When i did calculating throughout my financial file. I always in dilemma afterwards. To think carefully about the better way of "akhirah investment". Because it's not like my others investment, which I can  planned it very well... 'cause it took me long period. But in this case, I have to plan everyday! Everyday investment, everyone... Called me pro investor then. Wow, and just wow. Did you realized it? My first thought when included this in my top list of investment is i planning in volunteers thing, gift to orphans... Umrah, Hajj. As simple as cupcake. But after  I heard wonderful speech from Mr Nouman Ali Khan... my investment about it is getting bigger. Complicated. Too much to do, to much to take care of. Daily routines investment... ??? Surely risks, And ignoring it is just a bad move. Because i have to  kept it valuables day by day. And please bless me, Allah. How about yours? Did you already starting or just starting? Whatever it ...

Assalamualaikum. Last few days, my friends introduced my number to one of her boy friend. After my 50:50 permission. And he started to WhatsApp. I'm not replied. Any of his message. Next day,  He rang up. Small talk and I ended by saying I'm busy. And really... i did something on that time. After that, i forget to call him or message back. This all after I regret about the permission. I shouldn't do that. Not because i "pilih kasih" dalam berkawan. Not that. But, i forget that... Stranger always a stranger. Some more, I realize that this guy is one of her lover friends.  Not her truely friends. Her lover, the man, that i hate so much... He dumped her many times. That's why i hate him. When i hate him,i also hate his friends. Why? Because the meaning of friends is he or she bring the best of you. But not in this case. Or maybe it is just my imagination. I dunno. To that man... Sorry dude. ...

Assalamualaikum, For myself, when i talk about "Jihad". It's such a big words. And what i understood about jihad is these thing only related to holy-war or military action. Like others always said... Jihad di jalan Allah.  And those who in action towards jihad, being called as "Mujahid". For that, i know i'm not one of them. Forever. After the #Parisattack story about two weeks ago, the words of jihad seems very interesting to me. Others than ISIS thing. So, i start googling and investigate about it. You see i found that, jihad/ jahadu is a very manipulated influence words. It's basically more towards those who struggling and striving towards God. As per say, Commit in the way of Allah.  For ISIS things, when they spread they been jihad, I can directly sound that jihad is a bad jihad. Because the truly jihad is expecting something good will happened for both side. If they start killing innocent society, it...

Hello! Ini adalah belalang hijau yang aku sempat tangkap gambarnya so perfectly. When you zoom it. It's like this thing stare cutely at you. Cute? Yeah, it's cute. Binatang ini kecil sahaja. Small like half of jari kelingking kita. Kecik kan... I'm not gonna to touch it. Dia akan terbang dan melompat laju. Because just only of, Hard wind also make thing binatang pergi melarikan diri. So sensetif. Luckily my childhood i pernah tangkap this thing masa petang-petang with jaring kecil. And put in balang. And it will surely die in next morning. Still not know the causes until i learnt that oxygen is exist! Huahuahauuuaaa.... Bye!

Assalamualaikum. #parisattack Sad day for France, and t he tragedy in Paris yesterday should be seen as a wake up call to European nations. And we can see how they unite with France.  Good. But this incident will aim the terror attack. Who? Islam, Muslim of course. That the climax. Even everyone don't know the real stories... their mind already been thinking like this. Looks normal? Freaking scary! Terrorist no religion. They are not Islam. Even Christian  Or Buddha. Or Hindu. Because i believe every religion teach their followers a good manners. They are idiots and heartless. Those war between two idiots, in the end,  innocent of community will get hurt. Injured. Death. By the way, Only coward attack innocent civilians. Idiots. Heartless. Coward. To all the leaders in the world sorry to say but you guys definitely failed to protect the innocent. All I can see is blood all over the world, today 100 ...

This morning my sister, Maya, whats app that her only daughter admitted because of Influenza B. Like flu outbreaks. More concern is because she still a baby. And it's scary! Oh my... 'lil Peah so sick. Her fever is up and down even after that suppository medication things. Only interesting in biscuit. Dehydrate too... Lorh, she will not 'bambam' anymore if like that. Aunt here pray the best for you. Stay strong girl, Get well soon Peah! : )

I'm the person who hate to start a conversation. Especially to the stranger. Really true. Like... what if my question or story make he/she become more sad or unhappy. I care about all these, okay. But, with the people i know... Sometimes awkwardness also happens. Really true. Like... what if my question or story so bored to he/she later. I care we will not talk each other in future. I still not yet found the perfect buddy. Which i can share and talk about atoms,  Death,  Aliens,  Magic,  Intellect,  The meaning of life,  Faraway galaxies,  The lies I'e told,  My flaws,  My favorite scents,  My crazy childhood,  What keep me up at night,  My insecurity with height,  Who speak with no emotion,  A twisted mind. I don't want to know... that nonsense story and words of ,"What's up" Please. I'm different. And also weird. So, enjoy my weirdness. I hop...