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Assalamualaikum and hello, o awesome readers!

I guess I'm pretty cool person. I likes be positive, helping others, writing and exploring.  Also a fan of happy ending. Even life is too serious as it is. This blog i called as my second heart. Everything with Allah blessing, i'll share those awesome moments in my life. Overall i think is a lot about my family. 'Cause i love them....LOL.

Thanks for all your support! It means a lot. Anyway, welcome to my life.

Thursday, July 30, 2015

Normal ?


Is. It. So. Freaking. Hard. To. Just. Be. Normal?
Because sometimes I've always been stuck by the thought that...
My attitude doesn't match my attire.
And the opposite.

Pretty confuse at first.
To think how can i reach both together synchronize...
Even routinely in life, 
I laugh, 
I make people laugh, 
I talk, 
I smile, 
I jump 
I enjoy life like others...

But... still something's wrong somewhere, spiritually.
I keep a goal that,
Neither would I or you....give up, 
because I know He's with us.

Salam 14 Syawal all.

Sunday, July 26, 2015

Jubah and Purdah


About two days ago,
I wore a black jubah.
As i storied where i bought, here... "Nightmare Malam Raya".
With combination of peach pinkish color scarf.
I love it.
Looks so pastel and very comfortable.

And end of the day...
Since i wait for my friend finishing her make up.
I lepak at the pantry.
They said it's too big.
M size actually.
They said why not pick XS.
Bit fit.
I just smile...

To me,
It's my choice.
And i like it longgar.
And not showing any curved.
The more it's not interesting to others.
The more i like.
Life's goal.

And when i walked with my friends.
She said it's too long.
But the jubah only until my ankle.
Below a bit.
Close fully my feet.
Talked how i looks so difficult when took a escalator.
Boleh sapu lantai katanya lagi.
I just smile...

To me,
I don't mind that.
More difficult if you have to cover your sin back.
I guess...
Sapu lantai?
Because i sapu your sin together.
: )

Sorry no pix to show that jubah.
Next time maybe.
But, i have a beautiful picture to show.

As above,
It's talk about purdah.
Even though i'm not wear it.
One day hopefully...
Nice to know.

It can be change to how we wear a cloth and tudung.
Cover an aurah.
Come back to our rule.
The reason we close our aurah.
Understood the main reason.
Before all these fashion in muslim/muslimah take over.


Saturday, July 25, 2015

Too much


This post,
I'm not condemn anyone.
Even about to mention the specific name.

Sorry if feel you don't like it.
Or think i hate you.
Clearly no.
I not hate anybody.
This is because...
I love you.
Preciously care about you.
And majorly hoping you can change.

I'm not a goddess
Just... May be because i'm too positive...
To me, everything is so unpredictable.
Too shocked.
It's too much for me to accept it.
And, nope.
I can't take it.

You looks fine,
You are good in one person.
But, it's not what i want to talk... but everything about those attitude you try to hide.
More evil than devil.
And be bipolar, hypocrite.
Thought that no one will know.
Even someone above.
Shame on you.

Are you happy do this to me.
Lying all happy ending?
Smile on all the sin?
Until when you can pretend?
Until you win?
And drag me along?
To hell.

Tell me.
I want to know.
Because it's hurt.
Most hurt.
When that first time...
You throw far away my respect.
Because i know,
Every of my respect isn't demanded its earned.
And when you lost it once you lost it's forever.

I can stop all these relationship so means friends.
And be hypocrite like you.
But i'm not used to.
I'm perfectly forgive you.
But no.
It's not my forgiveness you need... Allah forgiveness is all you needed.
Find it.

As second line,
I said i want you to change.
Before it's too late.
Pretty please.
If not for me.
For sake of Allah, Islam, your parents, your husband or wife, your children...
Your future...
Your own heaven. Jannah.