Assalamualaikum. Minggu lepas, selepas balik daripada Johor. I'm involved in troublesome. Yang aku sendiri tidak faham kenapa ianya menjadi suatu disebut masalah. Di antara rakan sekerja. Pelik. Sangat pelik. Memang pelik. That's why i don't like any attention. Sorry to say this. But... memang betul. Sebab manusia itu pelik. Mereka mengganggap semua benda itu adalah masalah. Yang bagi aku, if you don't want a problem. Jangan carik masalah. Let it be that way. Especially, don't involve me, Don't drag me along. Please. If you see this as a big problem in future, don't sesekali ciptakan ia. Simple. This troublesome actually i don't seen that as a problem. But became a problem to others. Duh. Why so complicated! After this so say problem, I think it's not my fault. But, after a while... Baru aku faham.. Setiap manusia ada cara kehidupannya, Dan tahap pemikiran yang berbeza. Itu adalah batasan yang kita semua hadapi...

Maya's 'lil family, my second sister. Her husband, Ijoi and cute one, Peah. This picture are when they going to Krabi. Krabiiii... Not yet be there. Looks cool. One fine day. InsyaAllah

Assalamualaikum, Previously blogging, i wrote that how illness my brother in law are. On 20th July, after Maghrib time. We lost him forever. Inalilla-hi wainailaihi rojiun... And Al-fatihah to arwah. First person who called me about the news are my younger sister, Cik Jima. She cried non stop at that time. Unpredictable, I'm not crying, duh. I already redha actually that evening, when my sister said that her husband oxygen level are at 66%. But when she told me how worried she are towards the kids. Cik Ziqa, Hafiz and bambam Anas. My little tears start to fall. I quickly pujuk dia how we as a family, always to stay stronger and give more than ever the best support we can. That's only thing we can do. And after that, i need my space. I cannot direct back to Johor that night, because tomorrow i'm oncall. And i have training programmed in the morning. Job duty calling.... I can ditch the morning part but it's not fair to involved someone else to cov...

Assalamualaikum, Please pray for my brother in law. Hayazid bin Hashim. He's now critically ill, DIL, death in line condition, And counting. May he's only my brother in law, physically, but he likes a brother to us. When i received a message how serious critical he are. I cried alone,  I need a space. Because i don't want people to know how sad and heart broken i'm. I took an emergency leave and bought a ticket direct back to Johor. And straight arrived, my sister pick me and we go to HSA, Hospital Sultanah Aminah. When my eyes fall to him, i felt sad. But i tried not to cry. I tried hard how strong i'm in front of my sister and her mother in law. They more saddest than me. Obviously my point weakness is family things. The next day, early morning... i visited him again before going back to KL. And when he said he can't see. My tears start to fall. I rushing out from the ward. I can't take it no mo...

Assalamualaikum. Aku suka dengan perkataan 'bersedekah'/ donation. Iaitu memberi sesuatu kepada seseorang. Aku fikir itu adalah sesuatu sifat yang sangat baik. Maksudnya, yang aku suka sharing what Allah give me with others. Dengan harapan, Moga-moga kita sama-sama mendapat rahmatNya. = ) Starting 2016, aku slowly buat donation more seriously. Alhamdulillah. Bila aku terfikir yang, it's only dhunya all this thing. Where i think when it's too much as per needed, I tried to give them to someone and want to stay away from it, as i can as soon as possible. Lagi-lagi jika itu adalah benda melalaikan, Astagfirullah al azim. Dhunya, I want to make it's less drama. Kept it's simple. But treasuring in grab more, more and more pahala. Aku berpegang pada prinsip... The more i trust Allah, the easier it becomes to be patient. Some cloths i give away. Cleaning almari, dengan segala baju, tudung, handbag yang baik elok dan cantik. Plus the bra...

Assalamualaikum, Baju, recycle from my bro wedding. Tudung, sponsored by my sist Jima Meh dondang lagu raya se- Salam Hari Raya semua. Tahun ini, dapat spent my precious cuti Raya yang sangat panjang. Start daripada 01 July aku sudah cuti. Wuhuuu... Awesome rasa. Biar diorang semua buat kerja pulak, queen nak rest! = ) Anyway, banyak benda yang aku nak citer but try to make it short and simple. Sepanjang buka puasa, aku involve dalam bidang chef. Bab-bab kena masak, muka inilah. The only job yang permanently aku buat sampai raya. Tak merungut but felt excited sebab one day aku buat diet meals. With some salmon grill fish with rosemary and black-pepper. Oglio-o-spaghetti with some prawns. And potatoes salad with mayonies and boiled eggs! Tadaaaa.... Alhamdulillah, habes. Kami juga buat home made cookies. That tart nenas, Almond london, Popia nestum, Oat chips cookies... My emak buat ketumpi, tempeyek and maruku bagai. I like this moments. Other thing...

Sambungan Part 1... Pada hari bersejarah, Kami sedikit lewat sebab angkut barang ke Restoren. Nasib baik ada orang standby sana. Fuh. And mereka bit early, 6:00 pm, mungkin nak elak kesesakan weekend kot. Ok lah. Five minute later baru kami sampai. Aku entertain diorang dulu, sembang-sembang dari meja ke maja, layan cara macam adik or anak buah yang jauh di Johor dan Perlis. Huhuhuu, tapi enjoy actually sebab entertain budak lagi senang daripada orang dewasa. Aku sendiri agree bab tuh. Diorang pon mudah mesra. Smpai penuh pick up line yang aku dapat. Hahhahha.... So, guest lain pon sampai after 6:45 pm... Diorang pon join team dan make environment happening. Yeah! Mingle around everyone. That's our motto. I wore simple black jubah with four square peach flowery scarf. And that's the litlle kid name Akasha. Maroon colour baju Melayu. So nice name duh. And very cute also, His brother name Norman. I think his mother mind being manipulated by some Malaysian...