Exposed them to public

Assalamualaikum.

My family.

My privacy.
The one yang in my top list for what I protected about.
And i will always put a big barrier between them and my world.

Only saat arwah of my brother in law melalui saat-saat sukar.

That time i'm a bit exposed and cried over for a reason that i can't terjemahkan.

Hari-hari. Lepas habis kes, dapat mesej.

That you knew the answer but you want to give them a hope?

No. I can't do that.

Mulalah your tears keluar because you can't be there for them.

Be a shoulder that they needed.

Sedih kan?

Anyway. Tak suka sebenarnya nak share terlalu mendalam tentangnya.

Because he's still our family member.

And for this, we understood and respect each other about sesama privacy. 

Sebab tuh gak in term of privacy, my parents not too talkative la orang cakap bila bawak pergi mingle around.
First expression kalau nak judge. Tak dinafikan.

Habis la my future husband. 

Aiyoook.

Pandai-pandailah kamu nak goreng topik apa nak mula.

So far. Nothing special to share about them in any of my social media.

Because they also tak suka tangkap gambar nonsense nih semua.
And maybe because they don't like if we exposed them to public.
Like me.
And afraid something harm happened to us.
We donno. I donno.

But clearly, when we accept new person in our family.
Like kakak ipar, abang ipar, and their besan besanan.
Anak-anak buah tak kira lagi.

So we obviously terdedah pada all this community commitment part.
And we can't against it.
Pictures, video are everywhere. Kena borak sampai pengsan punya kerja lah.
So we just go with the flow.
Slowly, hope it's a pretty good idea.

And because of this...
I think, it's a right time for me to share it in this blog.
About my family member.
Untuk bab anak-anak buah memang i dah share.
Can check in my previous post duh.

First person I choose?
Emak?

Or.
Ayah?

....
Just wait and see.