Assalamualaikum. I'm getting older duh. More bucket-list to go!! May is next week. Tinggal beberapa hari je lagi. And it's my birthday. Usually i will celebrate it with my family member. Just cheer my parents sebab i know how hard diorang besarkan makhluk Allah yang tak seberapa ini. Dengan degil, cam jantan, hidup ikut suka. And so on. Tapi lastly i tried make them don't worry so much about me. Cuma hal jodoh tu... nanti i tried cekau anak teruna orang ye. August is my limit kan. And because this year i can't make it. Sebab terlupa nak apply cuti awal. Padan dengan muka sendirik. Yelah, ramai dah ambil direct cuti daripada hari pekerja. So, kesian pulak nak susahkan orang nak change schedule. Hanya boleh apply post call on that date. Ok la, not bad. So, bolehlah treat my self or i plan nak celebrate dengan anak-anak yatim tu sikit. Maybe sempat ke tak. If kena stay back. Berhuhu la kita. So far, on Hari pekerja... which may be jadi or not. ...

Assalamualaikum. Previous post i talked about my friend yang selalu bekalkan me something. But, let me tell you a secret. May be its Allah plan. I donno. He kinda wants me to be happy, hope so. But i can said Alhamdulillah for semua ini. Really Alhamdulillah. Actually this week I always dapat free gift. Like everyday. Interesting right? Firstly, dapat lots of discount for my books, Pak cik owner bookstore bagi masa nak beli buku pasal Umrah and yang lain. Touching! Then, free Mc Donald which makan sampai kenyang gila, And satu bekas kek rainbow yang so sedap as my latest post. Mak cik bakery pulak bagi free roti sampai dua. And mak cik surau belanja kuih and mee berkuah yang of course my favorite type. Siap bungkus bawak balik. Tak lupa, dapat free cookies kuih raya. Yummy. And today, and seterusnya. Berserah jela. Alhamdulillah again. Rezeki melimpah. For those yang bagi all those kind, yang absolutely make my day. Terima kasih sangat-sangat. Saya ...

Assalamualaikum I baked a butter cake yesterday. And today i terima satu bekas rainbow cake di awal pagi Wow. This is the life. Duh. Eat. More. Cake. Eat. More. Cake. Hheheheh... Alhamdulillah. She is a good friend of me. She is from another department. But we are close enough. And because of this, how i wish she is my neighbor one fine day. Mesti bahagia lah.  Ada orang hantar makan. Kan? Yelah, if im a man, dah lama i purposed. Nauzubillah nak jadi lesbian. Haish. Lempang nak? Sebab kenapa i praised her? Sebab she always akan bekalkan me something. Kek. Or any cookies and ada gak dengan lauk pauk bagai. Where can i find a duplicated of her? She is so amazing. Our tukar-tukar makanan started from i give her my chocolate cake. And her family love it so much. Segan gak bila tahu dia bawak balik dengan kek yang tak seberapa itu. Then, dia pon balas lah. And kami terus balas membalas. One friend of her department pon sama. Dia pon ada join...

Assalamualaikum. Not said i ni berlagak ke apa. But some of my colleague they too afraid of someone. Those surgeon lah senang cerita. It's too obvious sampai i yang sama team pon rasa, why? Be yourself. Come on, you can do it. They are just same with us. Please, please and please. Let's bincangkan secara serius. For me, untuk menghadapinya, not fair for them to afraid of certain person. Don't you think? We're same slave to Allah. Mati pon bila-bila masa sahaja. Tengah sam-sama kerja pon boleh unconscious. So, apa nak menggelabahnya? Prepared your mind set and perception about that person in in your life... Convert the word afraid to respect! Better right. So, don't so takut. Think about your Creator who will protect you. Bacalah doa sebelum doing something. Bismillah pon ok da. Panjang sikit, bacalah doa minta petunjuk daripada Allah agar semuanya berjalan lancar. Boleh siap cepat. Boleh balik awal. Kalau geram sangat, ketuk je kepa...

Assalamualaikum. Last January, in 'cause I'm no Superman post, I ada mentioned about how sick i am with night fever, diarrhea, dizziness and on off of nausea. Those terrible days yang i survived well. Even I have to do oncall. Gila tak gilalah. Tapi lepas dengan jayanya. Somehow, about these few weeks, I think it's slowly gonna come back. Minus the diarrhea. Ya. Because i still hati-hati with my intake. Seksa woo. And if rasa too hungry. I just ate macam biasa or double it. So far so good. Even though gitu, ada my friend and my family member said i makin lama makin kurus. I like, seriously? I admit, ada one day kadang-kadang no feeling untuk makan, tak lapar langsung. I just niatkan puasa or i may be just simply took some spare Kokocrunch. Tak naklah kena gastric nanti. Walaupun tak ada diarrhea, tapi ganti dengan some bruises and bit redness. Which i donno where it came from. Tahu-tahu dah ada dapat. Sana sikit, sini sikit. Hurm? I think i tak...

Assalamualaikum. Reflect yourself.  This words i got from someone over night discussion at whats-app. At first we just chat macam biasa. Then, we argued about perangai siapa kena berubah, and then, i thought this is a sensitive issues. Yelah, who am i suka suki nak soh anak orang gi ubah manners? Kannn... Then, he said siapa sentap sekarang ni? Because he is the one yang selalunya akan white flag first. I just said , no. I'm not a sentap person. Macamlah baru kenal sehari dua plak kan. But i told. It's true duh. It's not only him yang sometime yang kena. Othes budak laki kat my department pon banyak kali dah. Tanpa sedar, i also main sound direct jer kat mereka ni. Yeah. Admit it. Sorry guys.  Gila kuasa pulak. I donno if i'm too emotional that night. Or because baru lepas tahlil. So ter-drag sekali emosinya. I donno. In my working daily basis. I really don't mind if kena makan laju, or no break sebab nak cover each other untu...

Assalamualaikum. Hai. I'm not sure about this is the final decision yet. ... If i'm gonna make my Instagram as not a private account anymore? Hard duh. Reason. Because i wanna start it as #quranchallenge2017. Likes a daily Quran post. Or if i'm free enough maybe setiap sejam ke apa. Cehhh. Share my thoughts and my understanding. Biar mana mungkin boleh bukak hati biar sama-sama belajar dan dalami Quran. Idea ni memang dah lama sangat nak share pon. Sebab kan i have a big plan for next year. So, i want make it real in my routine. So, that's the reason behind it. But as you all knew me, i'm not like any attention. That's why this blog not being exposed in any of my social media. Because orang sekarang cepat judge. Compare tanpa perasaan. Scary kan. So, i'm afraid if they do the same with my Instagram. They stalked my Instagram so often. Like my previous account, that i already deleted. Which you can read in my post here,  The long view. J...