I knew Anas was admitted last few days because URTI. (Upper respiratory tract infection) Affected by haze i guess. But, When my sister sent this picture. I was like... Oh my sweet pie. "Let him sleep. He need it. " He looks super tired and exhausted. Anyway, I pray and wish him the best. Please recover fast, Anas! P/s: Your sister and brother cannot wait to fight with you. : ) 

Prolog: Assalamualaikum. Dear my future husband, Directly I want to say that when we meet later. Don't proposing me to be your girlfriend. I don't want to be your girlfriend. Massively no. I may reject that red roses, shining ring and become all such a awful moments. Sorry. Because I just want to be the one you call as your wife. Duh, I may to rush in this things. By the way this difference between me and other women, is that, all they wanted to have all those. Me on the other hands... I indeed who wishing and dreaming. Only. Just as i know my limit to Allah and lower my gaze. And when to said no. I pray you understand me. That I still wishing you'll be my ‘halal’ prince charming. Who holding onto the Quran in your right hand and the Sunnah in the left hand. And riding your horse of Taqwa. Tame me and save me. On the spot. I hear you're worth the wait, so I’ll wait. Insyaallah. I not aspect that you are a perfect husband in future. ...

Assalamualaikum. In this life,  One thing I really want myself to be reminded everytime and everyday ... that wasting time is no need. In subjective of to prove which i was a good enough. Like i seen those who addicted posting at FB, Instagram, Twitter for every kindness they are doing. I'm not a God's daughter to say all this are wrong. That between you and Allah. Just the uncomfortable feeling for me. Where there will 'lil encounters for ikhlas/sincere vs riak/show of... Mmm... I hope this is not a trend. People will not get it what my truly inside soul. Same goes to everyone. We only contactly by physical appearance. That's a bias. But I believe someday someoneone will know me or you by outside and inside. The good and bad side. Because it's dangerous if people realize the best of us instead, ourselves being caught by shadow from the worst side. Oh Masyaallah. Astagfirullah. May Allah bless me and you. For now,...