Assalamualaikum. I'm getting older duh. More bucket-list to go!! May is next week. Tinggal beberapa hari je lagi. And it's my birthday. Usually i will celebrate it with my family member. Just cheer my parents sebab i know how hard diorang besarkan makhluk Allah yang tak seberapa ini. Dengan degil, cam jantan, hidup ikut suka. And so on. Tapi lastly i tried make them don't worry so much about me. Cuma hal jodoh tu... nanti i tried cekau anak teruna orang ye. August is my limit kan. And because this year i can't make it. Sebab terlupa nak apply cuti awal. Padan dengan muka sendirik. Yelah, ramai dah ambil direct cuti daripada hari pekerja. So, kesian pulak nak susahkan orang nak change schedule. Hanya boleh apply post call on that date. Ok la, not bad. So, bolehlah treat my self or i plan nak celebrate dengan anak-anak yatim tu sikit. Maybe sempat ke tak. If kena stay back. Berhuhu la kita. So far, on Hari pekerja... which may be jadi or not. ...

Assalamualaikum. Previous post i talked about my friend yang selalu bekalkan me something. But, let me tell you a secret. May be its Allah plan. I donno. He kinda wants me to be happy, hope so. But i can said Alhamdulillah for semua ini. Really Alhamdulillah. Actually this week I always dapat free gift. Like everyday. Interesting right? Firstly, dapat lots of discount for my books, Pak cik owner bookstore bagi masa nak beli buku pasal Umrah and yang lain. Touching! Then, free Mc Donald which makan sampai kenyang gila, And satu bekas kek rainbow yang so sedap as my latest post. Mak cik bakery pulak bagi free roti sampai dua. And mak cik surau belanja kuih and mee berkuah yang of course my favorite type. Siap bungkus bawak balik. Tak lupa, dapat free cookies kuih raya. Yummy. And today, and seterusnya. Berserah jela. Alhamdulillah again. Rezeki melimpah. For those yang bagi all those kind, yang absolutely make my day. Terima kasih sangat-sangat. Saya ...

Assalamualaikum I baked a butter cake yesterday. And today i terima satu bekas rainbow cake di awal pagi Wow. This is the life. Duh. Eat. More. Cake. Eat. More. Cake. Hheheheh... Alhamdulillah. She is a good friend of me. She is from another department. But we are close enough. And because of this, how i wish she is my neighbor one fine day. Mesti bahagia lah.  Ada orang hantar makan. Kan? Yelah, if im a man, dah lama i purposed. Nauzubillah nak jadi lesbian. Haish. Lempang nak? Sebab kenapa i praised her? Sebab she always akan bekalkan me something. Kek. Or any cookies and ada gak dengan lauk pauk bagai. Where can i find a duplicated of her? She is so amazing. Our tukar-tukar makanan started from i give her my chocolate cake. And her family love it so much. Segan gak bila tahu dia bawak balik dengan kek yang tak seberapa itu. Then, dia pon balas lah. And kami terus balas membalas. One friend of her department pon sama. Dia pon ada join...

Assalamualaikum. Not said i ni berlagak ke apa. But some of my colleague they too afraid of someone. Those surgeon lah senang cerita. It's too obvious sampai i yang sama team pon rasa, why? Be yourself. Come on, you can do it. They are just same with us. Please, please and please. Let's bincangkan secara serius. For me, untuk menghadapinya, not fair for them to afraid of certain person. Don't you think? We're same slave to Allah. Mati pon bila-bila masa sahaja. Tengah sam-sama kerja pon boleh unconscious. So, apa nak menggelabahnya? Prepared your mind set and perception about that person in in your life... Convert the word afraid to respect! Better right. So, don't so takut. Think about your Creator who will protect you. Bacalah doa sebelum doing something. Bismillah pon ok da. Panjang sikit, bacalah doa minta petunjuk daripada Allah agar semuanya berjalan lancar. Boleh siap cepat. Boleh balik awal. Kalau geram sangat, ketuk je kepa...

