Short Memory Problem

Assalamualaikum.

Hello there.
My soul stirring and screaming.
Why?

Difficult to say because lately my memory on new things happening quite disturbed. usually when it happens even though just a few minutes ago, but I sometimes can not remember it all. Pity me. Then I'am tried to remember what happened before what am I do it now.

Oh, but i can rewind accident a decade ago. How upset I to through this situation.

When I noticed this matter, I began to ask: "Is it my brain got some problems?", "Do I have obsessive compulsive disorder disease?"--The person who do the work over again. I was the women most likely like this. Then, I try to cultivate a CONFIDENT attitude. Yes, I will be confident in all things.

But, but not every time I has a sunny day.

For example, if I want to go out--I will make sure to switch all electric current, and when I'm sure there're close then I walked out. However, less than 10 seconds I will feel that I did not make it and will go back and check again. Sometimes, I was indeed correct (that i off everything already) but sometimes, I didn't as happened today! My fan is still turning when I get back from work.

As you know my spread job requires to remember a lot of things and procedure. It's sometimes press me to do more better than I can. This is because I don't want to be ordinary people but became a strong extraordinary person among them. I knew i can do it. Then, this condition makes me little depressed.

Hurm...



I should further sharpen my memory from now! I hope I can do it.

Bila aku boring.

Assalamualaikum.

Bila aku boring, aku akan tengok awan.

Bila aku boring, aku akan tengok pokok.

Bila aku boring, aku akan kemas bilik.

Bila aku boring, aku akan baca surat khabar.

Bila aku boring, aku akan reka ayat yang terpikir dalam kepala otak.

Bila aku boring, aku akan makan-makan-dan-makan.

Bila aku boring, aku akan tidur sampai pengsan.

Bila aku boring, aku akan usik orang lain.

Bila aku boring, aku akan termenung panjang.

Bila aku boring, aku akan tengok kanan.

Bila aku boring aku akan tengok kiri,

Bila aku boring, aku akan pikir apa pencapaian yang aku dah buat.

Bila aku terlamapu boring, aku akan pikir... daripada aku buat pelik-pelik kat atas nih. Kenapa aku tak ingat Allah, berzikir bebanyak, baca Quran, buat solat sunat, banyakkan amal...

Tapi, kekadang aku hanya berpikir tanpa melakukan apa-apa tindakan kearah-Nya. 

Itulah aku.

Seseorang yang mem-boring-kan.

Cepat-cepat-Jualan akhir tahun!

Assalamualaikum.
Ehem, Assalamualaikum.

Yeah... Year end sale  (Y.E.S) sudah mali. I like. So, tentu ianya sesuatu yang sangat heaven kan. Siapa tak suka beli baju cantik, kasut lawa, beg baru. Mungkin orang gila jek say tak nak. Heissshh... gila, gila nih jangan sebut. Syyhhh...

So, di area JB nih. Banyak gak la pasaraya besar untuk korang terjah. Then, on the way nek bus ke tempat aunt aku keja. Aku sempat la tangkap picture nih (Plaza Pelangi, Johor Bahru) :

Pelik jap, apsal siap ada model tiga orang tuh. Okey, aku pun tak kenal. Automatik jadi model tak bergaji la kan. FOC.

Obviously, semua orang dah tau. Y.E.S mesti related sikit dengan jualan akhir dan awal tahun plus sambutan Merry Christmas plus more untuk bebudak nek sekolah. Jadi, discount barangan mereka amatlah murah, murah. 60%, 70%... Habis clearance stock sekali jalan la kan. So, nak berbelanja secara cermat dan berjimat: Inilah masanya!... Cepat, cepat korek tabung buluh masing-masing (aura negatip dah kuar).

Anyway, selamat berbelanja sekalian.