingle around, kan.
Treat me like may be we were meant for each other... or we weren't.
And this is just how it had to be.
Pening ar!
Or it's all just my imagination.
And he even don't have a feeling to me?
But all my friends said he likes me.
So, why not I let the time tell.

Sometimes it's feel awkward, and go on awkward.
In every case, I successfully pandai avoid to go out alone with him... because i'm not fully trust him.
Even we're friends.
Good decision.
But, lately... he became my good driver.
My tempat untuk luahkan everything. He always be there for me.
And he love it when i shared those with him.
Or even sometimes we also argue when have to deal with his annoying manners like everyday.
And most drama yang i'm not really like is pretending-to-be-games.
That i think we're memang tak betul in this part.

Seriously, if you questioning me what the real happening is...
Aku sendirik memang tak faham.
Really tak faham.
I donno if he is bipolar type or dulu masa lahir adalah premature baby or what because,
One time he act like he is the guddey gentleman i knew.
He cares about me. Treat me better.
That make me so special. Like Queen gituh.
He gave me something even i'm not asked for it.
Because i'm not give him anything. Bersalah sebenarnya bila fikir balik.
Anyhow i tetapkan pendirian yang dia bukan my real husband that in my responsibilities to care.
Right.

Even he always tried to act like one.
How he one day want me to choose in between clothes he want to buy.
Done pairing same clothes also. Huh.
Share something personal or when needing support about our family things too.
Most i liked, cover my hungriness habit with his food suppliers.
And tolong habiskan my balance makanan.
Paling top, Soh tolong kejut sahur.
Am i sub as his maid or what?
Uit, gih kahwin la bro!

And one time, he turned 360 degree. Act like i'm not existed.
In this universe.
Memang pelik gila.
Or he copied my act?

I'm not giving him a cold shoulder actually.
Sorry duh if he felt so.
I just tried to act normal. Act friendly. Act how the real me to you.
Like we supposed to be.
Same way i treat my male friends and sikit special for you, maybe.
But when i tried, i just can't.
As banyak mata memandang. I felt they are insecure me.
I hate attention, and ini semua so not me.
It's so new for me.

Me and nonsense lovely dovey story line fantasy. So mushy.
So yurks!
Hahhahhaa...
Period.

By the way...i still remembered the first time we met.
In a noisy crowded elevator.
And me in so traditional yellow big size baju kurung.
Perasan cantik la tuh.
So selekeh for real actually.
Then you caught my attention in your also selekeh shirt after work.
For a second i said Astagfirullah.
Ada jugak orang lagi selekeh daripada me. Joking.
And the door open, i go out. One floor separated us.

What if i told you that i missed our night conversation, would it's mean anything for you?
Bruhhhh...
Again,
Why should i have this feeling anyway.
This is not so me, ya Allah.
Like seriously... me?

My friends said, if I fall for him?
I said i don't know.
Because i don't know what fall really feel like.
I'm emotionless girl. My emotion only goes to family things.
You want me to feel what?
I'm new to something romantika de amour fantasy, so please.
Tell me what fall feel like oh my friends.

Really I can't analyse my own feeling.
I hate like crazy when something related about him pop up in my mind.
Make me feel stupid. Started make me to think that he is my future.
He i will called the right one?
The real question is... is he is the right one?
Or my Creator have a another plans.
Istiharakh... like Allah said. But i'm afraid to do it.
How if he is.
What should i do...
And how if he is not.

Honestly, marriage is a huge deal trader.
And i'm the one risking myself...
Because i'm the one who will surviving to bring the good in me, in him, in between family.
Communities. And our future.
What should i do now?
Warghhh, i don't want to talk about this anymore.
I need my emak.
I need her big hug.

Allah, help me too,
Oh please...

Peah: Father and daughter time

Assalamualaikum.

My sister sent me a new updated about Peah in our family Whats app.
And i like it very much.
Alhamdulillah.
Just make my day.
She looks so awesome!
And act like a guddey daughter ever.

She start to talk some words and actively want to explore new things.
And most i geram adalah bila tahu that she have her own make up bag.
The most make me more surprised is when i heard that dia bersiap lagi lama daripada mine.
Bruhh...
Really kak, did you teach that also?
Oh mai.

Anyway, this what i called family goals.
#familygoals
Teach and attract your kids towards Islam since they are growing up.
Easier for her and for you.
Bak kata orang,
Biarlah melentur buluh daripada rebungnya,,,kan.

