Assalamualaikum, (hope i can shared this in my other social media before my #2018bigproject) Hidup ini ada pilihan. Selitan putaran dunia antara kau dan aku. Menempuh hari, bulan dan tahun. Detik masa saksi segalanya. Menghimpit dari jalan ke jalan. Kerana mati itu pasti. Adakah kau yang akan pergi dulu? Atau aku mungkin? Kosong. Keliru. Aku terjaga... saat nafsu menarikku untuk terus tidur. Hanya saja, aku kini telah mengambil keputusan yang berlainan. Tiada halangan untuk meninggalkanmu. Kerana sudah berkali ku cuba mengajakmu bersama. Tapi niat baikku terbang begitu saja di sapa angin. Benarlah kata orang, Menaruh harapan di hati manusia, ia akan mengecewakanmu. Menaruh harapanlah pada Allah, Allah akan memberikan hal di luar akal fikirmu. Aku pergi. Pada saat kau membaca coretan ini, aku telah pun beberapa langkah darimu. Maaf. Aku ingin mengejar kisah akhir bakal tempatku beradu. Restuilah dan doakanlah perjalananku. Ingatlah, Allah tidak memanggil o

Assalamualaikum. After working two weeks without any off, then last Sunday is my time. Finally! So, i thought i can rest for a full day duh. Just makan, tidur, makan, tidur. Don't blame me. It's a best options ever that i needed. But on Saturday night, my friend WhatsApp, that she wanna hang out with me. Anyway, i owe her a birthday treat... like a month already. Nak tak nak kena jumpa gak lah. Wake up, wake up. Jangan malas. And we makes a deal to meet on 10 am at KL Central. That morning, pergi lah ke LRT from Damai to KL Central. Not too crowded. But seat is full. So i just stand at end of the train. Where you can see the rail. Because malas nak tengok orang keluar masuk, keluar masuk actually. Yeah, likes few station to go... Suddenly on the ride, after Masjid Jamek station to Pasar Seni...   Something wrong with my body. Not right in every part of it. ... I felt really cold. Dizziness attacked. My both hand became numb

Assalamualaikum. When diorang said i'm too rough in certain thing, that i need to be a bit sopan about it. I just... Muka blurred. Nak sopan cane tu? And mostly, perlu ke? My parents besarkan me to be an independent women. Which i should not susahkan anyone includes them clearly.... My life visi dan misi. So, here i am. I protect what i should protect. And be positive. Be possible. Be strong. And bukan jadi hulk semata-mata. Ada paham? I pernah tried be the sopan they all ever wanted. A year. Last year sebenarnya. Which I stopped riding my bike. Pakai jubah and skirt things. Tak banyak carik gaduh. And ada lembut sikit ar. Tapi tetiba cam banyak sangat issue nya. Nak cerita pon too personal. So lama-lama macam, tak boleh jadik ni. This is not me. And this sort of problems is not going berterusan. Boleh jatuh mental. So i just be me . Whatever they want to said,  Can't i just be me? If I did something wrong, please nasihat and