Allah masih sayang

Assalamualaikum.

This is real situation yang happened to me and Alhamdulillah Allah tu sayangnya masih betul-betul sama.
Again, Alhamdulillah.
Allah Maha Besar.
Sujud syukur sangat.

So as semua orang tahu, time belajar nih... Dapat basic jela kan.
Actually okay manageable dengan commitment yang hanya beberapa sahaja. Can survive.
Still boleh saving about Rm 500 and above every month. Not bad la kan.
Yeah.

Even though gitu, tak sangka this december 2018 pretty hard sebenarnya. Ujian betul.
Biasa lah, dapat paychecks akan terus selari ikut budget.
And everything going fine, as well as semuanya ikut planning.
But, after naik my semester break... Everything changed. That was shocked me to the core.

Until then, i got nothing in my purse and my emergency fund only tinggal Rm50.
Memang drop gila.
At that time baru around December, 07.
Tell me, how can i pick up untuk next payment yang lagi dalam dua minggu?

Why jadi macam nih?
I'm not blaming anyone, its not even a mistake. It just because of myself, and I'm happy with it.
My kindhearted untuk helps three person in my life in one week. Sakit, masalah yang tak dapat dielakkan and lain-lain.
Well, i give my best advices, also my money to them. Which is yang the real... I know i will never get it back again.

Think positively. Dalam rezeki kita ada rezeki orang lain. Ikhlas.

And then, i took public transport to go to university. Sebab my touch and go card student price still manageable sampai next two months.
Oat and nasi goreng sayur my good portion meals everyday. Jimat but still sihat. Hahhahha...
No dinner sebab so far tak lapar.
Serious, tak lapar.
Sebab will make myself busy with assignments or 2019 plans.

Ada jugak kengkawan kelas bawak kek, kuih muih. So adalah makanan free.
Belanja makan. Terima kasih.
So far, tak adalah sampai one day tu tak de makanan. Still ok.
Sebab i also got milo stock and tin biscuits Jacobs yang tinggal separuh.

And hey, still sempat buat charity project on December, 08.
Merempit sampai ke Kepong, one day spent time here. Pukul 0600 petang baru balik rumah.
Alhamdulillah dapat makan free for breakfast and lunch. Vvip side lagi.
Sempat solat berjemaah gak kat masjid.
The best feeling ever.

Bila kita diuji, kita kena ingat ada orang lagi hebat ujiannya daripada kita. And this roar my spirit.

And because of this charity, i got invited to attend their closing ceremony dinner. December, 15.
Again free foods. Love it.
And the most touching part, i got one letter at that night.
Go back home and when i see what's inside... I received about Rm300 cash. Memang Alhamdulillah sangat.
Allahu akhbar.

And again, Rm250 will used sebab i need to help one more person.
Can't say no.
And Rm50 for this week. Campur Rm50 from emergency fund. So far so good.
By the way, i still not boring with my oat and nasi goreng sayur.

Fighting!