Assalamualaikum. Last January, in 'cause I'm no Superman post, I ada mentioned about how sick i am with night fever, diarrhea, dizziness and on off of nausea. Those terrible days yang i survived well. Even I have to do oncall. Gila tak gilalah. Tapi lepas dengan jayanya. Somehow, about these few weeks, I think it's slowly gonna come back. Minus the diarrhea. Ya. Because i still hati-hati with my intake. Seksa woo. And if rasa too hungry. I just ate macam biasa or double it. So far so good. Even though gitu, ada my friend and my family member said i makin lama makin kurus. I like, seriously? I admit, ada one day kadang-kadang no feeling untuk makan, tak lapar langsung. I just niatkan puasa or i may be just simply took some spare Kokocrunch. Tak naklah kena gastric nanti. Walaupun tak ada diarrhea, tapi ganti dengan some bruises and bit redness. Which i donno where it came from. Tahu-tahu dah ada dapat. Sana sikit, sini sikit. Hurm? I think i tak...

Assalamualaikum. Reflect yourself.  This words i got from someone over night discussion at whats-app. At first we just chat macam biasa. Then, we argued about perangai siapa kena berubah, and then, i thought this is a sensitive issues. Yelah, who am i suka suki nak soh anak orang gi ubah manners? Kannn... Then, he said siapa sentap sekarang ni? Because he is the one yang selalunya akan white flag first. I just said , no. I'm not a sentap person. Macamlah baru kenal sehari dua plak kan. But i told. It's true duh. It's not only him yang sometime yang kena. Othes budak laki kat my department pon banyak kali dah. Tanpa sedar, i also main sound direct jer kat mereka ni. Yeah. Admit it. Sorry guys.  Gila kuasa pulak. I donno if i'm too emotional that night. Or because baru lepas tahlil. So ter-drag sekali emosinya. I donno. In my working daily basis. I really don't mind if kena makan laju, or no break sebab nak cover each other untu...

Assalamualaikum. Hai. I'm not sure about this is the final decision yet. ... If i'm gonna make my Instagram as not a private account anymore? Hard duh. Reason. Because i wanna start it as #quranchallenge2017. Likes a daily Quran post. Or if i'm free enough maybe setiap sejam ke apa. Cehhh. Share my thoughts and my understanding. Biar mana mungkin boleh bukak hati biar sama-sama belajar dan dalami Quran. Idea ni memang dah lama sangat nak share pon. Sebab kan i have a big plan for next year. So, i want make it real in my routine. So, that's the reason behind it. But as you all knew me, i'm not like any attention. That's why this blog not being exposed in any of my social media. Because orang sekarang cepat judge. Compare tanpa perasaan. Scary kan. So, i'm afraid if they do the same with my Instagram. They stalked my Instagram so often. Like my previous account, that i already deleted. Which you can read in my post here,  The long view. J...

Assalamualaikum. Tak habis-habis lagi pasal Sarawak. Hahhahha. Promised duh. This is my last entry about it. And it's about makanan! Okey. Banyak sebenarnya makanan yang kita boleh try kat sini. Untuk breakfast. Luckily my breakfast all sponsor by hotel. So tak payah nak keluar carik makanan. Senang hidup. Sebab i don't think Kuching ada jual some sort of Nasi Lemak and Kuih Muih kat tepi jalan. That i didn't see any. But if want to try, cer gi Pasar Satok. I think around there surely akan ada bit orang jual makanan selain all barang basah. And those sayur mayur. At Waterfront Hotel, Kuching Me Kolo is the main dish. So, rugi tak try. The mee yang lain daripada lain, what make it call that way. But to me, this meal is quite masin. I can't take it. So English breakfast la gamaknya. Nasib ada my fav potatoes part. Terubat la sikit selera nih. Mee Kolo Kuching versi hotel. Mee dia special. Haluih, haluih jer. But if you want try Mee Kolok yan...

Assalamualaikum. I think i'm too secretive, mysterious by myself. I truly admit it with no pressure. If you all realized, when someone asked the question that I'm not comfortable with it. I will quickly change the subject. Or if to hard, i not mind to answer it either. Sorry. Sometimes, I preferred silent than spoke about what i felt. Because my mind is different from what your mind thought. Yeah. I'm the one always seen good thing in everything. Zero negativity of course. Someday, i knew, it will happen. Where I'm afraid too, that i will hurts someone feeling because of my words later on. Who knows, right. That may we are not in same boat anymore. With this, I more preferred all my social media are in a private account. And less friends. No friends is better, duh. Not a attention seeker absolutely. The more I received friend request, the more it's make me in miserable. Sorry again guys. But i tried hard to approved it even it's late or ...

