Assalamualaikum. Let me make it clear. Everyone. The quote above is really close to me. Close enough like a phone with his internet. And this is my truly express what i feeling through from the past. Actual one. I know, People may seen me as a tough and strong person. To any of my friends. Even my own family members too. But the real... I just act strong, be strong. ..but inside i'm broken. And dying. When they know i'm strong. No one will ask if i'm okay or what. That the worst of it. Consequence.. But i'm quiet okay with it. To me, as long as i can independence with my inside soul. So far, i'm okay. But, did i strong enough every time? The answer is i didn't! The always solution are prying and cried. That what make me today. Allah and Islam. For those who heart broken, think you alone in this world. Said others don't know what you feel. I understood. But logically, we really don't kn...

Assalamualaikum. Tiga orang budak daripada anak Kakak aku. Yang si kecik boleh aku maintain cak ba-cak ba. Acah acah sikit, bagi minum susu...tidor la bila penat. Tapi yang lagi dua tuh. Wallahualam. Tersangatlah degil and susah nak paham. Ish. Aku nak menyampaikan pon tak tahu camne. Yang si kakak... kalau kau layan dari pagi petang, siang malam pon memang tak abis lah. Dengan statement dia yang, okayyyy. Logic nya pon ada. Contoh la kan. Masa tu si adik, Apiz ni demam and muntah-muntah. Aku tak tahulah dia mkan apa. Si kakak ni pon cakaplah. "Apiz tahu tak, apiz sakit kenapa?" Adik dia pon geleng-gelang innocent. "Sebab Apiz tak sembahyang! Apiz pergi ambil wuduk, kakak ajar Apiz sembanyang." Maka, si kakak pon ajorlah si adik sembahyang ikut style dia even kiblat pon salah. Hah... logik gak kan. Si Apiz ni plak. Dia categori active terlebih. Semua benda dia nak karate. Aku rasa ni kalau masok takewando. Bol...

Assalamualaikum. One thing about me you need to know is i don't like wearing any make up. Yup. Believed or not, I'm may just stick with my one and only natural collagen lipstick and that's all. No those compact powder.. No eyeliner or,  Freaking colorful eye-shadow!  Alhamdulillah,  My combination skin not have so much probs. May as my hormone in good level. So i can survive with simple cleanser, and mask. Or i can said the cheapest. Hahhaah... To keep it in best condition. Seriously, I don't like feeling of double layer to my face I don't like making any 'stupid' art to my face. I like it go with what it goes. Me and my natural beauty. I don't care what people say... No glowing or whatever it is, Because I'm not gonna wasting my time to clean up everything after end of the day or for praying time. Gosh. I can save that for my sleeping time. In addition, Even i'm the glasses ...