Inna lillahi wa Inna Ilaihi Raji’un (Surely we belong to Allah and to Him shall we return) I like to think of grieving as feeling sorry for yourself. A dead person does not suffer - but those left behind will miss them. Some part of grieving is feeling sorry for others who will miss the deceased.  I might be tough, but I don't see a thing wrong with crying 'cause it an individual thing.

Assalamualaikum. Last week, me and my friends from previous hospital attended a wonderful wedding ceremony... di Pokok Sena, Kedah! Yup. Not mistaken, last time kenangan antara aku and negeri Kedah adalah bila practical di Hospital Kulim. About 4 years ago... How fast time passing by. Kami bermalam di Perak, rumah cik Ain that Friday night... Thanks to you and your lovely family. Midnight sampai. So just gosok baju for tomorrow and take a nap. Esok Sabtu pagi after Subuh kami gerak ke Kedah. Took three hour untuk sampai Pokok Sena. And on the way, sempat singgah jejalan di Pasar pagi di sana.... : ) What i like the most from the wedding there are diorang separated between male and female tempat makan. Thumbs up! The foods so good. And i also terpesona how beautiful the bride dresses are. The pelamin, as usual... amazing. Door gift sangat berbaloi. I used that small towel right away for lap my peluh. Sorry guys, but i love it.   And i can met my...

Assalamualaikum. Last two days, kawan aku ada mengadu/luah perasaan about dia punya financial problem. And if aku tak silap, past a month ago... Ada lagi sorang story pasal tak cukup gaji. And lastly, tak sampai ujung bulan. Makan megi. Urgh! Hate it, but can i know where's your money goes? Did you spent it wisely? This type of group adalah paling bahaya and... Dengan GST bagai lagi sekarang. Donno what to say. So at that time, aku hanya boleh melahirkan rasa sympathy. Itu belom digeledah diorang punya account saving, emergency fund... retirement saving? Or yes, you are in trouble dear. Aku masa tuh just can give advice how to organize money secara bijak lagi terbilang. And... I nak share dengan you all pon sesegan gitu.... 'cause sedar diri ini masih makan gaji. But, Think big, dream big, believe big, and the result will be big. For now, aku mahu kita didedahkan dengan segala financial book/talk/events. Sangat bagus. If kalian adalah FB freaks, silalah...

Assalamualaikum. I think this story is too good and very awesome for me to share. Masihkah kita kenal akan buku 555? How it's look like. Bad experience with it. And yeah. Nampaknya ia sudah luput ditelan era sekarang. But today, i met again with this small book but in different persepsi. After all, It is based on my true story. : ) Persepsi yang cannot be describe in a word. When this mid age man, plus figure of foreigner workers... take this out to make a payment to this kedai runcit. Duh. Come on, at this freaking modern 20-an? And that small book. You're kidding me. I  just stare at that book. About how old it's look from here. How cruel it's affected this man. Cut it down every food, and bought simple one. And bruhhh...small tears when i look back at it. Anyhow. Just like old me. I can't see any people struggling in their life. 'Cause you have the right to say: this is not how my story will end. Yup. What in my mind at that ...

Assalamualaikum. Last two years, my friends and i attended kursus Kahwin (Sijil Pra Perkahwinan). Not i'm yang gonna be married. Don't ask too many question. Nanti aku sekeh. Just actually at that time, I follow my friends who will getting married soon. Excited pun ada jugak! Tapi lebih kepada malu-malu, because lot of them came with pasangan masing-masing. What the fish! Pikir-pikir-pikiran, nak patah balik ke rumah pun ada terdetik jugak. Lastly, i paid Rm 80.00... and give me my seat please. Whatever, ada aku kisah korang datang naik kereta dan pakai baju warna Merah sama-sama? No okay. Emo plak. Thank you Allah kerana takdir-Nya membawa aku ke sini, Lot of fun and gain knowledge along that a day and half. From how to choose spouse. Step by step of wedding. Rukun, sahihannya... Everything. Rasanya jangka masa yang diberikan macam tak cukup pun aku say YES jugak. Limited time menyebabkan, most lecturer or ustaz skip their slot. On the second ...

Assalamualaikum. Smile cause i'm happy. Orait, memperkenalkan seorang lagi anak buah. Namanya ialah Aryssa sophea. P/S: Nama kampung aku panggil dia peah. Pastu kena marah dengan kakak aku. Huh. Dia dilahirkan pada February 2015. Heheheh...baru sekarang aku update. Sorry la yek. Cam biasa, pipi bak tomato. Cik Ziqa op kos suka nih. Nak jaga baby cik aya katanya... Berikutan kelahiran bayi inilah Mr Hapiz menggelar para bayi... bebeh! Sweet lak ai. Bebeh. Kahkahkah. Dia nih even baby, kuat borak gak. Layan jek la.  Masa tu aku layan dia dekat setengah jam gak borak nonstop. Even just kuar sound yang aku sendiri tak paham. Baby, apa kau aspect? Lagi satu, dia nih kalau bawak kuar jenjalan. Tak boleh on sunny day. Aku rasa lah. Sebab asal kena pancaran matahari, terik ke tak...mata dia automatik pejam. Sampai la ko masuk keta. Cheit, puteri lilin jadian! Peah...peah... Nasib baik ko ni cute. Layan jek la. : ) Hai semua...

Assalamualaikum. And selamat tengahri. This week, i'm not in mood. Pretty sad. 'Cause I really don't understand people nowadays. Much hate. To me, Why not all of you love a peace? At least, just nikmati hidup and make sense in yours decision. Try to be in someone else shoes. Think further, duh. Really. A force is a mistake. That's it. And well truth, nobody like it. And the person who make this become a problem. Called them a coward. Messing around and leave it without help? What kind of person are you. Act like you care, giving hope and then... cannot even a penny help in achieve it. Silent. Kinda hurt when i can't either help nor try to change it. And the same person terpaksa beralah. It's a crime! : ( Frighten me when it's doesn't has a sincerely in any works we do. Subhanaallah. May Allah always bless our future. My quote: Jangan timbulkan masalah bila kita sedar, kita tak mampu untuk selesaikan masalah itu sen...