Looking forward about this... And i happily said, yes! Yeah, bring it on. I will face the fear, i will face the society. And it's for my own good. : )

Assalamualaikum. I tried this rollerblading yesterday night after my cycling at Taman tasik Titiwangsa. Duh. Just said... why not i tried, kan. Memang scary at first. Tightening my shoes... sempat think again and again. But lastly, i dare myself to do it. So far, That was pretty hurt when you felt. Trust me... But very addicting to do more. : ) I tought it's look same as what i did when ice skating time... but this more adventure! Ice skating, when you fall, You fall on that hard ice. Then, Rollerblading... i felt on road which that hurt at my knee. Luckily I'm not falling backwards. If not, say bye-bye to my spine. 'Lil scar not bother me anyway... Hahahaa... Maybe i will attempt to do next time. Yeah. I can rollerblading! More skills to achieve.

Assalamualaikum. I'm joining this hospital not because to expects to get unlimited platinum black card credit. But as i heard... that this is the top hospital among Malaysia. This is what i heard. So as to dare myself, i try their interview and i'm hired. I leave my lovely previous hospital and joining here. . For introduction everything seems legit. The hospital similarity as a hotel. Beautiful and all sound interesting... as the speaker said. Excited to see what my department look like actually. So, on the next day... i have the opportunities explore there. Not bad. As day and month passes,  Mingle around with the staff, surgeon... i still can handle it. Even the truth all that them have lots of drama, but i love every one. So, when i type this... it's been a year already and i seen the problem stated to appear. Among the colleague, doctors and managers. Like everyone seems unfair to you. Between those, what make i more disappo...

Assalamualaikum. Quotes above is a very good one. Fans of it. ... I called this as inspiration. Like when i see my idol, start to follow her, update everything about her... just to be like her. Inside and outside. And continued of this,  I deeply think that...  Until when i want to follow her. Why not i be the one that others follow? Gah! Super dubber big dream. May be will take around three to four years, but better try than never...  right. So, bring it on. Welcoming those society. And make my life spinning 360 degree. Hahahaaaa.... You know... society. With weird manners and minded. But that's a real treasure. Where i will how hard life is. Experience teach me best. .... Oh Allah, Let me take this baby step, Keep me guided and right way. Tranquilize me. And bring the peace upon me. : ) 

Assalamualaikum. Yesterday, my sister WhatsApp me about my neighbor condition. He's ill and admitted. And this morning, she WhatsApp me again to tell that my neighbor already pass away... Al Alfatihah. He's a very good man. He also my father's BFF. As my sister massage, my father had visiting him on last monday. Touching here and there to wake up him. But the condition is very bad. He don't want talked to my father. And my father looked very sad. Even I'm not really close to him. But I respect him. ... When i was at school, he and his family helping us a lot. Be guarantor for my father and vice versa. Such a good man. After my subuh, i take time to recite Yassin. Pray my best for him. And ready to work. Alfatihah.

Assalamualaikum. This post is not to condemn anyone. But my right and also as reminder to others. Sorry if you don't like. Yesterday after finishing my work... i took a taxi and go to the nearest LRT.  And then changed to KTM to go to TBS. From there, i bought a ticket bus to JB. I choose 02:30pm Konsurtrium, since that the earliest time i can get.  Remain about 15minutes more, i rushing go to pray and toilet. Sharp 02:30 pm, i go down at departure area.  And luckily my bus not arrive yet. So, i took a seat and rambling around with my internet line. WhatsApp my sister... call my parents. Time passing by, after 30minutes... they announced that my bus are delayed. So as I'm not lunch yet, i go to small stall over there and bought some bread. After 30minutes, means is one hour already and still delayed. What the fish! I go to girl who uniformly look like staff TBS, to get an explanation. But to my surprised they don't reply ...

Assalamualaikum. When i wore more than a cap at my working place. Some of non muslim, which my leader, have an argument about it. Like i did something juveniles to them. Sorry to say... I'm very disappointed. Felt they against my religion, Islam. Start to think that did i still live on Malaysia? Who are free country and majority of us are Islam. What the fish! I still give they chance to understand me.  If they still cannot accept my right. Then why i should i be here. I'm not gonna begging, Either cry nor felt down. Just... Maybe it's a time for me to take my own way. Which can accept me practice Islam. : )

Assalamualaikum. Nothing more awkward than the moments you know, you have a secret admire. Like LOL. Someone has a crush on... me? I don't think so. Maybe somewhere something not right. When my friends told me this. ... I donno what expression should i show. Happy?  Sad?  Or should i be panic? Best feeling? Nah...i felt unsecured.. FYI... I'm the one not eager to talk anything related to 'L' words. To that man,  Sorry. Don't waste your time for admiring me. I'm is nothing.  If you're gentlemen enough.  You know what should you do. I hope he doesn't one of a scary secret admire... Those who are stalker much that being harmful to me and everyone i love. If so i will kick him out. : )

