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ME: Am I dreaming?

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  Assalamualaikum, How are guys doing? I hope you're doing great. Today, let me break a good news. For time-being, I already give you a little hint in previous post about my next big project. It's actually so big that may change my entire life forever. Thank you Allah for this opportunity. Really and really appreciate it so much. InsyaAllah, I will work aboard in next few years... My current work place is nothing wrong, they're doing great to me. The management, all doctors and colleagues are still fantastic. That's me...I just want to do more adventurous thing in my life. I want to set up a limit in my life, I want my to do everything before I'm getting married and tied down. I want to reach more in my bucket list before I turn 35 years old. I want to feel soulfulness and no regret later on. It's actually a really hard decision. It took me about two years to decide either I want to do it or not, and took five years to get a permission from my parents to work ab

LIFE: What overthinking does to you

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 Hai, Let's see what overthinking is, thoroughly it is that someone thinking too much instead of acting and doing things. Their mind busy in analyze, comment and imagine better things about it, over and over again. They will come with no ending mind discussion, no decision making and a deep feeling that something is wrong everywhere. This personal habit will prevent them from taking any action. Someone in this situation always in dilemma that make them stuck in one place and waiting for the perfect time to act or move, but in the end they still do nothing. If the problem become more and more bigger, someone can lead to a psychological problems, later linked something like depression or anxiety. So, be aware of anything that you feed your mind. When I was a childhood, I was a freely person. My parents raised me well with love and passion about how to be a good girl and get a greater life. I let my action make my day, full of passion, think smart and lead to the bright sunshine day i

LIFE: Shiny bright light in the skies

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Hi, I know somehow I'm a super weird person ever live in this earth. And one of my favorite thing to do is to look up to the skies and think about life. I poured all my problems, promises, thoughts to the endless universe above. Maybe perhaps the star will blink more, the sun shine smilingly or someone at Pluto's will hear me and save me. Oh come on... Mars will be residential in next chapter. Then, be hype about all alien invasion soon.  Get back to the earth, when I see the skies... I will picturing that all the clouds are holding my every dreams-Big or small. The weather is my challenge, sunny day is my favorite and if it's rain then a tears gonna come soon. I dunno, maybe nature hear me well. And for daylight, I will be think about random stuff but if it's night time... It will be more about soul and personal space.  Deep inside me, I still have a heart to care about. There are a lots to talk about... a revenge towards people, ragging hormones in broken things, huma