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Allahuakhbar. Allahuakhbar. Allahuakhbar. Last Friday, I updated my financial account, and turned up that my Umrah budget is doing great. And it's so great! So excited. Thank you Allah. For the time being I have only four seat on list-as I want to do sponsorship things. Alhamdulillah, Allah helps me the most in everything and I want to considered until five seats. Then, I prayed to Allah to guide me to the best. I only plans, Allah do the last results.  In my mind, my parents is the first choice and I will drag along my younger brother, perhaps. He will be supportive for my father sake. My father not strong enough, so I need a man arm to do so. Meantime they always be together, I wish they can fix the son-father relationship. InsyaAllah. And me and my mother will holding hand no matter what.  For this big project, I already explained to them tremendously. I don't want they worry much about me. I want they take a laid ...

Assalamualaikum. Sambung balik pasal Sarawak things. Kami pergi ke sini merempit, jangan tak caya. Believe it or not. Siap pilih jalan paling jauh lagi. Berlagak. Pastu, Naik skuter. Sejam gak la baru sampai. Paling best, nampak pantai Damai. Nak singgah tapi nak cepat. And nampak gak, Gunung Santubong. Real. Kata orang nampak tak lekuk muka orang kat situ. I saw it. But Allah lebih tahu segalanya. Kita ni kadang-kadang mitos terlebih. One fine day, nak aim hiking sini. InsyaAllah. And masa sampai sana, around 11:00 am. Alhamdulillah. Daftar masuk fees semua. Don't worry, they accept the card also. Tak salah, RM 63.00 Dapat resit, And you get Sarawak Village Culture passport too! So, at first, we just relax after penat atas motor. The show pon only took few minutes before start, So tak jadi masalah. Show diorang ada two time. 11:30 am and 04:00 pm. Rugi jika terlepas. Kena gih second time. So, make sure you make it. OK. At here, they showed us a we...

Assalamualaikum. My colleague invited me to her house last Friday night. After Magrib.  Ada majlis tahlil and bacaan Yaasin. I like. So, me and my partner, we agree to met up at the hospital. Sharp 08:00 pm i dah terpacak dekat lobby. But i have to wait another half an hours for her siap lilit tudung,  Hurm, perempuan. And sampai je sana. All done. Diorang semua tengah enak menjamu selera. We missed it! Segan pulak, yelah sampai-sampai terus makan. As hormatkan tuan rumah. We agree to just go with the flow. Greet and salam pada tetamu yang ada. And make our self comfortable. Tengah cedok nasik, this cheeky girl, Zara, hold my leg and called me. Akak diba! I'm so surprised that she still remember me. And how i missed her too. So, when i duduk bawah, and nak mulakan makan. She sat in front of me. And we shared plate. Suapkan dia. Luckily i'm just have labu masak lemak, and sayur kerabu not took those sambal belacan. And sampa...

Assalamualaikum. Orchid Park, in my bucket list of Sarawak even though i'm not fan of flowers duh. Pagi tu after Subuh, siap ala kadar. And sent my friend by motor to her conference site. Then, terus gi kedai motor, return back theirs. And masa nak balik hotel. Usha mak cik tepi-tepi jalan, sebab soh teman breakfast sama. I have one seat kosong! Like i cares apa orang hotel nak cakap, And i think mak cik tu mesti cakap, gila budak semenanjung nih. Hahahhaha... Anyway, ingat senang ke nak bagi makan free kat hotel. Ada rezeki lebih. Just bagi-bagilah kan. And penat makan, gih masuk bilik, get ready. Nak buat camna. Kena survived sengsorang lah. Jalan kaki sikit, naik bot daripada Waterfront ke seberang. Yang ada tulis The Astana besor tu. Time ni, pak cik tu cakap bahasa apa pon tak paham. Angguk, angguk, senyum-senyum jela. Nasib la. Bot ni, i suggest ambil yang dekat left site, sebab nanti tak payah jalan banyak sangat. Turun bot, jangan lupa bayar sehin...

