GA nurse

Assalamualaikum,

I'm happy.

And wanna smiling all night.

Hhehheh...

Yup, that's a feeling when you come back from where you belong.

Like you can smell home.

The smell of desflurance /sevo?

Hhahahha...

That's GA nurse home sound to me.

: )

Change my duty for a day.

From scrubbing site to be anesthetist assistant (GA nurse).

Duh,

Wish that CO, Kak Ayu a bless-full life.

Really amazing opportunity.

Thank you.

Even the truth is when one of the GA nurse fall sick and took Emergency leave.

And me, have to replace that position.

Whatever it is.

I'm excited!

I'm in-charge of ENT (ear, nose and throat) case.

Woop.

High risk they gave me. 

I take a challange.

All just like flashback to me.

A year, i left all these behind...

Those LMA, and timing when freaking difficult intubation happened.

Missing like crazy.

So, 

In just 30 minutes... i prepared everything. make sure all in ordered.

Learnt of that machine,

The correct tubing connection, all gasses full tank, medication completed.

DDA and muscle relaxation... be nice to me.

And most of all, i try get info for that anesthetist reference.

What he like and don't like.

P/S: Like i cares?....

First case look smooth, 

Second case, bit chaos to me.

Wrong circuit... but be handle by my creativity. What role of micro-pore?

Wrong ECG replacement...Hahhaha.

And overall...

Me and the anesthetist that day, we make a great team.

Thanks doc 'cause understood me.

Your pantun?

OMG...not me please.

I smell blood.

Yup. Propofol and me... we meet again, duh.

Question: Do you like pink?

One question...Do you like pink?

For me-I''m not. Pink is absolutely not my color, I can said I can look at it but not favorite about it-and I don't said I hate it either. Can you determine what my mind is? Hope so-because one woman once told, you would end up a lesbian if you didn't wear pink. Gosh. Is it too dramatic that someone said something like that...Old school, don't you? Judgement others only by that?

Surprisingly, I had no idea a color was so powerful. After few of maturity plus some raisin for brain...my mind start to work. How about...

People raise their eyebrow at male nurse, but not female doctors?

Men who take time off for paternity leave are looked down, but maternity leave is expected?

Weird. Seriously, people are always weird for my brain to digest it... They are always weird. Forever weird to me. In future, I can't promise either my daughter will like pink or not, but I'm not push them to like them. Or perhaps my boy will fancy a blue color. Whatever it is... It's cool to me. Hhahhaha....

Maybe because I like black or perhaps rainbow! Because to me normal is boring. Didn't you?

Luxurious

Assalamualaikum.

Who doesn't want all the luxurious house, car even cloth?

The fame and bling-bling.

Limousine-attention.

Limited edition.

Famous brand.

That's soooo...

Women best friends!

But though,

I then realized.

This is what a silent problem all muslim/muslimah facing now.

That i must wake up and keep away from all these.

All these are not right.

This feeling, is so against in Islam.

When I feel of show myself  to other.

Show how rich, fit and beautiful i'm.

Big riak!

Shoot.

No-no-no, a big no.

Then i remember, back to Islam.

Think how Allah rule.

Masyaallah.

Why i need spending more to impress others?

Rather than Allah.

Same the situation where.

I not repay back what the owner give me.

Shame on me.

At the line,

I said, Alhamdulillah.

Allah still care about me.

He give me a time to be more better person.

Even,

I'm the one slowly in progress to it.

Sorry to said,

An example...

Why i need a colorful jubah/scarf which for branded-not long enough-expensive some more...rather than a simple black jubah/scarf-long-and cover all aurah-and cheapest three times.

Think again.

Just,

Before all action and words to speak, 

Think about Islam.

Allah's rule.

Everything gonna be fine.

: )

When I felt so lazy and only need a sleep. I read this.