Assalamualaikum. Let me make it clear. Everyone. The quote above is really close to me. Close enough like a phone with his internet. And this is my truly express what i feeling through from the past. Actual one. I know, People may seen me as a tough and strong person. To any of my friends. Even my own family members too. But the real... I just act strong, be strong. ..but inside i'm broken. And dying. When they know i'm strong. No one will ask if i'm okay or what. That the worst of it. Consequence.. But i'm quiet okay with it. To me, as long as i can independence with my inside soul. So far, i'm okay. But, did i strong enough every time? The answer is i didn't! The always solution are prying and cried. That what make me today. Allah and Islam. For those who heart broken, think you alone in this world. Said others don't know what you feel. I understood. But logically, we really don't kn...

Assalamualaikum. Tiga orang budak daripada anak Kakak aku. Yang si kecik boleh aku maintain cak ba-cak ba. Acah acah sikit, bagi minum susu...tidor la bila penat. Tapi yang lagi dua tuh. Wallahualam. Tersangatlah degil and susah nak paham. Ish. Aku nak menyampaikan pon tak tahu camne. Yang si kakak... kalau kau layan dari pagi petang, siang malam pon memang tak abis lah. Dengan statement dia yang, okayyyy. Logic nya pon ada. Contoh la kan. Masa tu si adik, Apiz ni demam and muntah-muntah. Aku tak tahulah dia mkan apa. Si kakak ni pon cakaplah. "Apiz tahu tak, apiz sakit kenapa?" Adik dia pon geleng-gelang innocent. "Sebab Apiz tak sembahyang! Apiz pergi ambil wuduk, kakak ajar Apiz sembanyang." Maka, si kakak pon ajorlah si adik sembahyang ikut style dia even kiblat pon salah. Hah... logik gak kan. Si Apiz ni plak. Dia categori active terlebih. Semua benda dia nak karate. Aku rasa ni kalau masok takewando. Bol...

Assalamualaikum. One thing about me you need to know is i don't like wearing any make up. Yup. Believed or not, I'm may just stick with my one and only natural collagen lipstick and that's all. No those compact powder.. No eyeliner or,  Freaking colorful eye-shadow!  Alhamdulillah,  My combination skin not have so much probs. May as my hormone in good level. So i can survive with simple cleanser, and mask. Or i can said the cheapest. Hahhaah... To keep it in best condition. Seriously, I don't like feeling of double layer to my face I don't like making any 'stupid' art to my face. I like it go with what it goes. Me and my natural beauty. I don't care what people say... No glowing or whatever it is, Because I'm not gonna wasting my time to clean up everything after end of the day or for praying time. Gosh. I can save that for my sleeping time. In addition, Even i'm the glasses ...

Assalamualaikum. None i follow on Instagram, But I likes stalking around. And it's really interesting. May added as my fav hobbies in future. And, I'm not sure if you're following one of the Prince of Johor's Instagram, Tunku Idris (TTJ). And aware the statement about his sister, TTA (Tunku Aminah). Who being judge by others. Here I wrote back for those who miss: " When i see comments about my sister not wearing a tudong it does tick me off. I know that she prays more than some of those that covers their heads, she wears 'selendang' at all religious events. Is it not good enough? Isn't it between her and Allah? Isn't that a sinful things to do to her? Why don't we turn our heads and not look if it's such a sin? Some people tends to forget about culture as well, we are Malays and not Arabs. Dressing up like an Arab doesn't make us any more religious.  Burkas, yea it's to cover the '...

Look at that face! How eager she can be. : ) Not bad, Peah. Next time your Baba will let you go by your own. In one fine day... May after you learnt how to crawl and take a first step. Yeah! Peah will be pro swimmer later. Will teach aunt how to swim also. And it's a must!

Would you? Assalamualaikum, Hello. So may i know your answer. Is it yes or no. ? Me? How about me? Hurm... I'm may said a big no. Even it's have a gun in front of me. I know my heart may not too cruel. I'm easily pity to someone. How can i do that. To save a life? I sacrifice others life to save another life. Why not i protect both. At least no one be a victim. And no regret later on. I want a peace. Not a pieces. Please. Stop a war, stop being a killer. Stop an abortion. Too... Allahuakhbar!

Assalamualaikum. p/s: It's so cliche but so me. I actually don't wanna post this but yup. I already did it. Dear my future husband, How are you doing right now? Are you okay? Have you eaten? I actually don't know what to write , but I want to tell you everything. I don't know how we gonna meet later, but I directly wanna to say...if you're being serious in this relationship. Please don't proposing me to be your girlfriend. I don't want to be your girlfriend. Massively no. I may reject that red roses, shining ring and become all such a awful moments. Sorry. Tame be to be your side forever, because I want to be the one you call as your wife. Some people said don't rush in everything, love somehow take time. This is what make me different from other women, I not sound desperate but this is what my religion teach me. I know my limit, I need to lower my gaze repeatedly. Then, I may not see you in future... so make me make me yours. Let me be a happy wome...

Assalamualaikum. (#related post to Hal Kahwin: Nilai Hantaran dan Majlisnya ) Hai. First of all... i want directly mention that if you feel uncomfortable about my next statement. Sorry. You can immediately stop reading and log out of my blog. Yes, i'm not talking a racist things but averagely what my religion teach me. Just spreading the knowledge and sunnah. ... This is my own post. And it's my right. My main focus is about wedding ceremony vs society. Because i know it's school holiday now...and surely lots of  invitations are on the list. We go and bless them, and cheers the event. Truly good. It's a positive way in bonded the relationship but instead some are unlike in right path indeed. That i'm afraid of. Truly, i know that wedding ceremony is a big day in everyone life. We'll want the best and the greatest. Me too. Some may say that this nonsense thing are trends. Or others may a victim... Being forced...