I really want give you big hug Peah.
Good job!
= )

Lipas

Assalamualaikum,

Something paling aku tak suka sekali adalah pabila i seen an alive lipas.
Aku repeat, an alive lipas.
And it's moving.
And flying!!!!
Like 'f' i want to speed miles away from it.
Hate it very much!

Meh aku bagitau one bad stories....
One day, i met my friends at corridor.
And he with some cleaner guy tengah cam carik something di balik pintu.
So aku sajer kacau.
Mungkin diorang jumpa pintu keluar yang best untuk escape daripada department ke kan...
And he tetiba senyum kat aku and pegang lipas alive by his hand.
And fast and furious i ran away masa dia tried throw that thing to me.
Urgh.
As my senses are strong enough, aku sempat hide in one room area situ.

After that, before he grab balik that lipas.
I quickly tangkap balik that lipas.
Caya tak cayalah... but i did.
And kejar dia balik.
We ran along that corridor until he hidden in a room area situ.
Cheit.
Penakut jugak budak tuh.

And that lipas tetiba macam merayap kat my hand.
Stupid lipas.
Aku terus lepaskan benda tu and ran away...
Lantak la dia nak gih maner pon.

And time aku sambung balik buat kerja.
Tetiba my friends yang sama bukak pintu and act like he hold something.
I thought it's that a lipas again.
So i ran like Mr. Bolt in runaway Olympic games.
And maked three full round in that room.
I sempat jerit, if dia throw that thing to me. I will kill him.
I will kill him like seriously.
And aku campak mayat dia bagi jerung makan.

And after we penat lari.
Dia tetiba tengok my pocket.
The hell dia nak lentak benda tu in my pocket.
Gilo.
Tapi rupanya dia checking ingat i kept that thing in my pocket.
Lagilah gilo.
Terus aku bagi kick, kena tipu rupanya... penat tau aku lari...

That's the time, everyone know my secret.
I hate lipas as much i hate marshmallow.
Huahauahuaaa...

Sorry lipas, even you're not haram like pigs or dog.
But you're my nightmare.

Makes everyone worried

Assalamualaikum.

Yesterday, i makes everyone worried about me.
Aku rasa bersalah bila fikir balik.
Something that yang aku anggap ianya normal but it's became a big issue to others.
It's my fault. Sorry guys.

As i cancelled my oncall to next week.
So I planned to go to my volunteered class as usual.
Then, my friend said diorang ada program lain.
And dia wanna makes appointment with me untuk hang out kat luar.
And discuss sekali penambah baikan programme kelas yang tengah kami usahakan.
Tanpa fikir panjang aku accept je la.
I think i can trust dia.

Pastu, dia cakap hang out kat tempat dia.
Uit... outside maybe better kot.
So we capai kata sepakat.
Best public place...
KL Central. Depan McDonalds at 10 am.
Deal.

Then, as our first met kat luar... tetiba that morning dia cakap nak bawak kawan dia sekali.
Dia ni Germans people, tapi cakap slang indonesia.
Then... aku rasa insecure.
70 % kawan dia maybe same country.
You know what I mean.
And here, I'm alone... And alone.

So aku decided just inform my families.
Then aku whatsapp some details to my sister.
And she memang gila worried.
And aku whatsapp same details to my friends here around KL.
And she also shared same feeling.
And my friends dekat Ipoh pon dah membebel taip panjang-panjang kat whatsapp...
Oh no.

Aku sampai terpaksa screenshot a chat as a proven to my sister that someone here standby for me if anything happens.
Barulah dia ok.

As result, they make me to hold my phone every second.
Update with them every hour.
And stay in one place.
No drink or food, unless before their approval.
And stay alert.
Hailo.

So, i make sure i patuh all the list.
And until i finished everything and on the way home pon my friends still taip ayat panjang-panjang kat whatsapp...
She really worried about me.
Really rasa bersalah.
I swear to her that next time aku akan heret someone with me.
Even though i think I'm big enough.

And I think orang yang aku jumpa not teruk maner.
Not all Germans people are bad duh.
They all not Hitler either.
So, don't judge a book by its cover.
We have good time by the way.

And, to my sister... sorry.
I make you scare.
Sorry again.

And to my friends... sorry for all of you.
Thanks to be by my side.
I still love you all.

