Cause I'm no superman

Assalamualaikum.

In my 21st post, I wrote down how super tired i'm.

After that, I had night fever.

And days dizziness.
Plus on off nausea.

But i still work, because i think i strong enough.

But,
It's continued by diarrhea for three days.
Fuh.

Thank you January.
Such an awesome memories.

"And when I'm ill, it is (God) who cures me. Surah Ash-shu'aara ayat 26:80" 

On next day of CNY, I'm oncall.

My diarrhea still on.

So that morning... I go to A&E. Seen a doctor and took some blood test.

In waiting for blood results, I go back to my department and did a lap. case.

I tried to push myself, even have to sat doing cases. 

Sorry guys.

After finished, quickly walked down to A&E and discuss about my results.

The doc said have some viral, but he will treat me as AGE case.

He want to give me MC... i said I'm oncall. No one will cover me.

Only can huhahuha together
So, he said, anything bad, direct come to A&E.
I promise him.

Took my meds at pharmacy and when I come back to my department.

Assist for Caesar case.

After that barulah i can ate a plain bread, and telan my meds.

And also little nap.

Because bit dizziness.

Pray today I'm more better.
But still on meds.
Need to be careful with what i took. No oil, milk and any such bon appetite foods.
Sacrificing.
Drunk lots of water...
Not over work, luckily tomorrow off.
Can i get enough rest.

Thanks who cares and understand me.
Sepanjang most of my on off illness.

Put candy in time needed for keep the dizziness away.
Make me super bitter tea. Even i felt nausea when i took it.
And, those who pray for me.
Thanks again.
Touching.

And sorry if makes you all felt i something yang menyusahkan.

Because some my friends said, why I helping others when i can't help myself?
I cover someone else work, double my job.
Susahkan diri.
I just can smile.
I know, maybe it's a wrong move to them.
But, I know why Allah choose me this way in this situation.
I only want to help, plan the best but,
He's the great planner.

It's nothing to me. Not a big problem. In his big world.
Not because how good i'm. It's just how good i want to be.
How good i want my mind to train and think in a positive ways.
Ok.

Anyway.

A week will in precaution as i can.
Hope everything run smoothly.
= )