Assalamualaikum. Hai. My first thought about this recipe it's actually from lebihan sambal kisar dalam peti ais... and i try marinate ikut suka hati. Hhahhah... Kebetulan memang stock rosemary memang ada, So i choose western style! Like you know, grilled rosemary potatoes and chicken ala Malay style. And the result is rocking me to the sky. : ) Main herbs, rosemary. You can get this from any supermarket. Tesco or also available at small mart. The smell is so refreshing. Dia punya kegunaan like ketumbar, cengkih. Pembangkit bau dan rasa masakan. I have done this recipes quite a lot and it's so delicious. Even my friends fans of it so much. My family? Not yet surprising them. May be later. I can make it when dinner time. My ayah surely love this. Orait, Bahan-bahannya adalah: 1) Sambal yang dimasak, yang telah diletak bawang dalamnya. Banyak? Ikut suka kepedasan masing-masing. Or if malas nak masak-this bahan boleh skip. But the onion/bawang can put ...

Assalamualaikum. Trust me, this is what i truly feel... when i wore hijab all day long. Then to make this story nicer, it is the busiest day of my life. LOL. Pretend everything are okay. Even actully my world seems gonna end. Just, Did all as fast as i can. Smiling and smiling again. So, after finish and time to go the ladies... omaigod! What the fish. Did i seen a ghost in a daylight? Hahhahha... Not even i'm complaining. Cover our aurat is most important. But,  You know...i, Just want to share the feeeeling. After years,  Now I know the formula. I decided to wear something comfortable and simple. Square scarf as example. Great. And feel free. Another good tips, if i still have to wear something funtastica hijab... Just make sure i have a time to fix myself. Yeah! It's my right, yo. : ) Nanti taklah kakak aku pengsan nengoknya.

Assalamualaikum. When i talk about one of the basic of life, Food. I happily want to share about it. Mostly i appreciate how delicious it is. The way their making it until serving style. The best part is where, enjoying sits in the five stars hotel . 'Lil amount to taste, more expensive but still too precious to us. And be proud of it. In the mean time,  While i had fun in other world... There is one side world where they truly no food to eat. Not even a slice of bread. Sometime, no water to drink. And the children sleeping in hungriness. How survival they are. Why i talk so emotional about food is when i found this quotes: "There is more fruit in a rich man's shampoo than a poor man's plate." It's so trueee... Even i just simply not rich ever, but when i read this quotes, i feel like one. But i don't know the other richest than me. How they feel. Are they feel bad as me or ignoring the facts. Really, ...

Assalamualaikum, One peaceful day, when i be alone under a tree. With a cup of tea. I start thinking about myself in every prospective... In Islam and general basis. Then, i through the phase of seeking the meaning of life. That's caught me hard. Even though sky is the limit. But i seems like going down, down and all down... With all the things i not take it as serious it should be. And then become sins collection. Day by day. I felt bad. Or it just my delusion? Partly, gadget and technology are my BFF. Got pro's and con's. Some things, they hide all my senses. And deactivate my soul alertness. ... I blame them! But i blame myself too. In the meantime, overall... i realize too that i need a less and more in life. What i should less in some things and vise versa. Like below picture that i found last week. More benefit and like more practical. : ) Now i smile to you.

Assalamualaikum, Hai, First of all, i just want to say... yang aku bukanlah too pro untuk talk about this kind of investment. And not very familiar enough. Tapi why not... aku share story about my own gold investment. As long as maybe beri some benefit for you all who first time or yang masih teragak-agak untuk invest in this kind of pelaburan. FYI,  My aim goals about this is a long term investment... that image as my second saving life support. Parallel with our economy where not nice to discuss, I don't want involving on the inflation. So, i pick golden thing.  Which i believe when money is no price, gold and silver dominant the market. And next i invested in it. Hhehheh. I take a whole year for be sure-sure-and surely- confirmed before i invested in it. Means last year. Googling... About when the best time to invest. I survey about which bank is better, Islamic or not. Lasting enough and validity approval. Inflation and all summarize to it, lah. Who want t...

Assalamualaikum. Four days ago, i took a train from Kl Central to Terminal Bersepadu Selatan.  On the way there is bit pack. Not really full house either... I guess everyone had a same plan. Wanna back hometown. Yeah! This situation i actually don't mind it, as well as you give me my space. But... what make me felt so disappointed is when they not give the one who needed a seat.  Come on ladies, where's your manners?  You think this pakcik and makcik strong enough to stand... Don't give me that innocent face. Looking them like they are alien. Urgh! Four malay young ladies with no heart. I want to sound all of them, but this pak cik take first action then me. And what that pak cik did?  He's thickened face appealing to that indian young boy with her mother aside, to give a seat. And after that, one of those four malay give a seat for that mak cik. Really guys? What a shame culture do you all practice! When i seen this...

Assalamualaikum, Hai. I took the most top fashion challenge last week. And it's called #7daysofstyle. All you need is to get ready with the seven style in a week row. Look simple. Smirking.... But actually it's pretty hard. Duh, But overall... I made it! High five-happy dance. I posted all, through my Instagram and Facebook account. Feel free stalking. Hhehehhe.... So, scroll down please. Enjoy. Monday look- The best way to boost your mood naturally is wearing someting basic. Basic isn't bad okay, just be chillin' with it. I prefer jubah and plain shawl Tuesday look: Style is so much more than just wearing the latest designer threads. It’s all about being a trendsetter and creating your own style journey. Old school maxi dress, over sized denim shirt and plain shawl. Wednesday look- I refuse to become a fashion victim. I sure don’t dress like one, but thinking like one. And a denim is a timeless piece ...