Sorry all, thank you all.
= )

No update

Assalamualaikum,

Minggu ni and coming november month, i'm quite busy. Super tight schedule duh.
No time for updating my blog like everyday... sorry guys.
Can't help it.
And i have no time for dating also.
Sorry mate.
LOL.

I have to do an oncall on PH Diwali and next weekend's.
Weekdays cam biasa full of duty job,
And akhirat collector programs.
Ini termasuklah jugak with my everyday Sunday morning charity class.
With new dua orang Belanda akan mai lagi... practice there for next three month. Hope everything with going well.

Minta maaf juga pada some invitation gotong royong on Friday and social community project from local university on the next day.
Can't join you all.
Really cannot duh.
Sorry.
Maybe next time.

And don't know if can come to my friends wedding ceremony at end of this month or not.
Really feel bad for him.
Because same date i boarding to my other friends house duh.
Kami plan nih dari awal lagi.
Can't decide now.

Luckily my youngest sister at Johor with my parents spent all her schools holiday.
So, i no need to worries about the kiddos.
Alhamdulillah.
Let her pulak yang demam jaga budak-budak nih.
Cayokk!

Ok. Gotta go.
Bye.

Islamic practice: Summaiyya and Khalil

Once in a beautiful land lived a girl named Summaiyya who was married to a man called Khalil. They were both very pious and strived to make Islam a central aspect of their lives. Soon after their marriage, Summaiyya felt bored staying at home; she wanted to do something for the Ummah. She loved to read and write, and would read a Hadith each day to her husband. Summaiya loved her husband deeply and treated him with kindness. She obeyed him, and, in return, her husband loved her very much.

One night after dinner, she asked Khalil if it would be possible for her to work. Khalil did not say anything. The next day however, after Fajr, she noted that he did not go into work. He had locked himself in a room without telling Summaiyya what he was doing and was making a lot of noise.

After Maghrib prayer, her husband asked her to get ready. While driving he asked her what kind of books she liked to read. She told him she liked to read Islamic books relating to literature, arts, and history. Soon after, Khalil stopped his car at an Islamic bookstore and asked her to pick out some books for him. She asked him what was going on but he would not tell her anything. 

Next, they went to Barnes and Nobles bookstore and got many different kinds of books. Sumaiyya also picked out some Middle Eastern, Indian, and Chinese cookbooks.

That evening they had dinner together at their favorite Afghan Restaurant, Zaynab’s, and afterwards went to the masjid to pray Isha Salat. When they returned home Khalil carried all the books they had bought earlier on in the day to his room. He asked her to go to sleep but Summaiya could hardly sleep! She was wondering what was going on and was tempted to go to the room and see but had eventually fallen asleep. At around 4am Khalil woke her up for Tahajjud prayer. Afterwards, he asked her to close her eyes and took her to the room he had been in all day, and asked her to open them. She opened her eyes and was surprised to see a beautiful small library. Her husband had made her an office at home! He had even bought her a laptop and set everything up, ready to use!

Khalil turned to her and said, "O my dear wife, I love you for the sake of Allah Subhana Wa Ta'ala. I am responsible for you and I want to protect you always. You have asked me for permission to work and I respect you for that, however, I want you relax at home while I go out to work. I want to give you happiness and everything you could ask for. I hope you like my gift to you. I do not want you to work for any other man but me. Still, if you feel that you want to work outside the home, then I will not stop you. It would however make me upset."

"Men are the protectors and maintainers [qawwaamoon] of women, because Allah has given the one more [strength] than the other, and because they support them from their means..." (Qur'an 4:34)

Sumaiyya smiled and jokingly said that he can work for her. She thanked him for the office and agreed to stay at home. Every day when Khalil came home, he would find his wife engrossed in books taking in the knowledge and wisdom that they gave her. As the months went by, she started to give him advice from what she had learned and which was to prove beneficial for his company. Khalil also taught her about his business, and even allowed her some responsibility with some of the projects at work. He in turn paid her generously for the little work he gave her everyday and spent lots of time with her so that she would not feel alone.

This arrangement worked successfully for both husband and wife, and in time, they had four beautiful children.

One day, Khalil had a car accident. He was rushed to the hospital having suffered a knee injury. The doctors said that he would not be able to walk for at least six months or so. Sumaiyya did everything she could to take good care of her husband and the home. After a month, she felt there was a shortage of money in their bank account. She first looked for some jobs online and found a teaching position at an Islamic school. Then she wisely explained to her husband about the financial crisis they were going through and asked him if she could contribute to the household needs. After a little while, her husband agreed.

