Assalamualaikum, I want shared something special for Asyhura Day here. It is actually about my off that should started at 08th Muharram but then, my manger called is it okay for me to change it on 09th Muharram and 10th Muharram. I said yeah- At first it's pretty sad because mostly Malaysian friends they off earlier and only me left for that day. They're go Haram and some go for shopping spree. But it's alright, I made plans but Allah know the best for me.  At 4th August, after two years of pandemic KSA lift up the barrier along Kaaba and it is really make me want to go there and touch the Kiswah-Kaaba covered and maybe more wishes to kiss the Hajar Aswad. FYI, I not make it on my first Umrah, 2018. So, I really want to experience it and after 32 years of living. I do what the best for me. InsyaAllah,  I booked the Al-Shohada Hotel because of three reasons...At first, I aim for Tahajjud and more sunnah prayer also Fajr Prayer there. My compound can't compromised it and...

 Assalamualaikum, Few days ago, I'm off for one day.  So, after night shift and nap for four hours-I make my mind on the spot that I want to go to Masjidil Haram and do prayer Zuhur and Asr. Alhamdulillah, I ate ''nasi goreng'' with eggs before and full for awhile. Then, performed sunat enter Masjid-Taubat and etc. Also, more Quran recited and drank Zam Zam water. It make my day! One hour and half before Asr-I want to see Kaaba in of my eyes and I go down and surround Kaaba with Muslim Muslimah from around the world. Still full from Hajj people. I pray for myself-family-friends-and etc. I really miss Kaaba because Murabatha mission/Hajj mission-15 days working non stop. I'm so tired of everything and when I see Kaaba it drain out my bad things and given me positive energy even with hot weather and sweat. I fall hard in deen. After that, another 45 minutes before Asar-I want to go for 1st floor and stay there. But, before I walked further, I found a good place to...

Assalamualaikum, Salam Muharram 1444H buat semua! Alhamdulillah sudah habis amalan-amalan kita di tahun 1443H. Tahun yang indah kerana setahun lengkap berada di Mekah dan hanya pada bulan Ramadhan sahaja di tanah Malaysia. InsyaAllah, segala niat baik dan pahala yang diredhai dan dirahmati Allah itu menjaga kita sehari-hari. Halal dan haram itu sepanjang tahun tersebut, mudah-mudahan dimaafkan dan diperingat lebih kerap. Baiklah, teruskan Islam dan perjuangan di tahun ini. Doakan ya! Banyak yang terjadi hanya pada 1 Muharram hari ini. Kerjanya ialah tadi waktu malam. Jadinya, sambil-sambil jaga pesakit dan bagi ubatnya, sambil-sambil juga melihat penukaran Kaswah Kaaba. Indah sangat, waktu Mecca sekitar pukul 0100 pagi dan secara langsung memang disiarkan di setiap bilik pesakit. Sungguh berkah kerjanya, suka betul. Tenang betul, pastu bila melihat proses itu, mulut juga istigfar melihat Kebesaran Allah dan doa tak putus-putus agar hati ini tetap pada Islam dan kukuh. Aammin. Sebenarny...