Assalamualaikum. Every beginning of my day. I always hope and pray for the best... or at least, please be nice to me. Hhhahhahah... Sound crazy, but why do i care 'Cause who wants a bad day? Right. Lucky me, my work option is not as i called something bored. Fuh. It's depends on case i facing of. And also people i attach to. No offense. My unexpectedly best moments can be here, Which i'm 50:50 sure. But can be a worst moments. Yeah... As i previously said, depends on case i facing of. Blah. Blah. Blah. As i through my other routine... And at the end of my day. When i already pull my blanket. To sleep. And nothing special happens. I said to myself, Be patient. Be patient and always be patient. This best moments happen at unexpectedly time, and place. And your heart can widely smile again. : )

Hi. Let's get it straight to the point. Do you ever in a situation that you feel that you're to stubborn to say even a yes? A nod that everyone want you to follow and follow the system, but you're too hard to approach? U-huh, I can said that whatever you're in my condition...if you feel right in your own path, just go on with it and move on. They can isolate you from normal routine, not going for lunch together or even let you make fun of yourself. This is where true friends really come in handle, and you can remove this toxic relationship to the rubbish bin. You don't need them in your life because if they can respect you in this situation, how can they support you in worse case? Why still waiting a hope? Keep your head up, chest forward and straight body because this is you! This is what your identity and your pathway. This is what you are doing right now. If they can move on, you the one that move. This is what it is, the history already happened. A trusty, a sin...

I knew Anas was admitted last few days because URTI. (Upper respiratory tract infection) Affected by haze i guess. But, When my sister sent this picture. I was like... Oh my sweet pie. "Let him sleep. He need it. " He looks super tired and exhausted. Anyway, I pray and wish him the best. Please recover fast, Anas! P/s: Your sister and brother cannot wait to fight with you. : ) 

Prolog: Assalamualaikum. Dear my future husband, Directly I want to say that when we meet later. Don't proposing me to be your girlfriend. I don't want to be your girlfriend. Massively no. I may reject that red roses, shining ring and become all such a awful moments. Sorry. Because I just want to be the one you call as your wife. Duh, I may to rush in this things. By the way this difference between me and other women, is that, all they wanted to have all those. Me on the other hands... I indeed who wishing and dreaming. Only. Just as i know my limit to Allah and lower my gaze. And when to said no. I pray you understand me. That I still wishing you'll be my ‘halal’ prince charming. Who holding onto the Quran in your right hand and the Sunnah in the left hand. And riding your horse of Taqwa. Tame me and save me. On the spot. I hear you're worth the wait, so I’ll wait. Insyaallah. I not aspect that you are a perfect husband in future. ...

Assalamualaikum. In this life,  One thing I really want myself to be reminded everytime and everyday ... that wasting time is no need. In subjective of to prove which i was a good enough. Like i seen those who addicted posting at FB, Instagram, Twitter for every kindness they are doing. I'm not a God's daughter to say all this are wrong. That between you and Allah. Just the uncomfortable feeling for me. Where there will 'lil encounters for ikhlas/sincere vs riak/show of... Mmm... I hope this is not a trend. People will not get it what my truly inside soul. Same goes to everyone. We only contactly by physical appearance. That's a bias. But I believe someday someoneone will know me or you by outside and inside. The good and bad side. Because it's dangerous if people realize the best of us instead, ourselves being caught by shadow from the worst side. Oh Masyaallah. Astagfirullah. May Allah bless me and you. For now,...

Assalamualaikum. Yesterday night, i was at Taman Tasik Titiwangsa.  Me and three more friends. My colleagues... I'm cycling over there for the third time. Still awesome as always. : ) Maked it more adventure. You know like when at night, 'lil rainy. No parents will took their child to playground. Like no one there except ours. So why not we take that opportunity and bringing back childhood memories! And we did. Try all those spring rider, see saw, swing seat, jungle gym, monkey bar, and slide part too. Hahahahh.. I am free, and happy. I play, i smile, i laugh. Like i don't have any major problem, and fear. Refresh back my life. Thanks to my friends.  You all are the best. Especially who the one pop up with this cycling idea. Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times.  If one only remembers to turn on the light. Those tranquility just make a sense. One time, i will need away from others. Es...

This is Adam. Adam Haris...  his full name. He is shy, caring and not to much talking type of boy.  But to me, he still cute. Very cute one. So innocent face and i bet in future, his face that drop gorgeous! Very hardworking too... So focus on, cleaning grandparents house with that big slippers. Cute as a button! Oh my...Too cute to take it.