Assalamualaikum. Let me make it clear. Everyone. The quote above is really close to me. Close enough like a phone with his internet. And this is my truly express what i feeling through from the past. Actual one. I know, People may seen me as a tough and strong person. To any of my friends. Even my own family members too. But the real... I just act strong, be strong. ..but inside i'm broken. And dying. When they know i'm strong. No one will ask if i'm okay or what. That the worst of it. Consequence.. But i'm quiet okay with it. To me, as long as i can independence with my inside soul. So far, i'm okay. But, did i strong enough every time? The answer is i didn't! The always solution are prying and cried. That what make me today. Allah and Islam. For those who heart broken, think you alone in this world. Said others don't know what you feel. I understood. But logically, we really don't kn...

Assalamualaikum. Tiga orang budak daripada anak Kakak aku. Yang si kecik boleh aku maintain cak ba-cak ba. Acah acah sikit, bagi minum susu...tidor la bila penat. Tapi yang lagi dua tuh. Wallahualam. Tersangatlah degil and susah nak paham. Ish. Aku nak menyampaikan pon tak tahu camne. Yang si kakak... kalau kau layan dari pagi petang, siang malam pon memang tak abis lah. Dengan statement dia yang, okayyyy. Logic nya pon ada. Contoh la kan. Masa tu si adik, Apiz ni demam and muntah-muntah. Aku tak tahulah dia mkan apa. Si kakak ni pon cakaplah. "Apiz tahu tak, apiz sakit kenapa?" Adik dia pon geleng-gelang innocent. "Sebab Apiz tak sembahyang! Apiz pergi ambil wuduk, kakak ajar Apiz sembanyang." Maka, si kakak pon ajorlah si adik sembahyang ikut style dia even kiblat pon salah. Hah... logik gak kan. Si Apiz ni plak. Dia categori active terlebih. Semua benda dia nak karate. Aku rasa ni kalau masok takewando. Bol...

Assalamualaikum. One thing about me you need to know is i don't like wearing any make up. Yup. Believed or not, I'm may just stick with my one and only natural collagen lipstick and that's all. No those compact powder.. No eyeliner or,  Freaking colorful eye-shadow!  Alhamdulillah,  My combination skin not have so much probs. May as my hormone in good level. So i can survive with simple cleanser, and mask. Or i can said the cheapest. Hahhaah... To keep it in best condition. Seriously, I don't like feeling of double layer to my face I don't like making any 'stupid' art to my face. I like it go with what it goes. Me and my natural beauty. I don't care what people say... No glowing or whatever it is, Because I'm not gonna wasting my time to clean up everything after end of the day or for praying time. Gosh. I can save that for my sleeping time. In addition, Even i'm the glasses ...

Assalamualaikum. None i follow on Instagram, But I likes stalking around. And it's really interesting. May added as my fav hobbies in future. And, I'm not sure if you're following one of the Prince of Johor's Instagram, Tunku Idris (TTJ). And aware the statement about his sister, TTA (Tunku Aminah). Who being judge by others. Here I wrote back for those who miss: " When i see comments about my sister not wearing a tudong it does tick me off. I know that she prays more than some of those that covers their heads, she wears 'selendang' at all religious events. Is it not good enough? Isn't it between her and Allah? Isn't that a sinful things to do to her? Why don't we turn our heads and not look if it's such a sin? Some people tends to forget about culture as well, we are Malays and not Arabs. Dressing up like an Arab doesn't make us any more religious.  Burkas, yea it's to cover the '...

Look at that face! How eager she can be. : ) Not bad, Peah. Next time your Baba will let you go by your own. In one fine day... May after you learnt how to crawl and take a first step. Yeah! Peah will be pro swimmer later. Will teach aunt how to swim also. And it's a must!

Would you? Assalamualaikum, Hello. So may i know your answer. Is it yes or no. ? Me? How about me? Hurm... I'm may said a big no. Even it's have a gun in front of me. I know my heart may not too cruel. I'm easily pity to someone. How can i do that. To save a life? I sacrifice others life to save another life. Why not i protect both. At least no one be a victim. And no regret later on. I want a peace. Not a pieces. Please. Stop a war, stop being a killer. Stop an abortion. Too... Allahuakhbar!

Assalamualaikum. p/s: It's so cliche but so me. I actually don't wanna post this but yup. I already did it. Dear my future husband, How are you doing right now? Are you okay? Have you eaten? I actually don't know what to write , but I want to tell you everything. I don't know how we gonna meet later, but I directly wanna to say...if you're being serious in this relationship. Please don't proposing me to be your girlfriend. I don't want to be your girlfriend. Massively no. I may reject that red roses, shining ring and become all such a awful moments. Sorry. Tame be to be your side forever, because I want to be the one you call as your wife. Some people said don't rush in everything, love somehow take time. This is what make me different from other women, I not sound desperate but this is what my religion teach me. I know my limit, I need to lower my gaze repeatedly. Then, I may not see you in future... so make me make me yours. Let me be a happy wome...