Sumaiyya would work all day at the school and would then come home to take care of her children and Khalil. She would make dua for Khalil and her children every day. Very soon, her burden eased when Khalil regained his health and was able to return to work. Now that her husband had recovered from the accident, Sumaiyya was able to leave her job and stay at home to look after the children. Khalil was grateful for what she had done and thanked her for being such a wonderful and supporting wife.

The Prophet (Sall Allahu Alayhi Wa Sallam) made every individual in the Islamic Society responsible for those under his or her authority in such a way that no-one, man or woman, may evade responsibility (Ideal Muslimah, 190).

He (Sall Allahu Alayhi Wa Sallam) said:

"Each of you is a shepherd, and each is responsible for those under his care. A ruler is a shepherd; a man is the shepherd of his family; a woman is the shepherd of her husband's house and children. For each of you is a shepherd and each of you is responsible for those under his care." (Bukhari and Muslim)

The Prophet (Sall Allahu Alayhi Wa Sallam) indeed spoke the truth when he said:

"This world is nothing but temporary conveniences, and the greatest joy in this world is a righteous woman." (Muslim 10/56)

Allah's Messenger (Sall Allahu Alayhi Wa Sallam) said:

"O people! Fear Allah concerning women, Verily, you have taken them on the security of Allah and have made their persons lawful unto you by Words of Allah! It is incumbent upon them to honor their conjugal rights and, not to commit acts of impropriety which, if they do, you have authority to chastise them, yet not severely. If your wives refrain from impropriety and are faithful to you, clothe and feed them suitably." (Ar Raheeq Al Makhtum Page 541)

Sentap

Assalamualaikum.

Dalam satu dua kawan yang korang kenal pasti akan ada yang mudah sentap.
Sentap?
If korang nak tahu,
Ayat sentap nih aku belajar daripada tempat kerja aku sekarang ni lah.
Sentap merujuk more kepada orang yang senang merajuk and suka simpan dalam.
Cliche sangat.

At my department, there all know whose that dude.
Pelik tak pelik la kan.
Lelaki sekarang hilang dah macho diorang.
And, so far aku actually good pada tempias tu semua.
Maybe sebab aku lebih suka buat hal sendirik.

And last week, i donno how i can terjebak dalam drama sentap menyentap nih.
But i did.
And a small war happens.
Dude, kau period ke apa oi.

Bagi aku if dia nak sentap to me... for what i did...
You're super wrong.

I already said, what's gonna happen to that box.
And everyone will aspect the same thing.
And just because of it nak sentap.
No,no,no...
You're dealing with wrong person.

Then, when i treat you like a team.
You not listening pada apa aku cakap.
And you blaming me.
I still can tahan. I will not sentap back...

But der, my action is louder than words.

Kau masuk bilik tu, aku boleh keluar ikut pintu lain.
And, don't worry...
I will give you my silent treatment.
Rasakan.
And, whatever you want said to me.
I can said back...
'Aku tak nak cakap dengan kau, kita gaduh'
Then jangan nak gedik-gedik baru datang kat aku.
Sayonara lahhh....

This type of people, aku tak akan layan their not so matured diagnosis.
Aku tak akan pujuk.
Remember this.
If i know that my mistake, i will say sorry.
But if the small things celah gigi nak sentap.
Easy dude, where are your kemachoan?
Sorok bawah ketiak ker.

Life is amazing, make it real.
Control your sentap menyentap.
Not everyone is perfect. You also included.
Decreased your ego.
Smile more and less the drama.
Barulah tak ada orang kutuk belakang.
Ops.

You can do it!
= )

Jubah

Assalamualaikum,

Sekarang kat Malaysia, semua rata-rata dah open minded about Jubah.
Alhamdulillah.
And online marketing about jubah pon not bad.
Banyak pilihan dah.
And i like this kind of style.
Simple, longgar,
So islamic and reasonable to any event.
Nak gi kenduri ker formal ker tak formal, nak gi jenjalan pon okeh...

Good idea actually, that masukkanin list, a must bring thing bila travel.
Mane tau time tu la crush or admire lalu.
Or mak mertua tetiba soh bertandang ke rumah,
Kan...
Wink,wink.

Previously,
I wore this jubah thing like everyday.
But now, i have to ride my motorbike... and seems impossible to continue this good habit.
Sedih gak la.
Tak pernah try lagi so far...jubah and motorbike?
Kang ado kain lekat kat rantai kang.
Dah melukut aku tepi jalan nanti.
Huhuhuuuu...
One fine day maybe.

