Assalamualaikum. Is. It. So. Freaking. Hard. To. Just. Be. Normal? Duh, Because sometimes I've always been stuck by the thought that... My attitude doesn't match my attire. And the opposite. Pretty confuse at first. To think how can i reach both together synchronize... Even routinely in life,  I laugh,  I make people laugh,  I talk,  I smile,  I jump  I enjoy life like others... But... still something's wrong somewhere, spiritually. So,  I keep a goal that, Neither would I or you....give up,  because I know He's with us. :) Salam 14 Syawal all.

Assalamualaikum. About two days ago, I wore a black jubah. As i storied where i bought, here... "Nightmare Malam Raya ". With combination of peach pinkish color scarf. I love it. Looks so pastel and very comfortable. And end of the day... Since i wait for my friend finishing her make up. I lepak at the pantry. They said it's too big. M size actually. They said why not pick XS. Bit fit. I just smile... To me, It's my choice. And i like it longgar. And not showing any curved. The more it's not interesting to others. The more i like. Life's goal. And when i walked with my friends. She said it's too long. But the jubah only until my ankle. Below a bit. Close fully my feet. Talked how i looks so difficult when took a escalator. Boleh sapu lantai katanya lagi. I just smile... To me, I don't mind that. More difficult if you have to cover your sin back. I guess... Sapu lantai? Because i sapu your sin together. : ) ...

Hello. This post, I'm not condemn anyone. Yes. Even about to mention the specific name. Sorry if feel you don't like it. Or think i hate you. No. Clearly no. I not hate anybody. This is because... I love you. Preciously care about you. And majorly hoping you can change. Obviously, I'm not a goddess Just... May be because i'm too positive... To me, everything is so unpredictable. Too shocked. It's too much for me to accept it. And, nope. I can't take it. You looks fine, You are good in one person. But, it's not what i want to talk... but everything about those attitude you try to hide. More evil than devil. And be bipolar, hypocrite. Thought that no one will know. Even someone above. Shame on you. Are you happy do this to me. Lying all happy ending? Smile on all the sin? Until when you can pretend? Until you win? And drag me along? To hell. Tell me. I want to know. Because it's hurt. Most hurt. When that firs...

Assalamualaikum. Hai. Lately, my Facebook page banyak notify tentang events kahwin. Lots of my ex school and college friends yang ke arah itu. Basically,  I'm happy for them. : ) Alhamdulillah. Hopefully one day, me is one of them. Amin. Feel so proud behalf of them. Finally, both partner found the right person in their life. They confident with their future. They stride for it. And continued it with cara yang halal. Cayalah! Anyway, Married is a simple word but has a deepest meaning. As what you can see from below pic... When you choose a husband. You choose... a father, a friend, idol, a teacher for you and your children. So please, please and please choose wisely. And handsome is not everything. If you get the handsome one. I called it as a bonus mark. Copy? Some said, Kahwin biarlah sekali dan berkekalan. Everyone dream that. Orang gila jek tak nak bahagia. Fight? Ganer if gaduh-gaduh... Even sometime...

Assalamualaikum, Raya-raya-raya... Selamat beraya semua. Sorry lambat post about my Raya. Just because, this Raya a bit kureng. Mungkin sebab dah tua kot. Hahahhah.... Truely is cuti tak dapat. So, fight with time until Sunday i going back KL. Our routine masak lodeh and ayam sambal early morning, keep moving on. After that, bertukar juadah dengan jiran. Siap-siap cepat-cepat. The man gi sembahyang.  We women, buat last touch up. : ) Not just make up but don't forget to serve the table. Isi kuih dalm balang juga. After all gather...  We all mintak maaf reramai, snap picture and makan juadah Raya. The juadah i like most this year is lemang. Lemang buluh. Combined with serunding or rendang. Perfet. Yummy! Celebration our se-family biasa sahaja. Nothing interesting other than activity potong cake for Sist Tira birthday. 17 july, girl. Anak-anak sedara...inter frame as always. Bebudak biasa la. Evening, vi...

Assalamualaikum. Aku rasa caption pic atas sangat best and terbaik. Menggambarkan apa yang aku rasa. 'Sebab aku comel'. Ko hade? Hahhaha... Mekasih pada yang sudi bagi tuh. Aku memang sudah cakap aku dah kerja. Tapi tetap nak bagi. aku macam okayyyy.... Trimas bro! Alahamdulillah. Moga murah rezeki korang. Dan Allah always bless you all. Aamin. ; )

Assalamualaikum. Even benda ini sudah six days berlalu. Tapi still unforgettable, Ever and ever... This is i called, malam raya paling nightmare! Huhhuhu.. That evening, petang raya. After change my plan sebab dapat balik awal. Hati terus bersorak gembira. And sampai Johor around 6.45pm. They pick me up. Mereka adalah Sist Yam and husbend, anak dia dua orang... Ziq and apiz. My sister Tila and Jima. We all buka puasa dekat Angsana mall. Only we know what we ate. Hohooo... Lawak-lawak tapi sedih. Sebab ingat dapatlah last celebrate buka pose ngan mak ayah. Sob...sob...sob. After buka, solat Magrib. And since Puan Yam and husbend nak gi beli barang. I and cik Ziqa gi la beli donut, Sister Tila and Jima and Apiz, three of them entah mana pergi. Nak kata dounut tu sedop, Tak delah. Tapi...after makan, I and cik Ziqa, We lost from all of them. Memula, aku rasa ni semua feeling jek,  So sedapkan hati mencarilah kami aka...