ISLAMIC: Dear my future husband
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Assalamualaikum.
p/s: It's so cliche but so me. I actually don't wanna post this but yup. I already did it.
Dear my future husband,
How are you doing right now? Are you okay? Have you eaten? I actually don't know what to write , but I want to tell you everything. I don't know how we gonna meet later, but I directly wanna to say...if you're being serious in this relationship. Please don't proposing me to be your girlfriend. I don't want to be your girlfriend. Massively no. I may reject that red roses, shining ring and become all such a awful moments. Sorry. Tame be to be your side forever, because I want to be the one you call as your wife.
Some people said don't rush in everything, love somehow take time. This is what make me different from other women, I not sound desperate but this is what my religion teach me. I know my limit, I need to lower my gaze repeatedly. Then, I may not see you in future... so make me make me yours. Let me be a happy women alive. Treat me like a queen, and we knows who is the king. We're indeed who wishing and dreaming. Make it come true.
Here, I pray you understand me and stay in love with me forever. I may such un-perfection, but what make a love story beautiful? It's depend inside our heart. That I still wishing you'll always be my halal prince charming. Who holding onto the Quran in your right hand and the Sunnah in the left hand. And riding your horse of Taqwa. Hold tight my hand and save me from this dirty world. Make it all worth it, and I will wait till the end, so I'll wait for you. Insyaallah.
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I want to marry you, a man who fears Allah so he will treat you right because of his fear to Allah. This is what I believe, I will found it in you. As long we treat and fixed each other missing puzzle, we still be happy couple in future. Even-tough you who is not the one who calls me for only romantic talk... but he who calls Him five times for prayer. As my rules... That a man who cannot lead me in Salah, cannot lead me in life. Is it too harsh to you?
For your information, I want to make an apologize, I don't make my wedding day a pleasant memory in this life...but source of misery in the next. Which when you do marry me, I hope you do it so with the intention of Jannah where you plan to hold my hand and carry me together. Just like some said, true love doesn't end... it continues in Jannah, And then I know, I will love you forever and you love me endlessly.
Our stories may not as fun as others lover, non a grateful to share. And, since when do love stories end in weddings? I want mine forever stay because we only just started from here. In this second, you're my chills, my cool person ever that what I admire and inspiring of. You may not have a strong muscle to show, but I know you have a lovely heart to give. Why I want all that? Because I want my kids to see you as their hero. And me, will support from the back. This is what I wish for, to my Creator.
All those what I written here seems impossible to find someone like you. That said,Someone like this? I never found a man good enough for this. Or I will never get married, but they never know. You're existed. My true love, my plan. And, Allah is the master mind. Let me tell you a secret, I'm a hard person to love but when I'm in love... I love really hard. Allah is my only one. Prophet of Muhammad is my strength, and my family is my prove. One day you not only a love, a strength, a inspired to me but also everything to me.
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