The memory of 2018

Assalamualaikum,

Seperti yang dijanjikan... About how my experienced bawa mak ayah pergi umrah.
I go there April last year.
Under agensi Tabung Haji.
Alhamdulillah.
Berjalan lancar.
Actually semua yang dilalui, korang boleh seen in my previous post around awal May and the next.
Satu persatu I written there.
Untuk pilih agensi, and sort of barang apa nak bawa boleh cari around bulan February or March.
Moga bermanfaat.

I planned since mula bekerja di Sime Darby...where i got the weirdest dream in my life.
Ia adalah titik permulaan segalanya.
And from there, i revised everything for my future and my syurga.
I also changed hospital and bernazar sangat, in at least five years kaabah is my goal.
Alhamdulillah, rezeki Allah melimpah ruah.
Around three years and half. I can berdiri mata kepala hati depan kaabah!
Not only that, i sponsored also my mak, ayah and younger brother to tag along with my journey.
Alhamdulillah again.

Rasa dia memang sangat tak ternilai. Tak boleh nak describes.
We don't know when and where we gonna die.
So,
Please, pada yang masih muda lagi... Save bit, took some of your shopping budget or so whater...your time and go there.
Rasai, dalami sendiri pengalaman.
Wherever places you travel in this world, Makkah always the best shoot.
Its bring beautiful you from outside to inside.

Me? Insyaallah, memang akan pergi lagi.
Bila? My plan as scheduled in phase one... Iaitu after i finish my bond, my degree, a house here in Malaysia.
Or lebih awal daripada ini semua.
Then, i will go there. Allah memanggil orang yang terpanggil.
Aamin.
Please pray for me.

There you go.
My kick story for 2019.
It's like fight for your happy ending.
Hihihiii...

Not everything is beautiful

Assalamualaikum,

When I heard this stories for the first time from my sister, I just like... Seriously? Like my mind can really brain it. Can't believed it's been this crazy. But, it's real story that happened in our community.  I''m not gonna mention her name or even her family status but it's something everyone should learn from it...To took a respect for our beloved parents, or an old age person. Just please be kind people, it's not gonna harm you once. 

It started when I unpacked some things while I bring my parents to do an Umrah last April this year. My sister helped me and she told me this story...

So, there is a family in five people who wants to do an Umrah, and they bring the old couple (husband and wife) together...The rest are three normal adults. I mention again an adult. They gathering together under one agency with same level that I called as "alim-alim'', and fled to Saudi Arabia. So far so good...May Allah bless their good intentions. 

In the same time, few weeks before it, I also shared some of my experienced about my Umrah with that old couple. Sort of what important things to bring, because it's their first time there. Like mine bring my parents to Mecca. However, I just don't tell it all because I confirmed all their children can handle it as I knew they already few times go there. I don't want they said that I overlook for them in a wrong way. Right?

And by the time they arrived there, the wife lost his luggage! God's test her. So when my sister tell me this story I can imagined that three adults will help her. Maybe promptly called the airline, and informed the agency. Like nest, and next steps...Ten to twelve days in Saudi Arabia with own essential things, I can said pretty hard. It's important to you or even your partner-everything in there.

But, what made me cried so much when listened to this is the adult not helping much, but they instead ashamed with that old couple. And even blamed them for it. Are you really an ''Ustazah''? ''Alim-alim'' gang? Or even a family member with them...How dare you to said like that. Astagfirullah-al-azim.  Allah S.W.T really showed His power, in the land of Haram. Plus, the agency is not pretty much help in handling this case. 

My tips to everyone out there, if you want to go travel oversea or do an Umrah, please do it with big company or most trusted agent. Which can help you in case of emergency like this and have a humanity sense. Please, for your own sake. Please. 

So, as no one really can help them, this old couple together went to buy new necessities. Her husband help his wife, even both not good in English. They bought their own dates, robes and other things even their own relatives are same room with them. I still remembered, all the seller are good in Bahasa. May Allah bless the old couple and people who help them.  

After deported from airport, the old couple got in another car from the three adults because they can't take it no more. And they cried inside. How broken their heart is, when their own flesh blood do that to them? It's so ridiculous for me. Even they're not my parents, I still cried because I respect  all old people in this world. They need care and happiness, not this kind of manners.

I still felt bad for everything. I can't, its'too much for me. Too much! I maybe disappointing with my family member in certain things but I'm not embarrassed with them. Back to this old couple, they not kids that rolling around in the flight-scream there and here. It's just a luggage things-Can you politely help them? Why it is look so hard to do?

Imagine if you, three adults in their shoes. You luggage missing-How can you handle it? It's a same things... Why can't you brain it. What make me so sad, that my sister told that old women  wore nothing inside her clothes. She can't find a mall that sell undergarments. For the old women like her, who stay at the countryside with all kampong style....it's a stranger place for them. Why can't you also share with your own undergarments-it's your mother! For real. Even I'm a stranger, I willingly to give her some of mine. I'm very pity for her even for you. 

Again, I'm begging anyone who takes their parents or disability person to go travel or oversea-please be care for them. They have a heart and emotion. Please asked their need, don't simply assumed everything. Not your own mind and money can buy their happiness. At least ask-Are you ok? Are you happy? Anything I can help you with? Small talk don't do a harm.

Happy new year 2019 guys!

May Allah bless those three adults (especially their manners) and the old couple. Also all Muslim around the world.

2019, let's go!

Assalamualaikum.

2019...tinggal beberapa hari je dah lagi.
My January plans semua in place.
Tengoknya, so far sabtu ahad dah penuh sampai CNY.
Ada program kena let go tu, paham-paham jela memang tak dapat nak elak atas beberapa faktor.
Hopefully semua berjalan lancar.
Aamin.

Bulan-bulan lain still under construction.
So, nak booking ke apa silakan. Akan cuba considering sehabis baik.
So far, bulan enam and tujuh paling penuh before start kerja lah.
Sibuk nak Ramadhan, charity, Raya and the open house, UM final exam and dinner time, pindah rumah and travel sana sini.
Insyaallah.

My 2019 bucket list?
Panjang gila nak cerita, so far ikut bulan. Sebab setiap bulan ada target sendiri.
Nak achieve itu, ini.
And setiap satu tu related to each other dan mudahannya membawa kepada kebaikan in future.
Ini membawa what i called as phase one: 2019 to 2022, about 3/4 years planning.
Hah malas nak cerita, korang yang pening nanti.

Jodoh? Insyaallah.
Ada rezeki Allah temukan.
Doanya me and him, support each other and bring the best to our journey.
Bab nih, tiba masa sure boleh selit. Korang lah kena get ready. Hihihiii...
Again, Insyaallah.
Sebabkan tu jugak, i will let go my younger sister nak pergi kahwin awal ke apa. Ala langkah bendul kata orang.
What am i again? Bendul? Serious ah.

So, happy 2019 guys.
May Allah bless our life, orang-orang yang teraniaya, muslim and muslimat di dunia.
Keep smiling and spread the humanity.
= )