Assalamualaikum, Again I change my blog theme because I do something bad then I want to start fresh in my life. I want to keep it simple but in nice presentation. I hope this one will last longer than previous one. My sin, my uncontrolled sin that I done it once, twice, thrice and I regret it. But still I do it under sober mind and right now I really-really want to move on! I want to forget it, to revise my mind and said... that it's okay it happened, maintained the relationship to your Creator and apologizes sincerely. Do your best to block or stay away from it, don't trigger that not nice things in my next life. Uhuh-and say NO.  In my life or your life, there are lots of barriers or stone in between. Everyone wants world truly happiness, the biggest smile and a peace of heart. I do too. And, how hard or how deep we think we going to sacrifices it for all those dream? I knows it's not easy but always said it will paid of. I pray this time it's real and forever. And, I

Hai, As expected here I come for this month booklist that I already done explored. Like I mention before I will reduced my book per month to seven minimum then I can focus on another project. And as you can see, I make it to eight best books: 1. Greenlights, Matthew McConaughey 2. Predictably irrational, Dan Ariely   3. How champions think, Bob Rotella 4. Bullshit Jobs, David Graeber  5. Who moved my cheese? Spenser Johnson 6. Built to serve, Evan Carmichael 7. The four agreement, Don Miguel Ruiz 8. Ikigai, Hector Garcia Above are mixture of personal development and life organising. I always like a book about fixing yourself to become better version in next day! Alright, whatever genre you're fav of just go with it because that's what nerd do. Hihhi...Bye.

Hei, I love to fall asleep and it make me peaceful from inner to outer distraction. This is because I belief that the world will fine spinning even without me. When I don't want to think about something, rather than do something stupid and will regret later...I prefer go to my bed and close my eyes. But before that I will said to myself, stop overthink and let all go. Forgive and forget, a new day will come.  Yup, this is how I copes in barrier and down life until now. So, when you see I took a simple nap or sleep earlier this is me. Just stay by my side and stay quiet. If not, you can go. Please if you want to talk about that, keep the discussion for later. I appreciate my space and time alone, and thank you so much for that.  My best quality of sleep is when night time. Since kids, I'm proudly said that I'm a morning person and not late stay people. I keep this routine until now and my time of sleep reduced from 8-9 hours to 5-6 hours only. This is what my habit be traine