Assalamualaikum. Skip jap pasal Sarawak Village Culture. Bercerita tentang kek lapis Sarawak dulu, makanan jangan di tolak perihalnya. Kan? Ianya sangat lembut time dipotong, warna warni dan sedap. Makan masa tengah stress lagi umph keenakan dia. Hehehe... Kesinambungan daripada perjalanan di Sarawak. If naik boat, and turun dekat Encik Omar jetty, korang ke kiri. Ada laluan ke kedai-kedai makan. Kedai makan ni meriah time pukul enam petang dan ke atas. Ada macam-macam variety choice. My advise, if setakat nak try chicken chop... western type, tak payah makanlah. This is Sarawak babe! Korang patut cuba diorang punya kebanggaan. Mee kolo, umai, midin, dan so on. Barulah worth it keluar duit. Seberang ke seberang kami merentas. Muka orang belum makan lunch ke dinner, tapi larat berjalan lagi. Hahahhahah... Pastu if korang da lepas kedai makan, jalan terus lagi,ikut laluan pejalan kaki pon boleh, dan akan jumpa kedai color meah. Ni kedai Mira cake hous...

Assalamualaikum. Mula-mula bila kami bagi idea nak merempit di Sarawak. Ramai cakap, ada ke part sewa motorcycle ni? If sewa basikal, kereta... ada lah. So i bit down time tu. Nak sewa kereta tak berbaloi sebab kami berdua jer. And later, im the one yang akan used. Sebab my friend pagi busy dengan conference sampai petang. Malam je free. So, kitaorang decide. Basikal pon basikal lah. Masa kitaorang sampai Sarawak, tengahri.  So kebetulan masa nak survey conference tempat my friend akan pergi. The majestic riverside hotel. The hotel attendance very friendly, and bila tanya pasal sewa basikal. Diorang cakap kenapa tak sewa motor? Kami pon what the... Ada ke orang sewa motor?  Dia pon gi belakang reception door. Bentang maps, and tunjuk lokasi yang ada sewa motor. Tu pon dah Alhamdulillah. Ada ghupanya. Rasa nak lompat kijang lapan ratus kali. Sebab excited. So, kedai tu terletak kat jalan tabuan. Sebelah kedai bla.bla.bla restaurant. Btw, kedai...

Assalamualaikum. As I promise, this is a post about my trip to Sarawak. So, my friend and me adalah first time naik kapal terbang. Tapi kesempoian kami mengalahkan segalanya. Kami redah jer. So far so good. Hidup lagi. Cuba dah sunburned jelah. Oh no! Kena dok kutub jap bagi putih balik. Bruhh... Kami naik AirAsia. Pramugari cantik, ada senyum and banyak tolong. Mekasihlah. Nasib semua smooth sampai landing. Tapi tetiba sangkut kat emigration security! Ic kawan tuh hilang. And passport dia bawak, tapi expired. Tak tahulah dia memang nak buat lawak tengah-tengah bandar Sarawak. Ada bakat nih. Nasib kami pandai buat muka cute, blink-blink kat orang atasan tuh. Dia pon bagi lepas. Buat report polis kat dalam bangunan tu gak and terus dapatkan coupon taxi and gih hotel. Kami stay kat The Waterfront hotel. Nice services i can said. Luar je nampak serabut sikit, art kat walls ada tertanggal ke apa ntah. Tapi dalam dia heaven. Semua lengkap except tak ada microw...

Assalamualaikum. As I mentioned in my previous post. I'm away for few days. Teman my friend gih conference. So dialalah yang sponsored my flight and hotel too. Bawak perut jela. Hehheheh... And sebenarnya we go to Sarawak! Oh ha.... And at here, I met with this special book by Rabiatul Faazra. I bought this book masa my last day kat Sarawak. At MPH Plaza Merdeka. Memang plan nak beli any reading book, sebab masa fly ke Sarawak, memang mati kutu sebab menyesal gila tak bawak anything from home. So, nih time nak fly balik. It's a must. Carik punya carik, terus pick this one. Niat asal beli sebab nak hilangkan bosan tunggu flight ke apa nanti. Tapi lama kelamaan baca, i took seriously what writer talk about. And siap conteng-conteng tepi-tepi dia sekali. Sebab enjoy sangat baca. And sebab share sekali my experinece and my thought. Worth it, duh. Tak habis lagi baca. Tapi so far, for me, Dance in the rain more pada pendapat and personal type yang lahir...