Assalamualaikum. When i'm dealing with a very complicated relationship. (as my previous post) I can summarize all of it... related to a trust issue. Yup! All of it. Along with our life, Trust issue are like phone and internet. You know what i mean? Too hard to avoid but has to comply it. Because always, it's so routine. You can live alone as you wish. In the jungle. Example. Acting like Tarzan. But, in the same time...you have to socialize, Nope? May be not human to human. How about others animal you haunting, plant you ete, natural surrounding. Trust. It all about you trust... Then, you survive. Let's we reply this cycle of trust issue in our life. If you still denying what i'm thinking. ... First, Allah. When i became fetus, Allah put on soul because He in trust me, for being an excellent muslimah on this earth. And 'till now i trying keep that to an awesome level. Day by day, Nothing change in Allah's trust. But me, up and...

Assalamualaikum. I don't have many friends, you see. And i'm okay with that. Because i know, i may not their perfect friend but i'm trying to make sure i always been there by their side when needed. At least as a good listener. Or giving my shoulder. Hehhehehh... Quality more important than quantity! Around this few weeks. I'm dealing with a complicated relationship. When .... My friends get dumped. And she don't like it. I even more hate it. The first incident, when she get dumped. She was crying like hell. Because she love that man so much. Denial what i advice to her, she just want that man. Who seem 'coward' to give any explanation. In her grieving, I just hope she not did something stupid,... suicide i mean. Yeah, take precaution before something bad happen. Right? And after days by days she can accept everything. And she transform herself. Wearing hijab, prying. and read alQuran. Alhamdulillah. But, not even a week, sh...

Assalamualaikum. Hai, So my annual leave for a week dah finish. Huhuhuhu... Tomorrow gonna start keja macam biasa. Dalam bulan pose. Hope everything gonna be alright. Ayat pasrah. I donno others but i think you will thought that how weird i am. Yelah, bulan pose... Orang semua excited nak beli berpasang-pasang baju raya, High heel kelip-kelip.. Then look at me. My eyes more focus and my heart much interesting about something different. Huh, Sweater and shoes. What you say? Meh, mungkin sebab aku dah beli dah pon baju raya awal-awal. Sepasang, good enough. Kahkahkah... Tu yang cam tak kisah dah semua tu. So, who cares about others? I pun picked two pairs at Bata shop, north star brand. One red and grey shoes. May because the price, RM29.90 per pair. So, tu yang aku grab dua sekali. : ) Other than simple T-shirt, plain blouse... I also known as sweater collector. Baju sejuk/baju panas or Sweatshirt-baju panas daripada cotton. Whatever it is, I just l...