Hai,  This semester, I felt that I want to knock out my head at the wall several times. Just to wake up my mind to make it functioning faster and better, because I really need it right now. How tougher it gets, it's always there. Like, just better face it duh. You fight or you flight... And fail? No, please.  Other things are good, bit struggled with anatomy and physiology are normal. I'm done combined three chapters in mscoskeletal, five in nervous system, and reproductive system is four. This three weeks fully with lecturer time, two week self study and scheduled for surgery practical part. Then exam session. How about next week? Next week is more crazy life, how can I survive... You tell me. Partly, I make an effort to push my self to the limit. And this is because I know I can do it. I willingly choose to fight, for my future of course. If not me, who? So, let me do it by myself. Such a good kid am I.  Next holiday time, I want spent it wisely between treating myself well a