How are you today?  Today, I'm under the weather these few weeks with minor flu and exhausted. Maybe because I spent lots of time with clean my parents house and did few events there. March seems fully to me, I really filled it up with family and friends time. Keeping busy with birthday party for March and February babies, attend wedding with food poisoning,  video call session who's far away, grooming plant to keep them healthy, given gift for special friends, durian tasting yummy, and etc. I can said, I ate a lots of delicious food! I bet my weight is pumping hard. Ohuh. By the way, I'm happy and smiling a lot these few weeks. I realized in last seven years, I really don't have a time for my family or even close friends because I keep working until late night or even in weekend. But now, after resigning for about two months I kept close with people I love and who's appreciate me. I come back to my childhood memories, silly moments with my siblings or even friends ...

Hey, Saya selalu berkata pada diri sendiri, ''please keep your life private then you'll appreciate the meaning of freedom in mindset". Kenapa? Sebabnya adalah kerana manusia itu sendiri. Manusia orang mempunyai mulut, mata, tangan dan minda... tetapi kita tidak tahu bagaimana itu semua boleh merosakkan manusia yang lain walaupun orang itu kenalan atau mungkin darah daging sendiri. Manusia, dia itu adalah manusia. Pada pandangan halus, manusia memakan daging manusia sendiri. Kenyataan berbunyi salah, tetapi kebenaran disebaliknya. Melihat pada dunia yang semakin hari semakin liar, tidak terkawal dan manusia berfikir hanya menggunakan nafsu semata-mata. Saya tidak boleh terima keadaan seperti ini, saya tidak mahu hidup berlandaskan itu. Pada mendapat wajah kepura-puraan, senyuman talam dua muka, dan menarik dosa pada setiap hari. Ini bukan kehidupan yang saya kehendaki! Tetapi, apa mungkin 20% selebihnya pada manusia di dunia ini ada memperjuangkan fakta dan kebaikan...

"My Tafseer al Quran Project'' Surrah al Masad (Fiber) Assalamualaikum wbt. How are you all? Bismillah.  Today, we're gonna talk about al Masad Surrah. Compare to Surrah al Nasr (positivity about Islam) to al masad (negativity to Islam). MasyaAllah, how beautiful it is-related to each other. No one can create an amazingly Kitab, Quran, like Allah did. This surah rank, 111 with 5 ayyah-place received in Makkah. Are you ready? InsyaAllah. Alright, when Prophet when to valley of Al-Batha, Quraysh gathered. He said, if I told you the enemy come to attack-do you all believe me? They all said yes. And Prophet then said, say all of you LaillahaillaAllah (No God but Allah). And then Abu Lahab against this and he stood up dusting of his hands and said, "Perish you for the rest of this day! Have you gathered us for this'' Then Allah revealed, this surrah. Bismillahirrahmannirrahim. 1- The cursed to ''yad''-hand  Abu Lahab with slowly and bad destroye...

''My Tafseer Quran Project'' Surrah al Ikhlas, 112 (Purity) Assalamualaikum wbt. Hai. Today, we're gonna talk about al Ikhlas Surrah. Are you ready? InsyaAllah. This is Makiyyah surrah and lots of meaning behind the title name; sincerity, pure or ''khalas'' finish and free from anything. This surrah also called as al Tauhid (talk about God), Tajrid (remove of negativity), al Saomad (the Eternal) and al Asas (foundation). If you alert about that, all the name related to the Creator, how? Yes, it because this surrah  reveled to whom people before Prophet Muhammad era and after him in denial or doubt about; who is your Lord. Then, Allah answer them completely in this surrah.  Surrah al Ikhlas also have a special place for who ever reading it- likes read 1/3 of the Quran and likes who is perform Hajj and Umrah. Then in many hadith, lots of people repeated this surrah in their prayer and in love with it, then Prophet said ''Who likes this surrah, ...