And baru-baru nih with influences from my friend, i bought new jubah.
Lara dress, ash color and from benang hijau brand.
I admire how the simple and cute it is.
Rare nude color of course.
Dan because it's jubah la kan... nak komen apa lagi.

Will go for it when Deepawali this coming weekend.
Raya la, kena pakai baju baru.
Okeih.
Even kena kerja sebenarnya, tak la dapat teman adik aku balik india...
Mesti dia jiwa kacau if baca statement aku nih.
Hohohooo...

Anyway, newbies yang baru nak jinak-jinak dengan jubah. Dipersilakan.
Nothing bad with it.
If you can tegakkan apa agama kamu ajar, fight for it.
Macam aku, dah biasa pakai jubah.
Bila pakai jeans sometimes nih rasa tak selesa sebab dah biasa pakai baju longgar-longgar.
Good ar kan.
So... selamat berjubah la yer.

Ok, tak mau taip panjang berjela.
Bye.

Recipe : Jeruk Epal Hijau

Me and jeruk/orange? I like it. But, I don't like "jeruk" that sell out in the market or small shop because they likes to put a vinegar. The taste is so strong and yarkss. Yes, I know it's to make the snack long lasting but I still don't like it. Also, I'm not a fan for a sour things but to me, this is green apple recipe slightly good! Less sweet, less sour and normal crunchiness. Come on, even a 5 years old kid can do this kind of recipe. Let's be healthy and try it now.

This is how it look like, I learn from my sister when we go to the Cameron Highland for Chinese New Year holiday. I really can accept this kind of orange/ jeruk. So easy and I even can served it as picnic meals or for the guest. It's combination of Standard Six chemistry and foods experiments …I missed my awesome teacher that teach me this. 

Ingredients:

1- Green apple-cut in big chunky then peel the skin/not, this up to everyone taste.

2- Salt.

3- Sugar

4- Water

5- A jar.

Steps:

First- Make a salt solution. Then, put the big chunky green apple in here. This is to maintain the fruit maintain in color and not oxygenated.

Then- Take a jar, put about 1ts salt. And 1 or maybe 2 spoon of sugar. And put the big chunky green apple that you cut without the water in here. 

Next- Close the jar and shake it wisely. And put it in the fridge.

Just take it out once you're ready to serve, you will notify that there is some water in there. Just keep it, that's because of good condensation. Really easy right, and hope you enjoy till the last. Bye!

Cerita rantai aku

Assalamualaikum.

Hah, nampak tak tuh?
That's my rantai.
The only rantai i have.
Benda ni memang sentimental value to me.
Aku tak boleh nak share, nak cerita nih bit personal sebenarnya.
Hanya few yang tahu the true story behind it.
Even some of my sibling pon tak tahu.

Aku baru siap repair rantai nih minggu lepas,
Yang patah kat connection dia.
Repair kat Wah Chan Ampang Point.
After deducted new one dengan old one punya connector.
Kena charge semua dalam Rm 67.00...
Campur upah semua la.
Quiet ok, sebab the one yang dia ganti bit tebal.
And good service.
Ok lah.
Lagi pon emas memang mahal kan...

Benda tu patah sebab tertarik kat baju sekali.
Nasib tak hilang.
Kalau hilang boleh gila kot.
Dah la aku dah masuk nih... dua kali hilangkan loket dia.
Sampai sekarang aku tak letak loket.
Sebab nak carik loket yang sama... tak jumpa.
Dia old school punya loket.
Pray, one day aku akan jumpa.

And, mekasihlah bebanyak kat driver yang tolong teman tuh.
Patut Sabtu after wedding kami dah betulkan.
Tapi aku pon percayalah dia cakap tak bukak. Gi esok.
Rupa-rupanya diorang kedai emas bukak sampai kol 10 malam, kawan aku cakap.
Memang rasa time tuh nak ketuk-ketuk jer empunya badan.
Rejam sekali. Baru puas.

Sebabnya hari Ahad aku malas nak keluar.
Pikirkan rasa responsibilities yang tinggi kat rantai tuh.
Aku gagahkan lah diri ni gak.
And settle.
Lega hati.
Alhamdulillah.

I will take care of this things the best i can do.
I will kept it close to my beating heart.
That's like magical thing that make me strong inside out.
Because it from the favorite person in my life!
= )
And i love it so much.