Assalamualaikum. I  was not born in a rich family and go through a lot of hardness in my life to be who i'm today. Anyone could said "like did i care?" and i replied by "like did i want?". Everyone got their own "dark side" of each. Same goes to me. Sometimes i always blame fate for what happened. Why it's not going as I planned? Does Allah still loves me? And then I'll cry-cry-and-cry. Sometimes i hate people who always told me what to do. Sometimes i hate people who always force me what to do. If i need to change, I will make that decision. If i need change, i alone will. Hug me or don't show your face in front of me. Take me or leave me alone. Accept me or just walk away. Be with me or please go! That's why others always complaining, you're not as mature as you should be. If you think i'm too bad, you probably are. When you gut feeling tells you that how come i can said like that!. *Astagfirul