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Assalamualaikum, Please pray for my brother in law. Hayazid bin Hashim. He's now critically ill, DIL, death in line condition, And counting. May he's only my brother in law, physically, but he likes a brother to us. When i received a message how serious critical he are. I cried alone,  I need a space. Because i don't want people to know how sad and heart broken i'm. I took an emergency leave and bought a ticket direct back to Johor. And straight arrived, my sister pick me and we go to HSA, Hospital Sultanah Aminah. When my eyes fall to him, i felt sad. But i tried not to cry. I tried hard how strong i'm in front of my sister and her mother in law. They more saddest than me. Obviously my point weakness is family things. The next day, early morning... i visited him again before going back to KL. And when he said he can't see. My tears start to fall. I rushing out from the ward. I can't take it no mo...

Bersedekah

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Assalamualaikum. Aku suka dengan perkataan 'bersedekah'/ donation. Iaitu memberi sesuatu kepada seseorang. Aku fikir itu adalah sesuatu sifat yang sangat baik. Maksudnya, yang aku suka sharing what Allah give me with others. Dengan harapan, Moga-moga kita sama-sama mendapat rahmatNya. = ) Starting 2016, aku slowly buat donation more seriously. Alhamdulillah. Bila aku terfikir yang, it's only dhunya all this thing. Where i think when it's too much as per needed, I tried to give them to someone and want to stay away from it, as i can as soon as possible. Lagi-lagi jika itu adalah benda melalaikan, Astagfirullah al azim. Dhunya, I want to make it's less drama. Kept it's simple. But treasuring in grab more, more and more pahala. Aku berpegang pada prinsip... The more i trust Allah, the easier it becomes to be patient. Some cloths i give away. Cleaning almari, dengan segala baju, tudung, handbag yang baik elok dan cantik. Plus the bra...

Salam Eid Mubarak 1437H

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Assalamualaikum, Baju, recycle from my bro wedding. Tudung, sponsored by my sist Jima Meh dondang lagu raya se- Salam Hari Raya semua. Tahun ini, dapat spent my precious cuti Raya yang sangat panjang. Start daripada 01 July aku sudah cuti. Wuhuuu... Awesome rasa. Biar diorang semua buat kerja pulak, queen nak rest! = ) Anyway, banyak benda yang aku nak citer but try to make it short and simple. Sepanjang buka puasa, aku involve dalam bidang chef. Bab-bab kena masak, muka inilah. The only job yang permanently aku buat sampai raya. Tak merungut but felt excited sebab one day aku buat diet meals. With some salmon grill fish with rosemary and black-pepper. Oglio-o-spaghetti with some prawns. And potatoes salad with mayonies and boiled eggs! Tadaaaa.... Alhamdulillah, habes. Kami juga buat home made cookies. That tart nenas, Almond london, Popia nestum, Oat chips cookies... My emak buat ketumpi, tempeyek and maruku bagai. I like this moments. Other thing...